Chapter 18 – Each Person’s Way of Loving
“It lacks reality.”
This was my honest impression after reading my novel.
To put it simply, it is a ‘historical error.’
Even if it deviates a little from reality, it would have been better if the appropriate amount of fantasy had been added to make it more stimulating. But it wasn’t a problem at that level.
For example, in the beginning of my novel, there is an act of lightly biting the top of the glans with one’s teeth before fellatio. I wrote it thinking it would be ugly, but when I actually tried it, the feeling of my teeth touching the pepper was much more painful than I thought. It was impossible to call something like this a caress.
Also, the description of touching the breast was full of absurd expressions that people who experienced it could not sympathize with. It feels like kneading a wet sponge. A woman’s breasts are an incredibly tactile material that will make you feel ecstatic just by holding them in your hand.
The most striking thing was the description of water coming out of a woman’s thighs.
This love juice was definitely not gushing out as if a faucet had been turned on, or gushing out violently like a fountain from a hose blocked at the entrance with the force of forming a rainbow.
Slurp.
It was simply bedrock water flowing quietly through a gap between the bridges, and a stream flowing peacefully and leisurely down the valley between the bridges.
Now that I think about it, the only time I saw ‘giggle’ or ‘pu-shu-pu-shu’ was in the realm of 2D.
“As expected, I see as much as I know…”
Maybe the reason my novel’s view count wasn’t so satisfactory wasn’t just because there were no illustrations.
I don’t like rice cakes.
No, to be more precise.
The author is clearly Ada!
“Damn it!”
While she was blaming herself for not realizing her shortcomings, Hyeji also looked at her painting with a confused expression.
“After actually trying this angle, I can never caress with my mouth open like this.”
“It’s more of my object than the character…”
“Anyway.”
In response to her stern self-reflection, I decided to lower her tail and nod her head. Honestly, I think it’s just okay.
Hyeji probably has flaws in her work that only she can see. Likewise, the reason Hyeji read my work with great emotion.
It was because she was inexperienced.
“This is too big a flaw.”
“My painting also had a big flaw.”
There is a bad thing.
But that alone is not enough.
I dream of becoming a full-time story writer, and Hyeji wants to become a top-tier story writer in the industry.
“Oppa.”
“Hyeji.”
Maybe we are.
We may have already been destined to pursue the same direction from the moment we first met.
So we…
“We work harder to give feedback on each other’s work…”
“Work harder at different positions…”
“Why is the conclusion like that?!”
Hyeji looks at me in shock and makes an expression that says she doesn’t understand.
“Isn’t it natural that you need to have more experience to improve reality?”
“No, well, that’s it…”
“So, I have to try this and that, as many things as I can think of. We also need to verify whether the position we envisioned can actually be implemented.”
It seems like there is more interest in ashes than in chanting, but if you think about it, it seems to be true.
“So, Se-gwang oppa.”
Hyeji kisses her lips again and gives him a coquettish look.
When I saw those beast-like eyes, I swallowed my saliva once.
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“Why is this trend happening?”
I dragged him to the supermarket.
Hyeji, who was slightly sober, kept her hands in her pockets and looked disgruntled the whole time she was shopping at her supermarket.
That may be surprising to Hye-ji, since the act that followed after having a lot of pseudosexual intercourse was not a game, but ‘shopping’.
However, Hyeji’s mood was broken when she first talked about her work, and since she did not have any contraceptives, it was too early for her to engage in reproductive activities.
Surprisingly, we met at Hongdae at 2 o’clock and talked about various things, and then went to Hyeji’s house around 4 o’clock and had a spicy alcohol bar and a hot porn show, and surprisingly, it was not even 7 o’clock yet.
It’s the perfect time to go to the supermarket.
“There’s not much in your house. “If I go home like this, I’m going to eat ramen as a snack, and I’m going to eat ramen as a hangover tomorrow.”
“Can’t we do that?”
“No. Throw away everything.”
“I’ve never ridden one before.”
“Originally, once a rash starts to appear, it continues to appear. “You have to be careful not to let it go.”
Although I am only one year older than Hyeji, my stomach turned upside down once while taking vitamins on an empty stomach. Since then, my stomach has become more sensitive, so I tend to pay more attention to it on a daily basis.
No matter how you look at it, the only food is ramen and alcohol, and even if Hyeji is a natural drinker and has a strong stomach, it is certain that it will break down at some point.
You should take care of your health while you are healthy.
“Do you like any side dishes?”
“Side dishes?”
“There are things like side dishes for rice.”
“I don’t like things like that because they’re annoying.”
I am also a picky eater. It’s a big deal, really.
At that moment, a good idea occurred to me.
“Each time you eat, you accumulate a coupon, and if you collect 30, I will grant one of your wishes.”
As expected, Hyeji’s eyes sparkle at the word wish.
“It can be erotic, right?!”
“Of course. But you can’t do things like, ‘Put in the dildo in the back and then put the dildo in and push, shoot, shoot.'”
“Why, why?!”
“I was really going to ask for that… ?”
“Of course! “I can only talk to you, and I can only do things to you.”
“Why can’t I be the only one who does it?”
At those words, Hyeji got angry and swallowed the words she was about to say, then her face suddenly turned red, and she pointed at her toes and muttered.
“Brother… Because I like it.”
This feels kind of nice. I think it’s a much better word than ‘I want it.’
By the way, how serious are you about having sex back and forth at the same time? After establishing a soft and natural atmosphere by going on a somewhat ordinary date, isn’t it possible for her to have normal, lovely, pure love sex?
“But Se-gwang oppa.”
While putting perilla leaves and delicacy vegetables into her cart, Hyeji stopped and asked.
“Oppa, you like me too, right?”
What kind of question is this all of a sudden?
I nodded my head loudly.
“Of course. So, you’re trying to take care of something like this. “I’m worried.”
“But you like it, but you don’t want to do it with me?”
Of course, it would be a lie if I said I didn’t want to do it, but if I said ‘I want to do it’ here, I would be a swindler, so I decided to change my answer a little.
“Hyeji. Love does not necessarily have to be expressed through a physical relationship.”
“I’m not saying that’s necessarily true, but if you develop a crush, it’s the right order to want a sexy relationship.”
“I don’t want to build up goodwill as a means for a dirty relationship. That seems too much like a gay game character.”
“Are gay game characters usually like that?”
“Don’t pretend you haven’t tried it.”
“I’m asking because I’ve never really tried it.”
You shamelessly pretend to be pure to yourself.
“Anyway, I just want you to know that trying not to attack you ben’t because I don’t like you.”
“But in all the works I’ve seen, if you love someone, you’ll watch it…”
What on earth did you grow up watching? No matter how busy Hyeji’s parents were, I wanted to formally question them for not doing anything until her common sense about relationships changed.
“Now that I think about it, my brother’s works are a bit unique in that way.”
“Which one?”
“There hasn’t been a story yet about hypnotizing someone, making them do dirty things, and then actually fucking them. As I read, I wait impatiently for the mecha kucha sex scene to appear, but I am just pure love.”
Hyeji saw the sign saying ‘Dumpling Bomb Sale’ and said as she brought a bundle of dumplings and put them in her cart.
“To be honest, I didn’t understand it, but I liked it because it was frustrating but at the same time it felt like it warmed my heart.”
“Thank you.”
“But when I see my brother, I get exactly the same feeling.”
Hyeji’s words were unexpected.
As I looked at her with a puzzled expression, Hyeji smiled mischievously and gently brushed my chest with her finger.
“Why don’t you love me when I’m trying so hard? I felt frustrated thinking that way, but the more I got to know her brother, the more I felt like I was learning more about his way of loving.”
I was attracted to him because he was a sexy person like me. It was even better because they were kind.
I was frustrated because they didn’t come to me.
But the method was actually love.
It wasn’t my intention, but I was grateful that Hyeji understood my feelings in that way.
“So, I will try to match you.”
“Now that I know that my brother likes me just like I like him.”
Those words made me feel good, so I unconsciously stroked her head.
She closed her eyes and lifted her shoulders cutely, like a happy puppy. With her short body curled up like this, it was so cute that I wanted to put it in my pocket.
“Aside from being erotic, this kind of skinship also feels good.”
“Right?”
“Please pat my head a lot from now on.”
Her charming appearance brings a smile to my face.
I was happy because it seemed like we had a promise just for the two of us.
