Chapter 200 – The Story of an Extra.
“Son. “Aren’t you preparing for employment?”
“Uh, huh? Ah… No, I’m doing it… Yes, I’m doing it. But you know too, right? This is harder than you think. “The economy is difficult these days, and youth unemployment is no joke.”
“That’s right. But that doesn’t mean you can stay stuck at home forever, right? Since you are an adult, you should be able to take care of yourself.”
“… Huh. That’s how it should be.”
Chanhyuk lowered his head and stuffed stewed saury into his mouth. Because he had nothing to say. I thought that if he had something in his mouth, he could at least make an excuse that he couldn’t answer because he was eating.
Chanhyuk is 27 years old. He was already at the age where he had graduated from college and had to step forward as a member of society. However, in reality, rather than becoming a member of society in the true sense, he was just an unemployed person living at his mother’s house.
His qualifications were poor, and his school grades were a mess.
I don’t have the talent to do it, and that doesn’t mean I’m putting in the effort.
He’s just an ugly person with no talents other than eating and pooping.
If he knew his subject, he would have to go to work at a small business as soon as possible, but he is not even doing that.
Chanhyuk himself understood this well, so he ridiculed himself by thinking of himself as a parasite sucking on his mother’s spine.
If he knew that, he would have had to improve, but not having the will to do so was truly like a parasite.
“You, look at the other kids. There is no one who lives without thinking like you. Shouldn’t you at least do something? Whether it’s studying for the civil service examination or starting a self-employed business. Or at least submit your resume to small and medium-sized businesses. If you don’t even do that, what on earth are you going to do? This mom can’t take care of you forever. Do you understand?”
I don’t know if the rice goes into my mouth or my nose.
All he could think was that he should eat quickly and stand up.
As a mother, she may be saying it because she cares about her son, but in this case, it just backfired on her.
Well, it would be nice if it could have the opposite effect. A man named Chanhyuk couldn’t even see that effect.
A pathetic man who is too colorless and odorless to be a man, or even a human being. That was the current Chanhyuk.
He wouldn’t have been such a weak man before.
“Oh my gosh, mom too. The kid is going to act! Don’t say too much to a child in front of the dinner table. “Shouldn’t we at least let them eat comfortably?”
It was her sister’s voice under the table that cut off her mother’s nagging.
The older sister, who was sucking her younger brother’s cock under the table so that her cute younger brother could comfortably eat her food and also work on her sexual desires, spat out her younger brother’s cock and responded to her mother’s nagging.
“And he’s acting like a joke because he doesn’t want to work? “What do I do when the situation is bad?”
The older sister licks her younger brother’s dick with her tongue as if it were precious.
I am grateful that they took my side, but I couldn’t help but feel pricked by my conscience.
This is because what Chanhyuk was missing was will. No matter what I try to do, I don’t have the will to finish it.
He was simply hoping for something absolute to suddenly come down from the sky and save him, thereby creating an environment where he could be cut off from the outside world and prosper without having to do anything.
“The environment is bad… “The other kids are all doing well and getting jobs. How do you explain that?”
“Other kids are other kids, and our Chanhyuk is Chanhyuk, Mom! Why are you so upset about not being able to compare yourself to other kids? And if you’re going to compare it to the past…”
The older sister said coquettishly while kissing Chanhyuk’s balls.
“Compare these magnificent, full balls~♥ Uhuhuhu. Maybe they have all these nice, great balls? Working as a sex entertainer, you don’t often find balls this nice? Mom really doesn’t know what.”
“Oh, I was wondering what you were talking about. Hey! “What can you do with a kid who has such great balls and dick, but is so shy that he can’t even make his own onahole!”
Mom hit her chest in frustration.
“They say that in other towns, kids with big dicks and big balls have already created several dedicated onaholes and are acting like pillars. What on earth are these guys…?” .”
“Oh, leave me alone! Still, she doesn’t do things like attempted rape! “That alone is enough!”
The older sister said to her mother while gently tickling her younger brother’s asshole.
“Besides, what does he need like a dedicated onahole? There’s me and my mom. “She’s useless, but if she gets a hole or something, we’ll get our share?”
“Oh, you immature thing! Does it matter? Don’t you have to think about Chanhyuk’s future!”
“Tch! Still, I love it so much when I get fucked by Chanhyuk every night. “When are you going to pretend to be rational when you’re shaking your ass and talking like a pig even more than me?”
“… Soyun you.”
Her older sister shut her mouth in response to her mother’s murderous voice, but there was no change in her essential attitude.
‘It’s inconvenient.’
She thought she was the cause of the fight, and she felt like she was the one ruining the peace of this family.
Apparently, the two people who had been sucking Chanhyuk’s dick in a friendly manner until yesterday are now arguing again because of Chanhyuk.
Chanhyuk found it difficult to bear it because his head was dizzy and pounding. It’s hard for him to stop thinking that this household would be more peaceful if it weren’t for him.
“Ah, that’s right. If Chanhyuk finds it difficult to find a job…”
Soyun’s eyes drew a fascinating arc and suggested to her younger brother.
“Why would you like to become a sex entertainer like your sister? If I told the boss directly, he would definitely hire me. “This sister, does she have that much power?”
“Wow, this kid is saying some nonsense…”
The mother said that, but she watched her son’s reaction with an expectant expression.
If my son could get a job at Korea’s largest company, Sex Entertainment Theme Park, 70% of her concerns would have already been solved.
But actually, speaking of Chanhyuk,
“Three, sex, sex entertainment theme park?”
“Huh. My sister’s workplace. “Are you not interested?”
It wasn’t a question of whether I was interested or not.
Chanhyuk only heard about the place, but he felt uneasy for some reason. It’s as if I have an allergic reaction to the word itself.
“I-I’m over there…” .”
“Ah, it’s okay if you don’t like it, but… Chanhyuk says he doesn’t like it, but you have no intention of forcing him to do it?”
It was my older sister who said that, but her eyes did not lie.
She and her mother were hoping that Chanhyuk would get a job at the theme park.
It was not easy to express a firm refusal. So in the end,
“Bird, I’ll think about it.”
The only thing I could do was run away with those words.
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Chanhyuk basically doesn’t prefer to leave the house. It’s because he has hikikomori characteristics.
However, he hasn’t always been like that. Even just a few years ago, when he was just discharged from the military, Chanhyuk was the father of the Republic of Korea, both physically and mentally healthy, even though he was attending a local government school.
However, because he was unable to adapt to the new wind blowing in Korea a few years ago, he fell down the path of a social misfit.
Even for him, the atmosphere at home was so burdensome that he had no choice but to escape in the name of getting some air.
“Sex entertainment… That’s right.”
Chanhyuk couldn’t get used to those words.
In fact, it was difficult for Chanhyuk to accept that he even became involved in a sexual relationship with his older sister and mother.
The best way to increase family friendship is to have sex face-to-face.
Sex is a normal thing that naturally occurs in the natural world. Imposing taboo standards on each of them is itself a product of extremely irrational thinking.
It is the duty of citizens to improve their quality of life through active sex.
At first, such propositions were merely political slogans, but now they have become common sense that supports the entire society.
And that reality was completely unacceptable to Chanhyuk.
“… I think I came on the wrong stage.”
In other words, it feels like an odd feeling, like an extra who should appear in a modern drama mistakenly appears in a period drama.
Fundamentally, the fact that they are extras does not change, but in any case, such extras would have a stage suitable for them, but I felt like I was mistaken.
“This world doesn’t fit me.”
I laughed at myself after saying that out loud.
Isn’t this the speech of losers?
In the first place, does anyone really fit into the world? Each person is living their life doing one of two things: fighting against a world they cannot do anything about, or giving in and adjusting themselves.
If there is someone who doesn’t do that, it must be God.
“Isn’t that guy having an erection right now?”
“Uh, really… But why is there no sign of trying to find a woman? If…”
Oh my, I was caught off guard.
Chanhyuk immediately calmed down the cock that was trying to get up and pretended not to notice and stopped acting like a fool.
This is because if you do not rape a woman with an erection in a public place, you may be arrested for disorderly conduct.
‘The law has changed so strangely.’
I was able to put him to sleep easily because my older sister put him in my mouth in the morning, otherwise I might have gotten into trouble.
Chanhyuk, who had adjusted the way he dressed his pants, unconsciously turned the wishes in his heart into words.
“I wish God would suddenly come down and give me the power to change the world.”
And she was so dumbfounded that she ended up laughing.
Why on earth would God do such a thing?
“… I need to overcome this delusion. “To live a proper life.”
Sex enter… I really hate it though. I don’t like it without any reason.
“. If my sister tells me to do it, should I do it…? .”
If that’s a way to compromise with reality… It can’t be helped.
Anyway, a god extending his hand to an unemployed person who is nothing is only a dream.
