Chapter 91 – Sinabro (7)
After spitting out an incomprehensible hwadu, the guy trudged over and sat down with his butt on the bench I was sitting on.
Eye level now set.
There was deep remorse in the boy’s round eyes.
“What the hell is going on?”
When I asked with a frustrated heart, Shin Yoo-jung managed to part her lips.
“I came to meet Kim Jeong-hoon today?”
It was something I had expected from the time I ran out of school at the end of class.
Yesterday, I made a promise, so I couldn’t take any action, but this guy is basically the type who doesn’t like to keep something in his heart for a long time.
What was unexpected was the boy’s gloomy expression.
I thought you’d stick a fist in your face and come back home.
“What did you do when you met?”
“Once we met, I put a fist in my face.”
Well, too.
I wonder what the face of the guy who was beaten up would have been.
Even the person who beat her is a woman she has liked so far.
I don’t know, but I don’t know, but I wouldn’t have been in his five fingers in his life.
“I was beaten and asked. Why are you selling my name?”
“Then what did he say?”
I’m curious.
What would you have said
The answer, which seemed like it would pour out at once, did not come easily.
Judging from the fact that Shin Yoo-jung’s face became even darker, it seemed that she had received an unexpected answer.
“… It’s because of me.”
Didn’t you know that before you went?
“So, um….”
Judging by the fact that I’ve been waiting, there must be something else besides the facts I told you.
He nervously tousled my hair and said to me.
“Because I hate you, he said he bullied you instead of me.”
Shin Yoo-jung lowers her head.
In short, to sum up what he said, in the end, every time he bullied me, the words like don’t go near Shin Yoo-jung and get out of that house were just excuses.
The focus is on me… , No, I wanted to torment this body.
“Well….”
To be honest, I don’t feel much anger at what this body has suffered.
In the past, the trauma embedded in her body would have caused seizures, but not now.
I feel like this body is mine for the first time since I acquired the ‘person with qualities’ trait.
In other words, it means that the body no longer reacts on its own because of what happened in the past.
That doesn’t mean I’m not angry again.
The bullying level of the bastard left in my head clearly crossed the line.
The actions of a guy who only ate eighteen or nineteen were bold and cruel.
Looking at this young bastard’s shackgi, sometimes I even wonder if Sunja’s vocal theory, which claimed that people’s innate nature is evil, is correct.
“Then… , Okay. I honestly hated you. A lot of that too.”
“Know.”
Can you not know
Even when he was still, his sharp-looking face and even the feeling of hatred were glaring at him, and his eyes were like a weapon.
Honestly, looking at Son Si-woo’s body, he might have been a bit scared.
“Sometimes, there were a lot of times when I wanted to beat you because what you were doing was fucking frustrating.”
… I don’t think it’s a crowd.
Chindojin’s behavior was really the worst.
Wake up in the late afternoon, eat breakfast and lunch with the side dishes prepared by the lady, and enjoy playing games.
Then, while browsing the Internet in the middle, I scrapped and saved Han Joo-hee’s good photos… , No, this asshole is real.
“Whoa.”
Calm down, calm down.
Save the picture anyway… And, of course, we had dinner with the side dishes prepared by the lady, and then we played the game again.
The infinite repetition of daily life that falls asleep only at such a late hour in the morning.
To some extent, I can understand the guy’s position.
From Shin Yoo-jung’s point of view, Chin Do-jin must have been nothing more or less than a parasite that ate my mother’s spine.
“So what… , I talked about it sometimes. Do you know The bare-footed bitches I used to hang out with.”
“Ah… , Those three.”
Three bare-footed girls wearing school uniforms so short that their panties were exposed when they walked up the stairs.
I don’t know why, but Shin Yoo-jung hung out with those three people who were quite different from her.
“Even if those bitches are crazy about men and have the temperament of an idiot… , You were a friend to me once? When everyone was afraid of me just looking at my appearance, they approached me without hesitation.”
“Ah….”
There must have been such a behind-the-scenes story.
Then it makes sense that she was a friend.
Because when everyone was far away, the gratitude to the person who approached me is indescribable.
I used to be like that too.
It was the first time I visited my mother-in-law and father-in-law’s house after I proposed to Han Joo-hee and accepted the marriage.
She insulted them so much, saying that she was an orphan and that she was not on a level with their family.
When I chewed over dozens of times the thought that I wanted to get rid of everything and run away because it was marriage and baldness.
Her sister-in-law was the only one who approached her without hesitation.
At that time, she was so grateful that she even felt like she had won a thousand and one thousand horses.
“Anyway… , I said that sometimes when I was talking to them.”
“What do you mean?”
“… Every time I see you living, it’s frustrating, so I want to punch you sometimes.”
The boy’s face turns red.
“Then just squeeze it.”
If so, I think Chin Do-jin would have lived while pretending to be a little more human.
The guy who heard me said with a tone of regret.
“… Even if she just glared at you, she would beat me from the back, but if she squeezed her, she would have been kicked out of the house.”
Haha.”
The aunt has a little strong motherly love.
Maybe Jindojin, who ran away from the nursery school, was so pitiful and pitiful.
That’s why they gave up even the expensive monthly rent in Seoul.
“When it was bad, I even felt like I lost my mother to you.”
… Certainly, it was not unreasonable to feel that way.
No matter how dignified, Shin Yu-jeong at that time was only seventeen to nineteen.
In the midst of her mother’s attention, when she had to monopolize it, some guy showed up and took away half of the attention.
“Anyway, that’s not the problem now.”
The story that fell into Samcheonpo for a while has returned to its original place.
“I’ve only told three people about it, but that bastard knows.”
“Kim Jung Hoon?”
“Uh. Did any of those bitches say it, or did they steal it….”
“Then, did you mean that after hearing that, Kim Jung-hoon started harassing me?”
“That… , So to speak. .”
A voice that gradually creeps in.
Seeing him keep his mouth shut with his head down, it seems as if he has heard all the rumors.
“Then why did you ask me if I should be sorry in the first place?”
“That is….”
Shin Yoo-jung scratches my head and frowns.
It’s the expression that you don’t like something.
“Because I’m so sorry I don’t know what to say to you right now?”
“… Doesn’t it look like that at all?”
If you’re apologetic with that expression, I wonder if that also belongs to the realm of talent.
“Now is… , I just forced myself to endure it. I’m sorry to be honest, so I won’t be able to see your face properly.”
What is it, what is it
It sounds like you’re threatening to do something like that and move on.
“But honestly, on the other hand, it’s a bit unfair.”
“What.”
“Some crazy bastard suddenly eavesdropped on someone else’s words and went on a wild rampage, so I wonder why I have to be so sorry… , I’m sorry I can’t even look at your face properly.”
The guy who knocked on my chest with a grin on his face.
“Just… , It’s just that my heart is so fucking stuffy. More because I don’t know what to do to get better.”
In the end, to sum it up, I’m very sorry for myself right now, and I’m frustrated because I don’t know how to resolve this, that’s it.
“So, please tell me. How would you like me to do it?”
At first, I suddenly said something out of the blue, but after knowing the whole story, I know that it wasn’t just thrown out.
In the end, he wants to leave his disposition to me…
I wondered how high the level would be.
“If I make a decision, will you follow me? Anything?”
When asked about his determination, the boy nodded his head with difficulty.
“… Because you were the hardest during that time. If I can’t make my own decisions and I have to listen to someone… Could it be that you are the only one?”
Whoa.
I think you’ve made up your own mind.
If so, one more time.
“What if I told you not to see me forever from now on?”
As soon as I finished my words, the boy’s eyes widened as if facing a violent storm.
At the same time, Shin Yoo-jung bit her lower lip gently.
After the cool autumn wind lightly brushed my face.
Finally, the boy struggled to open his mouth.
“If that’s what you really want…. Since it’s the same house and the same school, it’s impossible not to see it at all… , But as much as possible… , Most… !”
Then the unexpected happened.
A drop of tear ran down her cheek from Shin Yoo-jung’s eyes as she struggled to spit out her words.
No, I didn’t really ask you to disappear, I just gave you an example, but what if you cry?
I am very upset.
But it seemed I wasn’t the only one confused.
She hurriedly stretched the neck of her T-shirt and wiped her face, as if she hadn’t expected to shed tears herself.
“I’ll turn it off as much as possible! Are you okay!”
As if he was going to leave right away, he hurriedly stretched out his arm and pressed his shoulder lightly.
“Hey, calm down. I didn’t tell you to quit right now.”
“Ah….”
Her face, which was already red, was now on the verge of bursting.
Excitedly, he seemed to realize that he had gone ahead.
Oh, it’s hard.
Holding back laughter
“Fuck, fuck….”
It’s even harder because I can hear all the swearing with my face down, perhaps because my ears are bright.
“Anyway, the previous question was to find out your determination.”
To be honest, I wonder if I can blame him.
Actually, since I entered this body, he has only helped me.
But if there’s one problem, he’s holding me guilty.
That’s what guilt is.
Even if the other person is okay, if you don’t understand yourself, you will continue to be stuck.
So is there any stars?
The only thing I can do is make them think that it is a worthy punishment for that crime.
Actually, there is something I want to do the most….
“You admit that you are unhappy. But the most unfair thing is me. Right?”
“… You know that, so I left the decision to you.”
Shin Yoo-jung answered bluntly, as if she was still slightly pouting.
“So I’ve been thinking about it for a while. I was bullied by him for three years.”
“… By the way.”
“So to think of it as atonement and to live as my slave for about three years….”
It’s scary to say something insinuatingly, and a ferocious gaze is pierced all over the face.
Oh wow, this won’t work
“I thought no, um.”
“Don’t play around and speak quickly.”
I wasn’t kidding….
Now that this has happened, I have no choice but to write a workaround.
“Then grant my wish.”
“… Wish?”
“Oh, wish.”
“What.”
“I’m not asking you to listen right away, to be precise, I’m asking for a right to wish.”
There are so many things I want to ask him to do.
I want to try cosplaying out of the world, and although roughness is attractive, I also want to see a relaxed appearance for a day.
In other words, he wants to satisfy his own self-interest by using his guilt.
It’s not necessarily a bad thing to see, I like being happy, and Shin Yoo-jung likes to relieve her guilt.
Isn’t it a ploy that kills two birds with one stone?
“One wish?”
I shook my head at the boy’s question.
“Ah, you are so careless. To think that three years of bullying can be reduced to just one wish… , Isn’t it?”
“Well then, how many do you want?”
I want to pack about 36, one a month.
I wrote a little heart.
“Twelve.”
“… That much?”
“I was going to do thirty-six, one a month, but I cut it down… , I can’t help it if I don’t like it.”
“I haven’t said I hate it yet.”
“Call then?”
The guy who struggled for a while smiled and nodded his head, as if he had a good idea.
“Call.”
I think I came up with some trick.
“Okay, then the contract is established.”
I am confident too.
He is confident that he will completely subdue Shin Yoo-jung before he uses all 12 wishes.
Without even realizing it, very slowly.
