Chapter 109 – Remorse (5)
“Hey, wake up.”
Morning later than usual.
Shin Yoo-jung, who was in my arms, shook me and woke me up.
“Release your arms, child. Aren’t you going to eat breakfast?”
A scale was formed in the mind that had not yet returned.
Eating breakfast prepared by Shin Yoo-jung vs Sleeping late with Shin Yoo-jung in her arms.
The answer came quickly.
“Maybe it would be better to just sleep like this….”
Hehe… , Ah, no, wake up!”
“A.”
Too bad.
I was able to get past it.
I let go of her arms that were holding her tight and stood up and stretched her.
“Turn it off….”
Originally, when I woke up, my body and mind were clear, but today is especially clear.
To be precise, it should be said that it is a feeling of deep satisfaction added to a clear body and mind.
The guy who got up from his seat and stretched out just like me said to me.
“Come down in 30 minutes.”
“Can I help you?”
“Uh.”
Shin Yoo-jung, who answered briefly, immediately put on her slippers and left her room.
Being alone after being together makes me feel strangely lonely.
This is why I don’t know what position I’m in, but am I saying that I know the position?
It’s only been a day, but it’s a pity.
I get up from my seat to brush my teeth because my mouth is dry, but my cock, which has been very angry since the morning, is standing tall in my pants, showing off my presence.
“Ah….”
It’s normal to stand up in the morning, but today I’m much harder and more upright than usual.
The reason must be because of yesterday.
“Oh, that was nice.”
Write.
Just thinking about yesterday leaves me with deep regret.
I thought it was the right angle.
“This is being rejected….”
I followed the process diligently.
Starting with her ass, he touched her breasts, then lightly swept her neck, and finally touched her pussy, gradually adjusting the mood.
At this point, she thought she was ripe and was about to start having sex, but that’s when she was suddenly blocked.
“Is this karma?”
The reason is because of the words I threw around as if in the past.
The me in the past who said I would create a special atmosphere to make up for the first experience that ended in vain, ruined all of this.
“Oops, you bastard.”
So this shape, this shape.
If the me of the past was in front of my eyes, I would have stuck a stick in it, but I can’t do that, so Won.
“Let’s be careful next time….”
Bitterly inscribed a lesson, he sharpened his mind and stabilized his cock.
In my mind, I wanted to take a step off coolly, but I forced myself to endure it.
Because from now on, I have promised that there will be no masturbation in my life.
You can’t waste your precious energy on comforting yourself.
“Suck! Whoop!”
After moderately loosening up my stiff body overnight, I headed downstairs in time.
As soon as you open the door, a spicy smell seeps into your nose.
What’s so amazing about this guy is that he smells as good as a lady.
The problem is that the taste is far off.
“What stew is it today?”
Heheung, soft tofu stew.”
A bold answer and a confident smile are impressive.
It would be nice if the taste could follow even half of that half….
When you sit down at the table, a bowl of steamed rice is placed in front of you.
Thanks to the forearms armed with actual compression muscles, the amount of rice contained in one air is beyond imagination.
“Hey, try the stew first. Today’s stew is fucking good.”
“… Then, once.”
He scooped up a spoonful of red stew and brought it to his mouth.
Hurb.
“Kuhm.”
Spicy, salty
“How is it, is it delicious?”
I mean, this is really dumb.
If it didn’t taste good at all, I’d kill myself, but that’s not the case again.
A little something… , It’s tasteless that makes me expect that it might be delicious if the liver is well controlled.
I feel weak when I see Shin Yoo-jung sitting across from me and her eyes shining like a puppy.
Yes, what kind of cheesy murder is it to a person who wakes up to cook for me in the morning?
Recalling the past when I couldn’t get a meal, everything becomes happy.
“Tasty. It’s delicious… , A little liver, very little count. Wouldn’t it have been perfect if I had added a little less?”
“Okay? Where….”
A guy who takes compliments lightly as he mixes a little instruction with a base.
Then he eats the stew with a spoon and makes a satisfied face.
“Yeah, you are right. If the liver was a little weaker, it would have been a real hit.”
“… Right?”
Maybe what needs to be changed is not the liver control, but the taste of the guy.
Occasionally, he eats a spoonful of stew and pushes the rice in.
Although the stew is a bit erratic, it doesn’t interfere too much with eating rice.
All the side dishes on the table were made by the lady.
At the end of the meal, Shin Yoo-jung asked me with a look of anticipation.
“So, if you compare mom’s stew and mine, which one tastes better?”
“…….”
Thank you for cooking for me for a few days, but that’s a bit….
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The day when the midterm exams are one day ahead.
We returned home after training late into the night for a final check.
“Go in.”
“OK.”
Exhausted, we parted coolly downstairs.
I look at Shin Yoo-jung entering through the door, then I turn around and step on the stairs to the roof.
“Oh, I am tired.”
Today was a very tiring day for me too.
After the morning class, I worked my body very hard in the gym, and by the time all classes were over, I had been doing position training and link training with my teammates.
No matter how resilient a monster’s body is, it’s as if it can’t stand this level of abuse, and recovery is slow.
Maybe that’s why, my footsteps sag.
Since tomorrow is the start of midterm exams, let’s wash up quickly and go to sleep in order to be in the best condition.
When I finally went up to the roof, organizing my thoughts.
“Are you here?”
A familiar voice lifted his drooping head.
A flat table placed on one side of the roof.
There she was sitting
“… Madame.”
It seemed that he had just finished his trip.
If you look at the carrier bag standing next to the pyeongsang.
The look on her face after returning from a rather long trip… , Was subtle.
Is it because I’m tired or because of something else?
A sense of incongruity lurks in the stable expression.
“How have you been?”
“Yes, what….”
“Did you eat well?”
“Yoojung took good care of me.”
“I see.”
A dry conversation ensues.
The things I was really curious about and the core contents were excluded, and only questions of relatively low importance were exchanged.
The fact that she didn’t even leave her suitcase at her house and was here right away meant that she had made up her mind in her own way.
I don’t know what the ending will be, but since I started, I’m sure it’s right for me to lead here as well.
“How was your trip?”
“… It was good.”
As if the words were true, a light smile appeared on her lips.
“It was so good that I regret not having been there until now.”
And there was a slight sadness mixed in.
“Do Jin-ah.”
“Yes.”
“Madame… , I also went to Haenam.”
“Haenam… If so.”
I vaguely remember.
If it’s Haenam, surely… , It was where the uncle worked.
Whatever the purpose, I wouldn’t have gone all the way there just touring.
He probably met and spent time with her husband.
“How are you, Uncle?”
I thought it would be too straightforward to ask how the two of us spent time, so I expressed it in a roundabout way.
She nods her head
“He was doing very well.”
She thought that meant she was just doing well.
Until you hear the story behind it.
Why her husband doesn’t come home, how he lives there.
After she finished her words with a weak and somewhat desolate expression, she raised her head and looked at me.
I asked her
“Why did you just come out?”
“What do you mean?”
“After hearing that, why did you just come out without getting angry?”
How could she just get out of the position when she was treated like that even though she devoted herself to protecting her home and her husband?
It was hard for me to understand at all.
Whether it’s swearing at each other, or pulling at least two years old’s hair.
Do you think you should have done something?
The lady said to me, who was making an annoyed expression with an angry heart.
“For being treated like that… , She did it because she thought that nothing could be changed if she got angry later.”
“…….”
“The moment she found out his sincerity, the relationship was already broken, so what would she do if she blushed? In order to remember the remaining memories pleasantly… , She did it because she thought it was better to tie the knot here.”
Ajumma got up from her bed and came closer to me and continued her words.
“And the reason she stayed still after watching him massage her extramarital girl to his heart’s content…” , Because I don’t deserve that.”
“Ah.”
It was my fault.
The thing that made her leave her seat without being able to get angry.
I approached, and she was helplessly involved, losing her legitimacy.
Staring at her apologetically with hard eyes, she was shaking her head while staring straight at me.
“I am not blaming you. You have to clap your hands to make a sound, right? If Auntie hadn’t held onto your outstretched hand, this wouldn’t have happened… , I guess it’s the fault of the two of us, right?”
“… Is that so.”
After patting me on the shoulder a few times, she told me the story behind it.
I wanted to come back and come to me without looking back, but I didn’t have to.
I don’t want to look like a woman who makes other choices out of anger.
While raising her daughter alone, she saw and enjoyed the things she hadn’t seen while organizing her mind on the other hand.
“I think I can give you an answer now, so I’ve been waiting for you.”
She asked, reaching out her hand and caressing my cheek.
“Do-jin, do you think the lady is pretty?”
“Yes.”
I answered immediately.
There is nothing more foolish than wasting time on a question like this.
“Then… , Then you have it.”
Her hand gently covering my cheek and her voice began to tremble at the same time.
Tears welled up in his eyes as if they were about to spill.
“Auntie… , It’s okay not to go all the way. Just until she gets old, gets sick, and becomes useless as a woman… , No, even the moment I look pretty in your eyes is fine… , Will you love me until then?”
I struggled to hold back my tears, stayed up all night alone during the trip, and the answer that I should have given after agonizing over it was conveyed to me.
Time flows differently between her and me.
My young, awakened body will respond slowly to the passage of time, and no matter how hard an ajumma, who is already in her mid-40s, will quickly lose her elasticity.
She knows it, and she’s worried about it, so she came up with this compromise.
In front of her eyes, I forcibly held back her crying and pulled her into her arms.
True to her words, no one in the world dreams of having a relationship with her grandmother or her grandfather.
But that doesn’t mean I’ll dump her auntie when the time comes.
“Madame.”
In her arms, she raises her fist and punches her on my arm.
A cute display of displeasure.
“… Are you Jeonghee?”
“…….”
Seeing that there is no reaction to the changed title, it seems like he likes it.
I whispered into her ear.
“I will do as you say. If you no longer look pretty in my eyes… , I’ll be honest with you.”
But, that won’t happen.
“In the future, you… , You might hear witches around you.”
Her face buried in my chest is revealed at the sudden witch’s voice.
The expression of not knowing English.
He approached her face endlessly and whispered incessantly.
“Because you will become much prettier and younger in the future.”
Until when?
“As long as you are with me, forever.”
Everyone else is getting old, but if you keep getting younger, that’s a witch or something.
My second life goal has already been set.
Do whatever you want, have it.
If I wanted a star floating in the sky, I would have it by dropping it.
… Of course, it’s not that a real star wants to have it, it’s that it makes the impossible possible.
The same goes for Seo Jeong-hee.
Now that you’re finally in my arms, I have no intention of letting you grow old alone.
Even if it means turning back time.
But I don’t have the ability to turn back time right now….
I’m going to have to do some stealing sometime soon.
