Chapter 108 – Remorse (4)
The atmosphere at the table became solemn.
At the words of Shin Hyo-seop, who was drunk and muttering, the two men glanced at each other and blinked their eyes.
Because I was at a loss as to how to react.
If it’s a general reaction, isn’t it right to be happy that you can live comfortably.
It’s a reward for all the hard work you’ve done in the past.
However, it was a sense of entitlement and inferiority that hung over his face flushed red from drunkenness.
When the two of them are racking their brains over what words to use to change the topic.
Miss Kim, who was sitting close enough to touch Shin Hyo-seop, defended him.
“Oh my goodness… , How hard was our Shin Daewon-nim….”
A voice full of regret, as if he understood everything.
She filled his empty glass with wine.
“We think so.”
“Yes… ?”
A secret whisper reached his ear as he struggled to even open his eyes.
“All the hard times until now were all in order to meet the time called now.”
A warm comfort and a kind word.
A sinister smile was drawn on his lips.
“As expected, there is only Miss Kim.”
He sincerely thought so.
She is the only one who understands her sadness in her past and her difficult heart.
Shin Hyo-seop’s arm grabbed her shoulder and pulled her into his arms.
He buried his face in the nape of her neck that had been dragged on as if he couldn’t win, and inhaled her breath.
Then, a strange laugh erupted from Miss Kim’s lips.
“Ah… , It tickles….”
Seo Jeong-hee, who had heard all these scenes with her ears and captured them with her eyes, felt as if her thumping heart would jump out of her mouth at any moment.
Haha….”
My head is dizzy.
Even though she’s breathing hard, it seems that her whole body is screaming for oxygen.
I knew.
When the building was handed over to him and his poor life was enriched.
On the contrary, her husband suffered from an inferiority complex and was infinitely intimidated.
She knew it was hard, so she tried too and it made her hard.
‘She knows that only she was having a hard time… ?! How hard was it for me too… !’
He paid attention to his behavior and tone of voice.
In order to prevent her husband from misunderstanding that she is ignoring her.
You don’t know how much I tried to save him from falling to the bottom.
I let him do anything he showed interest in even a little, and he cheered me on.
All that time was stressful for her.
No matter how hard he tried, nothing got better, and he reacted sensitively to even the slightest action.
Still, she persevered.
Because she loved her husband.
Because the moments he devoted himself to his wife and daughter were still vivid in his memory.
Because I believed that someday he would return to his original form.
So it was.
She did not dissuade her husband from going alone to Haenam.
Her whole family wanted to move and live together, but she respected her husband’s will.
Relieved?
I didn’t feel anything like that.
She was always worried about and missed her husband, who lived alone in a faraway place.
On days when he didn’t call, she stayed up all night, waiting for him to come.
I did.
“Ah… , Really. You can’t do this here.”
“There aren’t many people, so what’s up?”
It seemed that she had been that way for quite some time, judging from the way she put her hands on each other’s bodies without hesitation.
She took several ten thousand won bills from her wallet and put them on her table.
That was enough.
No further information was required.
“Ha.”
After a brief exhalation, she walked out of her store with a clear stride.
Bing didn’t even turn.
My husband, who has become a drunkard, won’t even recognize me properly.
The jagged feelings soon subsided.
No, it turned cold.
She was briefly resentful at her selfish attitude of saying that only she was having a hard time, but that was all.
Surprisingly, I didn’t get very angry.
The skillful kneading of the body of an extraneous woman?
He doesn’t deserve to be offended by that.
Because he crossed the line with a man who was only 20 years old, he was a better person than him.
It was just unfortunate.
When you stay up all night awake at a phone call that doesn’t come, and you’re worried to the fullest when someone says that every day is like hell due to excessive work.
Here, when she thought of her husband, who would have been happy enjoying his life alone, she felt so unfair.
At the same time, she was disillusioned with her husband.
“A cowardly human….”
She should have asked for a divorce if she didn’t love him anymore and didn’t want to live with her.
If she didn’t like divorce, she should have been honest about what was so difficult… !
I hated him for being so obsessed with enjoying himself while putting off the choice infinitely.
“… I don’t need them anymore.”
It has been a long time since my husband left first to find my happiness.
If so, where would he have to distance himself any longer?
A face appeared in her mind.
A man who slept in the ground for a long time and finally spread his wings.
He who changed every day and shook my heart, I longed to see him.
She wanted to go to Seoul right away and jump into his arms, but she didn’t.
I’ve already left, I’m about to continue my trip a little longer.
You will put the most beautiful things in your eyes, put delicious things in your mouth, and calm your mind.
I don’t want to be seen as someone who gives him a hug out of anger and impulsiveness.
I will approach him wholeheartedly so that I can repay his sincerity.
Having erased her husband from her heart, she finally began to stand alone.
* * *
Recently, Shin Yoo-jung spent a lot of time in my room.
“You seem to be coming to my room too often lately?”
The guy who entered my room immediately lay down on the mattress and asked me back with a confident expression.
“So, don’t you like it?”
“It’s not that I don’t like it.”
I don’t like it.
Anyway, the only thing I have to do when I’m alone is exercise barefoot or watch TV.
“Just curious.”
I’m just curious.
Suddenly, some kind of wind blew and kept coming up to my room and flirting with me.
Then the guy answered.
“You’re bored being home alone.”
That’s right.
Anyway, even if the auntie is at her house, she is stuck in her room, so she doesn’t even talk well and she is bored.
Anyway.
I don’t really hate Shin Yoo-jung playing in my room.
With him, there’s one more thing to see.
It’s the guy’s sleazy outfit.
“Isn’t it cold?”
“Not really.”
A thin white tank top and black dolphin pants were all he was wearing.
Seasons are seasons, and no matter how many times they come upstairs, I wonder if they are too defenseless.
Rather, he seems to be aiming for it.
If I stare at his butt, he notices it like a ghost and looks at me.
And then I say it with a smile.
“If you want to touch it, touch it.”
It’s very spectacle.
At first, it seemed like a trap, so I just watched it, but now I decided to go ahead without hesitation.
So I reached out and grabbed one of the boy’s hips.
“Ugh… , Hey.”
He glared at me with a reddened face as if I hadn’t thought I would actually touch him.
I also responded to his gaze with a confident expression.
What, why, what
“You said you could touch it.”
“… Touch me gently.”
Because of what he said, he can’t really say anything, but just gives a funny request and looks away.
A different texture is conveyed to the palm of your hand than when you touch a woman’s buttocks.
Unlike the auntie’s, where her fingers gently dig into her when she grasps it, the stronger her grip, the stronger the repulsive force pushes my hand away, causing her to struggle.
Is it because her whole body is full of muscles?
“Whoa….”
A deep breath escapes from the mouth of the guy who is lying on his side and looking at his smartphone.
Judging from the slightly reddened nape of his neck, he seemed to be beginning to feel it little by little.
At first, I had to touch it several times to react little by little, but the reaction quickened as time passed.
“Huh… , Huh….”
The excitement naturally rose from the excited moan, and he took his hand movements more boldly.
Until now, he had only been touching his clothes, but he caught his guard and slipped his hand into his pants and panties.
At the same time, the boy’s body trembled greatly.
“Hey, you Mr. Lee… !”
I can’t do it even if I’m hot
“Why? I’m touching your butt like you said.”
Outside or inside the clothes.
It doesn’t change the fact that it’s my ass that I’m touching.
In response to my confident answer, Shin Yoo-jung made a puzzled expression for a moment, then she looked at me with a disapproving look and asked.
“Have you become a little brazen lately?”
“Maybe it’s because you’re much more comfortable than before.”
At my words, the corners of her lips slightly go up.
“That… , Hmm, then what….”
The way he tries to hide his happy expression that cannot be hidden is just as cute.
I feel that way when I am with Shin Yoo-jung.
Feel like gradually taming a beast that has grown wild?
I can’t stand it because I’m curious to see how far this wild and clumsy person will change later on.
I brought my face close to him and whispered in his ear.
“Yoojung.”
“Ah… , Why.”
“Do you want to go to bed today?”
The fast-throwing stone ball turned his face into a pretty pink light.
