Chapter 63 – Scars.
“Usher.”
“Ah.”
Usher was able to face the golden light right in front of his nose as Belka came closer and kissed his forehead, calling his name. Facing the eyes of the girl he was so familiar with, he could feel the warm, sweet warmth that permeated the golden light, washing the hands that were trying to pull him down the abyss from the cave, and the horrible sensations crawling through his body. He’s at ease with him.
“Did you have any problems?”
I heard Faryar’s voice, and when I looked to the side, he was looking at them with a puzzled expression. Donnar and Sif were also looking at Usher with worried eyes, so he shook his head hastily.
“It’s nothing. It’s just that I’m not feeling well. I’ll get into the carriage first.”
So Usher went into the carriage and left. It was a pity for Faryar, but he couldn’t even put his mouth on that stone-like food. Looking at it, it seemed that the disgusting things I had seen in the cave would come to mind.
“Why did you come up with something like that?”
To be honest, they had nothing in common except that they were living creatures on the subject of being stone-like. They were different sizes and didn’t have any terrifying features like sharp teeth or molten human hands. Lying on an empty bed, the shadows of those who are trying to resurface at the slightest thought, and the awkward atmosphere caused by thinking about things that have nothing to do with them, the voice you hear when you sigh.
“It’s okay if you don’t have to suffer too much about it. It’s natural after all.”
“Belka.”
As I raised my gaze to Belka’s voice coming from above, I encountered a warm golden light again. The girl was looking down at him from his bedside.
“…Really?”
“Yeah, because Usher is here like this.”
The girl said so, but Usher frowned at the white mermaids still vivid in his mind. In fact, it wasn’t the bizarre fish or mermaids he saw in the cave that he thought the most horrific. He thought he hated the relationship he had to have with the mermaids in the cave, but the infested desire to ask if it would be okay to stay there for the rest of his life was the most terrible thing he had.
Perhaps it was because he had a strange conviction that if it had not been for Belka, who had been waiting for him, he would have entrusted himself to the mermaids full of dark and strong desires. It felt as if that black, sticky desire was still boiling inside me, and I felt like I was going to vomit. Knowing that those desires had hurt the girl over and over again, she couldn’t contain her disgust.
Above all, even now, he felt such a desire for the girl who wanted to comfort him. Constantly reminding herself of her bare skin beneath her girlish clothes, Usher closed her eyes, trying to block her own gaze from her subconsciously sweeping her. He hated himself so much. Then he opened his eyes in surprise at the presence of his bedside and the gentle feeling of his cheek.
“Be, Belka?! What is this?”
She could see the girl looking down at him from her opposite position. When she closed her eyes again on her slowly descending face, the moist and soft touch she felt on her forehead. Then, it was a feeling that fell right away, but at that feeling that did not disappear as if it had been painted hot, he blankly covered her forehead and looked up at the girl. He couldn’t see it well because it was hidden by the dark shadows, but the girl’s face, which was noticeably reddened by the faint moonlight, caught his eye.
“…Will this cheer me up?”
She was the words of a girl who whispered in a low voice, as if she was not confident, but her voice was very clear to him in the carriage with only the two of them. I wanted to be patient as much as possible. Will his desire hurt the girl like the desires of others? Will it be painful She was terrified and kept suppressing it. The girl’s loveliness was so great that she could not contain it any longer. As she lay down, her sagging waistcoat and loose dress revealed the girl’s small breastbone and puffy lumps that caught her eye.
“Huh?!”
Usher could no longer hold back her lust and grabbed the girl’s body. The girl felt embarrassed, but before she could, she pushed off her dress and held the fruit in her mouth. No matter how much she sucked and bitten and rolled her tongue, nothing came out of the girl’s negligence, but he couldn’t stop it.
“Heheh, heuh… Ah…!”
-Chung chueup!
For a while, only the sound of him sucking the girl’s breast and her moaning could be heard in the carriage. How much did he covet the girl’s breasts like that? He saw her girlish arms trembling slightly and lifted her up and laid her on her bed.
“Huh.”
Then, her girl’s small breasts, exposed by the dress that flowed down to her breasts, glistened with his saliva from his sucking so much, and faintly reflected the moonlight on her. The sight of the girl who was breathing heavily in such a state was so erotic that he was about to take out his belongings, but the first time he saw a scar on the girl’s neck, he stopped. Someone might have bitten her neck hard, but the bruised figure was clear as if he had no consideration for the girl.
The biting force was so strong that even the hardened bloodstains could be glimpsed, and if you think about how it went unnoticed, the girl had covered her wounds with a white robe as her outer garment.
“Oops!!”
When he blankly put his hand on the mark, the girl frowned and spat out pain. Belka covered the mark with his hand and looked up at him with a flickering golden glow. Soon, Usher’s heart broke as her eyes filled with sadness.
“Who else is this?”
“…Do you remember what I was going to tell you about?”
The girl hesitated, but then she opened her mouth, lowering her hand that had been wrapped around the mark on her neck. She had her memories if anything she had agreed to tell me. It was Belka’s vehement rejection of Rogi, who had come to visit her before passing through the Cloud Zone. It was an incomprehensible statement, but she could tell because the girl was clearly expressing her disapproval of her Logi.
“…Rogi?”
Belka silently nodded her head. And what she remembers was the night before that. That was definitely the day the girl begged him to go for a night walk.
“Huh, is that something we have to do today?”
She usually told him that she was the one who never begged or did anything, but depending on the day, she would beg him for a favor. But what did he do that day?
“I’m so tired… Can’t I do it tomorrow?”
Could it be that the thought of her holding the plate caused her to relax? He couldn’t overcome the swarms of horses, so he couldn’t do the request of the girl who begged him to go for a walk at night. All she had to do was that at that time he had violated her. It wasn’t clear, but the girl’s sad golden eyes and the girl’s inability to look directly at him told him what had happened that night. Usher staggered as if someone had hit the back of his head with a hammer.
It was terrible that she had even briefly sympathized with him. Where did it go wrong? Ever since she took a look at Rogi who was about to forcibly rape a girl? Or even before that? But one thing was certain. He couldn’t protect her girl this time either.
“I don’t even know that.”
It made him feel guilty that she had gone through it again because he hadn’t been able to do one of her girl’s favors and nothing else of hers. As he cried, the girl reached out and wiped away his tears.
“It’s not Usher’s fault.”
The girl comforts him saying it’s not his fault, but Usher couldn’t accept the girl’s comfort this time. Even if he wants to stop the overflowing tears, he won’t stop. He decided to protect the girl, but each time he failed, she was so weak that he hated and cursed Usher. Belka finally stopped wiping away his tears, as if she couldn’t hold back his tears. Instead, Usher opened his eyes, startled by the warm, soft feel of his face.
Then, what I saw was the girl’s white skin and small collarbone. He was now cradled in the girl’s chest. She was ashamed of her own desires, which swelled again at the sweet scent of hers that penetrated her nostrils. Why can’t this desire not diminish even under these circumstances? As he tried to pull her body away, the girl held his head tighter in her arms and refused to let go.
“Don’t be shy. If it’s not me, Usher, I don’t like it. That’s why I’m asking you. Fill me up with Usher.”
Whether it was because he hugged her tightly or because the senses there were particularly sensitive, he could feel that his stuff was touching the girl’s secret place.
“Sssss.S?S??? Any? Any? Any?
The girl’s moans tickled his ears. Digging into her girlish little cracks, she could feel everything as it was without seeing her own stuff coming out of her. The gooey, squishy space of the girl who swallows his cock also vividly becomes one with him, and she brings that inner feeling to him. She used the honey water that leaked out of the girl as a lubricant, and when she lusted her inner flesh with his cock, the honey water leaked out again and she soaked his. Then the seemingly never-ending cycle of coveting the girl’s insides again with her own honey-soaked cock.
“Yes!”
I could see the slender body of the girl, who swayed with his movements and accepted his object into the secret place below. It was a slight fever that made even sweat, which normally would have made her uncomfortable, feel good, blazing yet lukewarm rather than hot. Mixing with each other, the girl’s sweet scent rose from the warmly heated body and filled the inside of the carriage more intensely. The more she shakes her waist, the more he gets used to it. Pleasure so strong that you want to forget everything and leave everything to this sensation.
“Whoa, Usher.”
Then, as if he was sweetly drunk, he saw a golden light staring at him in a hazy manner. Along with him, the clear affection that looks at him while being drunk with intense pleasure. Facing those eyes makes a corner of his heart tickle, which cannot be expressed with simple pleasure. But more than that, I was happy. Usher loved her gold, sweetly filling the empty space in her heart. Belka’s warm body temperature was felt when they were touching her body like this, and the sweat she felt on her bare skin against hers and her clenched hands made it clear how close they were.
“Ah, yes!”
Even in her dizzying and far-off pleasure, her girlishness is clear, as if everything of her own will become one with her and her. The girl’s touch that embraces her, her insanely soft bare skin, and her warm body temperature. This moment when the line between herself and her girl becomes breathtaking. The thing that squeezed into her pulsated. A distant climax where it is meaningless to endure after realizing it. The girl she met at the moment looked at him and smiled, so she poured it inside her without hesitation.
“Ahhh…! Ah!”
The sensation that her eyes went black and her head turned white seemed like she was falling somewhere else. The time he dyes the girl. Usher came to his senses for a moment in the time that had come about because she wanted him and nothing else. It was a little uncomfortable that he didn’t take off his clothes properly, but that was for a while.
“What’s wrong?!”
His stuff hasn’t diminished yet. So Belka seemed surprised for a moment, but she soon accepted his affection that filled her inside as she surrendered herself to his movements.
“Haha.”
“It’s a shame.”
How much time passed did not attract their attention, and time passed by. As Usher came to his senses amidst the sounds of heavy breathing resounding in the carriage, they were still sweating profusely and clinging to each other. I was worried about my body, which was exhausted and drowsy as if I had been through a strenuous exercise, and my clothes that were wet with sweat. When he gets up from lying on top of the girl, their clothes are soaked with sweat from so much sweat.
I could still see the girl’s secret place swallowing his things, and when I carefully pulled them out, the transparent threads that stretched and snapped. A white liquid flowed out as if his object had blocked the entrance.
“Haha, Usher.”
Then the girl seemed to come to her senses as well, calling his name and blushing. For some reason, he felt ashamed as well, and his face blushed. I felt like I was overdoing it because I was in a bad mood. If only there was a little regret.
“I guess I should have taken off my clothes.”
It was nice when I did it, but it was so uncomfortable to wear clothes that were soaked in sweat. As he grumbled, Belka stood up and said,
“Then let’s take it off next time.”
“Next time?”
And as he looked at Belka, she turned her face even redder, still flushed with the effects of the violent act.
“Oooh, stupid.”
He was happy at this moment. This act made her feel good, but the reason she was so happy was that the other person was Belka. She is a lovely, beautiful and cute girl more than anything else. Now he could feel and think that she was happy because she was with her. Usher whispered, wishing this moment would last forever.
“I like you, Belka.”
“Yeah, I really like Usher too.”
Their shadows overlapped once again. As Usher leaned her head against the girl’s chest, Belka patted him on the back and hummed her softly. A low, comfortable hum that quietly echoed through the wagon. Usher fell asleep slowly in her arms, listening to the song and the warm sensation that came with him. The girl looked down at him as he sang a song whose lyrics were unknown to her even after he was asleep. Then she wondered if her golden light was shimmering in the moonlight, and then she became a single tear that flowed down.
“Ugh… Ugh, sorry… Sorry. Usher.”
Her own cries disturbed his sound sleep. The girl held her breath and cried.
“I have no strength to protect myself.”
And what flows out is the truth that I couldn’t bear to tell the lovely person who was sleeping in my arms.
“Even though it’s so disgusting, painful and painful. I have to accept it.”
I was made that way. The girl whispered as if she was forced to vomit her broken glass. She doesn’t even know that someone is watching her.
Rogi muttered to himself as he watched the girl like that.
‘What is that?’
It wasn’t that he was trying to steal their love affair from the beginning. He needed time alone to think quietly. He didn’t deserve to see the girl who made him pound in the first place. Even so, the kind hand stroking his head as he was crying made him unable to let go of his lingering feelings. It was a broken relationship from the start. He raped the girl who was asleep, although he was forced to do so by the plate. But then, when he witnessed the scene, he also had the option of telling the adults.
If it had been, people might have known earlier what Pan had done. However, Rogi fell for the temptation of the moment and made an irreversible choice. He felt bad enough that he still remembered the feeling of raping a defenseless girl. But the real problem came after the girl came looking for him herself. She misunderstood that the girl had come to question him. The last one was the worst of all. Because of his ugly jealousy, he violated a girl who couldn’t even resist properly.
He just had to stop when the girl stopped him because he was angry. But even if I regret it, everything is already in the past.
“Now what should I do?”
Still, just thinking about the girl made his heart pound. He wanted to keep his eyes on the girl’s redness and white skin, as well as the dress and white skin underneath, and he wanted to be with the girl. But he has already lost a lot to be with the girl. I wasn’t hungry, so I skipped meals and came to the carriage where the girl was and lay there in a daze. Then I realized that the bed the girl was lying on smelled of her.
Contrary to his will, he was annoyed by things that swelled up on their own and did not think about shrinking. He didn’t know what to do. He sighed and fidgeted with things with his hands, trying to calm them down, but he felt strange. He felt good in her hand, though not as much as when he was inside her. With that feeling, he grabbed the object with one hand and started shaking it. He remembered the girl’s touch.
Red color as fine as the texture of a luxurious cloth, moist and soft lips, and even the inside of the secret place under the skirt. I was chasing that ecstatic sensation that was soft, wet, warm, and tightly wrapped. That was then.
“…!”
The sound of someone approaching in a carriage was heard. Startled by the sound, Rogi let go of the things he was holding in his hands and hid under the bed next to him. He doubted that he would ever need to hide, but he never wanted anyone to know he was doing this alone. Especially for that girl. The moment the door of the wagon opened violently with a thud, Rogi’s heart felt like it was also thumping. As he watched the scene with great nervousness, he saw a boy in his field of vision.
A boy with blonde hair close to yellow, fair skin that didn’t seem to have been in the sun much, and clothes that looked a little shabby could be seen reflected in the lively lights outside. He was Usher, not the girl he had been waiting for. Rogi was disappointed, but he harbored an inescapable enmity towards him. Frankly, he didn’t hate him. But even so, if there is a reason to dislike him, there is only one reason.
“…Will this cheer me up?”
Whatever had happened, it was because of Belka, a girl who came into the carriage and followed Usher, who was downcast, and hugged him kindly. Rogi liked her from the first time he saw her. There was nothing I didn’t like about that redness, the white skin, the clothes he was wearing, and the golden eyes that looked at him. That’s why I was so envious of her Usher being so close to her and jealous of her. While he calmed down his agonizing emotions as much as possible.
“Huh?!”
He was awakened by the sudden moaning of the girl. That from now on, what they will do is what he knows. He could only watch their actions. He wanted to run out and separate the two right now, but he couldn’t. Not only did he not have the confidence to handle what would happen after that.
“Who else is this?”
“…Do you remember what I was going to tell you about?”
“…Rogi?”
Because he heard his name. He couldn’t do anything because he knew the girl was hurt by it.
