Chapter 430 – On the Scar.
“Have you no appetite?”
“Hot?!”
Seol Shien suddenly raised her head at the sound of a voice in her ear. There her Helena was looking at her curiously.
“Oh no! I’m a little tired.”
Xue Xian shook his head, trying to make an excuse. That’s right, she was eating at her table with Usher and Helena.
“Is that so.”
If you glance at Helena, she continues to eat without even a hint of emotion on her face.
‘It must be the same person as yesterday, right?’
She thinks that there will be few people who look the same again, but it is because she kept getting on her nerves because she was so different from the person she was yesterday that she secretly peeped at. Yesterday’s girl had a softer impression.
The woman on top of Usher, facing him with a soft face, was nowhere to be found. The woman who prepared her food is, by all accounts, a model of her chaste lady-in-waiting. Even so, she barely turned a blind eye to the sloppy flesh-colored sight that kept coming to her mind.
“Where are you going?”
Sulsien watched Usher’s back as he saddled her to Hill Disbiny. That’s right, as soon as he finished eating, he led Seol-shien outside.
“I’m thinking of servicing your wagon.”
“Ah.”
Seol-shien recalled the story he had told.
“Are you sure you want to take me to Paciphenia?”
Despite her suspicious question, Usher climbed on, connecting the reins of the wagon and Hildisbini, as if he was not interested.
“Get on.”
“…Yes.”
Sulshien climbed into the carriage without doors, bewildered by his gaze looking down at her.
“Did some kind of war break out without my knowledge?”
The place where the wagon arrived was a blacksmith’s shop. A man with a unique impression, who tied her forehead with a shabby cloth and brushed her long hair back, was holding a hammer and inspecting the carriage here and there, admiring it.
“How is the wagon?”
Usher asked, and he shook his head.
“You can get an estimate just by looking at it, right? It’ll be much cheaper to scrap it and buy a new wagon.”
“Yeah?! No way!”
Sulsien was frightened at his words to dispose of the wagon. Anyway, this wagon was supported by her home country. In particular, I had to take this wagon because of the senior alchemist who urged me to return it as intact as possible, saying that it was the best wagon.
“Can’t you fix it somehow?”
“Even if you say so…”
At her desperate question, the man puts on a troubled expression and knocks on the wagon wheel again.
“No way. I’ve already lost the overall balance.”
Sulsien was devastated when he heard that no matter how he fixed it, even a slight change in the external environment would spread it while running.
“Rather, the wagon that has endured and rolled this far is amazing. If it was like other wagons, it would have spread long ago, right?”
He noticed and praised the carriage, but the more he did, the more depressed Xian was. It was only natural that this wagon was great. This wagon, famous as a masterpiece even in Pasifenia, where ironsmith technology was developed, doubled as a tank, and was also an item delivered to the knights.
“Lady. I don’t know what’s going on, but cheer up. Even if a wagon like this is scrapped, a new wagon can easily be pulled out.”
Her man comforted her with all his heart, but still, Seol Sien, who couldn’t let go of her lingering feelings, was holding on to her carriage, so he finally gave up trying to ease her mood and spoke to Usher.
“Hey, anyway, do you think the woman changes every time you see it?”
Seol Shien forgot her depression and pricked up her ears. He must have known him too, because there was a hint of familiarity in the man’s voice talking to Usher.
“Mr. Burant.”
“Gigkick, why? It’s not wrong, is it?”
Usher called out to him as if sighing, but Burant laughed even louder and did not hide his mischief.
‘As expected, he was a playboy!’
Seol Shien, who had lost her way and kept touching the carriage with her hands, quietly listening to their conversation, thought so.
‘It’s the same with Helena yesterday…’
When Seoyen was blushing again at the sight of dark flesh that came to mind again.
“It’s okay, so please take care of it as quickly as possible.”
“Ah! Wait a minute! But this wagon!”
“I’m in a hurry now, not you.”
She came to her senses at Usher’s words and tried to quickly stop her, but what came back was his cold voice.
“Are you planning to cross the wilderness in a carriage like this?”
In the end, Sul Shien shut her mouth and looked at the carriage. Perhaps because of being struck by her lightning, his paint peeled off and was scorched, and a strange smell stung his nose. The ceiling and walls of the wagon are also distorted and broken from being hit by bullets. It was such a miserable appearance that it seemed to her that it could not be repaired.
“Yes, yes.”
She eventually decided to scrap her wagon. The items inside were organized before coming to the smithy and left at Usher’s house, so there was no problem.
“Okay. It’ll take some time, so go get some other business.”
“But.”
“There won’t be anything to eat. Don’t worry, lady.”
“Ugh, that’s it.”
Sulshien wondered if it would be better to watch her scrap the wagon, but as if she had read her thoughts, her heart was pierced by his words, and she flinched. Seeing Sulsien like that, Burant smiled and chinned Usher.
“If you do, you’ll be scolded by that knight man?”
Sulshien glanced at Usher’s expression, but it was difficult to read his expression as he wore her helmet.
“Are you really thinking of quitting anyway?”
“It was meant to be that way.”
What do you mean by quitting?
“I knew, but… Don’t you regret it? Everyone seemed to regret it.”
“It still took too long.”
“Haha, I can’t stop it.”
Sulshien listened to their ensuing conversation, but it was hard for her to understand. She left the wagon to the smithy like that, so she wondered if she should ride the Hill This Beanie with him.
“Uh, where are you going again?”
“It’s close enough to walk.”
Usher again grabbed her by the wrist and began to lead her somewhere. At first, she quietly followed him, but the sight of the surrounding landscape turning into a shady and narrow alley made her uneasy and she shook his hand.
“W-where are you going to take me?!”
His hand, which seemed to be holding on like strong iron, was unexpectedly easily shaken off, but Usher replied as he screamed out because he couldn’t help his anxiety.
“Weren’t you raped by a monster then?”
Only his plain voice echoed as he entered the shadowy alley beyond the already dark helmet.
“That’s it!”
It was. Wasn’t she obviously caught by Pasitilla while running to escape under the cloud? The terrible moment came back with a forgotten sight of her. That gooey, creepy sensation that creeps up your legs and ends up piercing your legs.
“Huh, ugh!”
At the same time as he recalled the scene, Seol Sien felt as if something unknown was wriggling inside his stomach, so he wrapped his arms around his stomach.
“If you leave it as it is, you will give birth to monsters.”
“Huh, I know. Something like that! Me too…!”
Yes, Sulsien has just been ignoring it. Using sadness over the deaths of Aidos and Aegeus as an excuse. She uses the fact that she has to get the wagon back as an excuse. She was running away, assuming that if she was a knight, she would do something for her.
“…I mean.”
From the repulsive traces of life that must have settled in her own belly.
“Let’s go.”
Her hand, wrapped in her cold ironclad, grips her wrist again. Even though her palms were made of leather, the steel-cold feeling made her goosebumps. The place she eventually reached was somewhere deep in an alley.
“From here on, men are off limits.”
A small iron gate blocking the alley. After that, there was only another alley leading to it, but Sulsien could figure out what the small door was for. Because, as Usher said, there was a warning sign on the front of the iron gate saying that men were not allowed to enter.
“Here is…?”
She asked Usher as if he didn’t notice, though. Because I wanted to take some time.
“It’s a place made for people like you.”
“…”
It will. A woman who is raped by a monster must be sent to Changgwan unless she has a spouse or lover, but she cannot treat them like simple prostitutes, so she creates a special facility so that she cannot see the woman’s face.
A space for copulation where the buttocks are inserted into the wall like livestock or objects. Although she was an apprentice, she belonged to her school as an alchemist and had been protected by her. This place, which she had never expected to visit in her entire life, was the place she had to go now.
“Go in.”
As she trembled, unable to move her legs, she heard Usher’s voice. Although she eventually reached for the iron door.
“Sir, I don’t like it. I can’t.”
Eventually, her legs gave out and she collapsed. I tried to sweep my bare skin, but I couldn’t stand up.
“Even if you can’t, someone will send you here.”
“Ugh, ugh.”
Yeah, even though she doesn’t go in now, Seol Sien ended up having to go in here and have relationships with guys who she doesn’t know who they are. Only then could she avoid giving birth to monsters. Even so, she couldn’t help but open the door and enter.
‘How! How should?’
For a moment, what she recalled was her yesterday’s sight.
“Please! If it’s you. If it’s you, me… Ok!”
Sulsien grabbed Usher’s hand and pulled him. She looked desperately at him, feeling his hard hand contort her breasts.
“Ha.”
Her sighs came from behind her helmet and pierced her ears.