Chapter 4 – Secret Friends.
Usher climbed the familiar hole and walked through a forest full of giant trees to meet Belka, who was waiting for him as always. The trees in this forest were said to be unusually large. There were relatively small trees in the forest surrounding the village, but compared to that forest, I could guess that this forest was probably a place that adults had been telling me not to go to. The town he lived in had some strange rules. For example, if you are not a woodcutter, you must never enter a forest where large trees grow, and even a woodcutter is forbidden to enter the forest at night.
I remember there were a few other rules, but Usher didn’t care too much. The villagers talked about it as if something big would happen if they went into this forest, but isn’t he just wandering around this forest? Thanks to this, he had a secret place only he knew, and a friend like Belka, so the rules of the town were just exaggerated and incomprehensible to Usher. Even though the road is rough, even the air in the forest is refreshing, so I feel very good. Soon he could see the dazzling sunlight breaking through the tall trees.
Whoa, the wind that blew through as if playing with her hair. When I came out of the dark forest and regained my sight after being temporarily blinded by the strong sunlight, I saw a clear sky and a large zelkova tree supporting the sky. With green fields swaying in the wind and warm sunlight, this place was far from the world Usher knew. This is a place where you can hear the sound of soft grass rustling in the wind rather than the sound of wooden objects colliding, and the sound of birds singing rather than the sound of people talking.
“Belka! Here you go!”
When he shouted to announce his arrival, he could find a red one cautiously poking his head out near the root of a zelkova tree. There was a concave spot in the lower trunk of the tall, winding zelkova tree, where a little girl could easily get in, and that was where the girl often sat or hid with him. The girl checked him out and walked down the gentle tree trunk.
“You came early today.”
“Is that so?”
Usher was taken aback by Belka’s words. Thinking about it, it was because I realized that he came earlier than usual, just as the girl said. He usually didn’t come to see Belka until the sun had passed the center of the sky and was more inclined. Because by then it was time for the townspeople to work so hard that no one would pay attention to him until evening. But today I didn’t have time to think about that. Because I wanted to ask about what my friends did to the idiot in the neighborhood yesterday and about myself, who had suddenly become strange, so I ran over without stopping at home. It was noon now.
Belka looked at him with that brilliant golden light, as if his flustered appearance was strange, and tilted his head. Usher followed suit, chasing the girl’s red hair, which gurgled and flowed, then noticed Belka’s gaze turned to his hand. Come to think of it, he had brought the bread intact. He asked because he just wanted to be okay.
“That’s right, I got this from Aunt Kate today. Do you want to eat it?”
He used to bring his share of food here from time to time. If it was something like bread that was usually hard to get, she brought it to share with Belka.
“But this.”
“Well, I got two today.”
Belka seemed burdened, but when he gave her a piece of bread, she reluctantly accepted it. It’s always like this when I bring a girl something like food. Although she doesn’t know what she usually eats, she’s smaller and more fragile than other kids her age and doesn’t seem to eat properly, so when she gets something like bread, she always brings it like this. Although Usher was not in a position to talk about it, even though he said that even for his short stature, a small girl was dangerous and he didn’t need a girl, he steadfastly brought food like this.
“Thank you as always.”
“Uh, yes.”
Then, why is it that a corner of his heart tingles today at the sight of a smiling girl who is genuinely happy? It is true that I wanted to ask Belka because I was curious about what my friends were doing to the idiot in the neighborhood and that I had become weird after seeing that scene, but it was more so because I couldn’t deny that I had a subtle anticipation. Feeling burdened, Usher avoided the girl’s gaze, and Belka’s puzzled gaze followed him.
“It hurts? Can you treat me?”
I heard the girl’s words as if he thought he was sick. He wasn’t particularly ill, but his chest was exceptionally tingling today. He also thought he had gone crazy, and Usher was about to tell the girl what had happened yesterday and what had happened since. Hood, the water dripped down.
“Rain?”
When I looked up at the sky, I didn’t know it was hidden by a large zelkova tree, but I could see thick dark clouds covering the sky. Rain was falling from the dark clouds to the ground.
“Let’s go inside first.”
They approached the trunk of a zelkova tree to avoid the rain and sat side by side on the tree trunk where the girl was and watched the rain fall. The rain, which suddenly began to fall, shattered the trees and fields. Before I knew it, the field was wrapped in a white cotton blanket as if to avoid the rain, and the scent of grass that always filled this place was tinged with the smell of moist water. Fortunately, the leaves and stems were so dense under the zelkova tree that they were standing that the rain didn’t hit them, but it didn’t completely block the rain. As he and Belka kept silent as if they had promised, Usher felt his body tremble from the cold as he continued to watch the rain fall.
Now I see that his clothes and body are all wet from the rain. It was raining like that outside, but under the zelkova tree, it didn’t seem to rain, so I didn’t even notice that my clothes were getting wet. As Usher was feeling dismayed at the thought that at this rate he might catch a cold, the girl’s worried voice came.
“Cold?”
“Omg?!”
Seeing Belka at that, Usher couldn’t help but gasp. He should have thought of it earlier. The girl was as wet as he was from the rain that fell through the zelkova trees. It would have been nice if that was all, but the girl’s dark red one-piece dress, wet in the rain, seemed to have forgotten even its role, clinging to the girl’s voluptuous body in a semi-transparent way, revealing her delicate yet lithe, dizzying curves. Even though it wasn’t big, the bump on her chest that clearly asserted itself, and the small fruit hanging from it, could not be hidden even with thin clothes that were soaked in water.
Going further down, a dainty navel perched on top of a lean belly was peeking out, and beneath it, even the smooth thighs barely covered the girl’s secret valley. Even when the dark red dress was wet, if it wasn’t for the thin tent between her thighs that she was barely maintaining, Usher swallowed hard at the appearance that would have been exposed all the way down. Then, seeing the golden light of the girl who was full of her worries, she said.
“It’s okay! It’s not even this cold!”
Of course it was a bluff. She wanted to show off her great side to Belka, but it would be really bad if her girl found out that her own cock was swollen. Usher never wanted to lose this dear secret friend. But whether she knew his feelings or not, the girl approached him indifferently, and Usher stiffened her body at Belka’s actions that followed. For the girl sat on his lap and she leaned against his bosom.
“It won’t be cold if we’re together.”
And she said so in a still emotionless but somehow pleasant voice. Certainly, as Belka said, he no longer felt the cold. But that was because of the girl’s soft touch and body temperature, which felt too big. She usually thought she was small, but she felt even more delicate because she was holding the delicate girl who fit into his arms. Her girl’s skin passed her soft and soft touch through her wet clothes to him, and even though she was soaked in her rain, her girl’s warm body heat was heated just by touching him, and he warmed up to the hot stove. It feels like putting her body on it.
Actually, Belka’s behavior was nothing special. Because we usually hug each other like this a lot. The only problem was with Usher. Even though it was the same girl’s behavior as usual, I couldn’t accept it as usual. A girl leaning on him, not knowing what he was thinking. Usher’s gaze was taken away by the defenseless white nape of his neck. Is it his delusion that Belka’s sweet camellia scent feels sweeter today? The girl’s scent that stimulated the tip of my nose made me want to bury my nose in the girl’s body. The red pepper that he had tried to hide between his legs wriggled.
Shoot, the sound of rain came from afar. He couldn’t tell how many times he swallowed saliva while the sound of water dripping down the branches and trunk of the zelkova tree filled the silence between him and the girl. The sound was too loud for his ears, and the fear that Belka might find out made his heart tighten. The chilli he had tucked between her thighs, trying not to notice that it had grown, hurt. I wish I could have calmed down as quickly as I grew. It wasn’t as easy as Usher thought. Rather, the more he tried to calm him down, the softer the girl’s touch felt through his wet clothes and the scent that stimulated her nose, instead of being calmed down, the more it seemed to grow.
The pepper between his thighs felt hot. Usher remembered the image of his friends putting it in and out of the hole under the girl. He wanted to ask Belka what he was doing, but he didn’t say it easily. While wondering if he could really say this, his eyes were fixed on the girl sitting in his arms. When I thought I want to touch it. Usher was already moving her hand over the girl. Slowly, very slowly, so as not to frighten Belka. Moving her hands, she wrapped her arms around the girl’s delicate waist.
Then he felt the girl’s soft skin on his arm. Her wet clothes did not protect the girl’s body properly. Even though she was suddenly hugged, Belka, who did not respond as if it were natural, did not seem to notice anything wrong with his behavior. Somewhat grumpy, Usher buried her face in the white nape of her girl’s neck. Her sweet scent intensified.
“…Usher?”
It was only then that Belka, perhaps sensing something different in his behavior, called out his name with a puzzled expression. Is it because the excitement has not subsided and increased? He finally has the courage to ask her girl about what her friends have been doing and her strange self.
“Belka, I have a question.”
“Any questions?”
When Usher pretended to be his usual voice, Belka unsuspectingly turned to face him. In the process, he could clearly feel the girl’s touch brushing against his arm and her body. This poor secret friend always looked him in the eye and taught her anything, never bothering to ask questions that made her curious about even the smallest things. If it’s hard for him to understand, he draws a picture. The girl looked at him with pure gold light, and she was shining like she was asking for anything.
Belka always had an expressionless and plain tone, but the feelings were strangely conveyed vividly. To Usher, who has no ties in a secluded rural village, how can we explain a girl who endlessly presents such vivid affection and teaching? Belka was too special to Usher to be defined as her mere friend. Being that kind of girl, he tried to put this burning desire into words, but it was hard as if her throat had been hanged.
“Uss?”
When he couldn’t open his mouth easily, Belka called out his name again. It was too difficult to put into words, so he finally relaxed from his thighs, which he had been holding tight to hide, and spread them apart. Then, as if it had waited, it protruded and stabbed Belka, who was sitting on his thigh. Feeling it, the girl trembled in her body. And then, with her very bewildered eyes, she looked at him, then looked down at herself, and a blush bloomed on her Belka’s face.
“This.”
She was watching the girl’s face, which slowly turned red as if watering balsam flowers on white petals.
“That’s because it suddenly became strange from yesterday.”
He told me about what my friends did to the idiot in town the day he met Belka yesterday and went back to her house, and about himself that has gotten weirder since then. It was a cowardly excuse to secretly blame her friends for doing that to her Lena and secretly blaming her own fault for lusting so dear to her secret friend. And in the case of the girl who heard Usher’s story. She wrapped herself around her, trapped in his arms, and she couldn’t help but roll her eyes around. It looked like a deer making eye contact with a hunter. But somehow she was already caught in the hunter’s trap and could not escape.
If there was anything wrong with the girl, it was that she had acted as if he were normal. The girl hardly calmed down her red face and she was looking down at the golden silver that always looked at him. As if she was watching him poking herself with the tip of a wet cloth between them. He wondered how Belka would react to him like this. So I pretended to be more innocent and asked.
“Teach me, Belka.”
Usher knew. If this is what he wonders about, at least that he’s very mean to the girl he taught him anything. He was hoping to teach Belka the way he always had. His deformed body and what his friends did. An unfamiliar and clumsy desire was expecting and wanting the usual girl. Still, wouldn’t this make Belka hate her? In his thumping heart, Usher rebuked himself for being pathetic and stupid, but the water had already been spilled. Suddenly, a girl’s voice was heard.
“…You’ve grown so much already.”
It was a really small, broken voice that seemed sad or happy. Because of this, Usher, who couldn’t properly hear Belka’s words, thought that she was rejecting her, and tightened her arms around her slender waist so as not to let go of her girl. But the girl did not deny his actions. She didn’t even struggle to get away from him. Usher looked at her Belka, puzzled, and at that moment her face flushed.
“If you want.”
Unlike usual, the girl’s face dyed in the light of Balsam couldn’t be hidden, but the immeasurable, distant affection contained in that golden light was still looking at Usher. Seeing that, she was so ashamed of herself that she had been naughty and spiteful towards Belka, and buried her face in her girl’s breast. As if Belka understood Usher, she stroked the back of his head with a small hand. He became even more embarrassed by that benevolent touch, but even in the midst of that, his pepper seldom calmed down. Rather, as she buried her face in Belka’s chest, the soft feel and the smell of the water mixed with her girlish scent became stronger, and her pepper seemed to harden.
The thing that had grown so much stabbed the girl somewhere else, and the vicious cycle of inciting her strange desires continued. She tried to calm the swelling somehow. Then her girl’s body shuddered as her hot pepper, hardened by her strength, bounced upward.
“What?!”
Belka let out her embarrassing groan and met his gaze with hers. Usher was so ashamed that she didn’t know what to do anymore. In her mind, she wanted to hide even in her mouse hole, but at that moment, the golden light of the girl facing her caught a glimpse of determination, and she couldn’t avoid her gaze. And the two beautiful hands that went down her. Usher’s eyes were also following Belka’s hand as it descended. He didn’t know why, but Usher couldn’t take his eyes off the hand. Her instincts were just telling her. Soon, when the girl’s hands touched the hem of her wet one-piece dress, Usher seemed to know what Belka was trying to do.
The trembling little hand seemed to hesitate, but it did not stop moving. When the hem of the skirt that was clinging to her delicate body was lifted up, the first thing revealed was the girl’s smooth thighs. She sat on top of him, facing him, so the lower part of the girl’s wide thighs were slightly distorted, but of course it wasn’t a flaw. Rather, when I turned her head away because I thought I would lose my temper if I looked at her a little longer. I heard Belka’s voice.
“Look this way. Usher.”
Just hearing it, the girl’s pleading voice tickled his ear so sweetly that her lips pierced his lips. When she turned her head back to him, she saw a girl whose face was blushing with shame, and her shame had become tears even in the golden light. His gaze moved slowly down the path the girl’s hand had gone down. Belka lifted the hem of her skirt and the curve that had been drawn through the small breasts reflected in the one-piece dress that became transparent disappeared as Belka lifted the hem of her skirt. The thin underwear, like a plain piece of cloth, nestled at the boundary between the thighs and the lower abdomen, was also soaked in rain and hadn’t played its role yet, revealing a mound with faint ax marks.
That alone overflowed with undeserved desire, but it wasn’t the only one. The girl’s mound was slightly crushed by something hard. And it wasn’t until he saw it for himself that Usher realized where his pepper was poking the girl.
