Chapter 10 – An Old Tradition.
Usher decided to pick up his ailing Belka and take him to his home. It was inconvenient for him to carry the girl who couldn’t move properly, but the girl was lighter than he thought, so he managed to carry her home through the aisle. Belka’s heart skipped a beat every time he exhaled. Usher pulled out all of his few blankets and spread them in his room and laid his girl down as Belka curled up and shivered pitifully as if she were cold. Nonetheless, when I put my hand on the girl’s forehead, who couldn’t hide her coldness, and measured her heat, I could feel the heat as if boiling.
“I have a fever.”
Usher immediately retrieved a towel and soaked it in a bucket of water in the yard. Then, wringing it out until the water stopped flowing, he placed a wet towel on her forehead. Usher had an intuition that the girl’s illness wasn’t just a fever, but she couldn’t stay still because she was worried if she didn’t do something like this. But I couldn’t figure out what to do with this.
“Huh, Usher.”
“I’m here.”
The only limit was staying by the anxious girl’s side, holding Belka’s small hand as she called his name every once in a while. The girl’s body showed no signs of cooling down, and when her towel became lukewarm, she wet it again and placed it on her forehead. He didn’t notice the time passing, and he kept beside Belka all day, soaking her wet towel over and over again.
“Usher! Are you home?”
Then then Robert’s voice came from outside the gate. Now I see that the sun is already about to set over the mountains. I forgot to eat her lunch because I was taking care of the girl, and it was already sunset time. I felt uncomfortable thinking that I had finally cut down that big zelkova tree. I opened the gate and looked outside, and sure enough, Robert and Conner were standing in front of the gate side by side.
“Why?”
“Because you came here because you were worried.”
Robert looks at him disapprovingly and replies as if he is sad when he speaks. But Usher wasn’t happy with them at all. Belka was sleeping in his house right now.
“The grown-ups said they were worried about you and told us to go see it.”
“Hey, did you see it? Go now.”
He made sure to go back, and when he tried to close the door, Robert prevented him from closing it by stepping his foot through it.
“And why?”
“Hey! Why are you so sad these days?”
Robert spoke in an angry voice, but Usher’s eyes were cold. He hadn’t forgotten how they did that to idiots in his room. I wouldn’t have cared if they did it because they wanted each other, but it’s hard to believe he wanted to do it a fool. She said it must have been Mack’s order. It disgusted her even more to think that if Belka hadn’t taught her what that act meant, she would have done it to the fool who came looking for her. Robert hesitated when he saw Usher’s eyes, and Conner grabbed him by the shoulder.
“You say it’s okay, let’s go back.”
In the end, Robert nodded his head at Conner’s words, unable to erase his disapproving expression. And just before Usher closed the door, Kerner said to Usher.
“And it’s true that you’re a bit strange too. Why are you acting like that these days?”
“Never mind.”
Despite Conner’s words, Usher immediately closed the door. With no further disturbance, the gate was properly shut. He sighed at him and was about to go back with a towel soaked in water.
“Usher.”
“Belka!”
He turned around at the familiar voice behind him and saw Belka, who had opened the door and was looking at him. She grabbed a towel from him and hurriedly ran to ask the girl.
“Are you feeling okay?”
“Yeah, thanks to Usher.”
Having said that, Belka’s complexion was still white and pale, so she didn’t look very good.
“I didn’t do much. I should have lie down more.”
Even so, her face grew hot when she saw the girl smiling, saying it was thanks to him. But despite his concern, the girl shook her head and refused to lie down.
“It’s okay. But are those kids just friends?”
“I don’t know, guys like that.”
In the past, I would have been able to proudly call them friends, but lately everything in this town was suspicious and reluctant, so I couldn’t stand it.
“Then Usher has no friends?”
“I don’t mind as long as I have Belka.”
It was after the mother’s affection for this village had fallen. It was just when she thought it was a good thing that she decided to leave anyway. Belka covered his lips with her thin index finger.
“You can’t do that. It’s dangerous to be alone.”
“You’re not alone. Belka is there.”
Still, her fingers were weak enough to block his mouth, so she was able to open her mouth.
“But Usher. It’s dangerous to cut the edge on others more than necessary.”
The golden light of a girl, bored as if she knew everything but innocent as if she knew nothing, peered into his eyes. Belka’s voice tickled his ear softly and lightly as usual. Like the girl back then when she first met him she didn’t know how to feel.
“Isolation is something we should fear as human beings. Humans by nature cannot be completely united, but they can come together as a group. And sometimes it will become a huge monster and threaten you. So usher. Please isolate. Don’t be afraid to be.”
Belka closed her lips as if she had bitten off the flower as she finished her words. Usher was dissatisfied with the girl’s words, which seemed to distance him from him.
“It’s okay to be rejected by people! That’s okay. Belka is all I need!”
He doesn’t care if he’s rejected by people or if he’s alone. He just wanted to be with the girl. Belka, who had been expressionless until now, widened and showed a look of surprise at Usher’s confession that that was all. The eyes that were quiet like a calm lake shake together. Because it seemed to know everything, the appearance that seemed to be looking at it from afar as if it didn’t exist even though it existed here is no longer visible.
“I wish I knew your heart sooner.”
There was only one girl who was confused but happy but couldn’t hide her sad look. Usher, who wanted to ask why he made that face, couldn’t get the words out of his mouth. Because Belka opened her mouth before him.
“You know. Usher, I’m very greedy. I keep getting obsessed with it even though I know it’s all useless.”
“I’m greedy too.”
So it wasn’t strange.
“Originally, I should have let go of you who keeps coming to me. I love you so much that I couldn’t let go of you until now.”
“Then you don’t have to let go.”
Usher didn’t want to let go of Belka. She couldn’t let go
“Yeah, to be honest, I’m glad. You weren’t even afraid of being ostracized because of me.”
The girl’s voice trembled slightly.
“But Usher, I’m scared. Maybe it’s because of me that you’re isolated in this town? Because of me…”
There was no need for Belka to blame herself.
“I’d rather be isolated in a town like this. So, Belka, let’s leave here with me.”
As if surprised by his words, the golden light of the girl, who grew bigger, looked at him. Maybe the girl will accept it? Usher was finally able to say the words he had been struggling with and hesitating so much. How long had he waited for Belka’s answer? The girl came up to him and kissed her on the lips. A rainbow of seven colors rose like a vision in the setting sun behind her. And Usher asked awkwardly as her lips moved away from him, stretching her little solid line.
“Is it okay if I go there with you?”
“Huh.”
Belka laughed mischievously and promised to leave with him. Seeing that, Usher became embarrassed and scratched the back of her head, and the day went down before long. The rainbow that appeared for a while also disappeared along with the sun. As the day grew chilly, Usher entered the room with Belka, who shivered as if the effects of the day had lingered. Could it be because she has been out for a long time nursing the girl all day? The room was filled with the scent of camellia flowers that he had not been aware of. The sweet and profound scent made Usher inadvertently feel erotic.
“Ah.”
At that moment, from the sound of Belka’s voice, from the look at her, from the girl’s eyes staring down at him blankly, Usher could tell what condition her own things were without even looking. It was when Usher tried to calm down by bruising his stuff that had grown in size without even grasping his mood.
“Usher.”
Belka called him.
“Can you wipe your body?”
Belka was avoiding his gaze, but before he knew it, the girl’s hand held out a towel soaked in water that he had missed. Usher nodded his head stupidly. He wiped the girl’s white skin with a towel soaked in water. Although the towel crumpled from wringing her water out looked tough like a rope, it wouldn’t be rough, but the girl’s skin was so tender that it seemed like it would hurt even with such a towel.
“Hey!”
Did the towel brush the girl’s waist? The girl’s moan, which echoed in her dark room, stirred and scattered her air like smoke from an extinguished candle. The girl’s ears are stained red by him, but the anguish and swollen lust that come because of him are his share, so it’s a shameful difference. Unable to wring out all the water from her towel, she wiped a drop of dew from the girl’s skin with the remaining wet towel. Now the girl was showing her back to him, not wearing a single thread of her own. It was also because of her girl’s request to wipe her body. Certainly, the girl must have felt bad for her body, since she was sick enough to sweat profusely from the time Usher found her until the sun set.
She tried not to notice that it was no wonder that the girl was asking him to wash her. The back of the girl he was looking at seemed slimmer as her petite body was being shrunk. I wondered if there was anything I dared to wipe on the pure white porcelain girl’s skin without a single blemish.
“What?!”
Then, when a wet towel touched the buttocks of the girl who shyly hid herself between the blankets, she heard a surprised girl’s voice. I admired her girlish back that drew her graceful curves, and as I delayed wiping it as much as possible, her ugly hands unwittingly coveted even the modest buttocks like peaches with no angular spots. At that moment he realized that her Belka had wiped everything that could be cleaned with her back showing. The front of the girl was consciously or unconsciously untouched. Did the girl notice when he stopped moving the towel?
“”…””
A strangely floating air stayed in the room. The sun had disappeared over the mountains, but the day had not completely set, and I could see the day getting darker through the window I had left open to catch the remnants of that sunlight. If it was later, I could see that it would be too dark to blow out the candles.
“Candle, I’ll light it.”
“Huh.”
He dared to ask questions that did not need to be asked out of awkwardness. In a corner of the room, I took the flint that I had mixed among the pretty stones I had collected as a hobby, put it on the melted candle, and lit it. When the flint hit with a crackle, scarlet sparks flew. The sparks that bloomed from the flint were easily disturbed in the flow of air like mere ash powder, making it difficult to ignite, but at this level it was very easy. After several attempts, he succeeded in lighting a candle, and suddenly the figure of the girl who had turned her body and looked at him was revealed. Fortunately or unfortunately, the girl pulled her blanket up to her chest to hide herself.
However, his attention was drawn to one arm that he could not cover. A white hand resting on the chest with a blanket. Her gaze went down her hand, down to his arm, then up at his elbow and sat on her slender shoulder. After that, even though you can’t see it, it automatically comes to mind. He couldn’t tell if it was because he already knew the girl’s naked body, but even though most of the body was covered with a blanket, the slightly exposed body of the girl was fatal. The saliva went over. Soon, the golden light that I encountered was reflecting the light of the candle lightly and shining sorrowfully as if it were emitting light on its own.
Could it be that the girl’s gaze is warm because of the light of the candle shining in that golden light? Or is it because of the love that is full of it? Since he already knew the answer, he quietly raised the towel. The girl’s face, which had a soft light, was dyed even more red. The girl silently held out her other hand instead of her hand holding her blanket. She slowly climbed up, wrapping her delicate hand in a rough wet towel and carefully wiping each of her fingers. As soon as the towel touches the girl’s shoulder, the girl’s body trembles slightly as if the towel is cold. He was already close to her girl.
A distance slightly less than arm’s length. Red hair like a flower tickles his hand holding a towel and warmly seduces him. He let go of her towel and put her hand on her girl’s cheek. At that, the girl gently closed her eyes and rubbed her cheeks in his hands, enjoying his touch. Her affection, which seemed to drip like honey even without digging it out, was enough to sweeten a mouth that hadn’t swallowed anything.
“Ah.”
Then the girl, noticing that the blanket she was covering her body was slipping down, looked at him with her mouth slightly open. His other hand was holding the girl’s hand that was holding her blanket. Her girl’s face was now too red to hide even in the dark of the night. The girl’s bare skin was exposed, from her breasts depicting her swollen hills, to her waist that could have been hugged with one arm, to her lovely belly button in the middle. But only her girlish most private places were barely exposed by the piling up of her slipped blankets. He picked up the towel again and started wiping her girl’s body.
She peered at her without missing a single part of the girl’s naked body, and wiped her body with her towel as if making an excuse that she only wiped her body with her hands. However, it would not be an illusion that the towel stayed for a long time on her plump chest.
“Yes.”
A sweet pleasure permeated her girlish sigh, probably because she enjoyed her soft touch so much that even a towel couldn’t hide it. To such a girl, he asks a naughty question.
“You know. Belka, why did you ask me to wipe her body?”
“Haha, that’s…”
But he did not wait for her girl’s answer. Because I already knew why. She removed even the blanket that had covered her lower body, revealing the girl’s naked body. Then she took her towel and wiped the girl’s most private place, which she had never reached before.
“Sigh!”
So that the girl’s moaning becomes more sweet. Yet as if he was concentrating on wiping her girlish body. Then, when he came to his senses, the towel had been thrown away and was barely hanging on the girl’s leg, and his fingers were digging into the girl’s secret cracks.
“Huh! Heh!”
Creaking, her fingers dug into her cracks and let out a sound like that. I couldn’t get used to the inside of the rift no matter how hard I tried.
“Oops, Usher.”
The sweet voice of the girl who calls out his name as if melted by the sweet sensation.
“I like you.”
Even so, the girl’s affection that does not lose its light. If you listen to the voice of such a girl, you fall more into the girl who seems dirty but does not hide her affection for her body. Then his gaze landed on the girl’s chest. In the days when I didn’t know anything, the image of a woman breastfeeding a baby came to mind at this time, what kind of trick was it? Usher wondered what was so delicious that the baby sucked it up so much. Because he had no such memory or experience. He put the girl’s breast into her mouth. The girl’s plump breasts could easily be swallowed when he opened her mouth wide.
When she licks the girl’s breasts with her tongue, the soft flesh distorts and returns to its original position. Then, a small lump caught on her tongue. It was clearly the girl’s nipples. After finding it, he stopped pretending to swallow one of her girl’s breasts and sucked on her girl’s nipple. Nothing came out of the girl’s breasts, but the act itself gave a sense of security. The girl wrapped her arms around his head and patted his back with her other hand.
And the cozy feeling that I feel makes me want to stay like this forever. But as his mouth was biting the girl’s breast, he still remembered the feeling of the finger he had tucked away in her private place. It was like putting her finger in a sticky, warm swampy place. Her desire, which had been forgotten for a while, swelled up at the damp sensation there, and stabbed the girl’s body. Looking up at her Belka, she must have felt it, but she saw the unchanging golden glow of a girl.
“Usher.”
A girl who just looks at him and calls his name. It contained him in the golden light, as if he would grant him anything he wished for. Knowing that it was not her own illusion, he lifted the girl’s petite body and placed it on his lap. Then he sucked on her tiny breasts as if he were going to bury her face in them.
“Oops!”
Her swollen cock had already swallowed her girl’s crack as he sat her on her own lap. Even if he didn’t move, the damp inside of the girl tightened his things.
“It’s okay.”
With her mouth, she bit into the girl’s chest, and with her lower body, she savored the girl’s insides. Without even knowing that someone was watching them.