Chapter 39 – I Won’t Give Up
“… Who are you?”
Caught up in my reckless pace, Christina’s eyes twitched as she followed along, not knowing what to do.
Instead of answering, I glanced at the two women blocking the street.
Is it fortunate that there are no people around?
“… Hmmm. Where are you going?”
Oh.
Sasha’s face as she nodded beside her was exactly the same as her mother’s when she sees her first toddler, just now.
Anna, too, seemed a little excited, perhaps encouraged that she had succeeded in getting her pronunciation right.
I smiled and let go of her hand holding Christina’s wrist.
“I was taking a short walk with her friend.”
“Friend…”
“Friend… ?”
Christina’s and Anna’s responses overlapped with my answer.
Although it was a little different that Christina looked a little disappointed and Anna showed a puzzled reaction.
I spoke calmly.
“Yes. He is a very special friend.”
“… !”
Upset.
Christina’s body trembled.
In an aristocratic family that seemed open but was conservative when it came to its purity, there were few words as close to blindfolding as ‘extremely special’ between men and women.
I was disappointed with the expression friend, but this time I added a modifier such as “Very special” And it seemed embarrassing and embarrassing.
Since he had already openly approached him with the intention of making a scandal in front of the other cadets, this would have been expected.
Likewise, sooner or later, rumors will spread as soon as they spread, but if she dared to tell Anna that she was just a normal friend, she would only lie.
Anna must have understood the subtle meaning of my words, but she put on a subtle expression. Should I say it looks shaky?
“Yeah, that’s right.”
Instead of the honorifics he used to use, albeit a little clumsily, a downcast look was evident.
Is it like the feelings of a fan who heard about an idol’s dating rumor?
Or not…
“I’m sorry, Your Highness. We are just like that…”
“I want to serve tea.”
When Sasha, who had read the atmosphere, quickly intervened and tried to organize things, Anna opened her mouth.
Sasha seemed perplexed. But Anna continued her words regardless of whether Sasha was embarrassed or not.
Rather, she even glanced at Sasha, as if she was asking what she was doing without interpreting properly.
“The princess said she would like to serve tea to Her Highness and her close friends…”
“… What is this?”
Cristina, who was surprised by the word she was very special—-, seemed to have calmed down after that, and she seemed to marvel at this strange master and servant.
Aside from the clumsy honorifics, now it’s not just the honorifics that are awkward, but the structure of the words spoken is sloppy.
And even the appearance of the attendant who puts the pieces together to compose a proper sentence.
Christina looked a little perplexed.
She would rather be an aristocrat from an insignificant outskirts of the countryside, but wouldn’t that person be a princess from the north, one of the three most powerful families among the seven dukes?
“… !”
Instead of her answer, I lightly patted Christina on the shoulder as if to say that she didn’t have to worry, but my light skinship seemed to come as a shock to the two northern women.
It was only then that they seemed to realize what I had said about their “Very special” Relationship.
Actually, there are two more girls, but it’s a bit hard to say that.
Anyway, while the two were in shock, I decided to strike first.
“It must be difficult because there is a prior agreement. I will drink tea next time.”
“Oh.”
I declined their offer with a soft smile. I brought Christina out, but I can’t send her back to her dorm alone and have a cup of tea with her guys, so I’ll have to take her Christina too…
To be honest, it wasn’t something that appealed to me.
I should keep a close relationship with these two in the future, but it wasn’t a relationship that could go wrong because of this incident.
I took Christina’s hand, who stared at me for rejecting her princess’ offer for herself.
“… It’s okay.”
For some reason, Sasha groaned softly, and Anna Kroychev, whose eyes were hardened.
Even if I thought that I had gone too far, it was better to show them holding hands in advance than to find out later anyway.
Cristina’s face was red enough to burst, but she didn’t let go of my hand.
“Enough then.”
I left the two bewildered northern ladies, and walked away with her Cristina.
*
“Huh, huh, huh…”
Hearing the groaning sound, he slowly moved his body.
Cristina’s body trembled at my gestures, covering her wet body with sweat.
“Scarlett, Neim. Scarlett. Ehh, yes…”
I suddenly thought of Anna.
Looking at Anna’s attitude towards me, she doesn’t seem to have a heart.
Even if it’s good, I think it’s about the enthusiasm of an adolescent girl who met an idol in person.
I don’t know if I give it a chance.
Right now, I had no intention of doing that.
I already have three beauties overflowing with desire, so what’s good about adding more here. The word “More gains” Is a story when you can afford it.
If Anna Kroychev, the next Swordsman and Archduchess, becomes my woman, will I allow her to have another woman?
Even if she likes me enough to tolerate it, I don’t really have any intention of doing that to her.
Pretty though.
“Yes, yes. Haang…”
Well.
In terms of her beauty, neither Christina nor Daisy are inferior to Anna.
My sister is no different from the discussion.
I coveted Christina’s body even more furiously, thinking that her mind was getting busy.
Sticky sweat made each other’s bodies cling to each other, and a sloppy, obscene sound warmed the room.
Only lustful heat remained between us.
“Huh!”
That day.
Christina’s fingernail marks were added to my back next to the scars left by my sister and Daisy.
*
He woke up Christina, who had been overworked all night and had fallen asleep until morning, half-fainted.
“Ugh…”
The narrow eyes look up at me vaguely.
“Hick.”
Her face turned red as she recalled the memory of last night. Even though he had narrow eyes, he seemed to be able to see his pupils quivering.
She shuddered with shame, startled at the scars etched on my back.
“Me, Your Highness. Back…”
“It hurt.”
“Sorry…”
I pondered for a while. Should I honestly say that Christina wasn’t the only one who hurt her back?
“Are you okay. You only paid two here.”
“… Yes?”
Was that an honest answer? Christina’s face, which had hardened as if she hadn’t accepted it properly, turned blue in an instant.
And then
“This, this, bad, …”
My mouth, which was about to spit out something, twitched for a moment.
“… Black.”
As if indignantly, I bit her lip and swallowed the tears.
“… How many more are there?”
“Two people.”
“… Joy. Do you like them better than me?”
“Mmm.”
It hurts a bit.
Number 1 in my heart is my older sister. Obviously. But how are we to explain this?
If you tell me who it is, you will understand, but before you understand, you will be shocked at the relationship with your sister.
If you don’t tell me who it is, I won’t understand.
But to say that everyone likes them equally is stung by my conscience. It’s strange that I still have a conscience.
What is clear though.
“I can swear that you are my woman and that I have no intention of abandoning you.”
“…”
“In the name of Chepes.”
“Bad people.”
Even as she said that, Cristina sighed and smiled faintly as if she couldn’t help it.
“… How can I fall in love with her even though I was sold in exchange for saving her father and the estate in the first place.”
I could feel Christina’s soft skin hugging my back, the scent of a soft, fragrant woman.
Side.
The soft lips that touched my cheek.
“I ended up falling in love with her, so I became greedy even though I knew I wasn’t in a position to do that.”
As if complaining,
“I would have given up if I had just dismissed him for knowing the subject. I hug you tenderly and touch you kindly, but what kind of woman would give up…”
A faint, mournful voice. She cradled on my back, wrapped her arms around her as if clinging to her, telling her not to leave with her delicate body,
“I’m sorry you gave false hope to the woman who was sold.”
Therefore.
“It is late now. I will not give up.”
I laughed.
I don’t have the courage to talk about it face to face, so I’m talking about hugging from behind like this, isn’t it a woman who is really bold in what she says.
As if it was absurd, but also as if it were joyful, as if it were happy… , I smiled and replied to such a bold woman.
“I never said to give up.”
