Chapter 207 – Mitra (6)
It was a really simple accident.
A ‘accidental’ accident that happened without any tricks of God, no tricks of fate, or any transcendental intervention.
“…”
However, Mitra, who stopped time and ran away as if even stuffing his own world, came as if it were some kind of trick that laughed at him.
You can never run away
I will destroy everything in your world.
You…
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From time to time, Mitra would chat with her older sister as the original author via messenger, or would often tell stories or settings that were not mentioned in the novel.
Just watching, it’s no longer full of sexuality.
I want to chat! That desire grew, starting with replying to the note I received the other day, and now exchanging personal social media to send and receive direct messages.
In such a state of being quite close, the conversation went back and forth as usual.
▷ Sister, I’m going to play tomorrow. Would be nice
▶ Where are you going?
▷ Sea! It’s vacation, and the game has been released~ I’m going to go on a one-night trip with my younger brother.
▶ With my younger brother?
▷ I have no one else to go with.
A brother and sister who pretend to hate each other, but actually care for each other more than anyone else in the world.
My older sister, who did not know that the person she was talking to via messenger was a goddess, and that she was a voyeuristic transcendentalist who spyed on her and her younger brother every day.
▷ Besides, I don’t seem to have anyone else to play with, so I have to take care of it like this. I don’t know if he wants to get married…
▶ You said you have no friends to play with.
▷ … Hey, I’m different.
▶ Yes?
The ‘1’ indicating that it was read disappeared, but no reply came.
“Hmm…”
It seems that he is embarrassed and does not reply. In fact, when she widened her field of vision and took a peek at her brother and sister, she saw her sister sleeping on her back and her sister shyly peeking at her sister.
“… Weird brother and sister.”
A brother and sister who care for each other very much even if they do not express it in words. If a stranger sees them, they are special enough to see them as lovers or even married.
But.
“But there are no rational feelings…”
It was. Looking at their actions and words in real life, even though signals toward each other are subtly visible, Mitra, who has reached the peak of his insight as a transcendental person, did not see ‘heterosexual love’ in the feelings the two people send to each other.
Just love for family.
“It’s not like I’m not interested at all.”
Then I’d just say, “Ah, we’re so close that others misunderstand.”
The curious thing was that the two were not completely uninterested in such a relationship, namely incest.
To be precise, right now we have no interest in each other.
If only the two of them fall on an uninhabited island, or if only the two of them are left in the apocalypse world.
Or even if there are more or less people left, not just the two of you, if there is no one to satisfy your taste.
The two will choose each other without hesitation, not necessarily choosing the other person.
Just like that, a bizarre relationship.
“… Is it just lust?”
Certainly, as both of them are very handsome and beautiful, wouldn’t it be possible to develop a desire even if there is no interest in each other if they go around defenselessly exposing their inner skin under the criteria for judging beauty?
It’s better to have someone who is at each other’s eye level, who is just a reference point, than other people who are below the standard, something like that.
Her only family was Luna, of the same sex, and Mitra, who was originally born as an immortal and transcendental being, was limited by such speculation.
In fact, it might even be similar.
I can’t be certain, but Mithra liked the ambiguity. As she watches, various things come to her mind.
Of course, now I know that looking at things like this is no different from voyeurism, in a word, spying.
Staying in this world for a long time, Mithra learned not only to look down on God, but also to look at the world as a human being.
If God watches over humans, it’s a holy act that God looks down on, but if humans spy on humans, it’s just a crime.
She used to swear to herself that she was Mithra, not as a goddess, but as a human being, as a writer, and as much as she lived in this world, she would also obey those laws.
Even so.
“… Still, when I look at it, I keep laughing.”
I don’t know anything else, but for some reason I couldn’t stop spying on her brother and sister.
Why
The two really resemble Luna and Scarlet… It’s as if two people who couldn’t be born thanks to their own incompetence and will live only in the text are really alive.
So, unlike when dealing with other people, she peeps as if her mother is worried about her children or wondering how her children are doing.
“… Good. I don’t want to steal anymore.”
She was a goddess who had been in agony for a long time, she muttered to herself as she struggled to nod her head.
In fact, to the goddess, who was always alone, the daily life of the two siblings was a very enjoyable pastime.
Giving it up was a very big decision for her.
Even though giving up Kannon is a very trivial and obvious thing to do.
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And, the goddess regretted it.
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She said it was a car accident.
A cargo truck suddenly crashes into two siblings on a road trip. The accident that came without any way to avoid it, and the figure of her younger sister who wrapped her whole body even in a sudden situation that she would protect as much as her sister.
It was not a light accident that could have been saved just because the younger brother’s efforts were overshadowed by one person’s body covering it.
The goddess had a devastated face, so she belatedly received the news.
She saw the notice posted on the official community of the game, 〈 Blue Rose Garden 〉, because she knew it.
“If I knew it would be like this…”
Well, she would have been watching.
Since she didn’t reply to the messenger asking her to play well, she should have suspected something might have happened.
If it was, she wouldn’t have found out so late.
There must have been a way…
It’s already late. There was no way to save her already dead person, her Lawson.
Because this wasn’t her world.
Because this was the world beyond the fence, where she could only watch.
All she has left is a candle in front of the sun compared to her fleeting days, and all she can do is reminisce about her siblings and the happy times she spent with her…
“… Ah.”
I felt her heart tighten.
Luna and Scarlett.
Although they weren’t really the two of them, rather than Luna and Scarlet, they were other people living and breathing, so Mitra felt love from them.
They don’t exist anymore.
The two people who subconsciously felt that they were the link between their world and this world had now left.
Although many people love 〈 Blue Lily Garden 〉 and 〈 Blue Rose Garden 〉.
Mitra finally felt it.
Even if I remain here for self-consolation while receiving their love forever, the end will come someday.
〈 Blue Lily Garden〉 degrees, 〈 Blue Rose Garden〉 degrees.
Because it was never to the point of being called a masterpiece of the century. It will naturally be forgotten over time.
The same goes for writing the next piece.
Even if it is possible to capture the story of the world that Mitra loved until the next work, the next work, and the next work.
One day, when there is nothing left to write about.
And again when a lot of time has passed.
At that time, who will remember her, her story, and her world?
There won’t be
“… How should I…”
Mitra hesitated. She felt guilty and responsible for the death of her brother and sister.
It was a trip to complete 〈 Blue Rose Garden 〉, which is a remake of 〈 Blue Lily Garden 〉, and to go back after that.
Unless she used 〈 Blue Lily Garden 〉 in the first place.
Then the tragic accident might not have happened. In fact, the accident might have happened even if Mithra hadn’t been there, but that’s just a what-if story.
If she is at fault, she is to blame.
And she had one thing on her mind.
“Strength…”
However, once she uses her power to take on such a ‘responsibility’, she really has to use all the power she has.
She puts down all her divinity that she once possessed as an omniscient and omnipotent window god, and is forever degraded to the seat of a mere sun god belonging to the world of providence.
It’s only half, and the divinity consumed by turning the time dozens or hundreds of times is great, but the difference between having and not having even that is huge.
“… Let’s do it.”
But Mithra was willing to give it up.
This will probably be the last, really. She will no longer have the power to turn back.
Originally, her attempt was impossible in the first place with her remaining power.
Just–.
“Because they look alike.”
Luna and Scarlett.
Two siblings who resemble each other as if they correspond exactly to each other, if there is a parallel world.
Thanks to Mithra, she was able to use her powers for the first time in several years, but was confident in her heart.
The two of them will be your last hope.
“… Sorry. Please, though.”
In order to save the two dead people, I entrust it with a mission to save the world. Knowing that it was very harsh, she took it.
I want to bring them both back to life.
And, she wants to save her world, which she thought she had given up.
The gambler, the dice, everything he threw with his eyes closed.
───That’s how time started to move again.
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Come.
My hometown
