Chapter 46 – 10. Secret Between the Two of You (2)
“To…?”
Juha, who was muttering to himself in the midst of my words, suddenly stiffened.
“Why. Don’t you want to?”
“Ah, no…! It’s just that it was so sudden…”
“Then let’s have sex.”
“Huh…? Huh…? Uh, uhm…”
When I push hard, Juha doesn’t know what to do, but then nods cautiously.
Xu Ju-Ha can’t refuse my words anyway.
Because now she is completely dependent on me, and she thinks she can’t live without me.
There is a term called Menhera.
It is a new word meaning a kind of affection deficiency disorder in which people show love close to obsession and do not hesitate to commit acts close to self-harm in order to receive attention.
The biggest difference from the popular ‘Yandere’ can be seen as the difference in self-esteem.
If a yandere thinks, ‘If you don’t love me, I’ll kill you to keep it’, on the contrary, Menhera thinks, ‘If you don’t love me, I might die’.
“Uh, when should I do it…? Do you want to do whatever Jihoo wants to do…? My, should I take off first?”
In reality, I just thought there was such a thing while looking at the wiki, but when I actually see him obsessed with me, I feel a little scared rather than happy.
Still, she didn’t think she was completely irreversible.
If you think muttering and constantly seeking love is average behavior, then it doesn’t seem like you’ve reached the extremes, given that there are no signs of self-harm.
Just being trapped in repetitive self-delusions, only a few symptoms are revealed, and when I look at the words that stretch as if sleepy and the eyes that are wide open, I can still see her original bright and cute Juha.
“Juha, I love you.”
“Me too…! I love you Jihoo… I love you so so much…”
Juha in pajamas rubs his face against my chest while holding me.
“You, I love it… Smelly Jihoo… I love the smell of Jihoo… Ho, do you hate smelling it?”
“No. You can keep it.”
“Ha ha, go, thank you… ♡ Huh… Having sex with Jihoo… Uh, how does it feel…?”
She trembled in her arms, as if just smelling me satisfied her deepest desire.
Don’t overdo it, take it easy little by little.
I slowly stroked her head with her Juha so she could calm down enough.
“Ji, jihooyah… My smell… Would you like to smell it?”
“Okay.”
Seo Joo-ha does what she wants, and little by little induces her to heat up.
I buried her face between Juha’s soft breasts and drew in her full breath.
I can feel the sweet lilac scent enough to make my mind dizzy.
I can hear her pounding heartbeat and at the same time her large breasts press gently against her face.
I started stroking her back with the inside of her thin pajamas, very carefully so Juha didn’t feel burdened.
“Hmm… It’s strange that my chest keeps coming in. I like it…?”
“My chest is so soft. My back is soft, so it feels good.”
“It’s fortunate… I’ve been lying in my room all the time while you’re gone… So I’m afraid my heart is going crazy…”
The frequency of stuttering gradually decreases, as if the warm touch has calmed her down.
As she removed her face from her chest, she answered her wide open eyes as she looked at me anxiously.
“It’s Ji-Ji-Hoo… Actually, it wasn’t that great? Why suddenly…? Are you tired of Ga, her breasts…?”
“No, I have nice breasts, but I want to see your face.”
“Heh… My face must be very strange…”
“It’s cute, but why?”
Even with dark circles under her eyes and her hair in a tousled mess, she is still pretty.
It’s not that I have pods in my eyes, it’s just that when I look at it objectively.
Her juha looked at me with her hunched over, gently grabbed her shoulder and brought her face to face with her slowly.
We exchanged warm breaths between our lips that barely fit a sheet of paper.
Joo-ha, who was breathing heavily, closed his eyes carefully with a face stained red before he knew it.
It was an unspoken sign asking for a kiss.
“Uhhhhh.”
Joo-ha bumped into her lips awkwardly, as if her first kiss was clumsy.
As if she didn’t want to let go of me even in the midst of kissing her, her hands holding my waist tightened little by little.
For a few more minutes she continued to kiss the light bud, then slowly parted her lips.
She said to me while twisting her body, probably because of the tickling feeling she felt for the first time.
“I… I think I’m ready now… Three, do you want to… Have sex? I’ll take it off now…”
I didn’t even ask, but Jooha took off her loose pajamas at once and sat in front of me.
She slowly spread her legs and showed me her cunt, still with her awkward posture and embarrassed expression.
“I kissed Jihoo… I’m already this wet…♡ To have sex…, I have to get wet here, right…? I-I’m fine, so you can put your cock here…”
Unlike Ha-yul, who was originally lewd, Ju-ha is very innocent and weak.
She is so bright and cute that I finally took the girl of Seo Ju-ha, who seemed to know nothing about sex.
“Uhhhhh, Jihoo and Jihuh finally… Did it…♡”
“Even if it hurts, bear with it for a little while. I’ll make you feel better soon.”
“Okay…! Heuuuuu… It’s so hot… Ugh, I can feel it inside…”
Even though I pierced her hymen at once to make it as painless as possible, Joo-ha let out a moan close to a scream as if in slight pain.
Still, as if she was happy that she was having sex with me, she eagerly accepted my cock with a smile.
Juha’s pussy was very tight, as if she had never put a dildo in.
I saw her hugging me. The inside of her hugged my cock tightly too, and it felt so good without any movement.
“Huh…! Cock, it’s too big… It got bigger inside…”
She tried to move her cock, but the creases in her pussy tightened too tightly.
It was to the extent that she wondered if her physical abilities might have improved as she changed into a monster.
“Jihoo… Hey? Why don’t you move…? Ho, maybe having sex with me… Isn’t it…?”
I was barely enduring ejaculation in my tight pussy, but Juha asked me as if my cock was not moving.
“No… It feels so good, can you tighten it up a little bit? It’s too narrow and I can’t move.”
“Mi-I’m sorry! I’m going to relax quickly… Eh, can I do this? Is this a bit… Better?”
It is only when the limit is reached just before ejaculation that the inside of the pussy gradually loosens.
When I was able to barely move with the right amount of tightening, I grabbed her shoulder and started to reciprocate little by little.
They pressed their lower bodies closely together and touched Juha’s soft breasts.
Even the slightest touch from her made her react sensitively and let out a sweet groan.
“Hmm… Now, I think I understand… Sex… It tickles me♡”
“Then I’ll move a little faster.”
Fortunately for her, Juha seemed to have the constitution to accept it quickly, and she was gradually feeling the pleasure given by her cock.
I continued to move her waist slowly, at a speed that did not startle her too much.
Her pussy, which had been soggy before she knew it, was thoroughly wet, and every time the cock was fucked, the slippery mucous membrane brushed down her glans.
Joo-ha also saw my expression and understood her mood, so whenever I pushed my cock, I tightened her inside and gave her a pleasant pressure.
“Ahhhhh… I’m happy… I feel like I’m filled up to the inside… I feel good…♡”
It’s not sex where cocks are roughly driven for pleasure, but soft sex like whispering love while looking into each other’s eyes.
Even though he moved his waist at a speed that was not that fast, Joo-ha already had a melting expression as if he was on the verge of leaving.
“Huh…! Well, something down there… Jingling…! Heh, uhhhhh…? My head went blank…! Uhhhhh♡♡”
Finally, when he stabbed his cock deeply, it reached a climax with his eyes wide open at last.
The virgin pussy, which has not even experienced masturbation, does not let go of the cock as if biting at the feeling of experiencing it for the first time.
He pressed her toes together, stuck out her tongue, and kissed her as she panted.
I mixed her tongue more sticky than the previous kiss, exchanged sticky saliva, and met eyes that were wet with heat.
Having experienced her first climax, her pussy clung to the cock as if it were alive, thicker and sticky than before.
On top of that, Juha also seemed to know how to make her cock feel good, so she smiled and tightened and loosened her cunt while stroking her cock.
“Jihoo… Like this… Like this… ♡ If you keep moving… You’ll feel good…?”
“Eww, it feels so good… I think it’s going to be cold.”
“Eh, eh…? That, that, semen… Are you talking about that? Oh, okay… I’ll take it full of semen coming out of Jihoo’s cock…♡”
Unable to overcome her sense of ejaculation, he squeezed her semen deep into Juha’s pussy.
Even after she had ejaculated, it felt like her cunt was pressing hard on her glans as if trying to scoop up her semen, leaving her balls empty.
“Whoa, do you want to do it one more time?”
“Yeah…! The proof that Jihoo loves me, I want to fill it up inside of me…♡”
It was already late into the night, but we held each other until dawn and had sex again and again.
Joo-ha, who seemed to have enthusiastically confirmed my love for him, now hardly stuttered, and seemed to have relieved many of his insecurities.
I don’t know what will happen again tomorrow… Tomorrow’s work should be left to tomorrow’s me.
After having sex with her, he lifted Juha, who was lying on the floor exhausted, and carefully moved him onto the bed.
* * *
As if I was very tired, I lay down next to me and looked at Juha, who was fast asleep, and fell into deep thought little by little.
A lot of things happened with Seo Joo-ha.
Her memories of meeting her drunk and suddenly asking her for her drink, her memories of having small arguments with her, her memories of dating her late into the night. …
It was a short time of less than two months, but as she sometimes bumped into her and sometimes shared her happiness, she came to think of her as her precious friend.
Maybe that’s why I spent her three weeks and all her troubles trying to find her.
To satisfy the very slight emptiness that cannot be satisfied with hypnosis.
Of course, that doesn’t mean I hate hypnosis.
Thanks to her hypnotic ability, she was able to meet Ha Yul, Seol Ah seniors, and Professor Shiana and mix with them.
Also, for me, who has been living alone since entering university and suffered extreme loneliness, the heroines gave me a feeling of emotional fulfillment that I had never experienced before.
Perhaps if I had fallen into this world without any ability, I would have been killed without lasting even a week.
In that sense, these days I feel a little grateful to the writer who sent me here.
However, it was as meaningful to me to communicate with someone who was not affected by hypnosis.
People who press a button, type a command, apply a suggestion, and become completely different.
It would have been different if I had been a human without tears or mercy, but the act of manipulating people always aroused a sense of guilt in a corner of my heart as I was just a petit bourgeois until I fell into this world.
Even if you keep rationalizing yourself, saying, ‘I can’t help it in order to survive’, at night, a shrill feeling pierces through my chest.
But today, when I look at Juha, I don’t feel that way at all.
Rather than her, I wonder if I am dependent on her.
Maybe it wasn’t because of my obsession that she had been looking for Seo Joo-ha for close to three weeks…
I thought I would be infinitely depressed at this rate, so I shook my head and decided not to think about it anymore.
I’ve already come too far to stop here anyway.
I swallowed the bitterness and fell asleep little by little.
While feeling the warm human body temperature, which is different from usual.
