Chapter 184 – Anecdotal – Aftermath (6)
Emotions are volatile.
Temporary at the same time
It will be roaring in the moment you face it.
But what if it’s all over?
Feelings that have lost fuel to burn will slowly fade away.
Soon, only white ashes will remain.
Time is always like that.
It causes the fiercely shining existence to wear out and accumulate.
For example, passionate secret conversations, and lust that arises from bodily intercourse.
It is inevitable that it will wear out and scatter someday.
Sooner or later, it will come someday.
Because the feeling of love is not infinite.
It will wither like a withering flower.
Some will consider it a nihilistic and cynical point of view.
However, a sweet and dreamlike story like eternal love is a story that can only be encountered in fantasy.
He knows very well how shallow he is to believe in such absurd fantasies.
Although I love Ain like crazy.
One day, the day will come when he will be okay even without Ain.
Or, Ain could be like that.
Emotions say no, but rationality thinks it can be.
So.
Celebrate this moment, enjoy this moment, be faithful to this moment.
Because it is a precious moment that cannot be turned back and cannot be turned back.
I will love you more than ever
This was the way, the way I loved it.
Well, every time I continue to have such a disturbing thought, one side of my heart tingles.
‘… Women have more sage time.’
I brushed away my thoughts.
The sun has risen.
But I was lying blankly on the bed.
It wasn’t because I wanted to be lazy, but because my whole body hurt from trying to move.
Next to me, Ain was touching my breasts with a deep smile.
It was quite skillful, and it felt good, so I trembled from time to time.
“Hehe, what, what is it?”
It was a question of what to do from Baekju.
He stared at my face and grinned.
It was such a cool smile that I was taken aback.
“Good morning.”
Yes, yes, good morning.
“… How do you think I will feel when I touch your breasts in the morning?”
“I don’t know, because I’m not the party.”
Ain has changed shamelessly recently.
No, she used to be a shameless person.
“It’s really good, I love you. Ain.”
I was immediately put into Ain’s arms and acted like a child.
He gently caressed me as he hugged me with a look of helplessness.
“Are you stupid?”
“Ain said that, you can act childish.”
“I only grew up, because I was a child.”
“Hi-Hi.”
As I lay in his arms, my heart was at peace.
That’s why the stupid question came out.
“… When will I be able to endure Ain’s sincere sex?”
Did you feel it was out of the blue?
He made his eyebrows into eyebrows.
“Why?”
“If Ain is frustrated, she won’t turn her eyes to another woman.”
When I said it in an exaggerated tone, he narrowed his eyes.
Judging by the wrinkles, it seems that he is angry.
“Don’t talk like that. I only see you in my eyes.”
I kept hearing it, but every time I heard it, blood rushed to my face.
It’s so sweet, it’s so sweet it’ll rot your teeth.
“… Are you going to keep saying such embarrassing things?”
Ain laughed like a mischief.
“I think it’s less embarrassing than crying.”
Not a single word was wrong.
Having nothing to refute, I pursed my lips and grunted.
“You’re doing well, really.”
“It’s good to be loved by pretty Aria.”
“I love you even if you’re not good at it.”
“Really?”
“Are you stupid to ask such a thing?”
“You’re being cheeky again. Shall I scold you?”
He who was lying down raised his upper body.
A wriggling chest and prominent muscles.
Feeling intimidated, I waved my hand.
It’s because looking at him reminds me of the last night when the soles of my feet were stuck without touching the ground.
“Ugh, awesome. That. Stop it, yesterday was so hard!”
There was no pain anywhere.
The nape of his neck is sparsely marked with his teeth, the red handprints are clearly visible around the waist thanks to his strong grip, and the buttocks are so beaten that it even stings.
Not to mention the groin.
Stuck like that
It’s strange that I’m not tingling.
My ankles and wrists were also oppressed and sore.
Arms and thighs were numb, if not convulsions, due to excessive exercise.
To put it in a word, it was a broken body.
It was good though.
Because all he gives is love.
“It was hard for me too, washing the bedspread.”
Those words reminded me of myself who had spilled juices and urine on my crotch.
It was quite embarrassing even in front of someone I love.
“… Uh, you didn’t want to talk about that! Ain’t bad! Naughty!”
“What can I do that I’m dying to see you being so unfair?”
“Oops! I don’t know who the kid is!”
“Aye.”
Oh, did you feel this way?
I was straight
“It gives you goosebumps, don’t do it.”
He replied with a sullen face.
“As expected, isn’t it bad if a guy does it?”
I opened my arms and hugged his head to my chest.
“I said it was so cute that it gave me goosebumps!”
Hugged for a while
I felt a warm, small breath on my chest.
His breath tickles against your skin.
He said as he removed his hand from my chest.
“Aria.”
I reply with a feeling of regret.
“Yes, Ain.”
“… I’ve been thinking about it.”
“… What?”
“You know, I proposed to you the other day. After all, not having a ring seems ridiculous.”
“To?”
I groaned like an idiot.
Did you do some magic?
He had a square box in his hand.
It was a square box that looked like a luxury item at first glance.
Click.
A golden ring was inside.
“Hiccup.”
What?
“Let’s get married.”
“… Uh.”
She did.
When all of this is over, let’s live together.
It’s such a dreamy story, and I thought I’d forgotten about it because we actually lived together.
As it flows, like inertia.
Because I can’t beg him to marry me.
It was good to see it as a debt consciousness asking if I deserve it.
Ain is.
Einstein had a hard life.
So, a true woman had to be by her side to support and support her.
Think again
Could that be me?
Can something like me do it well?
Can I take care of you who have a lot of scars?
Negative thoughts bite their tail.
The sense that the old aria that was forcibly suppressed and suppressed is revived.
No, you can.
You did it.
Ain also said that it must not be me.
“Are you crying?”
I came to my senses.
A lukewarm liquid flowed down her cheeks.
Like beads.
A drop.
Two drops.
Like a broken hose.
I stuttered and made excuses.
“I thought I forgot because Ain didn’t tell me…”
“There is nothing else to eat. … So will you marry me?”
“I-I like it, I like it…”
“Not like you.”
He said succinctly.
“You are my treasure that I have found.”
Hiccup.
I think the hiccups got worse.
* * *
“Therefore! Therefore! So yeah! Oh, why are you cutting me off here!”
A stylish cone-shaped hat and an outfit that puts emphasis on activity.
Red hair reaching to the waist.
An iris burning as red as hair.
The person I was so familiar with and missed.
Azazel Anade asks, her fist clenched.
“Sisterhee hee! I want to see you go crazy!”
She roars as if her patience is about to burst.
She was Azazel, a girl who hadn’t changed much.
No, isn’t it a girl?
Quite a bit of time has passed, so she must be an adult too.
I put on a puzzled look.
“… This is the result can you come?”
As she cautiously pulled out her wedding invitation, Azazel snatched her prey as swiftly as a spotted bird of prey.
And then she hugged her in her arms as if it were precious to her.
“This?”
“Invitation.”
“Good! That’s great! Ugh, how long did I want to linger?”
“Lol.”
“Yeah, but what about my sister? Of course I’ll be the first, right?”
Her whining was followed by a gentle smile.
“Whose sister is Azazel?”
“Aria’s older sister and younger sister!”
“Then who is the best for me?”
Azazel puffed out her cheeks.
“It’s Einstein. Do you think I don’t even know that?”
“Azazel is the best.”
I’m sorry, Ain.
But she’s generous with Ain, so she’ll take care of it, right?
She stuck out her lips like a duck at my obvious lie.
“Then come and find me! I come every day!”
“You’re so new, Azazel.”
Azazel also tapped her cheek with her index finger, as if she had any guesses.
“… Um, is that a wizard?”
“If you want to visit it, you’re going to another area, so how are you going to visit it?”
“What if I’m still sad?”
“I’ll visit you often when Azazel settles down someday.”
“It’s okay. I’m not settling down. There are no good men.”
“That’s something you don’t know. I hadn’t even thought about getting married.”
“You look down from very high, sister?”
“Upset?”
“Very?”
“Me, Mia…”
“Pyaahahaha! Just kidding, what are you so serious about? Stupid sister, stupid!”
Who takes jokes like that seriously?
“Do you want to get scolded?”
“Look at the scolding!”
Azazel stopped when I raised my hand.
Do you want to hit Then I have to block it with magic, I look the same.
I just stroked her hair.
“Ahh! What is this scolding!”
“Are you scolding me?”
Azazel didn’t particularly hate her.
Thank god.
“But Einstein’s hat… , No, why can’t he even poke his nose?”
“He said he would send wedding invitations to His Highness Leon.”
“You said I was the first?”
“It is for me.”
“Wow. I’m sorry, sister.”
“Are you sad about me?”
“No, I feel sorry for that wooden stone.”
“Besides that, I also need to invite Queen Bryde and Commander Nargie.”
Azazel responded that she was fed up.
“I heard that she retired as a warrior, so she will change her job to a very politician?”
“How can I be friends with people like that?”
“Hmph, anyway, you mean I’m your first sister?”
“Yes.”
“Do you have anything else to send? It’s a long-awaited wedding, wouldn’t it be too empty?”
“Well, there is one.”
She gave me a somewhat pitiful look.
“I’m me too, but unnie also finds out a little bit about relationships with people…”
Outrageous remarks.
So I did what Ain does to me.
“Ah! Whoops, whoops, whoops! Hem! Uh, sister, you’re wrong! Hey, be cheeky! Mi-mi-hyaaaaa!”
It was a tickle.
