## Chapter 35 – Crumbling Daily Life (1)
While I was showering, I heard something breaking outside the bathroom. I hadn’t even lathered up yet, but I finished showering and came out.
The sun had fully risen while I was washing, and the room was bright. The lurid red light that had filled the motel room all night was now so faint that it was barely noticeable.
The color was very intense, but the range was too narrow. As the light that had been playing like background music in the motel room disappeared, the strange atmosphere—that only we existed in the world, facing each other—also vanished.
Now was not the time when moonlight tempted humans and drew out their violent instincts, but the time of the sun, when reason, trying to walk ahead of human instinct, pressed down on the heads of those who tried to follow.
In short, it was just that the post-nut clarity had arrived.
I looked at Yujeong while drying my body with a towel.
Yujeong, who had been sprawled out in a starfish position with an expression that grew more lewd as it became uglier, and more ugly as it became more lewd, seemed to have woken up because of the sunlight. She was sitting still on the bed, which was covered with a damp towel soaked with her fluids and a pile of condoms filled with my semen.
Her face had been so alluring when illuminated by the moonlight at night, but seeing it in the sunlight during the day, there was no sight more mismatched.
Like a Venus statue abandoned in a garbage dump, or something.
Yujeong seemed to sense my gaze and looked at me.
I was startled. I expected her to glare at me with hatred, now that her reason had returned, or perhaps I even hoped for a shy look, but it was neither.
It was just empty. A look of despair. A look as if she would commit suicide soon.
I felt a sense of déjà vu, as if I had seen that look somewhere before.
Where had I seen it…?
Ah, that’s right.
Prison.
When I was unjustly imprisoned, for the first week I was in solitary confinement because I could spread infectious diseases, so I couldn’t share a cell with other inmates. Every time I looked in the mirror in the solitary cell’s bathroom, which doubled as a toilet and kitchen, that was the look I saw.
I approached Yujeong. Yujeong, who had been staring at my swaying dick as I walked, looked at me with eyes that said, “If you’re going to do it, do it.” But it wasn’t a rebellious look.
She was just giving up.
I glanced at the camera that Yujeong had thrown against the wall, breaking the lens, and then looked back at Yujeong.
“You should wash up too.”
Yujeong, who had been silently staring at my face, replied in a hoarse voice after a while.
“If you’re going to do it, do it here. If you do it again, I’ll have to wash again anyway.”
As Yujeong picked up the towel and condoms on the bed as if to clear them away, I said,
“Leave that stuff. The cleaning lady will take care of it.”
“I don’t want to leave my traces behind.”
“If that’s the case, wash up first.”
“If I do it, I’ll have to wash again! …So just do it here. I’ll suck you or let you fuck me, whatever you want, so hurry up.”
Yujeong leaned back as if she was too tired to even speak. I grabbed Yujeong’s arm as she tried to lie down on the bed full of my condoms and pulled her towards my chest, lightly lifting her up.
“What is it, you’re going to lift me up and grab me again… put your arms between my armpits… ass from behind…”
“Just call it a ‘deulbak’.”
“Yeah, deulbak. Are you going to do that to me again?”
“I’m not.”
“You’re not?”
“No, I’m not. Not this time.”
“[Not this time.]”
“Anyway, wash up, I won’t do anything.”
I hugged Yujeong, who was limp and exhausted. I supported Yujeong and took her to the bathroom. Since I was already naked, I thought about helping her wash, but I didn’t think it would improve her favorability towards me, and I had other things to do while Yujeong was washing, so I left her alone.
While Yujeong was washing with the door half-closed, I deliberately threw the camera that Yujeong had thrown into the trash can, and I also put Yujeong’s phone, which I had secretly kept, in there.
Of course, I had taken the SD card beforehand.
After confirming that Yujeong was looking at me while washing, I pretended to clean up the condoms on the bed and took the spare camera that I had secretly hidden in the ceiling. With this, everything was done.
The day that had rushed by like a thunderbolt was over, and as a little bit of leisure came, random thoughts immediately crept into the empty space in my mind.
Random thoughts called guilt.
Unnecessary for me, who had decided to become a devil.
However, the guilt I was feeling now was fainter than what I had felt after raping Yujin. Even though it was incomparably more wrong than raping Yujin, whether it was the violence of the act or the justification of revenge.
…Is this a good thing?
“It’s a good thing.”
Random thoughts like guilt are over now.
I got dressed. It didn’t seem like it was my job, but Yujeong didn’t seem like she would leave until she cleaned up this place, so I roughly cleaned up the bed. While I was at it, I also took the condoms that I hadn’t used up last night.
Before long, I would rape my daughter with the condoms that her mother had shamefully bought from the convenience store.
Thinking about that, my dick got a little hard, even though I had been pounding Yujeong’s pussy so hard last night and filling her uterus with so much semen.
It was a terrible plan, and I felt guilt and depravity, but that was precisely why sexual excitement was added as a seasoning.
Was it because it was daytime? There was no reason to be ashamed, and I shouldn’t be, but as I was holding my dick and pressing it down with my hand, Yujeong, who was in the bathroom, made a noise as if she had fallen over.
I quickly went into the bathroom and saw Yujeong trembling, unable to stand straight because her legs had given out.
Yujeong, who witnessed my appearance entering the bathroom and my slightly erect dick, was startled, but she didn’t scream or point the showerhead at me like she had at first.
She was just trying to stand up straight to protect her pride and glaring at me.
I looked at Yujeong’s pure white naked body—no, Yujeong’s pure white body covered in my handprints on her breasts, her nipples still slightly swollen from being pinched too much, my semen dried on her smooth, plump belly, and deep kiss marks covering her from her collarbone to her pelvis.
I took another step closer, but Yujeong didn’t resist.
I looked at Yujeong’s lips, breasts, nipples, collarbone, armpits, navel, pussy, thighs, calves, feet, and ass.
My traces remained everywhere on her body. I had marked my territory all over her body. This female is mine.
My dick, which had been slightly erect at the thought of raping Yujin with the condoms Yujeong had bought, was now fully erect. I was surprised that I could still get hard even after doing all that. Maybe it was because my body had become younger after regressing, or maybe it was just because Yujeong was such a hot woman.
“Are you going to do it again?”
“Give me the showerhead.”
Yujeong frowned as if she was thinking, “What kind of perverted play is he going to do this time?” but she obediently handed me the showerhead.
I pressed down on Yujeong’s shoulders to make her sit down, then rolled up my pants legs. And I washed the hair that was difficult for her to wash on her own. It was tangled with my semen or Yujeong’s own fluids.
It was the same thing I had done last night, but back then, the purpose was to tease Yujeong while pretending to wash her, whereas now I was just washing her obediently.
“Do you know how to get emergency contraception?”
“…Can’t I just go to the pharmacy and ask for it?”
“No. It’s a prescription drug, so you need a prescription.”
“…So what.”
“I’ll buy it for you, so let’s go out together.”
“Show people me going out of a unmanned motel with a student?”
“We can go out the back door. People can’t see you there.”
“No. I’ll get it myself.”
“No. You have to take the medicine quickly.”
“I don’t want to have a baby, especially not with a delinquent like you! So don’t worry!”
“That’s not what I’m worried about. It’s your body. That’s what I’m worried about. The later you take it, the more hormonal imbalances you’ll have.”
“……”
“Yujeong?”
I wiped Yujeong’s hair, which I had washed cleanly, with a towel and looked down at her. Yujeong had her head bowed so deeply that her face was touching her breasts.
“…Suddenly acting nice… you bastard…”
I helped Yujeong stand up. Then, I took out three towels from the bathroom drawer and started wiping her body.
After putting down one towel that I used to wipe off the moisture, I tied a small, white towel around her large breasts that seemed about to burst. With the last remaining, largest gray towel, I covered her entire body.
Yujeong trembled every time my hand touched her, as if she thought I was going to rape her again, but when I didn’t do anything and quietly left the bathroom, she looked at me with a surprised face.
She also looked slightly disappointed, but that was probably just my wishful thinking.
Yujeong followed me out of the bathroom. Then, we silently began to erase the traces of last night’s intense encounter from the motel room.
I watched for the right timing and casually let out words that would naturally stimulate Yujeong’s corruption and the dark truth of this city, as if we were having an everyday conversation.
“You have to pay the donation, right?”
The organization that Yujeong had to pay the donation to was a pseudo-religious organization that secretly controlled this city – ‘Hwan’.
It was the place where Sua’s father was the leader of the religious organization.
The reason Yujeong embezzled the school’s donations was not to take care of her own personal interests. That’s why she loved her school so much.
However, the moment she incurred the displeasure of Sua’s father, she could not live in this city, so she had no choice but to do such a thing in order to meet the donation registration deadline.
“I’ll pay it for you.”
Yujeong couldn’t help but be embarrassed by my words that I, a student, would confidently pay that much money, when she, an elite member of society, couldn’t afford it with just loans and had to violate her conscience and commit corruption.
“…Why? Why would you?”
However, more than that, Yujeong seemed even more surprised that I was offering her such help.
Why? Well, I wanted to prevent Sua, the most difficult opponent, from becoming interested in me before I could even capture Yujin.
And I wanted to make Yujeong, who would be busy with fundraising for a while, comfortable so that I could increase the time I had to fuck her.
However, I couldn’t openly say such shady things to Yujeong. I needed a suitable excuse.
“Because I love you.”
“W-what?!”
Yujeong, who had been flustered and blushed, soon hardened her face and looked at me with suspicious eyes.
“Who… are you?”
“A transfer student.”
Who is also a rapist.
