Became a Rapist 2

## Chapter 2 – But Still, I Am Innocent (3)

I expressionlessly scanned the faces of the girls standing before me.

First, I examined Yujin. Platinum blonde hair, enormous breasts and hips, and an impression as flamboyant and proud as her overflowing bosom.

“Ew—how disgusting. What do you think you’re looking at?”

Yujin spat out her disgust at my gaze.

Ignoring her, I turned my head to look at Minhee.

Long black hair tied tightly up high. Limbs longer than a supermodel’s. A body without a single ounce of fat anywhere. Firm, muscular abs. Overall, she had a slender figure, but her thighs and hips were so developed they looked like they would burst her pants at any moment, making her extremely voluptuous.

“This is visual rape, you know? Visual rape, you disgusting bastard.”

Ignoring Minhee’s threat to attack me, I turned my gaze to look at Jiyoung this time.

A practical, moderately short bob. But not too short. Rather, the shortness of her hair accentuated her intellectual yet feminine features. But she wasn’t just feminine. She had a neutral face that would likely appeal more to women than men. Is that what they call handsome-pretty?

Like Minhee, she had a slender figure, but she wasn’t muscular like Minhee, nor did she have thighs that looked like they would burst. She had a physique that would look great in a women’s business suit.

“Yeah, look. Look all you want. What else can you do to us besides look?”

I ignored Jiyoung’s sarcasm as well. I showed no reaction to their words, which mocked and reviled me in turn.

Perhaps that made me look weak—the voices of Yujin, Minhee, and Jiyoung, mocking me, continued endlessly.

As the level of insults they spewed grew increasingly harsh and their voices rose accordingly, Sua soothed them.

“Okay, okay. Everyone, please don’t be like that. Why are you making such a fuss over just looking? Are you okay? Your face is completely frozen… You look a little tired. Do you want to rest in our club room?”

Sua made a kind offer, pretending to care for me, but of course, I wasn’t fooled.

Without a word, I turned around. And walked towards the door, step by step.

“You pathetic bastard. Getting cursed out and just running away?”

Minhee spat out a vulgar curse. But I didn’t flinch. I wasn’t even angry at her curse. Because the current me wasn’t running away or retreating.

I was in a state of mind where I could beat those bitches to death with my own two hands right now, and I wouldn’t care at all even if I were dragged to prison and sentenced to death for doing so.

Yet, instead of choosing that path, which would be very easy for me, I walked towards the door for the sake of those bitches rather than myself, paradoxically.

Being beaten to death by my fists would be too comfortable and quick a death for those bitches. So they had to taste it until just before they died, until they burst their stomachs.

The shame! The pain! Not even a hundredth of what I had experienced!

I controlled my anger, thinking that before long, those bitches would be begging me to kill them and asking for forgiveness, and opened the door.

I didn’t open it wide with a bang. I opened it gently, as if opening and closing a door normally, and closed it gently. And ignoring them, who were momentarily frozen in confusion at my sudden behavior, I continued walking down the hallway.

I was surprised at myself for being able to be so calm. After all, I had just been killed by those bitches like a bug.

But it wasn’t that I was calm now because I was less angry. It was the exact opposite. I was extremely angry, and the arrow pointing to anger had crossed the threshold and tilted towards calmness instead.

They, who had been frozen, not knowing how to react to my sudden behavior, belatedly came to their senses and showered me with curses. But I still didn’t react in any way and continued on my way.

It was already after school, and I had my bag with me, so there was no reason to hesitate. I went straight down the stairs.

I had returned to the past, but it seemed I had returned after being sued, so there was no time to slowly observe the situation and make a revenge plan.

This school and city were on those bitches’ side, not mine. So the only time I had a chance of winning was tonight, when those bitches were off guard.

With that judgment, I quickened my pace, and then I heard hurried footsteps behind me.

Accusing innocent men of sexual assault, forcing them to apologize, and then, if they apologized, using the logic that they had admitted their guilt and were now guilty to extort money or make them slaves was a daily occurrence for those bitches.

So I didn’t expect anyone to be so persistent as to chase after me. Maybe the prideful Yujin? Or the simple-minded Minhee? Or perhaps the persistent and cruel Jiyoung.

But it didn’t matter. Let them chase me or not.

As I stubbornly ignored her and walked on, the person chasing me overtook me and stopped in front of me. Now I had no choice but to stop walking as well.

When I stopped, the person who had overtaken me went back up the stairs and stopped only after taking a position higher than me.

What kind of dogshit was this? I looked up.

It was Sua.

I stood there with an attitude that said, if you have something to say, go ahead and say it. But Sua didn’t open her mouth right away, instead pausing for a long time and looking at me with a strange look in her eyes.

A lonely smile, like a flower drawn in ink, appeared on Sua’s face, a classic beauty who would look great in traditional Korean clothing. If she were an actress, she would be praised if cast as the young eldest daughter-in-law of a noble family.

But I could see it. The bugs hidden in that seemingly serene ink painting.

I felt nauseous at Sua’s wistful expression, but now was the time to hide my true feelings.

I tried my best to erase the disgust from my face. But I could feel that my face was too stiff. But for the current me, making a blank expression was the best I could do.

“Why are you just leaving?”

Sua asked.

“……”

It was sickening how she pretended not to know and asked, even though she must have been looking at my frozen face. But perhaps if I hadn’t known about Sua’s true nature, I would have been fooled by that face like the others. That’s how uniquely beautiful Sua was.

“You have to apologize. That’s the only way to keep things from getting bigger and ending here. You can’t go to jail. You said you wanted to be a teacher.”

I had never told Sua about my dream in this timeline. She must have investigated me.

How much more does Sua know about me? It doesn’t matter. She can never know me as much as I know her.

“……”

“Say something. Why are you just staring?”

Sua shook her head, as if she was frustrated that I wasn’t saying anything, even though she was doing so much for me. Many men would be heartbroken by that pitiful face.

When I still didn’t react, Sua got a little heated and sat down on the chair next to the stair railing, crossing her legs. Then she cast a subtly sticky gaze, as if telling me to come over and sit next to her. But if I really did that, she would pretend not to know and revile me, as if she had never done that.

Sua was wearing the longest skirt of those bitches, but like them, she had shortened her skirt shorter than the regulations, so just crossing her legs blatantly revealed her thin ankles and, incongruously, her fair thighs.

“Huh? Are you just going to leave without apologizing?”

Fair skin. The massive mass of flesh on her thighs, so violent it could be called. There weren’t any muscles to speak of, but the elasticity of her skin was so great that there was no feeling of sagging.

But to me, that was uglier than the wrinkles of a drooping old prostitute.

“What am I supposed to apologize for?”

I, who had been silent all along, suddenly opened my mouth and asked Sua.

“What do you mean, what…?”

Thinking about it, Sua trailed off, as if even from her perspective, there was nothing in particular for me to apologize for.

This was the truth. Sua had insisted on bringing up her shame and accusing me of sexual harassment throughout the decade-long trial, but the cause of all that evil had never existed in the first place.

I clenched my teeth. I clenched my fists. And at this moment, I imagined that I was not a human being but a tree rooted in the ground.

If I hadn’t, I would have immediately run up the stairs, kicked Sua, who was engaging in such ridiculous honey traps, in the stomach, knocked her down the stairs, climbed on top of her, and pounded her until her elegant features were divided into d a n a.

“I’m innocent. I never touched anyone. You know the truth too.”
“……”

This time, Sua was silent. In the meantime, the remaining three bitches stood on the upper part of the stairs, following Sua.

Sua was momentarily taken aback by my overly confident attitude, but as her companions approached, she abandoned the act she had been putting on until now and revealed her true colors, as if she had suddenly gained a conviction that had never existed.

Sua’s elegant face began to distort. Only her expression was changing, but she looked like a completely different person.

When she smiled faintly, her face was a perfect harmony of all her features, like a Swiss luxury watch, so the range of changes in her expression was greater than that of an ugly face that was already moderately broken.

As Sua’s faint smile turned into a sneer at me, the elegant Joseon beauty disappeared and a venomous monster appeared in her place.

Now, not three, but four pairs of hateful eyes were flying at me. But thanks to Sua’s changed attitude, I was able to relax my stiff face and even smile a little.

This was because I had clearly realized on this occasion that Sua’s true nature, who had pretended to be so noble, was actually extremely weak, seeing that she had immediately thrown away her mask and become threatening just because a mere honey trap hadn’t worked.

“Han-nam.”
“Loser.”
“Incel.”

The voices of the three bitches flew at me in turn, and then Sua finished it off.

“You think you’ll get away with this? Don’t be cocky.”

It was an extremely arrogant voice. As if she was the best and only she was the main character in this world.

“Cocky, huh.”

I said.

But I wasn’t answering Sua’s words, I was just talking to myself, lost in thought.

I looked up at Sua again. Her plump breasts protruded above her arm, which was folded across her chest. If we’re talking about being cocky, those breasts, which were too assertive, seemed much cockier.

“Was that the real reason you sued me?”

I asked Sua.

As if I had hit the nail on the head, Sua clicked her tongue and turned her head to the side with her arms folded.

A mystery that I had held for a very long time was solved at once, but I felt only emptiness rather than liberation.

The reason for completely ruining a man’s life.

It was nothing more than a very trivial and personal reason that you were cocky to me.

Suddenly transferring to this school and ignoring the caste of the kingdom (school) that they had firmly established, and the owner who rules this school is not the principal or the chairman, but us, and that this Han-nam bastard, who is not obedient to the four of us, is cocky.

Cocky. Only that.

Cocky. So crawl to us and kneel.

Cocky. We are royalty and you are a commoner.

Cocky. We are women with popularity, power, capital, and authority, but you are just a Han-nam.

But the past me had never been cocky. I just wasn’t as servile as the others, kneeling before those bitches and kissing their toes. That’s different from being cocky.

That’s right. The past me had just protected my dignity. Although I didn’t know that the price would be so high as to have everything I had taken away by those bitches.

But now I have returned to the past and gained a new opportunity to take revenge on those bitches, so what does it matter what I lost to those bitches in the past? I will just enjoy the revenge. I will just smash those bitches to pieces.

But…….

The smile that had appeared on my lips disappeared. Because I was lost in deep thought.

I still wasn’t sure if I had really returned to the past. Maybe the current me was dreaming in the last moments before being shot to death.

But let’s assume that for now. That I really returned to the past.

Then I still couldn’t punish those bitches for the crimes they hadn’t committed against me yet.

Of course, it wasn’t because I didn’t have the courage to push through with revenge, or because of clumsy and hypocritical sympathy, or because of the cowardly desire for peace that I wasn’t trying to take revenge on those bitches.

It was just because I still believed in justice and truth that I was trying to do that.

If I, like those bitches, took revenge on those bitches for crimes they hadn’t committed yet, what would be the difference between those bitches and me?

Why did I keep continuing the hopeless trial? Why did I hold a one-person protest even while being ridiculed by everyone?

It was all for justice and truth. Unlike those bitches.

Such a mind was not a young man’s childish idealism that didn’t know reality.

That childishness, that ideal, was completely shattered after more than a decade of hopeless legal battles.

I experienced firsthand that there was no such thing as justice and truth in this country, and that the only law that was followed in this country was the law of the jungle. Nevertheless, I did not give up.

Justice and truth.

No, is that really what it’s called, justice and truth?

Like loneliness, all kinds of dirty, ugly, and cruel minds are engaged in a survival competition that eats each other, and after they all die, what still maintains its shape even in the evil that boils and overflows from the corpses of corrupt minds is justice and truth?

It would be more correct to call it madness.

That’s right. My justice and truth had long lost their purity. It was just that I was still maintaining my shape as justice and truth without purity because of an obsession to prove my dignity to myself.

I would rather be a guilty murderer and receive a death sentence than be an innocent rapist and receive a fine.

I will accept guilt without refusing anything, sweet or bitter. But I will not accept any innocent guilt, no matter how trivial.

Such a twisted mind was the justice I pursued and the reality of truth.

But rather because it was so twisted, I was even able to let go of my desire for revenge against those bitches.

“Withdraw the lawsuit. Then I’ll forgive you.”

“……”

The look on Sua’s face as she looked at me was covered with bewilderment and disbelief.

The three people standing behind Sua looked at each other, as if my words were perplexing. Silence followed.

But their silence was only for a moment. Laughter soon erupted.

“What? Who’s forgiving who?”

“Hahaha!”

“Try saying that in prison. That you’ll forgive them.”

My friends were mocking me with all their might, but only Sua was still silent.

So I looked at Sua, thinking about the possibility of one in ten thousand. Of course, I didn’t expect anything. Because taking revenge was what I wanted most.

But my revenge had to be just. Because I am a completely different person from those bitches.

A faint smile returned to Sua’s face. The venomous monster disappeared and the elegant beauty reappeared.

I was sure. Sua had no intention of withdrawing her lawsuit against me. That faint smile was no different from Sua entering battle mode.

“Are you done talking?”

I asked them.

Sua pursed her lips. She had a lot to say, but she didn’t know what to say first because there was too much.

Of course, there was no reason for me to listen to that. I didn’t listen to Sua’s words and walked out of the school gate.

The evening sun fell on my face. My cheeks tingled. The stinging sensation of the sunlight told me that I was not wandering in a fantasy, but that I had really returned to the past.

“Where are you going! Come back! Apologize! Beg me for forgiveness!”

Sua’s venomous shout replaced the school bell indicating the end of school hours.

I slowly walked away, listening to their curses flying at the back of my head like sweet songs.

Those shouts cursing me had already been transformed into moans in my ears. It wouldn’t take that long until it really happened.

Because one of those bitches would be like that tonight.

I stopped walking and turned my head. I looked at Yujin. Not her face, but below it.

Since I had returned to ten years ago, Yujin’s face was that much younger, but only those breasts were still huge, both in the future and now.

My fingers were already itching at the thought of tearing them apart until that bitch cried out.