Chapter 121 – 121. The Way Back Home (Identification of the Subject)
“Ugh… Ugh..!”
As he thrust his cock deep into his mouth and shoved it down his throat, Lee Joo-ha glared at me like he was dying.
Looking at Lee Ju-ha’s fragile body, which trembled like an aspen tree, she looked like a fox in pain from a hunter’s snare.
Seeing her precarious and fragile appearance, her sadistic desires, which had risen while eating her eunji in the middle of the day, went down slightly.
I still don’t have a high affinity for me, but if you roll too carelessly, you’ll get a lot of stress. She’s drawn to my strength, food, and shelter, because I’m not yet immersed in myself as a human being.
‘It’s my first time… If I act too rough, it’ll be a bad memory…’
You can’t keep a slave just by ruthlessly overrunning it. To live with Lee Joo-ha in the future, some degree of bonding is essential. For example, even if the effect of the slave brand is lifted, Aram, Harin, and Eunji can continue to be subordinate to me.
‘Moreover, if I’m under too much stress to the point where I want to disobey orders… I might commit suicide.’
Having already used the Slave Brand skill several times, data on the detailed effects of the skill has been accumulated to some extent, and various verifications on the skill’s limitations have been completed.
I came to a conclusion while figuring out the limitations of the slavery label. It is true that a slave is in the best condition when he has the mindset that he wants to be a slave. Slave stigma is most effective for those who acknowledge themselves as slaves. It means that people who have a clear understanding of the subject are most likely to benefit from the skill.
For example, Ha Jin-seong, a true worker who voluntarily claims to be my slave and now wants to manage other slaves as a master slave, or Moon Geun-oh, who thinks that it is better to live hard as my slave than to die seeing a dirty look, and receiving vaginal cum shot My women who can’t give up being slaves are like that.
When you can figure out your subject and be content with your current situation, those who refuse to escape from enslavement, accept reality as it is, and simply surrender to the flow rather than resist their destiny are slaves in the true sense of the word. You can do it, and the effect of the slave brand works better for such people.
However, there are those who do not know how to be satisfied with the current situation, and there are those who rebel against me, or try to escape from slavery. For example, people like Yoon Ha-jun, who infected Alcid larvae before entering the forest of the missing. These guys sneakily abandon their work or cleverly try to violate orders. They are trying to deceive their masters with the subject of slavery.
These guys sometimes defy my orders with great willpower. Those who do not grasp the subject are always wanting to rise higher and higher without ever being satisfied. A slave with a desire for improvement is dangerous. Those who don’t understand the subject don’t know what they’re going to do. Because insatiable people are stressed out.
‘If you disobey an order, there will be terrible pain. But if you’re strong enough to endure the pain and think that you’d rather die… You can refuse or endure orders.’
To give an example of direct disobedience to an order, in the past, when Hwayoung was a bit stupid because her vulva was not engraved yet, then she forcibly disobeyed my order for several tens of seconds to protect the blood bag slaves she had captured at her daiso. There is.
Yes, that’s when she ran into a murderous robber disguised as a peddler.
Of course, at the cost of disobeying her orders, she felt her mortal pain, though in the end, she couldn’t completely disobey my orders. Anyway, at that time, Hwayoung, with her desire to eat her blood, she refused my order for close to a minute, or more.
It was because the hunger caused by the thirst for blood was more painful than the pain of disobeying orders. She didn’t get the subject, and she thought she could defeat me, so she chose to disobey her orders and writhe in her pain.
‘And if you’re under extreme stress enough to endure the pain of disobeying orders… In the ten or so seconds you can endure the pain of forcibly disobeying orders, you might commit suicide by jumping off a rooftop or slitting your neck. I don’t know. A non-normal Awakener with high stats will have the ability to commit terrorism and commit suicide within 10 seconds.’
It is a story that if your current situation is so difficult that you want to die, you may escape from this world by violating one of the first orders I give to slaves, ‘no self-harm’. That’s why I try to manage the stress of the slaves as much as possible.
This is the reason why we strive to establish a comfortable living environment with a certain degree of neglect. The disaster accelerates and there are few people left alive, but it would be too wasteful if even those caught died.
‘Due to the nature of my job… Humans are a valuable resource. Even if I kill them, I have to kill them with my own hands and make offerings to them. It would be such a waste to commit suicide.
Holding religious meetings every weekend or having sex days through Moon Geun-oh to satisfy my sexual desires was my own consideration to prevent slaves from getting sick or giving up their lives due to excessive stress.
‘Unless they excrete their personality and make them into perfect dolls… If you torture them too much, they’ll be ruined and you won’t be able to use them. A human with high willpower would choose death rather than painful survival. And the person I saw is a woman with very high willpower. If she doesn’t have a good sense of her current situation, she’ll be stressed out.’
Skills are not the power of an omniscient god, so they have their own limitations and limitations. Slave branding is a skill that literally makes a slave, not a skill that makes a selfless doll that moves according to my will. After all, nothing is omnipotent.
‘That’s why you shouldn’t let Juha’s mentality completely explode. In order for her to not be too stressed by the sudden change of situation… First of all, I need to make her aware of her situation and current situation through conversation. Her younger sister is also held hostage and threatened a little…’
I forcibly pulled my cock out of her mouth while receiving the fierce gaze of Juha who was holding my cock in her mouth.
“Gagging.. Woowook..”
Juha vomits and wipes his saliva-stained mouth. I’m in tears because I’m out of breath.
I crouched down and stared into Juha’s eyes as he glared at me.
Lee Joo-ha glared at me like a betrayed man and gnashed his teeth. Then he pushed me slightly. Of course, it’s not like I’m easily pushed by her. Anyway, she pushed me away and rejected me. The more I did, the closer I got to Juha.
I wiped the corner of Lee Joo-ha’s eye, where a single tear fell, with her finger. Then he licked her salty tears from her fingers with his tongue. Then she asked her.
“Why. What I don’t like Is it because you suddenly put it in her mouth?”
“This… In this case, no human… Doing this like rape… Is it a little too much? I gave my trust after seeing my companion for the past few days… But I didn’t expect him to be such a vulgar and rough man who treats women… I’m disappointed.”
She says she’s disappointed in me. I laughed at her words.
“Disappointment? Hey juha I clearly told you you are mine I will fuck you you accepted it But why are you evading it now, saying that you are disappointed? Are you kidding Is it because you don’t want to do it with me? Or is it because her brother is watching?”
“I-I hate this rough way! I am a person, and I am a woman!”
Lee Joo-ha, who rebels against me. As usual, he often objected to my opinion or tried to climb on me… But he just let me go. He said he passed on cute charms. But now, when I act like this, I don’t like it a bit.
In fact, to be honest, it’s not yet ripe enough to eat.
During her few days with her, I half-starved myself and fed her a little more and packed her snacks.
Of course, it would seem like a thief to wish that Lee Joo-ha, who would have been suffering from starvation for half of her life because she only took care of it for a week, develops as well as Harin or Hee-seon noona after only a week, or is full of vitality like Eun-ji, but anyway, I’m a thief. I think you treated me the best.
‘Still, it doesn’t look like a person who has skin and bones, like when I first saw him, and couldn’t eat a bowl of porridge.’
Her face turned red when she fed her something. And the gumiho, whose color began to circulate, made me feel like I could taste her.
That’s why I decided to touch her as she had a chance today. Try it once to see how it tastes. I also wanted to leave a mark that it was mine to rip off her hymen and wrap it up in her vagina. I liked her because her willpower was strong. Because she wants to make it mine.
‘Of course, to ram my cock all the way to the top of her neck to a virgin who just woke up…
I think he treated the first woman too roughly. Yes, I’ll admit it. It was embarrassing enough to try to use the virgin’s mouth as if it were her ona scepter. It’s enough of a rejection reaction and enough to make you want to push me away.
However, if she meekly admits my fault here and hands over her initiative to her opponent, the future relationship between her and me may be a bit strained. For example, if you refuse my opinion or try to avoid sleeping with me, giving various reasons…
Just thinking about it warms my head.
Even though I usually mess around, I just let it go, but you shouldn’t refuse to sleep with me. The reason for her existence and her value are actually determined by whether or not she can embrace me.
‘And our relationship isn’t that deep yet…’
Since the beginning of the disaster, I have shared my joys and sorrows, overcame difficulties, and from the moment I met me until now, the real member, Eun Ji-joo, who has only looked at me and flirted with me. .
If a guy who isn’t even that level tries to control me… That’s an obvious hypocrisy. I mean, you need to be punished for your presumptuous remarks.
‘These few days, I’ve been very good at it, but I can’t grasp the subject and climb gently. If you refuse to have sex, there is no need to treat you like a harem member. I’ll make you pay for daring to say you’re disappointed in me…’
After giving her a sense of what she would do without me, I need to imprint on her brain the fact that she can’t escape me by gently tempting her with a carrot, and that obeying me is much more beneficial. If she recognizes her own situation, she will feel a blind rejection of me and there will be no time to be stressed. Rather, she needs to know exactly who she has to cling to now.
“Hey, Juha. I feed you, put you to sleep in a tent, protect you from bad things, give you medicine to keep you from getting bitten by insects, and treat you much better than other bitches. Do you look like a hukou bastard who gives generously to you? Am I your parent?”
“That, that’s not…”
“Yes. That’s not true. Your parents also treated you badly. I’m good at it. And the benefactor who saved your younger brother just to eat you once asked me to give it to you just once. Can I do this? I asked you to die. What did you do? Is it that hard to just open your crotch? Are you that expensive?”
“…”
Lee Joo-ha’s eyes slightly shook as he showed his anger.
“Do, comrade… This, for now… Calm down over there…”
“No, calm down and go to sleep. Did I just open your crotch and fuck you? In fact, it’s enough just to rape you mercilessly. In fact, even if you did that, you have nothing to say to me. But I am being polite now. Just. Just wanting to suck it up… Don’t you understand that? Is it enough to push me away and say I’m disappointed? If it continues like this… You won’t last long with me. And if I take you to South Korea, eat and throw you away. I think you can do something by yourself.”
Spoke a little louder. To shock. Thanks to this, the initiative of the conversation has completely passed to me. Lee Joo-ha, who had glared at me like a viper at first, was now downcast like a scolding puppy.
‘He said he eats and throws it away, Juha seems to have completely lost his mind…’
How frightening it is to hear that I will drag them to South Korea and throw them away. It is said that they are kidnapped and thrown away in a place where there is no ointment, but there is no way that it is not scary.
‘Of course I don’t intend to do that… But this is simply to scare me.’
If I feel like I’m going to eat it and throw it away, I’d rather not touch it. I’m the kind of person who eats once and eats it until the end. That is, a man with no leftovers. Still, in order to shake her up, she had to say something that was not in her mind. I feel sorry for Juha whose eyes are shaking dangerously, but I can’t help it. Because I have to get the idea into my head that I shouldn’t reject me.
“What kind of era is it now… It’s an apocalypse now, an apocalypse. It’s an era of disaster. You don’t know when, where, or how you’ll die. But at least if you’re under me, you won’t die easily. My girls say I won’t let you die easily.” “You said you want to survive like Eunha and dream of a future. There’s no future or anything else in your hometown. I’ll save you, help you, and support you so you can live like a human… But you asked me to let you eat it.” Do I have to cling to you? Don’t you know that I’m A and you’re B? Honestly, you must’ve seen me take care of something else and feed you and your little brother with less of my own food. Didn’t that just feel natural?”
“Ah, yes.. Ha, I was always grateful…”
“Huuu… But it’s good that you’re grateful. I hate shameless things. And there are a lot of girls I want to fuck. Even now, outside the tent, Harin and Heesun noona are fighting over who will be the first to get eaten. It’s not you. Do you understand? The real expensive body here is me. I’m giving you time.”
“Yes.. Hwa, sure.. I get it..”
Now is an era where a woman can live the life of a plaything, where she is recklessly dragged around and gang-raped mercilessly by men just for the reason that she is a woman, simply because she did not have a penis attached to her bottom.
In fact, it happened openly at the sports center where Lee Chan-sung occupied. This is an era in which we should be thankful that we are not caught by such lunatics and subjected to terrible things to put it into words.
Open your crotch to eat a bowl of ramen. There will be many women who take off their clothes to receive the protection of a strong Awakener. But if you dare reject such a great master as I did, you’re insane. Playful rebellion is treated as aegyo. There’s no point in rebelling like this.
“I mean. There is no other reason. I’m just putting you next to me to fuck you because you’re pretty and a bit hot. To make my girl to have sex with you That’s why you decided to support your younger brother, who doesn’t know when it will explode. But it’s hard to play around like this. Got it? Don’t you want to be abandoned too?”
“Comrade Jo-jun.. Please, forgive me just once.. Eun-ha and I.. Have nowhere else to go… Please..”
When Lee Ju-ha cried and asked for forgiveness, Lee Eun-ha, who was bowing her head beside her, patted Lee Ju-ha’s arm without even noticing and said,
“Uh, sister.. Go home.. You can go home..”
Lee Eun-ha did not seem to have grasped their situation yet. She lacks the realization that she is my slave.
After all, she had never made an offering to a useless slave or made a suicide charge in front of them. It seemed that she hadn’t yet fully accepted the fact that I had the right to let go of their life and death.
“Hey, Eunha Lee. You must have felt the same while walking through this forest with us. If it wasn’t for me, you’d be dead right away. Know? You and your sister… Would have already died. Do you think that situation will change if you leave this forest? Is the world that good? You guys have to go to the North at that level, and you’ll die soon. How high is the survival difficulty?”
The fact that they were able to survive until this point was just luck, not because their ability to survive was high.
Perhaps, when they return to the North, the gates will open and die on the same day. Maybe he will be betrayed by other North Koreans and die. The number of cases where sudden death is possible is innumerable. And it’s funny to think that I’m really going to let them both go in the first place. If only one Lee Eun-ha is going to be abandoned, it is enough to put a few restrictions on it and tell it to go away. But if they both say they’re leaving me, I’m not going to let go easily. It’s mine to migrate, a nine-tailed fox. I mean, no one will give it to you.
“I heard from Lee Joo-ha that your neighborhood demeans awakened people like you as Satan the devil and treats them harshly. There, Lee Eun-ha. You even eat ghosts. How will they look at you? Will they thank you for taking care of them by eating them? Can’t you understand the situation even after seeing your sister suffer? There is no hope in North Korea. Your hometown has no answers. I really don’t know why your sister is bowing her head asking me to look at her like that?”
“Now, wait a minute… Wait. I don’t mean that…”
“No, what is it? You just told your sister to go home. And what’s funny is why do you think I’ll just let you both go? It doesn’t matter if you go north or not. Your sister has already made me a chimpanzee. Do you think it will be easy to let go? Tell me, Eunha.”
Both of them kept their mouths shut and their heads slightly bowed. Like a scolded child.
When I shot straight at them, Lee Ju-ha and Lee Eun-ha had nothing more to say. They always smiled, but when they showed subtle anger while maintaining an expressionless expression, they were properly frightened. Besides, I wasn’t even that wrong. There’s no way I’m going to stand still in the act of trying to repay my favor with betrayal.
‘Now, it seems that both of them are clearly aware of their situation. Now I’m like a slave.’
Originally, human beings know that it is a natural right when they receive free kindness or favor. I know that I am really good at receiving such favors and kindness. So, if you climb up without understanding the subject, you have to face reality once in a while. That way, you’ll know how to be satisfied without thinking about anything else.
At my words, it seemed that he had clearly accepted his position as a migrant. You must have realized that you can’t be arrogant just because I’m being nice to you. I accepted that the reason why I am good is because I want to eat myself. I was aware that my favor was filled with dark feelings, and since I had already been branded as a slave, I could not easily escape from me.
Stupid people who can’t figure out the original subject will be stressed while aiming for the top. Human beings who have been able to grasp the subject in this way will now learn to be content with the current situation. Then, like Hajin-seong, Moon Keun-oh, and other harem members, I will stop rebelling and live a life of accepting myself.
‘If I push further here, I’ll only get a lot of stress, so now I need to turn the atmosphere around.’
I stopped nagging and smiled slightly at them again.
