Chapter 217 – Roses Have Thorns.
“To erase it from my memory, I was engrossed in other things… If you pull it out like this… You’re sad again…”
“Why? Why are you sad?”
“I don’t know either! Just… Hergel… It’s just sad to think of my father dying… Never… I’ve never given any meaning to being a family… I’m used to being alone… So I thought it wouldn’t matter even if I died… He even thought of killing me. My heart is full… This is weird… Is it because it’s family? It’s just bleeding… Do you feel valued even if you try not to attach meaning to it?”
Germi spoke gibberish. But I got what it meant.
“That’s because you’re a kind person.”
I looked down at the sniffling Germi.
Silky orange hair shimmered beautifully. Atop it, he could see his fluffy ears sticking up.
Did I think of going to Arpagon and killing another woman, leaving Germi, who was confused and sad?
He thought of Elina, Liliana, and Trisian.
I want to completely capture Elina who builds an iron wall. She wants to see me at the reception desk, spraying my cum on her tits and smelling like cum.
He tugged on Liliana’s horns and wanted to shove her cock deep down her throat. It would definitely be fun to tug on her from behind and have her big body at your disposal.
It would be fun to dye Trisian’s healthy tanned skin with semen. I want to make obscene and obscene words from the mouth discussing justice.
The mana stored in her chest wriggled at the shady and humid nature of her raising her head. It was a strange feeling.
Her wriggling mana strangely calmed her mind, and her shady nature subsided.
I didn’t get greedy. Germi’s presence in her arms, her warm body temperature became apparent. He calmed the sobbing Germi and glanced at Natalia.
Natalya looked at me with her ambiguous expression on her Germi and her comforting her.
As I met Natalya’s eyes for a moment, Germi bit her arm.
“Aww! What’s the matter?”
“For a moment… I want to be alone.”
“Are you okay?”
“Huh… You also… Sometimes they say nice things… It seems to clear my mind a little… I want to be alone for a while… Her face is messed up from crying…”
“Okay. I’ll come back in a little while.”
She left the office with Natalia. She thought of going to another room and taking a rest, but she couldn’t hear the footsteps following her.
“Is it Natalie?”
Looking behind her, Natalya was looking at her floor with her lips pouted, as if thinking of something about her.
“Is it Natalie?”
“Ah, yes…”
“What’s the matter?”
“Just… Seeing Germi… Her head is getting messy…”
“Why?”
“You said Germi hated her family… Specifically, her brother and her father…”
“Huh.”
“I felt a strange sense of kinship. Because I am too…”
“Ah…”
I only realized after hearing the story. Natalya’s family life and personal life are by no means light stories. He grew up hated by his father and brother for taking her mother’s life while she was born. She even left home when she was an adult, shocked by her father’s sexual attention.
“But… Mr. Germi was sad after Mr. Hergel died.”
“Huh.”
Natalya kept her mouth shut. It felt like she was sorting out what she had to say.
“Jeon… Didn’t Hansung-nim promise you in the past? You will help me with my revenge.”
“Huh…”
She clearly promised. She remembers The first time Natalya confessed her true feelings to me, she promised me that she would help me kill her family and Arpa Gon Kesya, whom that good Natalya wanted to kill.
“I was wondering if I was the same as Germi. Her father and brother… If you kill them… I wonder if I will be sad like Germi-san…”
“What do you think?”
“I don’t know. But one thing’s for sure, I think you’ll definitely be happy… Mr. Germi was so sad after Mr. Hergel passed away… That would be normal, right? You want to kill her family… Am I weird too? Am I a bad person after all?”
Natalya contorted her face in uneasiness. Biting her lip slightly made her look like she wasn’t quite confident.
Natalia is a genius. However, his genius was limited to magic. Natalya is the youngest of the group and is not good at dealing with people. No, he’s not a clumsy level, he’s a good hukou for backstabbing.
From the time he was born until he met me, he still easily trusts people even though he has lived a life of being despised and insulted by people.
If Natalya, who is good by nature, is a bad person, then there is no good person in this world.
“It’s Natalie.”
“Yes…”
“You are good. No one I’ve ever seen was nicer than you.”
“But… I’m a man who wants to kill my family… That I can’t be a good person…”
“It’s Natalie.”
At my call, Natalya closed her mouth and looked at me quietly.
“I am on your side forever. Do you remember this promise?”
Natalya nodded his head quietly.
“Yes…”
“Even if you’re not nice, it doesn’t matter. Even if you’re the worst person in the world, I’m on your side. Would that be enough?”
“No… Enough…”
Natalia shook her head. Then she murmured.
“… Family.”
“Huh?”
Natalya hesitated before opening her mouth.
“Being on one side… Family… I mean… ?”
“…”
Natalya is my wife in name and reality, so she is my family. Why is she asking that all of a sudden?
“Huh. You are my family She is my wife.”
“Roin too… Thermia sister too… Even Germi… Oh, and all of Elena… Are you family?”
“That, right?”
After hearing it through Natalya’s mouth, she flirted a lot. Natalya said with a serious expression, whether she knew what I was thinking or not.
“Even if blood wasn’t connected… More than people with blood… Precious… It could be a family, right?”
“Huh. Even though they are not related by blood, they have become a family, so in a way, they may be more precious than those who became a family through duty because they were connected only by blood.”
“… That’s it. Yes… Because that’s my real family…”
Natalya muttered quietly and nodded her head with a satisfied expression.
*****
The next morning, I set off for Arpagon with Natalia and Roin. The face of Germi, who saw her off, was bright, as if her consolation had worked. Thermia is by her side, so she won’t have to worry too much.
Natalya’s skeleton horse stretched as she rode the wagon, feeling her vibrations.
“How long will it take to go back to Arpagon?”
“It seems like a very long time. There must be a lot of dust in the house.”
“My sister told her store to feed the spiders.”
“Oh, there is that too.”
I don’t know if the giant spiders in the store are still alive. It seems like it’s been almost 15 days since they haven’t fed, but since Thermia said it’s still going strong, there shouldn’t be any problems.
The journey back to Arpagon was easy. Thanks to the indefatigable Skeleton Horse like Energizer, I moved until it became dark and I couldn’t drive on the first day.
After sleeping for the first time in a long time and lying down with Natalya and an old man on either side, Natalya let out a long yawn and said lazily.
“Huh… I should be there by noon tomorrow.”
“The words you stole from the hunchback are very useful.”
It reminded me of the hunchback that first made contact with the black moon. As I was thinking of the hunchback, lost in her memories, Roin overheard me.
“Come to think of it, that guy is the beginning of all of this.”
That’s right. If Humpback hadn’t approached Natalya and Roin’s bodies, there would have been no contact with the Black Moon, and if so, she wouldn’t have met Germi. If I hadn’t met Germi, I wouldn’t have been able to make the black moon mine, and I wouldn’t have been able to build a textile factory to use Elena’s spider.
All of this is a little ball launched by the hunchback.
Suddenly, it occurred to me that the bent back of the hunchback looking at the ground was like rice.
Rice plants are said to bow their heads as they ripen. This saying means that the more things you have in your head, the more humble you become, but in fact, there is a hidden meaning.
The more ripe the rice is, the deeper it bows its head.
In other words, the guys who walk around with their heads down are the ones with substance.
The reason why he was a hunchback turned out to be that he was a rice that was ripe as it was ripe, so he walked around with his head down. And I separated his rice from the rice and ate all the grains.
… I fell asleep with such nonsensical thoughts.
The next day, as soon as we arrived at Arpagon for lunch, we went home.
Unsurprisingly, the table was covered with a fairly thick layer of dust.
“Ugh, dust. I need to do some cleaning.”
The old man covered his mouth with a handkerchief and opened the window. Natalya summoned her skeleton and started cleaning. Let’s leave the cleaning of the house to the two of us, and I’ll stop by the store and go see Elena…
“I’ll go to the store for a bit.”
“Are you going to feed the spiders?”
“There is that too. I need to meet Elena too.”
“Ah, I see. Bye. We will be cleaning the house.”
Natalya and Roin saw me off, and I immediately left the house and headed to the store. Unlike Westway, I realized that I was really back in Arpagon as I was walking down a quiet street with no crowds.
I quickly arrived at the store, opened the door, and entered.
“The store is also quite dusty.”
I think I need to talk to Natalya about cleaning here as well. I went to the backyard and saw giant spiders locked in cages.
They are still ugly
“Feeding… Is this… Ugh fuck.”
Opened the box next to the spider cage. Giant mealworms the size of forearms were wriggling inside.
“Oh fuck that’s creepy. How to hold this… ?”
Thermia is well fed these things… I bet she didn’t catch it with her bare hands and give it to her. She said that Thermia was a woman full of vitality, but no matter how much she said, this would be difficult. Sure enough, she turned her head to look around and saw a large claw.
He picked up a giant mealworm with tongs and lifted it up. She almost missed it due to its considerable weight, so she picked up her pincers with both hands and brought them to the spider’s mouth.
The spider bit the honeymoon as if he had been waiting for it and began to chew on it.
“Ah, look at the bloody blood dripping.”
As I started a game and fed the spiders, I heard a rattle from inside the store.
“Who is here?”
Natalie Jana Loin is cleaning at her house, so it probably isn’t. Then she is a guest… She doesn’t have Thermia, so she’ll just have to send it back.
“Sorry. No business today,”
“Oh, hi… Do…”
Unlike his gigantic height of nearly 2m, his timid voice. It was Liliana.
