Chapter 182 – What the Man Fears.
I sat by the window and looked out the window while waiting for my food.
I saw a lot of people walking around busily like a trading city. It’s different from Arpagon, which feels subtly secluded.
Busy people walking around all covered their heads… Hmm?
“It’s raining.”
“Ah, I will. Fall seems to be coming to an end.”
“Autumn…”
Natalya, who was looking out the window together, said quietly as she watched the rain begin to fall.
I thought the air was getting colder these days. So, is winter coming? What will winter be like in this world?
“Looks like it’s raining a little bit.”
“Tsk. If too many people want to come, let’s go to Hergel tomorrow.”
Germi clicked her tongue and said so.
Then… Does that mean you can have 5P sex right after eating without having to wait until dinner?
“The meal you ordered is here.”
The waiter brought out a bowl of food. As I watched the rain fall outside the window, the old man sitting on the right cut a large steak and fed it to my mouth.
“Hanseong-ah, this is delicious. Try it. Oh~”
“Oh~”
As I was chewing, Natalya, who was clinging to my left side, stared at me intently.
“Um, gulp, Natalie, why?”
“This is delicious too. Try it. Oh~”
“Oh~”
Natalia skinned the chicken leg and scooped it up for me.
There is a saying that she must marry a woman who gives her chicken legs, but Natalya even applies her flesh to feed her.
It has no choice but to get married.
Yeah, no way
“… Ugh, are you doing this every time you eat?”
Germi, who was sitting across from me, frowned and said that.
“Ho Ho… Yes. Originally a little… Hanseong, if you only eat meat, it’s not good for your body. Eat these vegetables too.”
Thermia responded with a wry smile at Germi’s words and put stir-fried vegetables on the plate in front of me.
Looking at the vegetables, I chewed the meat in her mouth, and Natalya, who had been waiting for me to swallow it, put the vegetables in my mouth.
Mmm.
“Hey, eat with your hands.”
“You can’t refuse a favor, though.”
“Ugh… I can’t because it’s like that on both sides. I will sit next to you at the next meal.”
“Um~? Germi, are you jealous?”
“Ji Ji-ji, Jealousy, fuck you! Fuck you!”
Cried Germi, blushing in her face.
You are jealous.
Perhaps not knowing that she had noticed her thoughts, Germi crossed her arms and turned her head away, then began to speak out as if to make excuses.
“It’s not jealousy, what should I say? Should I say that the rice is not passing over? Even the people sitting next to me look tired…”
“Am I okay?”
“Me too.”
At Roin and Natalia’s answer, Germi briefly clicked her tongue, then looked at Thermia sitting next to her.
“Look! Even just looking at him, he doesn’t look uncomfortable!”
Suddenly tripping over Thermia?
“I’m used to it, so I don’t care.”
“Ah, really… !”
When Thermia said it was okay, Germi started stamping her feet as if frustrated.
“Anyway! Anyway, starting tonight, I’ll have to sit next to you too. The two of you take turns!”
“I will never yield.”
Said Natalya, clasping her arms around mine tightly enough to crush her large breasts. Seeing that, Gerumi’s tail swelled up.
“What, what is that doing now!”
“Huh? Are you talking about this?”
Roin laughed at Germi’s reaction and started rubbing her chest against my arm.
The old man’s soft and plump breasts make his cock go crazy at the touch. It feels good to have a soft nipple touch.
Ah, sex.
“This, profit… !”
Germi’s hair starts to stand out.
It’s like cats inflating their bodies… It feels like that. Thermia, who was next to her, calmed her down by stroking Germi.
“Germi, calm down.”
“You, are you on my side? Yes?!”
Germi looked at Natalia’s and Roin’s huge breasts alternately, then looked at Thermia’s breasts and said with relief.
This… Is it the same feeling as big breasts vs small breasts?
“Ahaha… Still, it would be quite pleasant if you hugged the two of them, wouldn’t it?”
“That, such an idiot… !”
Declare that you like Thermia’s big breasts! Germi eventually collapsed.
Come to think of it, Germi’s attitude towards Thermia is strange. Although I usually talk flatly to everyone…
“Germi, I’ve felt it since before, but why do you keep talking badly to Thermia-san?”
“Huh?”
Surely Germi couldn’t be older than Thermia?
Germi looked at Thermia and put on a puzzled expression, probably feeling puzzled by my words.
“You… ? How old are you, yo… ?”
“I am 40 years old.”
“…”
Germi shut her mouth tightly. Yes, Thermia is extremely young. Because she has a face that looks like she just became an adult. Her face looks half her age.
“Uh, sister… Was… Yo. This?”
“Make yourself comfortable.”
“Ah…”
Germi with a confused face and Thermia with a leisurely smile. It’s a pretty fun sight.
She looked at him with a pleasant smile. Maybe this is happiness. A time spent happily with loved ones.
After coming to this world, I am living a very happy and enjoyable day.
“I didn’t know you were older than me…”
“From now on…”
-Shoot it.
The laughing and talking Thermia and the awkward smile of Germi were far away from the sound of rain outside her window.
If so, what was your previous life like?
Life on Earth before? Since I died and then came back to life, it might be more accurate to say that it was a previous life.
Lived intensely. To get what you want, trick people, go behind their backs… Many people’s lives have been ruined.
Obviously, it wasn’t like that in the first place. When I was a student, my goal was to get into a good university. He was an ordinary person. He was an ordinary person who would get beaten up normally when he went to Yongsan.
What motivated me to do that?
-Shoot it. Rumble, quaang-!
“Ugh… !”
I shuddered at the sound of thunder.
“Hansong?”
“I was a little surprised…”
“What? Is the man startled by the sound of thunder?”
Germi laughed teasingly.
“Ha… Under…”
-Rumble! Kwa-ang!
“Ugh… !”
Sweat began to form on his forehead. The air vibrated with thunder. The ground shook.
“Uh? Hansung’s sweat…”
“Where’s the bad?”
Rowin and Natalya, who were next to me, looked at me with worried faces.
“Um, sound… Some noise…”
“Sound? Is it because of the thunder?”
Sounds around you fade away. On the other hand, the sound of rain gets closer and closer.
The feeling of Natalya and Roin holding my arms also faded.
-Kwa-Ah!
Explosive noise that shakes the ground, vibration… The heat as if the skin is about to ripen…
I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die!
‘It’s post-traumatic stress disorder. Commonly referred to as PTSD…’
What is this man talking about? Are you talking to me? Who is this? Where is this
White wall. White wall. White wall.
When I close my eyes, those faces come to mind. Just an hour, no, white walls. The people who had been laughing and chatting five minutes ago were shattered in an instant and became scattered, cooked pieces of meat.
A piece of skin stuck to a white wall, a white wall hanging from an electric wire. I had to clear out the intestines. It was fine until then.
A white wall where you can feel the shape of a person. Because there wasn’t
The hardest thing to see was a white wall blown away by an explosion. He died after his back hit a telephone pole. The impact must have been quite strong, the white wall. His stomach was crumpled like a deflated ball, and his intestines protruded from his mouth and anus.
When will bombs fall from the sky again?
Maybe I’ll be like that next time.
Want to live want to live want to live I don’t want to die.
I’m sure they’ll all die when the next bomb hits. A roar that echoes through the sky, that sound! You can still hear it!
‘It’s just thunder! Calm down! Bring the sedative!’
You guys can’t see it! A wall like this just breaks through! If it collapses, you can’t run away!
Send me underground, underground! What is the injection get rid of it I don’t want to get that shot!
Time flies. Tick. The clock hands flow. Tick. Tick. Lying on the ceiling, only rolling my eyes, the time ticked by. Tick. I’m just watching what’s going on.
Lying on the ceiling? How to lay on the ceiling.
But the sky and the earth are turned upside down. Tick. Slit.
Let’s think common sense. Tick. Tick.
Can I, who was admitted to a mental hospital, think with common sense? Tick. Tick.
Let’s stay calm. Keep calm and count to a few. Count to prime numbers and you’ll settle down. Tick. Tick.
Stop imitating cartoon characters. Tick. Tick.
How much time has passed? Tick. Tick.
‘It’s time for the patient to eat.’
A nurse is coming by walking through the ceiling.
No. It must be the floor where the nurse is putting his feet.
So, I’m lying in bed right now.
White pills. Eating this slows down time. But how fast are the hands of the clock going?
I don’t know what’s right.
You have to come to your senses. You have to come to your senses.
You said that hospital bills were not enough. You have to come to your senses.
Who says hospital bills are short? You said then what’s the story
‘Compensation for mental damage cannot be paid. Hard to get insurance… ‘
Suddenly, my eyes opened. Eyes open? So, did I close my eyes?
“Hansong! Are you okay?”
“Hey Natalie… ?”
“I suddenly fainted and brought you to my room! Are you okay?!”
“Ha…”
Fainted, I remembered.
He heard thunder and had a seizure.
My hands and feet are shaking.
“I am Natalie.”
My body shakes and my voice shakes.
“Me, wait a minute, ugh…”
Unable to speak, she stretched out her trembling arm to Natalya. Quickly realizing what it meant, Natalya hugged me.
The warm body temperature and the soft touch began to calm down my mind, which had been shaking in confusion.
Natalya reassured me by gently stroking the back of my head.
“I was surprised when I heard thunder for the first time. Are you okay.”
“Ha… Ha…”
It’s already past. That doesn’t happen anymore. I’m safe I am alive This warm body temperature is the surest proof that I am alive.
It wasn’t until I calmed down a bit that I noticed other women looking at me with concern.