Chapter 143 – Exploring the Anthill.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
Water droplets fell from the ceiling and wet my cheeks, waking me up.
All night no… There is no way to know whether it is night or day, so let’s do it while we sleep.
A puddle of water had accumulated on the robe, as if it had dripped quite a bit while I was sleeping.
“Fuck…”
Because I slept on the hard, uneven stone floor, my back and back hurt as if they were going to break.
He rubbed his face with the palm of his hand and lifted himself up. It was certain that the feeling of his beard on his palm had passed for at least a day.
“Hungry.”
All food was with Natalya.
I’ve lost my weapon, so if I meet an ant now, I’ll just go crazy.
It’s Natalie! Roin! I miss you!!!
“Ouch…”
It was fortunate that I could see ahead thanks to the greenish stones sparsely embedded in the walls of the cave.
Because of that, I’ve walked quite a bit away from where I killed Seirwynn.
If it hadn’t been for that, I would have been blind by now, staying next to Seirwynn’s corpse.
Caught in the dark, I must have shed tears of loneliness and fear… !
I wish I had something useful as a weapon. All she had was the staff she had taken from Seirwynn. The mask is of no use to anyone, so I left it at home.
Cane or wand? He took out a small wand, like something out of Harry Potter, and tinkered with it.
The characteristic shape of the twisted four-branched branches that grow as if covering a transparent yellow magic stone can be seen by anyone who sees that it is not an ordinary object.
It’s probably something that can be sold for a high price. He remembered Seirwin, the owner of the item. Seirwin’s pussy wasn’t too bad. The face was also quite decent.
But his personality was just too damn good. Because you insulted Natalya. I have no choice but to kill it.
Lewin’s objections aside, if I had said I would make her my woman, then what would Natalya do?
Maybe good Natalya would have given her nod if she said I wanted her, even if it was uncomfortable.
How was it when you first accepted Roin?
“Um…”
When she thought of Natalia, who was weeping like beads, her heart felt uncomfortable.
It wasn’t the first time I’d seen someone cry.
But she was troubled by the turbulent feeling she had experienced that day.
Uncomfortable, feelings I don’t want to go through again.
“… What?”
Since when did I feel that way about other people’s feelings?
After that day, for the rest of her life, she vowed to live selfishly for herself and not to trust others. Do I care about Natalya’s feelings?
Natalia, Roin, and Thermia… They are all the people I tricked and seduced to live a comfortable life.
I like the look, I like the personality, and I like the ability. So twisted
Made me my girl
Made me love
I’ve never loved anyone, but I know how to make them love me.
Natalia loves me… Will love
So I’m trying to do what I want.
I was using Natalya’s blind love for me to fill my stomach as I please.
However, something has changed inside me.
“Sairwyn passed the pass.”
Seirwin’s appearance was outstanding. Her abilities were also lacking compared to Natalya’s, but since she’s an aristocrat, her background wasn’t too bad.
It was a pity that she wasn’t a virgin, but it didn’t matter because she wasn’t the type to eat anyway.
Seirwynn had never insulted me before blaming me at the dead end.
Nevertheless, I harbored a strong hostility towards Seirwin.
Why?
“Because you insulted Natalya.”
Because I insulted my Natalya to clean the body and refused. If I make Sei Lewin my woman, she Natalya hates her.
So she killed… ?
That’s not like me
In her previous life, she had been murdered while trying to get her child into her hands.
If I like it, I put it in her hands, even if it’s forced. That was my personality
Say Lewin was passing the line, so it was like me to get her in her hands. Even if it was by convincing Natalya later and making Seirwyn apologize. She would have made Say Lewin into my collection.
However, the hostility towards Seirwin was stronger. There is only one reason. Because the bitch insulted Natalia.
If you don’t curse me, I’m the one who forgives my parents even if they curse? Because you hit me on the cheek and almost killed me?
As a result, he did not die. If you have punished me, it is my principle to make you pay back with your body. It’s not like me to kill a girl with a delicious pussy easily.
“What? Why?”
When Natalya is sad, I feel bad.
I don’t know why. Because she’s my girl… ?
My woman?
Since when did the name of a cockhouse and a toilet change into ‘my woman’?
Have I ever thought of toilet bowls as my women even once in my previous life?
In short, there was no They were just toilets and ATMs that gave out money. I never thought of them as my women or my wives.
“This is not me… ?”
My head started to get confused by the sense of distance from my old self.
Shaking my head vigorously, I tried what-if assumptions.
What if Roin is sad? What if Thermia is sad?
I didn’t want to see you cry. If someone makes them cry, the ringer will surely be killed.
What benefit do I have… ?
It’s not a question of gain. Punishment because it rang. That’s it.
“Strange… Strange…”
He hugged her lap and frowned.
I also feel a sense of alienation. If it was like before, Natalia, Roin, and Thermia would just be my toilet.
“Fuck…”
Got offended
Just the thought of treating the three as toilet bowls made me feel dirty. The discomfort amplifies the sense of alienation that stirs in the head, maximizing confusion.
My heart is pounding and my stomach is sick.
“Whoa… Whoa…”
I closed my eyes to calm my nauseous stomach and focused my mind as I inhaled.
She could feel the mana coiling in her chest moving.
Her unraveled mana runs through her veins.
Now, as if trying to recognize that my body is her territory, I am roaming here and there as if exploring the inside of her body.
“Ha… Ha…”
After riding on her right shoulder and circling her upper arm, then her forearm, and then her fingers, it returned to her body and ran through her stomach, flowing down to her toes.
Mana returned to my heart and coiled.
Things that had previously felt alien to her body felt a little familiar now that they were all over her body.
I could instinctively know that feeling right now.
This mana is not mine.
It’s in my body, but it’s not mine. It wasn’t.
However, with that movement now, I can vaguely feel that it has become mine even though it is only a very small part.
If it’s mine, I should be able to move.
He rested his head on her lap and focused on her.
He focused on the mana the size of a baseball, coiled inside her heart. Even among the small mana the size of a baseball, I can move very little.
In terms of size, it was the size of a needle, and it moved according to my will.
If you concentrate your mind strongly and move it as if pulling it, it will move little by little.
By the time it reached her shoulders, sweat poured down like rain and dripped down her chin.
“A little more, a little more.”
Elbow.
“Whoa… Sup… Ha…”
When it came down to my wrist, I started to get out of breath.
The mana that came down to his palm flowed into the staff he was holding. The mana that touched the tree of the staff was instantly absorbed into the magic stone.
The speed at which the magic stone sucked in was so fast that I felt ashamed of myself, having struggled to draw mana from my heart.
Chizu means— pat…
A line of sparks flew from the staff for an instant, then it fell silent.
It was certain that the spark just now was created by my magical power.
The magic stone that absorbed my mana sparked.
“That’s interesting…”
I think I’ll have to ask Natalya later when I see her.
I wiped my sweaty face once and got up.
“Ugh?!”
Suddenly, his legs gave out and he collapsed.
It was hard to lift a finger because of the feeling of exhaustion that comes after playing rice cakes all night.
“Strength… Fall out…”
My eyelids became as heavy as ever.
*****
“What?!”
At the sound of Natalya’s screams, the old man who was sleeping next to her quietly opened her eyes.
“Is it Natalie? What’s the matter?”
“I just felt Hansung’s energy strong!”
“What? Are you close?”
“It wasn’t too far… !”
Seeing that the smile returned to Natalya’s face, who had been dark all along, Roin smiled softly.
“Look, I said I would be safe.”
“Daddy, I need to go find him quickly. It’s been two days since you entered this cave, so you must be very hungry. I have to hurry up and save you… !”
“Wait, wait. First of all, I’m going to organize my luggage… !”
“Can’t wait! I need to go and bring Hanseong!”
Seeing Natalya recklessly leaving the tent, the old man followed in a hurry.
“Ah, wait. I go too!”
“Is it Natalie? Roin?”
Elina, who was sleeping in a corner, looked at the two of them rubbing her eyes.
“Ah, Natalya said she felt Hanseong’s energy. I’ll come and pick you up. Stay here with the others!”
Elina, who was barely awake, watched the two hurriedly moving in a daze.
