Chapter 155 – First Big Collision (4)
Was a black being.
The silhouette of the face and the shape of the body are all black, beings made of negative energy.
As if it would disappear any moment, even though it flickers like the smoke of a candle.
It obviously looked at me and smiled.
Could know.
Can’t know
They say it’s been years since I lost it, but there’s no way I don’t know that.
“… You…”
It was my body
It was my voice.
That was me.
Even if it is made of black energy from head to toe.
Even if the energy is not properly formed and is in an irregular shape that sways around.
Even if the expression on that face was completely different from mine.
Could know.
Grow.
I was in front of you
A few years ago, when I woke up after sleeping, my body, which had suddenly disappeared, was there.
Perhaps, the body with my soul living in this world.
“…”
“Hmm.”
We looked at each other
“It has changed a lot.”
“… Right.”
It’s definitely my body, but it’s changed a lot.
“I didn’t have those monstrous muscles?”
“Me too, I wasn’t particularly shallow.”
Haha! Being confined to a mental hospital.”
It’s a mental hospital
Right.
I saw him again.
The energy that composes the body is shaken by the wind and unstable, but it can be seen that it is quite familiar with energy in that it does not go wild.
At the same time, I felt an intense hostility that made my whole body tingle.
It’s ironic, but it resembles my girls loving only me.
Strong feelings for only one person.
In this case, not love, but revenge or murder.
I understand.
What if you were suddenly deprived of your whole life and confined to a mental hospital?
I can’t help but react like that if I’ve suffered through the years I’ve been here.
But.
Doesn’t this one have nothing to say?
“Hey, no matter how much I think about it, isn’t this world the culprit that my soul suddenly moved?”
No matter how much I think about it, this world is the cause rather than the world I lived in.
“What are you saying, you bastard? I was also caught up in it, so there is nothing wrong?”
At my words, the guy sneered and drew energy into his grasp.
Black energy that moves as sharp as lightning seems to gather, and then it shoots at me.
I also shot energy reflexively.
“… What.”
The black energy split my energy like tofu and cut through me.
The part where the black energy passed through is wide open and blood begins to spurt.
“Big… !”
I glared at him while holding my hand on the nape of his neck.
Different.
Carnival It hurt to have Carnival chew on my body, but it was another pain.
“It’s the same ability.”
The boy gathered his energy and said.
Same ability.
I could understand.
It is said that he, like me, has the ability to transform emotions into energy.
“However, it depends on what kind of emotion it is based on. What are you?”
Is sexual satisfaction.
“I am!”
Again, a bundle of energy was fired at me, and I quickly dodged it, but the black energies came towards me as if attracted by a magnet and attacked me.
“You! It’s a feeling of hatred!”
However, the black energy suddenly disappeared into the air right before it touched my body.
“Aagh!!”
The boy twisted his body and started screaming.
“Shit! Aren’t you still feeling well?”
The guy who had been blurred for a long time and finally regained his form looked at me while grinding his teeth and said.
“Wait, kid. I will definitely kill you and get back everything you stole.”
“I know that?”
I saw that guy and said.
“Shinah doesn’t mind if I walk hand in hand, hug or kiss me in front of others.”
“… You fucking bastard!!!”
Oh, I’m angry too.
The guy who was about to back off started running towards me again, and I got into my stance.
‘Do you think I’ll let them run away, stupid.’
It’s good if you’re weak.
Just kill it now
I gathered energy in my hands.
Blast.
The strongest attack I have.
“…”
However, the angry guy with his eyes widened stopped moving when he saw my blast.
“Right.”
“… ?”
“I thought there was one characteristic that didn’t match my ability and didn’t mix with it, so yes. Was it because you and I influenced each other?”
A feature that doesn’t suit you?
I immediately remembered the blast on my hand.
Unlike other abilities, this guy can’t harmonize with my ability and doesn’t improve the spirit efficiency.
What if this is not my ability, but an ability attached to that guy’s influence?
Then it makes sense that it doesn’t suit me like this.
‘To think they influence each other.’
There are many things to guess.
For example, when my sexual desire soars, I literally roll my eyes and run out of control.
For example, during sex, he unknowingly turned into a rough and violent tone and treated the woman as if he was going to be ruined.
In the original world, there had never been such a thing, but after coming to this world, I was swayed by sexual desire too often.
“Okay, then let me tell you something nice.”
The boy suddenly came to his senses and said.
“He said he was kept in a mental hospital, but that is not true.”
The giggling guy.
“Will I keep being locked up in a place like that just because I’m crazy? I escaped as soon as I realized my abilities.”
…
“Since then, I have lived to my heart’s content. I know that? I love Shina.”
“Do you love me too?”
“I love you, but I have a problem. She can’t do whatever she wants because she’s afraid Shin-ah will get sick.”
An ominous feeling welled up in her chest.
“By the way, a fake that looks exactly like my god has appeared in the world.”
“Hey.”
“Thanks to you, I was able to do things that I couldn’t do to my Shin-ah, and I think I’m grateful to you for that one. Well, that fake couldn’t even last three days.”
…
I couldn’t think of words.
The thought stopped.
So, then, that’s it.
Shin-ah.
I remembered the Shina I knew originally.
Even Shina, who is like a doll who just lived her life as if she had no interest in the world like me.
Even Shina, who gradually developed likes and dislikes after meeting me, developed feelings, and became normal.
Even Shina, who painted even the smallest parts of my life with beautifully shining colors.
“…”
I thought maybe I would kill myself soon.
That’s why I wasn’t interested in living.
However, after meeting Shin-ah, things changed.
After meeting her, she gave meaning to my life.
I live to love Shin-ah.
Everything else is just accessories.
I live because I can see her, touch her, and hear her say I love her.
However.
Uh?
What?
Of course, I thought that even if I went to that side of this world, I would treat Shina as preciously as I did.
Yeah, because that’s natural.
However.
Uh?
What?
Couldn’t you stand 3 days?
“The world’s worst sex offender! When you return to the original world, you will become a man who will go down in history!”
His voice reached his ears, but it didn’t reach his brain.
My head, like a stormy sea, refused to continue my thoughts.
I wanted to pass out right away in front of an unacceptable reality.
But I held back that feeling and moved my body.
Then I put my hand on the helmet that covered my face.
The villains of this world do not hide their faces.
In daily life, he thoroughly hides himself, and when he commits a crime, he reveals himself coolly.
Because this is a world where instinct takes precedence over reason.
Because he thinks that his usual appearance of having to show his reason is fake, and that the villain who wields his instincts is his true self.
That’s why, unlike wearing a mask when committing a crime in my world, I wear a mask called a fake face in all kinds of ways, such as plastic surgery and dyeing, in my daily life.
Kwajik.
When I applied force, the helmet shattered effortlessly.
Anyway, he was hit by Carnival Carnival and reached his limit.
I watched him giggle as he raised his fingernails and scraped the shavings of his helmet off his face.
Original lingering toward the world.
The gods of this world and the gods of my world, a lot of thoughts and emotions that came to me without even knowing about these two people.
Even after gaining power and power that no one could stop, I thoroughly hid my face.
As a Jainer, whenever I met someone, I always wore a mask.
But, it seems I don’t have to do that anymore.
Let’s do our best to live in this world.
I’m going to kill that bastard with all my might.
After brushing off all the remains of my helmet, I looked at him with my bare face in the strong wind.
When the thing covering my face disappeared, I felt refreshed again.
But looking at the guy’s face, the feeling of displeasure welled up again.
Did I say that hatred towards me makes my abilities stronger?
I think I’ll be the same, you bastard.
Memories spent with Shin-ah came to mind.
What she had recklessly confessed to her.
Holding her hand and walking down the street.
We went on a day trip and our schedule went wrong, so we slept together in the same bed.
Confessing our feelings to each other that day.
That ecstatic feeling at that time.
After that, the time I spent with Shin-ah unfolds in my mind like a panorama.
And every time that happened, energy welled up within me.
Until now, if it wasn’t for Mina’s ability, her delusion alone couldn’t create energy, so I had to masturbate.
As if that was the case, the energy started to surge like crazy.
Super ego.
The energy gushing out of my body created a giant of pure white light.
Without Mina’s help, only by myself.
When I’m looking at the black me
“Miss Korea has become stronger too. I had a hard time suppressing it moderately.”
Carnival Carnival also made an appearance.
“By the way, what is the situation now? I thought it was Armstrong because I saw black energy.”
“… It hurts my pride to run away like this, would you like to take at least one arm?”
“Do it, you fucking bastard. I’m going to rip your cock head off.”
It was the first time in my life that I wanted to kill someone to this extent.
