Chapter 84 – Later Story – Luca (2)
Ellie, who poured out all her strength in an instant, couldn’t even walk properly. I had no intention of making her walk through the snow again anyway, so I carried Ellie on my back and walked towards the house. The now-familiar warmth and the warm scent of peppermint flowers flickered before my eyes, but they did not comfort my troubled mind. There was only one thought in my head.
Where should I start talking?
And how far should we talk?
I couldn’t get my head around, so I just walked for a while.
Sabak. Sabak.
“…”
But Ellie never rushed. I just leaned her head on her shoulder and let out a thin breath.
The sound of stomping and stepping on snow. Sweaty back and swaying hair. Feeling all of that, Ellie hugged my shoulders tighter. As if she was asleep, the sound of her comfortable breathing flowed like a whisper in her ear.
Then, at some point, it started snowing.
A small snowflake slowly landed on the eyebrows. Then, without even realizing it, it quickly penetrated between the eyes. Looking up with blurred vision, I saw a white wave that seemed to cover the world. If a little time passes like this, all the scars on the earth will be covered under the white snow.
But that will only be for a moment, and when spring comes, the snow will melt and those scars will be revealed again. In order to cover up those scars, you have to sow the seeds so that they sprout.
Okay.
You need someone else’s touch to hide your wounds.
The touch of someone who knows the shape of the wound.
So I opened my mouth.
“The truth is, Ellie.”
“Huh.”
My mouth froze for a moment. I forced my chapped lips apart. And he brought out a word that had been buried for a long time.
“I’ve already lost you once.”
“Huh.”
“Because I’m stupid. Because I’m not good enough. I lost you once. So I decided to undo my mistakes. That’s how I got you back.”
“If.”
“…”
“Can you elaborate more?”
“…”
My wounds are so hideous. So deep and bitter. But still, I took it out. Even if you hide it, it will only scar and add to it. Because I believe you will understand
Her lips, filled with firm determination, returned to memories filled with pain. Ellie hugged her shoulders even tighter, knowing my pain. Feeling the weight of it, I slowly opened my mouth.
“When I turned 20, a knight came to me.”
So I started telling my story in the snow again. This time, it’s not you who are accustomed to my failure stories.
To you.
Sssss…
One of the black firewood that burned the body in the fireplace eventually turned to ashes and disappeared. The story that started with pure white snowflakes continued until black ash piled up in my hands. Every time I threw a piece of dry firewood into the fire, the nightmare burned my body along with it. But that never made it go away. It just turns to ashes and piles up on the floor.
I tried to continue as calmly as possible, but at the end, a voice that was almost locked came out. I don’t know what it’s covered in pain. Maybe tears. Ellie listened to me all the way, hugging her knees in front of her fire. Sometimes nodding her head, sometimes stroking my neck when I stopped.
The story stopped only when the sun went down and the dim darkness filled the house. Even after I finished all the stories, I was soaked in the ripples and fell into silence for a while. Ellie stared at me for a while before finally opening her mouth.
“I see.”
“…”
“I see.”
Ellie repeated only her words, then saw my expression on her face, sighed lightly, and loosened her legs.
“It seems like I was just asking.”
“No. It was a story that had to be told someday.”
“But it was a much tougher story than I thought.”
“…It did.”
Okay. That being said, it was a very difficult story. Both for you and for me
I put the last piece of wood into the fire and bowed my head a little. In the end, the scars that were exposed were painfully painful. Ellie looked at me like that, then slowly approached me and leaned her back on my empty chest to act as a windbreak. I missed his especially warm back today, so I wrapped my arms around his shoulders.
Ellie, who was held in my arms without resistance, stroked my hand and kissed her lips on it. She and she inscribed a single word.
“Thank you.”
Every time she heard a thank you, the word “Sorry” Rose to her throat. But this time I didn’t. If I did that, I thought the wounds I had worked so hard to cover would get worse. So I just threw out one word.
“Huh.”
There was nothing more I could say. So I decided to feel the warmth more now and hugged Ellie tighter. I hope that this wound will heal from that warmth someday. It’s been like that for a little while.
…
“By the way, Luca. Can I ask you one question?”
After such a long time, Ellie slowly opened her mouth. Her voice was playful as usual. Apparently, he wanted to make me laugh. I understand the heart, but I don’t know if it will go the way you want.
“What?”
“Hmm…Well, in a way, this might be a bit of a strange question.”
Ellie untied her arms and turned behind her, meeting her eyes. She said, and with her characteristic eye smile.
“Have you really never been with another woman?”
“What?”
“That… You know.”
“Ah.”
I rubbed my eyes and let out a sigh. Okay. Not an important question. That.
“I told you. I never did.”
“No, well…I’ve heard it all along, but I’m sure there are parts that have been omitted or adapted. Have you really never tried that?”
“Do you want to ask if you’ve ever glanced?”
“It’s not necessarily like that, just. There must have been several opportunities. Anyway, I met a lot of people, and among them there were people who respected you as a hero. It was a long trip…And there must have been a lot of stress…”
“Because there isn’t.”
At that moment, I burst out laughing without even realizing it. She felt a little relieved when she saw Ellie struggling with her shame for the first time in a long time. In the end, even in this situation, Ellie somehow made me laugh.
“Really?”
“Yes. Really.”
“Okay?”
“Huh.”
“Yes…”
Ellie scratched her cheek awkwardly and slightly averted her eyes. Then she spoke in an audible voice.
“I’m a little happy.”
“Why?”
“It’s just…Even if you’ve already been through the future, it’s still the first time we can be together.”
“Ah…”
Even I felt a bit ashamed of those words. I’ve never thought of it that way. It’s more fun than I thought to share my first experience.
As they felt each other tickling, they spoke less and naturally lowered their heads. Then, a primordial desire stirred up again, and her eyes ran over the sweaty nape of Ellie’s neck.
Why have I been patient for so long? There were several times when we moved houses and stayed up all night together, but strangely, it was difficult to cross the line beyond being friends. Busy, tired I could have made many excuses, but I think my desire to treat them with respect was greater than that. I’ve been patient for a long time, but I’m not Ellie. Because she could still be embarrassed. She used to think she had to put up with it a little longer.
“Whoa…”
“…”
But for some reason, the thought that she could cross that line today moved her fingertips.
I ran my hand through her moist Ellie’s hair, then grabbed her cheek and met her eyes. Ellie’s toes, which were still in my arms, curled up a little, and the sound of her scraping the floor echoed. I looked at her slightly nervous brown eyes and kissed her lips as always.
It was still one of the daily scenes like yesterday. But I had no intention of ending it here. I want to cross the line that I couldn’t cross. I dug a little inside of you with my tongue, wanting to know a side of you that I hadn’t seen in the future.
“Yes…”
Ellie gave her moan a little awkwardly as her wet tongue slid between her lips. She secretly grabbed my arm, as if the situation she was experiencing was unfamiliar, but she never gave me strength. Seeing that, I gained a little more courage and moved closer. A rustling sound echoed as their collars rubbed against each other.
“Ah… Yes…”
“Ha…”
Their tongues intermingled, saliva flowed between their lips without boundaries, and a faint sweetness was felt on the tip of their tongues. But that doesn’t mean it didn’t taste great. My mouth became unbearably hot, and my consciousness was clouded by something that could not be explained simply as heat. I didn’t know what kind of feeling this was, but what was clear was that I never wanted to part my lips.
“Yeah… Ugh…”
Ellie must have felt the same way, and she was hugging her shoulder and clinging to me. But the more she tried, the more her strength drained away, and her body began to tilt downward until she slammed her back on the floor. We parted our lips slowly as the thrill of shock came through.
“Yeah… Ha… Ah…”
“Ha… Ha…”
The watery saliva stretched out like a skein of thread, and the moment their breaths mixed together, they suddenly broke off and fell onto their clothes. We looked into each other’s eyes and gasped for breath before bursting into laughter for no reason. Maybe he wanted to ease the awkward atmosphere.
“Ha…”
But as the laughter subsided, another irresistible instinct reared its head. My eyes were on Ellie’s chest, which was shaking with her breathing. I raised her hand and grabbed the hem of her thin dress and met Ellie’s eyes. As our tenacious gazes clung to each other, my hands were slowly peeling away the forbidden realm beyond friends. When the reddened skin was revealed, I kissed again as if attracted like a magnet.
“Ugh… Yup…”
“Haaa…”
Now, our tongues touched each other naturally, and in the meantime, I stroked their soft skin with my hand. The thin waist that I once touched playfully. A small back that I touched under my clothes to get rid of insects. The soft stomach I used to make fun of when I was immature. The palm, which had gone beyond the realm of dizzying memories, at some point approached the innermost part. The secret touch stimulated my nerves, and at the same time, I grasped her soft breasts with my hands.
“Ha…!”
Ellie sighed and lifted her head as she breathed in, and I leaned over and kissed the nape of her neck. As the rough flow of breath passed through my lips and into my throat, I felt as if I was breathing heavily.
“Haha…”
“Ugh… Ah…”
As he rubbed her breasts and lightly caressed her moist nipples, a sweet groan escaped Ellie’s lips for the first time. As a signal, I started stroking all over my body and leaving lip marks everywhere. A pure white nape, soft forearms, an itchy side and slightly protruding nipples. As if marking my territory, the lips, which had been carefully sweeping down the entire body, finally crossed the waist and headed downward.
“Ah… Ha… Ah…”
Ellie, who swallowed her breath whenever her lips touched her body, rubbed her thighs on her own and pulled her underwear down a little. But perhaps because the inside of her was wet, her middle stuck and only the ends of her sides slipped down. I grabbed the end and peeled it off.
“Ha…”
A tense breath escaped. I don’t know if it came out of my mouth or if it came out of Ellie’s mouth. I set down the stripped underwear and ran the palm of my hand lightly down my inner thighs. At that moment, Ellie’s body moved wildly and a shrill voice came out.
“Hey…Wait…!”
“Ugh.”
Unknowingly, a hand came up and grabbed my arm. Ellie gasped and shut her own mouth as her fingernails dug into her skin. Seeing her gasping for breath and looking at me with her round eyes, she seemed terribly taken aback by her sudden rush of pleasure. Did you feel something more than tickling? I stroked her smooth legs and kissed her inner thighs.
“Sssss…! Ah…! Ahhhhh…!”
Then a slightly more violent reaction came out. Confucianism continued to leak out between her closed lips, and countless emotions mixed in her widened eyes. Pleasure I’ve never felt before, fear of something hot flowing inside my body. And, a little bit of anticipation. The closer and deeper he kissed her, the more violently her back throbbed, and Ellie closed her eyes tightly, trying hard to suppress the rush of her pleasure. It was as if she was forcibly enduring it, not knowing what it was trying to flow out of her body.
I kissed her again to reassure her. Without mixing her tongue this time, she just put her lips together and continued to stroke her inner thigh with one hand.
“Haa..Huang…Uh..Yes…”
Ellie responded passionately, grabbing my hair as if that kiss was her salvation. It was an attitude that seemed like it might be able to vent his simmering desire elsewhere. But in the meantime, my guard was momentarily relaxed, and I moved my finger further inward. The moment she pressed down on the place hidden in the deepest part of her skirt, Ellie bent her head and let out the moan she had been enduring.
“Ughh…! Haaa…! Haaaaang…!”
A thick, hot liquid trickled down through her fingers. When the love juice that flowed to the point of soaking my hands gave off a subtle smell that could not be expressed in words, something inside me burst into tears. Realizing I couldn’t stand it any longer, I took off my pants and placed the hardened object under Ellie. The slimy flesh was very lightly folded at the tip.
“Ah… Ah… Ah…”
Ellie, still wet from the afterglow of her climax and panting for her breath, lifted her head and looked at me as something in her poked her underneath. I met Ellie’s eyes through her tousled hair for a split second. Then, very slowly, he started pushing her back.
“Haaagh…!”
As soon as the end part entered, there was a painful moan. I thought it had softened quite a bit, but even so, it seemed that there was a fear of the first time. Ellie, soaked in fear, pulled my arm, and I kissed her again and hugged her trembling shoulders. The soft feel of her breast pressed against my skin.
“Eup… Ugh…”
“Haha…”
As I kissed my lips, touched my skin, and licked my insides, I slowly let go of my fears. As he gently stroked his hair, his stiff legs relaxed. So I dug in little by little.
“Eup… Ha… Ah…!”
Soon, a fishy liquid flowed down along with the juice. As the smell of blood mixed with the unique scent of pheromones, my back moved more violently without my knowledge. At that moment, Ellie parted her lips and squeezed my shoulder.
“Huh…Ah…”
“Ellie…”
If I do that, I wonder if the pain will subside a little, and I call out my name in a cautious voice. Before I knew it, even my voice was dripping with pleasure that I couldn’t hide. After a bit of hesitation, I made up my mind and hugged Ellie tighter.
And I pushed mine to the end.
“Uuuuu…!”
Feeling the pleasure rushing along with her pain, Ellie bit her on the shoulder even harder. As her saliva flowed over her shoulder, juice leaked from the inside, and the slimy touch wrapped around mine.
“Ah… Ugh…”
“Huh… Uhh…”
Ellie was still biting my shoulder. But when I started to move her waist, she opened her lips and let out a hot moan.
“Haa… Haaa…”
“Ha…Ugh…Ah…”
Every time I pulled it out and pushed it back in, my back shook and my juices flowed. Ellie wrapped her legs around my waist and held me tight, probably embarrassed by the thick feeling flowing between her thighs. As she pressed closer, her body temperature felt closer, and the beating of her heart felt as if it were beating in sync with each other.
“Haa…Ellie…”
“Luca… Haaa…!”
The more he called his name, the more the heat grew, and his shaking waist shook violently. Ellie kept her mouth open as if she couldn’t stand it if she didn’t, and she continued to let out her moans. I couldn’t stand the sweet voice that filled my ears, so I dug uncontrollably inside.
“Haha…”
“Umm…Haaaaa…!”
With the sound of her voice, saliva flowed down, and love juice leaked from the inside, and when the wet feeling reached its peak, something hot and sobbing rose to the end. Sensing that the end was near, I shook her waist harder, and Ellie clung closer to me and bit her lip.
“Ha ha… Ha ha…”
“Huh… Haaaaa…”
Each other’s skin was rubbed, and the flowing liquid was so mixed that we couldn’t tell whose it belonged, and we were so close to each other that we couldn’t get any closer. The moment the sound of my heart that flowed so hotly reached my head, I couldn’t stand it and poured everything inside.
“Haa… Ugh…!”
“Aaaaa!”
As something unknown flowed inside again, Ellie trembled with uncontrollable fear and pleasure, grabbed a handful of her hair and let out a moan. As she listened to the trembling voice, my lower back continued to twitch, and for a very long time, I carved my existence into Ellie.
“Haha…”
“Ah…! Ah…Ha…Hah…!”
After the ejaculation, I stood up very slowly on the ground. When it was pulled out, which was deeply embedded, Ellie’s waist swayed together, and then it fell again along with the pure white liquid.
“Hak…! Hak…! Haa…! Ha…! Ah…”
Ellie still couldn’t control the joy that flowed through her body, and she gasped for breath. Her wet hair was disheveled and tickled her mouth, but as if she didn’t notice, she was deeply immersed in the afterglow of her first climax. I carefully brushed off my hair and carefully wiped away the flowing sweat. Only then did Ellie turn her eyes to look at me.
“Haha…Ha…Ha…Ah…”
“Ha ha… Whoa…”
We met eyes, stared at each other for a long time, and burst into laughter for no reason. I don’t know why Ellie laughed. I just burst out laughing because I was so happy and awkward that I finally had the moment I had been waiting for so long.
“Haha…Ah…Haha…”
Haha…”
Ellie, who smiled as usual, looked at me with her smile still intact. Her eyes, brighter than before, clung to the tip of her chin. Feeling a bit awkward, I scratched my chin lightly. Could this be the awkwardness of the first night? Perhaps because of that, the words that I thought I would never say came out of nowhere.
“Um…Are you okay…?”
How was it I didn’t ask, but it was just as embarrassing. Even after I spit it out, regret came over me, and I felt like my already blushing face was getting hotter. But instead of laughing, Ellie bit her lip a little and put her hand on my cheek.
“Well.”
Then he put his arm around my shoulder and stood up, whispering.
“I don’t know yet.”
…
“Okay?”
When I asked, Ellie shyly nodded her head without answering. I also moved her lips, thinking that there was no need for further words. So we kissed each other again.
It was a very hot night with no early morning stars. I still needed you to cool off the heat.
