Chapter 158 – Chapter 158. Do You Want to Touch My Chest?
It was something I had always hoped for.
When Celica’s condition improved, she tried to tell me directly what she had been up to.
‘Are you trying to do something cruel to me like that time again…?’
Not expecting to be forgiven.
Just with the thought of being for her.
‘Don’t call my name with your dirty mouth.’
I thought I had to make that determination even stronger on my future journey.
The moment that I thought would be scheduled in the distant future came at an unexpected time and slowly destroyed all my resolve to be built.
‘I’m sorry, I was wrong…!!’
So suddenly, without even having time to prepare.
‘Ha, I will listen to what you say. I will do everything you say, so please, please no more…’
Beyond just resenting and hating me.
While screaming as if it was completely ruined because of me.
‘My, please don’t mess with my head… !’
-Kudangtang!
Then she ran away from her and reached the end of her storage area.
I set foot in a place that no one else could see, and I headed for the darkest corner and banged my head against the wall.
The moment when my head hurts like it would break and my mind is confused.
But even with that, he couldn’t control his rising emotions.
-Thud!!
There was no way I could handle it.
That her me is no different from those who harassed her.
-Thump, boom!!
Even if he didn’t intentionally approach at first, didn’t he stretch out his hand out of greed after learning that he was a warrior?
Even though it could be just a minor mistake on her part, he took advantage of the fact that she was still a newbie and made fun of her body and her mind.
Just don’t let yourself be self-aware.
To dye her everything in my color and use it as I will.
-Thump, boom!!
Yes, I am the same as that Galbo or Baltanstein.
It was shameless to show up in front of her even after committing such a trashy thing that should have disappeared from her eyes forever, without any need to atone for it.
“Stop…”
Because of me
Even though I am also one of the people who broke her.
While covering up her self-satisfaction in just being on my side as her atonement…
“Stop it, you idiot!”
Unable to withstand such feelings, her head, which repeated self-injury, was eventually cut off by the force pulled from the back and slammed to the floor.
-Kudangtang!!
The body lay in disorder with a roar.
It didn’t take long to straighten out the bewildered mind.
“Really, in case someone wasn’t a guy who only ran away his whole life, he ran really fast…”
When she lifted her head, what caught her eye was Yumir standing at the entrance of the warehouse.
It must have been because she was exhausting her stamina while chasing me.
“… Why did you come after me?”
She didn’t understand that.
Despite her unique low-quality stamina, she pursued a dog bird like me, even to the point of overtaxing my body.
“Then I’ll have to go after you.”
The answer came back after she caught her breath.
Her stamina was exhausted, and her body trembled a little, but she showed no hesitation in her steps toward me.
“Suddenly, he has a seizure and runs out by himself, so are you just watching that?”
“You saw that Celica got to that point because of me.”
“I was a crazy person who didn’t know what would happen without you. Even so, it was I who suggested that she approach it as usual. This division happened because you intervened in such careless atmosphere, so why are you the only one blaming yourself?”
“… Is this your responsibility now?”
“Yes, did I say something wrong?”
Ymir speaks as if he is pushing the truth.
In fact, it is true that Celica approached the yard where her condition was not stable, but it was me, not Yumir, who caused Celica’s seizure in the first place.
It was none other than Celica herself who said that it was I who prepared the opportunity.
“I understand you were shocked by what the kid said, but you also understand that he didn’t get her mental head right. She gets angry and then apologizes… Do you think that was spit out in a normal state?”
Even that doesn’t come from a sound mind, but Ymir who speaks.
It might be considered that the symptoms were temporary as I acted normally in front of her, but unlike her, I was the one who directly harmed Celica.
“When I go back, the reaction will probably be different. So don’t take it too seriously, let’s go back and think about it. From now on, I will be more careful…”
– Damn it.
“…Hey.”
The corner of his eyes raised fiercely, fearful of throwing away his outstretched hand.
But the threats didn’t change anything.
“I am the one who raped Celica.”
Because she’s been with her all along, she must have just forgotten about it for a while.
Where did I originally belong, and how did I remain in this party and serve them?
“They hypnotized me right away when we first met and trampled on them like dogs. Unlike you and Heira, I didn’t know that until now.”
“…”
“… That’s a natural reaction. It’s not like you and Heira forgive me, but resentment and fear of me is a natural reaction.”
“… Dave.”
“What do you think will happen to Celica if she stands in front of him in the yard realizing that I am the perpetrator? What if she finds out that they have to stay together forever? And if you end up going crazy and things get worse than they are now…”
“Do you want to touch my chest?”
“…”
The moment I stopped talking.
Seeing me like that, Ymir started to make an admiring expression.
“Oh, look at this? The guy who was raging like a fire just now became quiet~ Anyhow, you’re a man too, right?”
“It’s because it’s ridiculous. Why?”
It’s just that the words that don’t fit the situation came out and I was speechless.
On the contrary, she couldn’t understand the obvious in her natural situation, and her anger rose to the point where she spit out nonsense.
“You still can’t figure out the situation? Jokes until now…”
“I am not kidding.”
-Suddenly.
Ymir disregards my words and throws off my clothes.
She smiled confidently as she brushed through her wild hair as her fabric pulled away, revealing the huge flesh of her upper body.
“I’ve decided to become a famous wife, but if my husband gets excited, I might let him touch his chest.”
“… Don’t talk nonsense.”
“It’s okay even if you force it, so come this way. It’ll help your mind more than banging your head against a wall.”
Saying that, Ymir raised his huge breasts.
The eyebrows naturally furrowed as he stared at the valley created by the two masses of flesh, but for some reason, he felt the confusion in his heart subside.
Maybe it’s because she thinks she’s ridiculous because she acted inappropriately for her situation.
Or maybe it’s because, at this moment, I feel an unconscious desire to be held in her arms.
“… Talking to you makes me feel like an asshole.”
“I’m glad. It would be better to be a mindless idiot than to go mad with excitement.”
Ymir stood there with a smile on his face.
Supporting her chest with her arms crossed, she smiled leisurely and just waited for me to come to her.
Despite the fact that I may try to seize its mind to resist.
As if he was trusting me that I wasn’t going to harass him anymore.
“…”
Failing to betray her expectations, I finally calmed down her excitement and approached her side.
As I closed the distance, I lowered myself and buried her face in her chest.
“… It has calmed down a bit now.”
Ymir hugs my head with both arms.
Although I couldn’t see her face because it was buried, I thought that there must have been a smile drawn on her lips.
“No matter what, you’re a man too.”
“… Don’t be mistaken. It’s just because I can’t make you angry with the problems that happened because of me.”
“I worry about nothing. What’s wrong with me getting mad at you?”
The moment when the hand caressing the back of the head becomes even more tender.
“I told you. Wherever you go, I will go with you to hell.”
The moment that voice tickled my ears, I felt my body, which had been convulsing with excitement, gradually calm down.
Digging deep into her arms, as if even his skin-to-skin face sank below the surface of the water.
“Are you calm?”
“… I need to calm down. Do you know what else you’re going to do here?”
“Whoops, where did you try to calm down like that?”
She stroked the back of her hair again, and in that state began to continue her words in a soft voice.
“Since you’ve calmed down, you must have realized sooner or later. There’s nothing good about going wild with excitement.”
I understand with my head too.
Emotions tend to resolve themselves over time.
Making the right judgment should always be based on a calm state.
“… That doesn’t change the decision.”
But I just don’t know what to do yet.
Even now, having regained my composure, I think that getting away from Celica was the correct answer on the spot.
For I have grasped her harbingers if her presence in me is to her detriment.
That’s why you should avoid approaching Celica in the future.
“So you’re thinking of just running away? Aren’t you going to atone for that kid?”
Ymir whispered as if disapproving of my decision.
“… There must be a way to atone for sins without seeing each other.”
When I answered without looking him in the eye, Ymir smiled and put a hand on my chin.
“Hehe, I’m going to make atonement without looking at you. Why does a guy who claims to atone try to find such an easy way?”
“It’s not an easy way…”
“If you curse, hear the curse.”
A finger that slowly rises to the corner of the mouth.
Just by lightly applying strength to her fingers, her head slowly began to turn towards her.
“If compensation is demanded, reward is given, and at least that way, the relationship is gradually improved, and while facing the other person, facing the other person head-on, putting her head on the ground and saying ‘I’m sorry’ directly to the other person. … Shouldn’t that be enough to be called atonement?”
Eyes that stare at me.
The retina had a straight color to the extent that my image was reflected intact.
Without even a single flicker, in a very clear color.
“If you think of him, you should stop running away for a while. If you run away because you can’t handle the future, isn’t it no different from before?”
“…You talk like you know me well.”
It’s no different than before.
Doesn’t it sound like you know what I’ve been doing up until now?
“You know. I’m just as trash as you are.”
“… Consolation is too much. No matter how much it is for me, you don’t have to fall into the same person.”
“If you really think this is ridiculous, shall we have a garbage showdown here?”
“What…”
“If you don’t like it, just listen. It’s just because I need a place to complain.”
It’s a complaint.
It was an unthinkable word that would come from a woman who always lives without fear in her world, but on the contrary, it must mean that she is so sincere in comforting me.
To the extent that I proudly unfold even the attitude that I consider to be forced.
“… Do whatever you feel like.”
Even if you can’t convince him, you shouldn’t reject it.
“Okay, I’ll do whatever I want.”
As I buried her face in her chest with her mouth firmly shut, she began to talk while stroking her hair.
“Well then, how should we begin the story…”
Just accepting her touch, she gradually traces her memory that comes to her mind the moment she hears that voice.
It was when she heard the sound of laughter at the end of the silence that her memory became clear.
“Yes, looking back like this, it was a life of running away all along.”
Yes, looking back, it was a life of running away.
“Dave, until I met you.”
The youngest archmage, Ymir.
Until she knew who I really was and whispered to me her true love.
