Chapter 239 – 239 – Conscience
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“Are you going to sleep soon?”
“I see.”
“Ah. I will put out the fire.”
The three men and women decided to go to sleep in preparation for tomorrow.
Yumi and Seoyeon lie on either side of Woojin.
“…”
Woo-jin experienced these sights often, but she still couldn’t adapt.
‘And…’
“Are you not going to sleep?”
Seoyeon’s voice suddenly came out.
Seoyeon seemed to be bothered by the fact that Woojin kept opening her eyes.
And as if Woo-jin was worried, Yu-mi’s follow-up hits…
“Would you like to do that? It’s a bit difficult today.”
“…”
Woojin was speechless at the unexpected words.
“No, it’s not like that… It’s because I had something to think about for a moment.”
First of all, Woo-jin is evasive.
“Huh- is that so?”
“That’s too bad.”
Saying that, the two of them closed their eyes…
“…”
Woojin also closed his eyes.
…
That night.
Woojin had a dream.
-I hate you.
– Because of you… Because of you!
-If you hadn’t done that, it wouldn’t have happened.
_You will die at our hands.
Dreams in which ‘something’ points a finger at you and curses you…
All of the ‘somethings’ were in the shape of a person, but their faces and bodies were all black, so only their shapes could be recognized.
Those beings are pointing fingers at themselves and pouring curses on them…
Woojin felt very reluctant.
But something was strange.
_Like you punished us for nonsense…
The object of the reluctant curse they point to is…
_We will condemn you too.
I feel like I’m not Woojin.
‘If…’
Before realizing something like that.
Woojin woke up.
…
…
Woojin slowly opens his eyes.
“Woke up?”
When I opened my eyes, Seoyeon’s figure began to appear.
Looking at Seoyeon’s appearance, it was as if she had already finished grooming herself.
And seeing that Yumi is not in her room, it seems that Yumi has woken up a long time ago.
Out of the three, Woojin seemed to wake up last.
“Huh…”
Woojin answered quietly.
Then he slowly got up.
“Are you okay? Something doesn’t look right…”
Since the content of the dream is the content, it seems to be revealed on the outside.
It hadn’t been long since he had been there, so he couldn’t control his expression.
But you can’t keep going like this.
“Huh?… No, it’s okay.”
“Okay? Okay. Get ready too.”
“Huh.”
So Woo-jin got up from his seat and started preparing to wash.
…
“…So I participated in the opening event with Jinwoo…”
Yumi is giving her last briefing before participating in the opening ceremony.
Woojin and Seoyeon listened intently to Yumi’s words.
“Er will take care of the movement of the reporters. I think Seoyeon should move separately. Any questions?”
After Yumi finishes her briefing, she makes sure the two of them are familiar with the contents…
“I understand everything.”
Seoyeon seemed to understand everything…
“…”
Jinwoo didn’t respond well.
“What about Jinwoo? Do you have any other questions?”
“I am…”
Jinwoo remained silent as if hesitating.
And after a while, I open my mouth…
“When this is all over… What will we do?”
He suddenly started saying strange things.
“What do you mean?”
“It sounds like a lot of nonsense, but to be honest, you can’t keep a relationship like this going.”
The ‘relationship’ Jin-woo mentioned meant the life Jin-woo, Seo-yeon, and Yu-mi lived together.
Jinwoo wondered if this kind of life was right.
“Suddenly, I had this thought. Is this life with Seoyeon noona and Yumi right for me? And I want to know what makes me different from Sia now.”
In particular, he wanted to be different from Shia in that he lived this kind of life casually with many people of the opposite sex.
This was a thought I had been thinking about for quite some time.
I was wondering if I could stay still and stay alone, but I thought I should start talking about it from last night.
“That’s why I don’t think I’m proud right now.”
Maybe it’s some kind of self-loathing…
I thought to myself that I was not proud.
Of course, it’s not like Jinwoo is cheating like Shia or something like that.
Although Jinwoo has not broken up with Sia yet, it is safe to say that he has broken up, and it was Sia who provided the excuse for all of this.
And since all three had good feelings for each other and lived an agreed life, there was nothing to be a big problem, but Jin-woo’s conscience did not allow it.
So that…
“And this relationship has to end someday.”
I just had to put an end to it.
Of course, this could be Jinwoo playing drums and drums by himself.
But it was something I had to seriously think about…
It was a topic that should be mentioned someday.
I brought up this story because of Jinwoo’s ‘conscience’, but there was another reason for bringing up this story.
“They are both very grateful to me, they are precious people… I like them… But…”
Both of them know that they have a crush on Jinwoo and Woojin.
Jin-Woo (Woo-Jin) also feels grateful to the two and has a crush on them.
“Wouldn’t it hurt someone if this relationship continued?”
However, being a person cannot be without a desire for monopoly.
Therefore, if this relationship continued, there was a high possibility that it could hurt someone someday.
Just like he did to Shia.
It is normal for even ordinary lovers to hurt each other, but if this is an abnormal relationship, they will surely hurt each other even more.
“Is that why it’s right for me to be by your side?”
Despite what Jinwoo said, he doubted whether it was true that he was with Yumi and Seoyeon.
Harem? Flower ending in both hands?
That is only true for creative works such as novels.
Even if it is in reality, it will only go as far as the stroke of the young days.
However, Jin-Woo did not want to act like that,
More than anything, he knew how painful the pain of that wound was, so he thought he had to stop.
Summarizing these thoughts…
“…”
“…”
The two remained silent.
“It may be self-conscious, but in conclusion, I don’t want to be the one who hurts.”
“Then what would you like to do, Jinwoo?”
Yumi asks what she wants to do with a serious expression.
“I am…”
Jinwoo has been thinking about the end of this story since before.
After much deliberation, the conclusion is…
“I’m going to go somewhere else when this is over.”
“Where?”
“A foreign country… Are you going to…”
“Are you trying to avoid us?”
“Yeah… That’s why…”
Jinwoo hesitantly answers the two’s questions.
Jinwoo has been through a lot of things and his personality has become a lot bolder, but…
Perhaps it was because he lived most of his life timidly, he couldn’t be confident.
It’s not something I’d say outright.
“…”
“…”
“…”
After that, Jin-woo lowered his head quietly when he heard nothing.
The story Jinwoo has brought up so far…
As a man… And in the current situation ahead of big things, those were the worst words ever.
But…
Before it’s too late… I had to do it before I put a little more affection on it.
Originally, Jinwoo tried to disappear without a word after work.
However, he realized early on how the two of them felt for him, and it was really rude to leave them alone and disappear…
It was spoken now.
“…”
“…”
Yumi and Seoyeon looked at Jinwu longingly…
After a while, I start to open my mouth…
“What should I do?”
“Well. Jinwoo… No, you should do what Woojin wants, right?”
Hearing the voices of the two, Jinwu slowly raised his head.
Then I see two people standing in front of me…
The two of them were smiling at something.
Then the two of them start to say something…
“Where do we go when this is over? Seoyeon, do you have a place in mind?”
“Hmm… I like Korea. How about Japan?”
“It’s fine. It will take about a week, right?”
The content of the conversation did not fit the current atmosphere very well.
“Uh?…”
Perhaps because of that, Jinwu made a stupid sound.
“What is this…”
“What. It seemed like it would.”
Seo-yeon stops talking to Yu-mi and looks at Jin-wu.
“There were times when Woojin’s expression changed strangely.”
“Every time I thought I was worrying about something, but it was as expected.”
“Huh?…”
To briefly summarize the comments of the two people, it is said that it was Yumi who noticed the change in Jinwoo first, and she said that she had confirmed such a feeling from before.
It was possible because Yumi had such good observation and intuition…
He said that he sometimes made such a face, especially when sleeping together or when hugging Yumi’s co-workers.
So I thought about something like this, and as a result of talking with Seoyeon.
They came to a conclusion similar to the ‘conscience’ that Jinwoo said…
However, there was no way to confirm, and it was a topic that was difficult to ask directly, so he had been silent for a while, but with Jinwoo’s confession this time, he said that the puzzle was solved.
“Her…”
Jin-woo sighs in despair at the words of the two.
“I fully understand Woojin’s feelings.”
“What. Woojin, you are not wrong. But you won’t be held responsible.”
“Responsibility?”
“Yes, you have to take responsibility.”
Jinwoo wants to know what the two of them are talking about.
If…
“It’s not like pregnancy.”
“Ah…”
Fortunately, it didn’t seem like she was pregnant.
“Look. Did I say I could do it?”
“Yes. Woojin-sshi is also weak at things like this.”
No, I wondered if it would be natural for me to fall in love when the word ‘responsibility’ was suddenly mentioned…
By the way, I thought this was Seoyeon’s joke…
“But you have to worry. How much did Woojin fight against us?”
“Whoops. That’s right.”
The two of them laughed lightly like that, and then slowly approached Jin-woo.
“That’s not the kind of responsibility we’re talking about here.”
“To borrow ‘Honestly’, which Woojin-ssi uses a lot, honestly, did you intend to throw us away after making us bewitched like this?”
“That’s right. And will we just let you go like this? I can never let you go.”
“No, that…”
So, it seemed that the two of them had no intention of letting go of Woo-jin.
It seems that the two even reached an agreement.
“And what about Eunjin unnie? Are you going to throw away Eunjin unnie? You know how much Eunjin unnie thinks of Woojin, right?”
“That…”
As Yumi said, Eunjin, who is now gone, knew what she thought of her.
The method was wrong, but I knew enough that it was for Woojin.
Going through the last incident, I also confirmed Eunjin’s heart.
That’s why I brought up this story even more, but I didn’t know that the situation would turn out like this.
“Yumi is close with Seol’s sister, so apart from her… Is your sister okay?”
“That’s right. Eunjin is also added here…”
Seoyeon thinks of something.
I was wondering if there was a reaction Woojin wanted…
“Are you okay. Because Eunjin will have the same heart as me… No, we do.”
Seoyeon’s words just shattered her hopes.
“To be honest, I gave up monopolizing you from the moment I helped you from behind.”
In order for Woojin to become stronger, he needed body modifications besides training, so he didn’t say anything even when he had relationships with other women through the app…
“More than anything, in the past few days, I’ve been convinced.”
“What…”
“That you’re a man that I can’t handle alone.”
In this case, the meaning of sexuality is…
As time goes by, Woo-jin will become similar to Jin-woo, and she said that Seoyeon thought it would be difficult for her to handle Jin-wu alone.
“I am also an alumnus of Lee Ha.”
Yumi agrees with Seoyeon.
“When Woo-jin is Jin-woo, the two of us can barely handle it, wouldn’t it be perfect if Eun-jin was added?”
“…”
Jin-woo was speechless at the dizzying words of the two.
“Honestly, isn’t Woo-jin hoping for something like that too? It’s just that my conscience won’t allow it. You really want to do that.”
“…”
That’s right.
How appetizing it is to be able to date many women as a man…
Jinwoo (Woojin) also wanted to embrace the two of them.
However, as I mentioned before, I refrained from ‘conscience’ and not wanting to hurt them, so I deliberately said something a little affectionate.
In summary, Seoyeon’s words were correct.
While Jinwoo is silent…
“Are you okay. We will understand.”
Two people close to Jinwoo.
“Instead, you just have to love us that much. That’s enough.”
In the words of these two…
Unsure of what expression to make, Jinwu lowered his head.
Then he started asking her something.
“You two… Are you really okay?”
“Huh.”
“I have already finished talking with Mr. Seoyeon.”
“…”
I expected it, but I really thought the two of us would have finished talking.
What kind of feelings did Jin-Woo feel towards those two people…
“Uh? Uh?…”
“Huh?”
He embraced the two of them with both arms.
And then…
“I’m sorry… And thank you…”
He quietly expressed his apologies and thanks to the two.
“What. It’s what we want. What.”
“Yes, yes. Be good to your sister in the future.”
That’s how Jin-Woo felt the touch of the two on the top of his head…
I enjoyed the warmth of the two for a while.
…
…
The lobby of the hotel attached to Valhalla.
The lobby was littered with people reminiscent of VIP security.
There were quite a few people sitting among them…
Among them were Jinwoo and Yumi.
“Are those people supposed to be Odin’s people?”
Jinwoo talks to the bodyguards in the hotel.
“Yes. Because the existence of Odin is unofficially treated similar to the president of another country.”
It was clear how influential the existence of Odin was.
The two were waiting in line in the lobby with their arms crossed as if they were lovers.
Originally, I was able to enter the secret zone by showing the black card to the club guard, but…
I got a call saying that starting today, the way to check in and enter the room leading to the secret zone has changed.
Because of this, some… Or most of these many people could be called guests to enter the Secret Zone.
“…”
Woojin looks around.
Then, a few familiar figures appeared.
‘Celebrities… Politicians… Even famous businessmen… I see those people…’
Some of the characters who seem to be headed for the Secret Zone.
Among them, I saw a few men with young women who did not match their age.
While Jin-woo was grasping the situation with the people in the hotel with only his eyes…
“Yes, next minute.”
I heard a voice saying it was my turn.
“Then shall we go?”
“Yes.”
Two people in front of the desk.
The two showed each other a black card to prove their identity…
“Yes, you have been confirmed. Have a great time.”
That’s how I entered the mouth of the enemy.
