Chapter 216 – 216 – The Decision
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Shia falls asleep after spending the night with Joo-Won.
I woke up early in the morning to see what was going on.
“Coul- Coul-“
Next to him, Joo-won is sleeping snoring.
Shia blankly looked down at her.
“Ah…”
The underside of Shia was very damp because of how cheap Juwon was.
Tuk-tuk-
When she stood up, Joo Won’s semen dripped from her pussy.
Shia stared blankly at it for a moment, then she slowly moved her steps.
The semen dripping from Shia’s pussy left a trail like the footprints of a traveler…
Tuk-tuk-
The trail ended up in the refrigerator.
Rattle-
Sia opened the refrigerator and took out her water.
She and she drank water from a plastic bottle.
Gulp- gulp-
After emptying the 500ml water bottle, Sia headed straight to the bathroom.
Sia sitting on the toilet.
Squeeze-
Shia defecated on her and let the rest of her semen flow into her urine.
She then flushed the toilet, then she headed into the shower and turned her water on.
Since she was naked in the first place, she went straight to her shower without having to take off her clothes.
Shoot ah-
The water from her shower grazed Sia’s body.
“…”
She blankly stares at her wall and suddenly gets hit by the water.
Shia began to recall what her main source had whispered to her last night.
[Xiah, Woojin is suspicious of you.]
[You said the other day that Woojin suddenly brought a video from her club? Choi Dae-pyo said that it happened because a person named Eun-jin helped Woo-jin?]
[And she said that until recently she had been in and out of Valhalla, and I think that’s why she was looking for Lee Soo-ah. What is this? You are being suspected right now!]
Joo Won’s story was a shock to Shia in many ways.
“I can’t believe… She’s still suspicious…”
…
Before, there was a time when Woojin showed me a video.
That was a video of me… No, Sooah Lee receiving her guests at her Valhalla.
At the time, I was very perplexed.
I don’t know where she got it, but the woman in the video was me.
If I admitted that Sua was me in the video, all my efforts so far would be in vain.
At the time, I was desperately in denial, and she thought Woo-jin wasn’t saying it with certainty, so she was able to somehow overcome the crisis by using the lack of evidence.
After that, Woojin’s appearance showed me an attitude as if he felt guilty.
She honestly said that I hadn’t done anything right, and decided to do better as part of her guilt since I had, crucially, cheated on Woojin.
That’s how I supported Woojin financially and materially to wash away my guilt.
As for the support list, an expensive manufacturer’s watch given as a gift to commemorate the discharge, and a car that a man would not be able to afford.
In the case of the cost of dating, he changed what he had done with Dutch pay before to one that he mostly borne, so Woojin provided a lot of support so that there was no shortage of money.
At first, Woojin felt burdened by this kind of support.
I thought it probably stemmed from guilt for doubting me.
But I didn’t give up
The more Woojin felt burdened and refused, the more I pushed for gifts.
It was a gesture that he could do anything.
Since when did this gift offensive work, Woojin seemed to have abandoned the burdensome attitude and actively accepted his gifts and favors.
I felt satisfied with Woo-jin’s appearance and felt that the guilt of my infidelity was washed away.
Is that why?
I thought that solved Woojin’s doubts.
I thought Woojin was into me.
Because she was a decent woman, honestly, as good as I was.
Both in appearance and in ability.
Because of that, she thought that Woojin would never be able to throw me away.
She thought her relationship with Woo Jin-yi was back on track.
And I… I must have been looking at Woojin easily.
At some point, seeing the stability of her relationship and seeing Woo-jin, who treats her kindly, made her think about something else.
What I’ve been through in the past when I’ve been plagued by apps.
It kept popping up
At first, I tried to solve it myself.
Even if I solved it alone, I felt satisfied.
But she said, ‘I can’t give a dog a bad habit’.
I was looking for more stimulation…
Her memories of the past were so strong, and she wished she would experience such an aberration once again.
And after going through a lot of…
I fell back into the stimulating life I had in the past.
I was determined not to, but why did I end up living a life of deviance again?
If you think about it now, it was because everything fit perfectly for him.
Once, a big crisis came when I was caught by CEO Mi-Jung Choi.
But it worked out.
It was because Choi Dae-pyo needed me, and instead of ignoring my weakness, I made a deal.
In addition, as my father formed a partnership with Choi Dae-pyo, a playground-like space was created where I could freely engage in deviant behavior called Club Valhalla.
And decisively, while reuniting with Joo-won’s brother and recovering the avatar of ‘Lee Soo-ah’, an environment was formed where it was okay to deviate.
In short…
Reconciliation with Woojin.
Mijeong Choi provides a playground for herself.
The avatar of ‘Lee Soo-ah’, recovered through Joo-won.
For these three reasons, I thought it would be safe to live a stimulating life like when I was plagued by apps in the past.
From then on, I lived the stimulating life of the past.
Every Friday, I went to the club in the form of Lee Soo-ah with Joo-won oppa, using the excuse of giving lessons to Woo-jin.
It was safe there.
As Choi Dae-pyo said, Club Valhalla was a playground for himself.
I chose a man I liked in the image of Lee Soo-ah and mixed my bodies, and I did not hesitate to have a group orgy.
The release of desire that has been suppressed for so long? Or maybe I thought it was safe for the three reasons I mentioned earlier, and I started looking for a more stimulating stimulus…
Still, out of conscience, I only did it about once a week, and unlike before, I didn’t do it raw, but with a condom on.
It was because she had made the Maginot Line in her mind that ‘the only person who can ejaculate raw is her lover, Woo-jin’, and unlike in the past, there was a possibility of pregnancy now.
That’s how I got my stimulating life back…
Gradually, the body’s approval hurdles lowered, and soon it became a relationship with Joo-won oppa outside the club.
That’s why Joo-won’s brother’s obsession was persistent, and he was so good at sex.
No matter how much I try to guard Joo Won oppa’s offensive, I break that guard with sex…
Even when Joo-won oppa became my manager, he started to do it without even trying, just like when we lived together before.
It went a little differently than I thought, but I was satisfied with this kind of life.
A successful model that is recognized externally.
A happy time spent with my lover, Woojin.
A life that faithfully satisfies one’s desires behind the scenes.
It was because I was able to safely achieve everything I wanted to do.
But I guess this was my conceit.
“I never thought Woojin would still doubt me…”
I definitely thought Woojin had abandoned her suspicions a long time ago.
It was because she always smiled in front of me and showed no signs of doubt on her part.
But if what Joo Won oppa said earlier is true…
It was said that all of Woojin’s appearances were acting.
“Whoa…”
I suddenly remembered what had happened before I broke up with Woojin last night.
Woojin suddenly rushed at me.
At the time, I was so embarrassed that I wondered why this was happening all of a sudden…
Now that I think about it, I understand why Woojin did that.
She had the expression Woojin made during the day…
It was clear that he probably had doubts about the relationship between me and Joo Won oppa.
When I heard that he had been hanging around the club to pry behind me, my eyes went dark.
“What should I do…”
I like Woojin.
This is unchanged from before.
If there is anything that has changed, I have acted to satisfy all of the aforementioned ‘successful model’, ‘happy time with Woojin’, and ‘life that satisfies my needs’, but my liking for Woojin has not changed.
However, looking at the current situation, I thought that all three things could not be achieved.
What should I do?
If I apologize to Woojin right now, will he accept it?
Or should I put an end to my relationship with oppa Joo Won and pretend I don’t know?
No… Will Woojin meet me in the first place?
I couldn’t figure out what to do.
Kiik-
I changed the water temperature to cold.
It was because I wanted to evoke my current complicated thoughts.
Shoot ah-
Cold water ran down my body.
I’ve been thinking about it for quite some time…
“Whoa…”
I decided to end my relationship with Joo Won oppa.
No matter how much Joo-won oppa gave him great satisfaction with his body, Woo-jin couldn’t be bothered.
There was no way to continue this double life.
Because the end of the double life expressed in the media has always been ruin…
And since it was only a physical relationship with Joo Won oppa through an app, it was crucial that there was no feeling of love.
I decided to treat the affair with Joo Won oppa as nothing more than playing with fire and ask it for the rest of my life.
“But…”
I definitely had to take care of the club work in two weeks.
The reason Choi Dae-pyo pursued me was all because of that VIP…
So I had to participate in the VIP treatment.
Until then, I made up my mind to take steps to break up with Joo Won oppa amicably.
“Let’s go apologize to Woojin later.”
I don’t know how Woojin will react, but I hurried to take a shower thinking about the future.
…
…
Thiririri-
The cell phone started ringing.
I pick up my phone and check the sender…
“…”
The man who identified the caller immediately turned her cell phone over.
“Who is it?”
“Well?”
Jinwoo and Yumi are sitting side by side at the table.
The two got into the car quietly.
“So what do you plan to do?”
“Well. I want to do whatever I want.”
“As you please?”
“Yes.”
Jinwu looked out the window leisurely and tilted his glass lightly.
Seeing Jin-woo like that, Yu-mi had several thoughts.
‘How can a person change like this overnight?’
The appearance of Jinwoo now is completely different from the Woojin of yesterday.
Yesterday’s Woojin looked really dangerous, and he usually looked very dangerous…
Now, as if it had been completely washed away, it was overflowing with leisure.
I thought it was enough to calm down with the consolation I did yesterday, but when I saw this, it seemed that the person had changed.
Well, it’s a bit strange, but I decided not to worry too much about what’s good.
While enjoying tea time so leisurely, an unexpected story came from Jinwoo’s mouth.
“Do you know where Eunjin sister is now?”
“Pooh-“
Yumi almost spit out the tea she was drinking at Jinwoo’s words.
Because Yu-mi had thoroughly hidden her story about Eun-jin from Jin-wu, she did not expect the story of Eun-jin to come out of Jin-wu’s mouth at all.
“Yes? How could Mr. Jin-Woo treat Eun-Jin unnie?…”
Yumi was perplexed and asked how she knew what Eunjin had to say she didn’t know, but…
“Well?”
Jin-woo laughed lightly at Yumi’s words and sipped her tea.
