Chapter 199 – 199 – The Need for Self-Destruction
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It was curious at first.
“Hole toilet? Are you putting your cock in there?”
Hole toilet, or Glory Hole
It is a device used for purposes such as inserting a cock into a hole and allowing the person inside to squeeze out semen with their hands, mouth, or genitals.
Sia looked around the hole toilet videos on xwitter and searched for Gloryhole on a foreign porn site.
And decided.
Wouldn’t it be okay to try it once? I’m thinking of giving it a try…
So while she was looking for a holey toilet around here, she finally found one that was close, so she pulled over and headed.
So, Shia arrives at the men’s restroom in a secluded park.
After making sure no one was around, Sia went into the men’s room without hesitation.
“Is there a real hole?”
As seen on the internet, a toilet cubicle with a real hole in it.
“…”
After checking the Glory Hall, Sia went to the farthest corner and locked the door and sat down.
And… She waited endlessly for someone to find her.
10 minutes… 20 minutes…
Even after 30 minutes, I didn’t even feel the presence of people.
“But…”
Sia said she had some expectations that no one would come.
It is also a place where people rarely come and go, and the time is very late.
In addition, it was natural that no one would come because there was talk of people using the hole toilet contacting the x site or the contact number written on the wall, making an appointment, and making a relationship.
Seeing her think that way, Sia’s expectations cooled.
‘What are you doing here… Should I just go?’
The moment she thought about going back with the wise man, Time.
Tuck-tuck-tuck-
Suddenly, I heard the sound of human footsteps from outside.
“!”
Sia tensed her body.
I wonder if they are coming for the hole toilet, so I raise my senses…
Shoot ah-
The man came to urinate, and the sound of urinating came from the place where the urinal was on the other side.
The question is, rather than using a hole toilet to discharge sexual desire, a man seems to have come to see the toilet, which is the natural use of the toilet.
Because of this, Sia thought she should go home after that man left.
By the way…
Smart-
Suddenly there was a knocking sound outside.
That’s also the door of the toilet compartment where he is located…
“!”
Sia was startled and flinched, and at the same time she felt the joy of being able to achieve her goal.
But there is still one step left.
Communication with the other party.
‘What do we do?’
While thinking about how to respond to a knock,…
Smart-
She gave a right knock, a sign that she was human.
“…”
“…”
And then the opponent who is still for a while.
There was no additional knocking, but it seemed that the man was contemplating in front of the bathroom, such as the man’s breathing, shadows, and presence.
If so, is there no seat next to you? If you do, that wasn’t it.
As Shia checked through the hole, there was no one in the next compartment.
Then…
‘Did you come here to get a quick sleep?’
Shia thought that maybe the other person was a beginner like herself.
Because otherwise she would have no reason to be this still.
Sia’s heart started beating fast.
Her body was reacting to the expectation of committing ‘flight’ and ‘deviation’ that she had never experienced before.
She had to ask her to come to the compartment next to her, but as a woman, she shouldn’t have been here, so she shouldn’t have made a sound.
So she decided to communicate by writing with a pen and paper prepared in advance.
[To the next column]
And she passed this paper down the toilet with a knock.
Swish- Swish-
After hearing the sound of her fingering the paper, a male figure began to move to the compartment next to her, and Sia lowered her stance in response and brought her mouth to the hole.
And she stuck out her tongue.
“Beeeee~”
A timid beginner, she is for men, she will lead herself,
She wants a quick dick.
And she quickly stuck out her tongue so that the other person wouldn’t find out that she was a woman.
“Give me your cock~ (Give me your cock~)”
Shia squeezed her cock silently with the sound of the air, except for her true voice as much as she could.
“,…”
But when she didn’t respond, she started teasing her mouth, making vulgar mouth sounds to make her want to.
“Hee-up- Chu-up-“
She was more confident than anyone else when it came to sucking cocks, so she thought that she could bring out her man with this tongue.
“Chuuuuu- sleep~ give it to me~”
As she squeezed her cock again, something warm and hard hit her tongue.
‘Finger?’
Judging by the feel, it didn’t look like a young man’s hand.
Sia was disappointed that it was her finger, not her cock, but she decided to suck her wholeheartedly.
‘A man in his 40s or 50s?’
Age didn’t matter.
It was because most of the customers he dealt with in Valhalla were men the same age as his father.
“Chuuuuu-“
She sucked her partner’s finger and snuggled it in, hoping that her cock would touch her tongue…
“Song-a-ah, ang-oi, yay~ (don’t use your fingers, give me your cock now~)”
As she begged, the sound of her pants being taken off was heard over the wall before she knew it.
Jinglang Jinglang- Jjallang-
Jjiik-
And…
‘Come to sleep!’
Shia’s tongue finally touched the man’s cock.
“Chew-up chu-up- chug- chug- chuup-“
Shia sucks like crazy as soon as it touches her.
She started sucking the man’s cock with great vigour and sincerity, even more than when she had sucked her finger earlier.
‘Whoop- Ah… The smell of urine… And the smell of Mr.
When you suck a man’s cock, what you feel is the faint smell of urine and the distinctive smell of uncle.
The smell of urine seemed to be felt from having just urinated, and the uncle-like smell was thought to be because the other person was a man.
‘Still, he washed up and came back.’
It seemed like it hadn’t been long since I took a shower because I felt the faint scent of body wash, but since it’s summer and I sweat even when I’m still, I faintly smelled the unpleasant smell unique to middle-aged men.
Ordinary people can’t tell the difference, but our Shia, who has dealt with many customers, could tell the difference.
Squeak- squeak- squeak-
Shia, who is sucking her cock and touching her pussy with her resting hand.
While masturbating while sucking the cock of an unknown man.
Before I knew it, I felt that the glans was swollen.
It was a prelude to the situation.
“Awesome!”
After a while, the man let out a loud moan of hers.
“Awesome! Cheap!” With that, semen spurted out of her mouth.
Byu-u-u-u-u-
A huge amount of semen.
It was like urine, and the concentration was very thick.
‘Looks like you’ve accumulated a lot? Sexless… God?’
Although this is a place related to homosexuality, middle-aged men often come to relieve their sexual desire…
Judging from the amount and concentration of the semen he had just ejaculated, it seemed like he had had sex with his wife for a very long time.
Sia who holds all the semen and takes her mouth off the cock.
And slowly swallowed the semen.
“Gulp-“
I felt the fishy smell and stuffiness peculiar to semen through my throat and nasal passages, and with a few swallows, I poured all of the uncle’s thick semen into my stomach.
‘Um… Shall I serve you?’
She almost went back without any harvest, but the uncle had been hanging out with herself, and as I said earlier, she wanted to be sexless with her wife, so she felt grateful and pitiful, and she decided to serve her a little.
“Haeup-“
Shia bites her cock again.
And she started licking slowly.
It was a cleaning blow job.
In the middle, the man was embarrassed, but Sia didn’t care and proceeded to clean her, and she cleaned the cock with tissue paper.
‘Then, since it’s all over, shall we go?’
Sia jumped out first before the other man came out after adjusting her clothes.
‘Mister, thank you for today.’
Sia expresses her gratitude to the other man as she leaves the bathroom.
As she is an uncle judged to be sexless, she doesn’t seem to care if Sia finds out that she is a woman, but she seems to be tired in many ways, so she decides to go home quickly.
“Could this become a habit?”
She was just lightly (?) Sucking on strangers’ cocks, so she didn’t feel guilty.
It was because she didn’t know each other’s faces, and thought it was just an act to satisfy curiosity and sexual desire.
She decided to think of today’s work as a kind of experience.
“But let’s stop.”
But she wasn’t going to continue.
Lucky for her today, it seems there are hygiene issues too, and it was clear that Sia would have been in trouble if she had met a bad person.
So it seemed like it would be dangerous, so I decided to stop at the hole toilet.
“It’s bitter… So I think it made me feel better?”
Sucking dirty cocks in dirty places to satisfy your sexual desire?
She seemed to have a double sense of immorality, like a real prostitute or slut.
Although Shia did act as a real prostitute, Shia thought it was excluded because she was her past self, and that was Lee Soo-ah.
“Maybe I don’t know if I like vulgar things like this.”
Sia wonders if she likes being treated like a hole used by men like public toilets and toilets.
In the days of apps, there are things that are aimed at play such as threesome, foursome, and gangbang…
I thought that I might have a vulgar taste by experiencing a hole toilet today.
Later, when I recognized this preference, it was called ‘self-destructive desire’.
If we talk about it from a sexual point of view, it can be said that he is a kind of masochist who purposely plunges himself into the abyss and feels pleasure from it.
Judging from her previous precedents, it seems likely that Amasia had this desire for self-destruction, and she vaguely realized that she herself had such a taste.
“Shall we play like this with Woojin?”
It would be better to do it with my lover Woo-jin than with an unspecified number of people, but…
“Um… But I don’t think Woojin will make it boring… He’s so kind…”
The Woo-jin she knew couldn’t hold herself back.
These days, for some reason, the relationship is a little awkward, and what should I say… I felt like I was treating myself a little difficult.
“Are you still in doubt?”
On the day of Woojin’s discharge, Woojin, who had a sex account and a scene in which he … No, Lee Soo-ah was selling her body, was questioned.
Fortunately, Shia used her wits and got over it easily…
Since then, the awkward relationship seems to have continued.
“The problem is that we still don’t know the source of the video…”
She somehow passed over her doubts, but she still hasn’t figured out the source.
Maybe that’s why, if she told Woo-jin about her taste, it would feel more awkward.
“Because it might raise doubts again…”
Because of this, it seemed difficult for her to ask Woojin to play like this.
“Whoa…”
In this situation, someone suddenly came to mind…
“What is your brother going to do?”
…
…
Monday after hours.
“Thank you for your effort.”
Sia was about to go home after she finished filming the contest.
[Sia-san, I have something to tell you, but can she come to the office?]
Sia receives a text message from Choi Mi-jung, the CEO.
“Yes? What are you doing all of a sudden?”
When she asked what was going on, she said let’s talk at the company once, so Sia drove to her company.
“Hello. CEO.”
So Shia arrived at Freyja’s representative office and she met Choi Mi-jung.
“Ah. You are here. Did you finish filming well?”
“Yes. Everyone treated me well today, so I was able to finish safely.”
By the way, Eunjin isn’t there, and Sia wonders why only she was called.
So she asked why she called.
“Ah! Hit! Mr. Sia. Are you available for work today?”
Then, Choi Mi-jung pointed to the calendar placed on the table.
“Going to work? At this point… Um…”
Looking at the date, it was a month from now, the date corresponding to the end of August.
There was nothing to do, and since the semester started in early September, it didn’t seem to matter if I went to work.
“You seem to be okay with your schedule… What do you have at this time?”
“An important person from abroad is coming.”
“Are you a foreigner?”
“Yes. So I hope Sua will entertain her.”
“Yes?”
Sia listened to Choi Mi-jung’s words… As if the video was buffering, she stayed still.
Could it be that she didn’t hear well? Thinking of it, she asks to say it again…
“You want me to say it again? Mr. Sua. On this day. I think he can go to work in Valhalla. You can do your job as you normally would… Maybe you should entertain full-time. Oh, of course I will give you the 500 million I promised you last time.”
“Uh…?”
I didn’t know why the name Sua came out of Choi Mi-jung’s mouth, and why the words Valhalla and hospitality came out.
It seems that he also said that he offered 500 million as a condition there.
Choi Mi-jung seemed to know that she was Lee Soo-ah.
“Why are you like that? Shia… No, Mr. Sua. Did you know that I don’t know?”
Choi Mi-jung was smiling with a friendly expression.
However, unlike Choi Mi-jung, Sia couldn’t hide her embarrassed expression…
“Sua? Who is Sua?…”
For now, Sia decided to avoid this situation by evading it.
“Who is Sua? Sua is Shia, right? Valhalla’s ace hostess Lee Soo-ah!”
Choi Mi-jung presses Sia with a slightly mad expression.
Seeing Choi Mi-jung like that, Shia shrank even more and her body trembled.
It was fear itself.
“Zh… Evidence… There is no evidence…”
Because of this, Sia’s voice trembled.
Shia, who managed to get her out of her crisis from Woo-jin, demanded proof that she was Lee Soo-ah.
“Proof?”
“N…Yes…”
“Are you talking about this?”
A few minutes after Sia entered a certain building, she came out in the form of Sua, the route she took when commuting to Valhalla, etc… Various circumstantial evidence poured in front of Sia.
“Hiccup-“
Shia, who hiccups in surprise from her sudden outpouring of pictures of herself.
“This… This is evidence?… Hiccup-“
Judging from Shia’s flustered attitude and the photos in front of her, it seemed clear that ‘Lee Shia = Lee Sooah’, but it was not confirmed.
Lee Soo-ah was because she did not exist in this world.
“I don’t think there is a critical… Evidence?…”
“Yes? Xia-san, it seems that if you press a button on your smartphone, your appearance changes?”
“That… That hiccup- what…”
“Ah! I’ve seen Eunjin transform. So I wondered if Sia was like that too?”
“Ah…”
Sia in despair.
Not exactly, but judging from the app’s avatar feature, Mijeong Choi seemed to know more than she thought.
How do I get out of this situation…
Sia begins to think of all sorts of things.
‘How does this person use the app…’
‘Is Eunjin unnie by any chance?…’
‘No, I don’t think Eunjin unnie is like that… Then…’
‘What? Is not it? Did Eunjin unnie know? Is not it?’
‘What and how do I…’
A lot of thoughts running through my head…
“Sia? Isn’t it Sua?”
I heard Choi Mi-jung’s voice.
And Choi Mi-jung’s way of speaking, which had been half respectful to her, had become half-talking before she knew it.
“N…Yes?…”
Sia struggled to open her mouth and answered.
I inadvertently reacted to the name Sua.
“Can you come at this time? Like I said earlier, I have a really important guest…”
“I… I’m not Sua…”
Shia makes a last stand.
But…
“Hmm~”
Choi Mi-jung put her face toward Sua with a relaxed expression.
“Honestly, from my point of view, it doesn’t matter if you are not Sua or not.”
“Then…”
“My request is. This day. Please. You. You have to give it to me.”
Mi-Jung Choi speaks while cutting off the syllables of words.
At the same time, she poked Shia’s chest with her finger, which made her feel very scared even though she was smiling.
“What if it doesn’t come out? Then I have no choice but to spread this all over the media. The title of the article is ‘Mr. L, a famous model, participated in prostitution while wearing makeup. Would you like the title ‘Why?’? Ah! It would be better to put ‘L Group Chairman’s daughter’ in front of it!”
Choi Mi-jeong lightened her scary words with her smile.
This contrast made Shia even more frightened.
“If the public says there is not enough evidence, wouldn’t it be perfect if the images of guests being entertained were also leaked while releasing additional photos one by one? In the video, the customer’s face is mosaic-processed. Of course, Sua, your face will be exported as it is.”
“…”
It was only after hearing this that the videos Woojin had shown him were explained.
“Whatever it is, Sua, you can’t escape me. Because? Because you have achieved a lot, and you have a lot to lose by becoming famous.”
“…”
Sia swayed silently.
In Woo-jin’s case, Shia managed to get away somehow, but Shia couldn’t do anything because she was an adult, and Choi Mi-jung’s speech and evidence.
Because of this, Shia needed someone to help.
A powerful being to deal with Choi Mi-jung…
“… I won’t let you go…”
“Yes? What did you just say?”
“I’m going to tell Dad!”
Sia runs out of the office screaming.
Seeing Sia like that, Choi Mi-jeong smiled calmly.
“You are still a child after all.”
But she couldn’t be careless.
Because Shia’s father was the chairman of the Lee Sung Group…
“Okay, call Dad. Are you going to solve it like that? Whoops.”
However, Choi Mi-jung’s hand was also quite strong, so I was confident whether Lee Tae-seong or whatever came.
