Chapter 125 – 125 – Forever Secret / IF Ending – 2
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“…So after that?…”
When Woojin pauses, Sia asks about the next story, perhaps feeling impatient.
To that, Woojin replied with a shy smile.
“Well… As expected, the person inside was my older sister…”
“…”
“Is it because I was too shocked after that? I don’t really remember…”
What is certain is that after this, he couldn’t escape the shock for several days, and Woojin’s personality became timid again.
It would be more accurate to say that it was dark, she said.
“Then what is trauma…”
“Yes, because of this incident…”
It has improved a lot now, but after this incident, something like a trauma of not trusting people was created.
It seems she also had similar symptoms of misogyny at the time, she said.
“Ah…”
Sia lowered her head at the darker story than she thought.
“It was a bad experience, but after that, I met you, Sia.”
Woojin raises the pitch of his voice to reverse the dark atmosphere.
“Honestly, even after entering high school, I had a hard time with that shock, but thanks to Shia, I was healed a lot. Thanks…”
“Ah… No… What am I…”
Sia is embarrassed by hearing it for the first time.
By the way, Shia, who did not even know in her dreams that this had happened to Woojin, felt both bitter and fortunate to learn about Woojin’s dark side.
Fortunately for her, it was judged that it wasn’t because she had any sense from herself.
“Then what happened to that older sister?”
“Well… I don’t know because I haven’t had a reason to go to that playground since then…”
Woojin makes a bitter expression.
“But now that I think about it, I understand…”
Woo-jin predicted that there would have been no other choice for a noona who had no place to go, and she rather defended it.
“For being so angry… For telling me not to come…”
Woo-jin’s prediction is that the tattoo shop owner found out about his existence, and he thinks that the older sister who sensed it deliberately cut off affection in advance so that Woo-jin wouldn’t get hurt more…
“It’s not that my sister is not without fault, but that person called the boss is really bad. Perhaps, as I expected, the man was a little troubled.”
He was polite in his speech and attitude, but it was because he purposely hurt Woo-jin by using his sister as bait…
It is also against sensitive and young middle school students.
It was clear that having the girl he had with him into prostitution was not within the category of normal people.
“Originally, I thought I had overcome everything like trauma… But was it when Xia started decorating?”
Woojin said that this insecurity began when Shia became an adult and began to take care of her appearance.
“Until recently, I was fine, but I don’t know the exact time, but I think my condition has gotten a little weird since you said that you became a model.”
Woo-jin says that he has been having nightmares about Shia as his anxiety worsens even though he has been fine since the time he slept out.
She said that Shia, who was abandoning herself and intermingling with another man, appeared in her dream.
“…”
Hearing that, Shia didn’t say anything.
It’s not that I’m speechless…
I was stabbed in the middle of the day and couldn’t speak.
I have to say no…
Could it be because of the minimal conscience remaining in Shia? I couldn’t refute it.
Sia doesn’t have emotional sympathy with other men, but is physically sympathetic.
Lately, she has been working as a prostitute selling her body for money, so I couldn’t say that Woo-jin’s dream was completely wrong.
“That’s not to say I’m not telling you not to decorate. Because the problem is with me… And the prettier your girlfriend is, the better it is for your boyfriend… Haha…”
Seeing Sia like that, Woojin, mistaking that he was angry, seemed to defend himself desperately.
Sia struggled to open her mouth.
“Then… Woojin, what do you want me to do?”
First of all, Sia didn’t know Woojin’s intentions, so she asked what Woojin wanted.
“Well… I don’t know either…”
Ambiguous answer.
After a moment of silence, Woojin let out a sigh and began to let out her voice.
“Speak plainly. Xia, I’m anxious because you’re so pretty. Right? Nice house She has a pretty face and a good body to the point of modeling. Isn’t it natural for a normal guy like me to be anxious?”
Woo-jin confides all of her words inside her as if to vent all her resentment.
Hearing that, Sia…
“Boo…”
A situation where you can’t hear her face because you’re ashamed.
It was partly because she was delighted with Woo-jin’s pure heart, but her voice was louder than expected, and thanks to that, the other people in her meeting room were also staring at them, so she lowered her head in shame.
It was because it was unfamiliar.
“Look, honestly. Just like the last night out, how anxious is your boyfriend’s position when another guy gives you a sticky look? Thanks to that, he said he would become a man you matched with…”
“Okay! Okay! Stop! Stop!”
Sia waving her hands.
Sia, who could no longer receive cheesy comments and attention from others, restrained her Woojin.
“Ah…”
Only then did Woojin realize that his voice had risen because he was excited.
“Sorry, I’m just getting excited…”
“No… You can.”
Woojin cleared his throat and continued.
“Anyway, as I said earlier, I think going through that is the root cause of my anxiety now.”
With this opportunity, Sia, who understood why Woojin was anxious, nodded her head.
“So it is. If there’s anything you can’t tell me, please tell me now. Because if you get hurt later on, it’s going to be really hard…”
Woojin’s words as if he were doubting himself.
However, it seemed bigger that he was afraid of being hurt by something unknown, perhaps because he had heard the previous story.
I wasn’t angry because of it.
I’m just slightly offended.
It was nothing more and nothing less.
Rather than that, I worried a lot about how to answer.
Reach out to your conscience and tell the truth…
Or should I just hide it…
‘Tell Woojin about the app?’
‘Will you believe me?’
‘Even if I say it, it’s just an excuse.’
I was struggling between conscience and reality.
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Even if she talks about the app and Woojin believes it…
I thought that Woojin might be having a harder time.
And thoughts go round and round…
In the end, the reality that the current relationship ended in ruin was drawn in my head.
Then…
“Do you remember Woojin? What I said while crying when you enlisted?”
“So…”
“If I cheat, I will be punished.”
I decided to cover Woojin’s eyes, saying that not knowing is medicine.
“That’s what I said when I stayed out the other day. I am the one who was saved from you. I don’t see anyone but you.”
Then, Sia adds the facts with the intention of reassuring Woo-jin.
“As Woojin said, it’s not like there aren’t guys asking for my number or trying to seduce me.”
“…”
“But I’m proudly saying that I have a boyfriend and rejecting all of them. I wasn’t going to say this out of fear of making you nervous, but I’m saying it because I think it would be better for me to be as honest as you have been.”
Woojin nodded her head in understanding.
“It’s not that Woojin feels bad that you doubt me. After hearing what you said, it makes sense.”
After her words, Sia takes out her cell phone and hands it to Woo-jin.
“Look at your cell phone. Because it seems like this is the only thing I can show you that I’m not giving up…”
Sia told Woo-jin her password and showed Woo-jin her call history, messenger contents, and her blocked list, proving her innocence.
Originally, there were a lot of text messages and DMs from other men, but I blocked accounts and contacts that seemed to be problematic in advance to avoid unnecessary suspicion.
Because she and Joo-won and Seung-jun and their records at the club were hidden through the function of the app, she expected that Deok-ji would not be caught.
Above all, Sia, who thought that she would never be caught because her app would not be visible to anyone other than the owner of the app, appealed her innocence like that.
“…”
Maybe because of that, Woojin couldn’t say anything.
It felt a bit like seeing her rubbing her eyes and checking her again, but she stayed still because she didn’t want to fight with Woojin.
To Sia, her Woojin seemed to believe in her sincerity.
“Really…”
Woojin lowered his head and began to ask again in a serious voice.
“Really… You’re not hiding anything from me, are you?”
The trembling in his voice made him wonder if he had been moved.
In this situation, Shia felt that a powerful blow was needed to make Woojin believe in her.
“Could my cheating girlfriend come to this mountain road in Gangwon-do from the wind in the morning?”
Shia indirectly tells her not to doubt herself.
At that, Woojin.
“Okay… I’ll believe you.”
She raised her head and returned her phone to Sia.
Sia judged that the happening was over, she stood up and she moved to the seat next to Woojin.
Then she hugged Woojin and whispered words of reassurance to her.
“Sorry. It made me anxious.”
“No… You said something wrong, it was my fault. I’m sorry. It’s all because of the imagination that I didn’t even become…”
“It couldn’t be helped.”
“I’m sorry though. You sound suspicious…”
The two of them, who had been holding each other for a while, fell with bright expressions as if their misunderstandings had been resolved.
After that, the misunderstanding was resolved and the two talked about this and that…
It was already time for lunch.
Sia said she wanted to spend more time with Woo-jin, but she had to go back soon.
“Sorry. I have work today, so I think I should go early.”
“What are you doing today?”
“It’s school season now. Seniors in 4th grade are preparing for graduation, so I have something to help them with.”
Of course it’s a lie.
Sia’s future job is to go to clubs, deal with men, and earn LC.
She earns money as well as cumulative…
Shia enjoyed spending time with Woojin, but she was looking forward to the time at her club where she could mingle with others to the fullest, perhaps because of her lewd body.
Best is to do her body with Woojin, but…
When she was with Woo-jin, she had to restrain herself, so she couldn’t express her desires to her heart’s content, so she felt a bit regretful.
Even in her head, she thinks it’s not normal, but if she achieves her goal, her lewdness level will go down and it will be resolved.
That’s why she had to obtain the item called spring water as soon as possible.
“Ah… I guess you called when I was busy.”
“Ugh… I said I was going. I came because I was worried about you.”
Shia could see that Woojin was regretful, but she couldn’t help it.
If she decides to hide, she has to hide to the end and achieve her goal, and to achieve her goal, she must use the remaining time effectively.
The process she takes to achieve that goal is a secret from Woo-jin.
If she found out, she would be able to go through the trauma Woo-jin went through and make her go through more than that…
So that
‘Never… Forever a secret.’
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“Then I’ll go.”
“Yes. Come to think of it, I think I will go on vacation next month.”
“Okay. Please contact me when your vacation is confirmed. I’ll pick you up when the time is right.”
“No. You don’t have to I know how hard it is to get up here.”
Sia’s car goes that far.
Woojin headed to the barracks only when Shia’s car was nowhere to be seen.
“Really… Nothing happened, right?”
Woojin talks to himself while walking.
“Are you sure there was?”
The previous time she stayed out, she had secretly checked her cell phone at the hotel when Sia went to take a shower.
She then discovered a mysterious app…
“Rust Maker…”
She thought it was no big deal at the time, so she forgot about it, but she just looked at Sia’s phone and remembered her memory of seeing her before.
For a moment, Woo-jin was confused.
Maybe I was mistaken, so I rubbed her eyes and checked again, but the pink heart-shaped app stayed where it was.
So she asked one last time.
Are you really hiding something from me?
If the worst scenario he predicted came out of Sia’s mouth…
Woojin wondered if he could have endured.
But, fortunately for her, Sia said she had nothing to hide.
Hearing that, Woo-jin went through a lot of troubles in a short period of time, and after that, she decided to trust Shia.
It was because she didn’t want to ask any more than this, and she was a little too shy to question Shia when she said she had nothing to hide.
‘If that’s the case, you can really say that I’m a paranoid patient…’
Above all, what Sia said.
‘Could my cheating girlfriend come from the wind in the morning to this mountain road in Gangwon-do?’
I still don’t know if this statement is true or not, but Woojin decided to trust Sia with this statement as an opportunity.
I’m tired of doubting any more, and I feel like I’m going to lose my mind…
“There’s still a way to check if it’s real or not anyway.”
Woojin squeezed his hand tightly into the hand holding his cell phone.
…
The barracks arrived soon after.
Did she meet herself well around her? Did she solve it well? Several voices were heard, but Woojin did not answer them one by one.
“Sorry, I’m so sleepy… Later…”
Maybe it’s because he’s been struggling for a few days, but he hasn’t been completely organized yet, but Woojin, who is relieved of tension, decides to take a nap after a long time.
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IF – If I had honestly confessed…
“What… What?”
“I’m sorry… Actually, I tried to hide it, but I thought something bigger would happen if I kept hiding it…”
As Shia cried, she confessed to herself what had happened.
One day, a mysterious app was installed and Sia went through various things.
She mingled with someone else and remodeled her body. Now that she has become too lewd, she even sells herself to collect LC and return her lewdness to 0…
The more I heard it, the more dizzy I was.
Woojin, who listened to her, told Shia not to play around.
But as she kept listening to Sia’s story, she had no choice but to believe it.
“A person called a supporter made a request…”
The more I listened to the story, the more it matched the story of the app that I was concerned about.
Since then, Sia has stretched out her words in the frenzy of her gibberish.
Maybe she doesn’t even know what she’s talking about.
If Sia’s words were heard by others, she would not be able to understand what she was talking about.
But Woojin could understand everything.
Because Woojin himself was the supporter that Shia was talking about.
“So is that true?”
In the end, the worst-case scenario that Woo-jin imagined became true.
Woojin was preparing his mind just in case…
As I listened to Shia’s confession, her heart ached to the point that her heart was broken into pieces.
“Ah… Ah…”
Anger and indescribable resentment.
“Haha…”
Her breathing quickened and she could feel her heart beating fast.
In conclusion, it was a story that the strange behavior of ‘Lee Soo-ah’ displayed on the app was true.
As well as the video she sent to herself.
The number of experiences written in the app is over 20…
Number of cums
Number of blowjobs, etc.
It was said that everything happened in real life, not in a game.
“You wouldn’t believe it?… I can understand that it sounds strange. I don’t know what I’m talking about… But look at this…”
Sia manipulates her cell phone, and she suddenly turns into a blonde and brown skinned person.
“What is this…”
Change like magic.
The existence right in front of Woojin’s eyes is the same as the appearance of ‘Lee Soo-ah’ he saw on the app… No, she was sitting by Lee Soo-ah herself.
“Can you believe me?”
Are they waiting for Woojin’s answer?
Shia… No Sua stood still with her head down as she shed her tears.
“…”
A little long silence.
Then Woojin opened her mouth.
“I will believe you.”
“Uh?”
“I don’t know what it is, but she knows it’s not normal for her to suddenly change her hair or skin color.”
Woojin’s voice and expression were grave.
“Then!”
“Thank you for being honest with me. It put her at ease.”
Woojin got up from his seat.
Soo-ah’s face, which had a hopeful expression on her face, began to darken as soon as Woo-jin got up from her seat.
Woojin headed towards the door of her meeting room towards the barracks and Sia got up and grabbed her Woojin.
“Yes? Why are you holding me?”
“Um… So… Are you angry?…”
“I wasn’t angry.”
Woojin looked at her with a friendly expression.
Seeing that expression, Sia’s expression seemed to brighten again, but…
“I told you. Thank you for being honest. I’ll tell her parents or uncle that we broke up without saying much. So, you can just let it go.”
However, realizing that that expression was the least mercy of her, Shia felt her heart sink.
“I hate breaking up! Sorry! I didn’t mean to do that on purpose! Excuse… Please break up…”
Desperate Sia.
However, Woojin didn’t seem to accept Shia’s feelings.
“Wouldn’t it be nice to meet a guy who is better than a normal guy like me anyway?”
“No! You for me!”
“How are you going to prove that?”
“That’s…”
Shia began to tell Woojin something of her own at length.
“Xxxx. Xxxxxx! Xxxx…”
Hearing that, Woojin pondered something. She accepted Shia’s words as if she agreed.
“Okay. Let’s hold off on breaking up.”
“Bo… Hold?
“Sia, you don’t know what you’re going to do while I’m gone. You can make a false report.”
“That’s…”
Woojin dropped Shia and headed for her door again and opened it.
Then, leaving her Shia alone, she headed for the barracks.
“If you give a false report, that’s it. Then, as promised, I’ll take care of you.”
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Three months have passed since Shia’s confession.
Woojin did not break up with Shia and continued her romantic relationship.
Sia paralleled her schooling and her modeling work, and Woojin also ran toward her final military service.
If you look at these two people, on the surface, neither of them will seem to have changed much.
However, unlike the appearance, there was a change between the two…
Woojin finished exercising in the fitness room and took a shower.
Belt ring-
An alarm went off saying that Woojin had received a message.
The sender is Sia.
[Today, after taking classes at school, I went to the studio because I had a shooting schedule in the afternoon. After that…]
It was recorded in detail about when, where, and what he did today.
Woojin read roughly all through, and by the time he had finished reading.
Belt ring-
A message and a picture arrived on Woojin’s cell phone.
[Picture]
[That’s why. I was quiet today… So can I do it?…]
In her picture, Sia is standing with the hem of her top in her mouth, her cell phone in one hand, her breasts and cunt exposed.
If you look closely, it looks like her bottom is wet, but Woojin is not very impressed.
[You can.]
Then, as if nothing special, Woojin changes her clothes and enters the star of Xia.
In Sia’s new feed, there was a picture of Sia wearing the same outfit she took and sending her, smiling.
“It looks like they filmed it right after posting Star Star.”
In the meantime.
Another message arrived from Sia.
[Picture]
[I want to put a real one in, not a toy like this…]
The photo was sent by Sia after she finished masturbating.
She looked pretty throbbed, judging by the pink dildo and the stained bed cover.
“Well…”
Woojin turned on the app and looked at Sua… No, Sia’s status, and was able to confirm that only the number of climaxes honestly rose as Sia’s message.
Woo-jin decides to praise him.
[Great job.]
…
Woojin turned off the messenger and called Sia.
Sia received a few seconds after hearing the connection tone.
“I saw the picture.”
[Eh… Did it come out well? Lol…]
There was a slight tremor in Shia’s voice, but it wasn’t Woojin’s part-time job.
“I’m on vacation the day after that, so can you pick me up?”
[Yes? Day after tomorrow? Um… It’s a class, but it’s okay. Because Woojin is your request. Can we go by the morning of the day after tomorrow?]
“That’s right. Then see you the day after tomorrow.”
Woojin roughly finished talking to Sia.
As you can see from the messenger and the phone call, Sia was struggling with Woojin.
The relationship between the two is reported by Shia and received by Woojin. Weak master-servant relationship.
This is not what Woo-jin planned.
Woojin takes the lead, but Xia makes the proposal.
It was just a hasty idea to prevent Shia from breaking up with Woojin. It was never forced or done by Woojin.
Woojin seemed happy that Sia broke up with him and met another man, but he couldn’t understand Sia’s stance that came out so low.
‘To manage the reputation around you? She said she wouldn’t let me know anyway’
She wonders if she couldn’t get out of the past she had saved…
Looking at Sia now, I felt like seeing Sia in high school.
Anyway, it was a bad experience for Woojin, but the result was not bad.
This irritating feeling of insecurity was gone, and most of all, thinking that Sia was below her made her self-esteem go up.
‘Come to think of it, it seems that Shia was the cause of all the incidents in the first place.’
The incident she experienced during Eunseol was, strictly speaking, an incident caused by Shia.
The anxiety that arose after that was also caused by Sia.
Come to think of it, just as Sia kept her secret from her Woojin, Woojin also had a secret from Sia.
She is the fact that she herself was a supporter of Shia.
Now Shia is faithfully (?) Reporting it well. She didn’t reveal that she could see her status as her sponsor, but she intends to reveal it in case of emergency.
Shouldn’t it be revealed?
If you put the blame on yourself, it can be annoying…
The app is only for verification purposes and testing Sia…
Yeah, I’ll try not to reveal it.
Only then would Sia be able to live with the guilt.
That way, her Shia will be under her own.
I’ll have to keep this a secret from Shia.
Forever…
