Chapter 121 – 121 – Visits and Past Stories
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Saturday morning.
[We will inform you from the administrative team. Corporal Seo Woo-jin. Corporal Seo Woo-jin. After preparing for the visit, go to the administrative team.]
Woojin stood up after hearing the broadcast from the administrative unit.
She was already getting ready, so he didn’t have to change.
“Do well.”
As I was about to move my body to get out of the dormitory, I heard someone’s voice next to me.
It was Jinseong.
Woo-jin, who received various advice from Jin-seong from yesterday evening until just now.
Although he did not usually spend time with Jin, Jin-seong grasped Woo-jin’s condition and gave him appropriate advice.
I don’t know if the reason why Woojin became suspicious of Sia was a little strange, so I don’t know if it will be useful, but Jinseong’s advice, having met many women, made me feel a little more comfortable.
“Yes.”
That’s how Woojin got out of the dormitory and headed to the administrative class.
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Woojin left the administrative unit and headed to the meeting room.
‘What should I say when I see Sia?’
‘With what expression should I treat Sia?’
Woojin thinks.
I decided what to do by combining Jinseong’s advice and my own thoughts, but it may change depending on the situation.
In particular, she was worried that her hardened heart would not be relieved when she saw Shia’s face.
While she was continuing her worries and thoughts like that.
Before she knew it, she arrived in front of the visiting room.
A woman looking through the window.
She has a neat face and a body that is not so beautiful, and she is a beautiful person who anyone can see that she is beautiful.
It was Sia, Woojin’s girlfriend.
Sia looked at her cell phone, probably not recognizing Woo-jin’s arrival, and she sat still.
The other company men glanced at Sia like that.
Among them, there are uncles who stare at her openly, and a disaster has occurred, such as pulling her cheeks to her girlfriend who came to visit her.
‘That’s why I have no choice but to doubt…’
Seeing her surroundings, Woojin justified her doubts.
It was the video in the app that triggered her suspicion, but it was a problem because Sia was so pretty like this.
It wasn’t like a bean pod or her arms bent inward, but objectively.
She was even doing her modeling, and since she got a lot of attention from other men like this, she could see that it was her beginning that she became a star delusion.
Among them, the most painful delusion is that she is having an affair with a man who is more manly and nicer than herself.
She started exercising to dispel such delusions, but if the delusions are real…
“Whoa… What am I doing?”
Woo-jin shook her head, shaking off the strange delusion.
‘Because I decided to make a proper judgment by looking at her face and talking to her.’
That’s how Woo-jin regained her cool, opened the door to her meeting room, and went inside her.
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When they visited before, they created a friendly atmosphere with each other, but the atmosphere between the two was not so light because of the situation.
“I had a hard time coming. Sorry for me.”
“No. Woojin is having a hard time with you, but I should be worried and not be able to come. You don’t have to be sorry. Because I said I was coming.”
“…”
“…”
Woojin tried to bring up her topic to her Shia, but as she looked at Shia’s lovely face, she hesitated.
She probably thought that if she raised her doubts about cheating as a topic, that pretty face would be crumpled, so she couldn’t bring it up.
Above all, the evidence for suspicion of wind was not valid.
To Sia
_There is a strange game application that only you can see, and the woman in it is very similar to you, Xia.
_And the woman sent a video to herself, and the outfit of the woman in the video was the same as the one worn by Sia.
_Is ‘Lee Soo-ah’ you, Shia?
If you ask me, I’d be glad I didn’t listen to the madman.
It was clear that she would be angry with herself, asking if she doubted herself with such a nonsensical voice, so she continued to think about how to bring up the story.
While Woojin and Sia were sitting at the table, there was stillness.
Sia brought her story up first.
“What is going on?”
“…There is, but…”
“Who is bothering you? Senior? Or is the successor not listening or the executives harassing me? My dad said that the officers also harass the soldiers a lot, so I told my dad…”
“No! No! It’s not because everyone treats them well and they’re nice people.”
Woojin waved his hand.
Shia calmed her down because she was in too much of a hurry.
Something similar had happened before, and she hadn’t been able to do it ever again since it had made her feel a little awkward with her close executives.
“Then what is it?”
“…”
Woojin couldn’t answer Shia’s question.
She had never blushed in a fight with Shia before, so maybe she was holding back because she instinctively avoided a fight.
Just like that, only silence continued, and Woojin began to speak her words with difficulty as if he had made up his mind.
“Sia, you know. I mean, I’m suspicious.”
“…”
She didn’t say that she didn’t know whether Sia knew it roughly.
She’s probably because she’s been calling herself morning, noon, evening or night for days. She should have known about it.
“But! I don’t like the wind! Woojin, how precious are you to me…”
Contrary to her Woojin’s expectations, Sia had a sad expression on her face rather than an angry one.
“I can show you my phone and anything else if I want. Why am I dating someone other than you?”
A sad expression and a voice mixed with a little anger expressing regret broke Woojin’s heart.
But she had to keep telling her story if she was going to get over it.
“I know. Shia, that you can’t be like that. And should I say that I am anxious rather than suspicious… The fact that he called me every day until recently, and the fact that I was unreasonable when I stayed out the night last time, was because I was anxious, so I was considerate of him. Right?”
Shia nodded her head with a look that seemed to make her cry at any moment.
Looking at her expression, she looked like a completely different person from Lee Soo-ah in that strange app, and she felt ashamed that she was suspicious of Sia.
Since she thought it wasn’t a bit to talk about the app anyway,
“So, why am I experiencing these symptoms of anxiety?
She decided to tell me why she was so anxious.
Even if the truth is a bit inconvenient for Sia…
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Woojin’s story began quite a bit in the past.
6-7 years ago from now.
Middle school days.
It was when she transferred to another school because of the incident in which Woo Jin-yi saved her Shia.
“Going to another school wasn’t so bad. The problem is what happened after that.”
He says that when he transferred to another school, nothing happened.
“I was going to school like that, but after a while, the bullying started… I didn’t bully him so openly, but he was bullying me quietly? It was like.”
“Then because of me…”
Sia lowered her head.
While she was trying to save herself, she went through something painful, so she only felt sorry for Shia on her part.
“No. I have no regrets about saving you from her. Shall we continue talking?”
Woo Jin-yi said that things disappeared, her textbooks were covered in milk, and such subtle bullying continued, and she became a being ignored at school before she knew it.
So she tried to consult with the teacher she had to rely on, but she said that it was over by apologizing in front of her.
This made her even more bullied, and she repeatedly went to her teacher to ask for her intervention,
“Woojin, aren’t you relying too much on the teacher? She doesn’t even do her homework. The learning attitude is also not good. Looking at what you’re doing now, it seems like you’re at fault rather than the kids…”
She treated herself as a problem child to a teacher she could rely on, she says.
Woojin smiles self-deprecatingly.
As she looked at Woojin like that, Sia was even more speechless.
“Then… Why didn’t you tell your parents? Or my dad…”
“I didn’t think of that at the time. Back then, she wasn’t as friendly as she is now. And even if I tried to tell her parents, they were too busy at the time to tell me.”
“But…”
“More than anything, I didn’t want to make my parents worry. If you tell your parents that you are having a hard time being bullied at school, your parents will only worry about you. And do middle school kids listen to adults? For kids at that time, fists and strength are prioritized.”
Sia couldn’t answer her Woojin’s words.
Because her words of Woojin were the right theory.
Shia judged that this was why her lively Woojin personality had become timid all the time.
It was a part to understand why her Woojin’s personality changed.
“I’m sorry… If it weren’t for me…”
Sia lowered her head.
She felt a guilt different from the guilt she felt so far, and she felt ashamed of the fact that she had been annoyed with Woo-jin, who doubted her.
Perhaps because of that, Sia sheds tears like chicken droppings.
Even around her, she began to look at them, as if Sia sensed she was crying.
Woojin approached the crying Shia and began to comfort her by patting her on the back.
“You don’t have to apologize. You said it earlier. I don’t regret it.”
“It is, but…”
“If I hadn’t done that, Shia, you would have suffered more than me. It was my choice, so you don’t have to apologize.”
“…”
Shia stopped crying as well, as if checking the gaze of the people around her.
Above all, she stopped crying because she was afraid that people around her would see Woo-jin as a bad man who made women cry.
“Are you calm?
“Yes…”
“If you calm down, I will continue talking. The story so far is the introduction, and what I want to say from now on is the main topic.”
Woojin confirmed that Sia had stopped crying and resumed her story.
“So, to continue…”
Woo-jin tried to take all of her classes while holding on somehow, but she said that she could not hold on any longer and left early without permission, as if Woo-jin’s pride had a limit.
“If I go home early, my parents might find out, so I stayed in a remote playground to pass the time until dismissal, and then I met one of them.”
“…Are you a woman?”
Shia glared at her Woojin, but she couldn’t ask confidently.
If you put together Woojin’s story so far, it was because of Sia herself.
“That’s true… But she hasn’t been dating… She might be a bit uncomfortable with you, but she wants you to listen. I think this story can explain my anxiety and trauma.”
“Trauma?…”
Sia paid attention to her words of trauma that came out of Woojin’s mouth.
The story of being bullied at school was also shocking, but it was a story that was left as a trauma because there were other incidents that were even worse.
Shia was a little uncomfortable about Woojin talking to another woman, but she decided to listen in silence, probably because she felt guilty about the stories she hadn’t heard before.
“Okay. I will listen.”
And she wonders how a certain bitch left a trauma on her precious Woo-jin, and she says.
