## Chapter 93 – Size (31)
“…”
Muffled droplets surround me, like shouting in deep water.
The droplets swirl around my ears, bursting with tiny sounds after a short while.
What is this… I definitely lost consciousness after seeing Im Chan-woo’s blue light…
I illuminate my hands and feet with the light that shines in front of my dark eyes.
They move.
I don’t remember being hit by Im Chan-woo’s blue light,
but I still have the feeling that it was definitely different from how I feel now.
What the hell happened? It feels too real to be a dream.
My ears are muffled as if I’m in deep water, but my hands and feet move normally.
‘…There are a lot of interesting things after all.’
“…Who are you…?”
I was looking down at my faintly visible hands, moving my fingers, when I heard a voice in front of me.
I raised my head and shifted my gaze from my hands to the front.
There, a woman was sitting, touching her chin, with books piled up like mountains, reading them.
I cautiously took a step towards the woman and spoke to her.
Then, she raised her head, looked at me, smiled slightly, closed the book she was reading, and threw it away.
The woman starts approaching me.
‘Oh, is the connection already this strong?’
“…What does that mean? No, answer my question first. Who are you?”
‘These days, humans have no manners. There were times when I was worshiped like a god…’
I feel strangely annoyed by the woman’s actions, who is making a troubled expression and smiling playfully.
So, I grab the woman’s tattered clothes, pull her towards me, and speak in a louder tone.
“Answer me, who are you? And where is this?”
Then, the woman gently removes my hand grabbing her collar and answers with a grin.
‘…I’m Lapus. You remember the fruit you ate, right? I was inside it.
And this is inside you.’
“…Inside me?”
‘Yes, inside you. To be precise, it’s inside your consciousness, which is about to break because it’s not balanced.’
The woman, exuding a mysterious atmosphere, suddenly sits on a chair that I don’t know where it came from,
looking up at me and smiling. So, that woman is the fruit I ate?
Then, could the person Im Chan-woo wanted to meet be…
‘That’s right, it’s me.’
“…Now even dogs and cows are reading minds.”
‘This is inside your consciousness, so I can’t help but read your thoughts even if I don’t want to.’
“…Ha, what are you thinking while smiling like that?
My consciousness is collapsing? What does that mean? That I’m disappearing?”
‘To be exact, your existence is being absorbed by that man.’
“I don’t care what happens, help me escape from here.”
‘No, I don’t want to. I have no reason to help you, and there’s no benefit to me.
Why would I do such a bothersome and irrational thing?’
The woman firmly refuses and takes out a book from her hand.
Without realizing it, I approached the woman and slapped her cheek.
The woman’s snow-white skin was stained crimson, and her beautiful blue hair was disheveled.
Then, I snatched the book from the woman’s hand and examined its contents.
Pictures of landscapes I had seen before, knowledge I already knew.
And even my past, which would never be written in a normal book.
“…Well, since it’s a book inside me, I thought it would contain these things.”
‘…Your story was interesting.’
“Ha, haha… Interesting?”
‘Yes, we lived looking at the forest rather than the trees.
We were so busy taking care of all of humanity that we didn’t have the chance to look into the personal lives of individual humans.
…And that guy didn’t allow it either.’
The woman, tidying her disheveled hair, gets up from the chair and tries to take the book from my hand again.
I move my hand back as much as the woman reaches out.
‘…What are you doing?’
“…You monsters might not know, but there’s usually a rental fee.
If you want to keep reading, I’d like you to pay the price?”
‘…Tell me.’
Unlike me, who is swallowing nervously to avoid showing any tension,
the woman is giggling, finding even this situation amusing, and I barely open my mouth while looking at her smiling eyes.
“…If you help me a little, I’ll allow you to read my memories.
Think about it, if I get absorbed and disappear, this book is also ‘me’,
so it’ll disappear too, right? Then you won’t be able to read books anymore either.”
‘Pfft…’
The woman seems to be trying to hold it in, but eventually bursts into laughter.
‘…Ah, I was curious about what kind of human you were after reading the book, so I called you here,
and I’m glad I did. You’re the most interesting human I’ve ever met…
Okay, I’ll help you. But only a little bit.’
“…”
What is it? It seems like the same smile, but it’s a smile that makes me feel a strange sense of dread.
The woman slowly approaches me and puts her finger on my forehead.
Then, a green light emanates from that finger, enveloping my whole body.
“…What is this?”
‘A kind of defense barrier. Now that guy won’t be able to interfere with your mind.
He won’t be able to read your mind, and it won’t work even if he uses that blue light.
But it’s only for your mind, so don’t forget that.’
With those words, the woman pushes me away.
I fall backwards again and disappear somewhere.
‘Honestly, I don’t care what happens to you, but this seems more fun… Hehe…’
“…Ugh… Uh….”
My heavy eyelids barely open, but my vision is still blurry and not focused.
But the soft mattress I feel on my back tells me that I’ve returned to reality,
and beyond the gradually focusing vision, Im Chan-woo is there.
“…Are you awake?”
I almost screamed at the sight in front of my eyes that had finally returned.
Im Chan-woo was lying on the bed, looking up at me,
and I was taking a vulgar pose, spreading my legs on top of him,
with his stiffly erect cock placed at the entrance of my pussy.
“…Song Yi-ran, can you hear me?”
Im Chan-woo speaks to me with eyes that seem to be observing me and a gentle tone.
Does he think I’m under the blue light’s hypnosis?
Just in case, I secretly move my toes a little without Im Chan-woo noticing.
My feet move as I thought, so the thing that woman put on me must be real…
“…Can you hear me?”
Im Chan-woo raises his body and lifts his head to examine my condition more closely.
I was so busy sorting out the sudden situation that I couldn’t pay attention to him at all.
What should I do? Thanks to that woman’s help, I’ve escaped from the power of the blue light for now,
but that doesn’t mean I’ve completely shaken off his grasp.
If I try to run away rashly, I’ll get caught again…
So, for now, here…
“…Yes, I can hear you…”
I release the tension in my neck as much as possible and answer him in a hoarse voice.
I also take the strength out of my eyes and stare blankly at the air.
I started pretending to be in a deep hypnosis.
“…Good.”
Im Chan-woo, looking at me with a doubtful expression, is lost in thought for a moment.
He seemed to try to read my thoughts because of the discomfort, but he probably failed.
Im Chan-woo lies down again and orders me in a calm tone as if he doesn’t want to stimulate me.
Did I somehow deceive him? I secretly look at his figure with my eyes and give strength to my legs.
By the way, he’s been putting me under this hypnosis all this time?
I feel a chill in my naked lower body and a burning sensation on my face at the same time,
and the legs I’m spreading apart start to tremble little by little because of the shame, so I readjust my posture.
“…So, you’ve got the position, so now…”
“….”
While I’m calming my pounding heart, Im Chan-woo finally starts to speak.
I’ll pretend to follow the orders coming out of his mouth and aim for the moment when he’s off guard.
Black and sharp fragments touching my feet. It’s probably the fragments of my stun gun that Im Chan-woo broke.
Even if I can’t kill him, if I stab it in deeply, I can tie him up for a while…
…The problem is what kind of order this bastard will give…
I swallow once and wait for the order to come out of his mouth.
“…Just stand there.”
“…Huh…?”
…What? Just stand in this position?
I lower my head and check my condition again.
My legs are bent and spread apart in a squatting position,
and my hands are raised behind my head, exposing my chest completely.
He’s telling me to just stand in this state? What the hell is he thinking?
“Okay, then now…”
With those words, Im Chan-woo holds out his palm with a blue glow towards me.
Is he trying to undo the hypnosis? I have to pretend to be appropriate and get through it for now.
I match Im Chan-woo’s rhythm and put strength back into my eyes while maintaining the position.
And I blink my eyes as if I just woke up from sleep and look at Im Chan-woo.
“…You…”
“Don’t worry, there’s nothing special on you. At best, I’ve taken away your freedom of movement?”
Actually, I’ve been released from the hypnosis itself thanks to that woman’s help.
Anyway, what should I do? I can’t pick up the fragments in this state…
Anyway, I have to pretend to be angry and look at the situation for now.
“…So, what are you thinking now?”
“Do you remember the day I first tried to rape you? Actually, I’ve forced myself on you before,
but it’s not really something I like to do. So I’m going to let you make a choice.”
With those words, Im Chan-woo takes out his phone and plays a movie.
“…What are you doing.”
“If you don’t want to do it with me, endure in that position until this movie is over.
Then I really won’t do anything and let you go. But if, just if…”
“….”
Im Chan-woo points to his erect cock with his chin.
“If you can’t stand it, you can use this as you please.
Of course, if that happens, you won’t be yourself anymore.”
“Puh, puahaha… What, are you serious?”
“Of course, I keep my promises. Really.”
I look down at Im Chan-woo, who is making ridiculous conditions, and burst into laughter as hard as I can.
If I do this well, I might be able to escape without having to put in any effort.
Of course, it’ll be hard to endure for about 2 hours in an uncomfortable position,
but there’s no way I’ll ever want this guy.
“So, are you going to do it?”
“…Okay, don’t say anything different later.”
“…♡”
My head is, hazy… What is this… Why is it so…
He’s not doing anything else, just putting his cock against my pussy.
Something is getting hot and throbbing in my lower abdomen…
How many hours have passed? 1 hour? 3 hours? Has a movie been this long?
I drop my gaze and look at Im Chan-woo. But he doesn’t even give me a glance,
and Im Chan-woo, who is focused on the movie with his earphones on, doesn’t seem to be interested in me at all.
Sticky water is flowing from my pussy, flowing down Im Chan-woo’s cock,
and my uterus is crying and whimpering sadly.
What the hell is going on, my body…♡
Ah, no, I can’t put strength into my legs…
“Ah♡”
I give strength to my legs, which had lost strength, to maintain the original position,
but the glans gently stroked my clit, and the pleasure that finally overwhelmed me was like…
finding an oasis in the middle of the desert.
A crazy sense of openness that cools my hazy head at once.
“…Haa…!♡ Haa…!♡”
Just being grazed like this feels so good…
…Come to think of it, it felt so good when Im Chan-woo’s finger was digging into my pussy earlier…
The tremendous pleasure of not being myself, just with a finger, just being grazed is amazing…
What would it feel like to have a much thicker and bigger cock digging inside…?
“…Ugh?! N, no…!!”
What am I thinking right now?
Did I go crazy because I’ve been doing this for too long?
I was thinking that way with my reason, but my eyes keep going to the cock below my legs.
The cock is glistening and wet with the fluids I’ve released.
A cock that can’t be compared to a finger, something reliable…
I lift my gaze and look at Im Chan-woo’s face.
Im Chan-woo is still concentrating on the movie beyond the screen, even frowning.
…He doesn’t even care about me.
I move my gaze back to the cock and swallow once.
….
Just the tip… Would it be okay…?
Y, yeah… It’s because my head isn’t working properly because of this throbbing…
It’s to properly set up an escape plan, so just a little bit…
