## Chapter 23 – The First Time
After the lecture, she called me to her private office. I packed my bag and went into her room.
I didn’t expect her to call me first.
“How was today? Did you have a good time?”
“….”
Without answering her question,
she locked the door with a ‘click’.
Then, she strode towards me and threw a vibrator on the desk as if to show off.
“Do you find this fun? Is it funny to play with people like this?
Think carefully.”
“…”
And she appealed to me with eyes filled with emotions between anger and sadness.
“There’s a monster in my head,
and if I get eaten by that monster, what about me? It’s as good as dying.
You’re killing someone.”
Her voice, which had been spewing anger just a moment ago, now had a slight tremor,
and the tremor didn’t come from anger.
“…Have you ever thought about the people around you?”
The tremor in her voice was pity,
and sadness stemming from that pity.
“Professor.”
“….”
“Even if you disappear, no one will know.”
“…What?”
I threw my bag on the sofa, approached her, and put my hand on her waist.
She tried to resist my touch and stepped back,
but her weak strength was not enough.
“Even if you disappear, another professor in your head will take over all the roles.
They’ll lecture students like now, eat, talk to fellow professors, and it’ll be the same as now.
But, that won’t be you anymore.
If you don’t get caught, you won’t get punished.”
I moved my hand down her waist and grabbed her butt.
“How, how could you…”
She wanted to say, “How could you do such a thing?”
But she seemed to give up trying to persuade me, closed her mouth tightly, and lowered her head.
“…Let me go.”
Her voice, having already spat out all her emotions, had lost its strength,
I took my hand off her body, which was cornered at the edge of a cliff, and stepped back.
Then, I stopped her for a moment as she passed me without a word and tried to open the door and leave.
“Professor, this is for you.”
I handed her the vibrator on the desk and the new vibrator I took out of my pocket.
“I’m done for today,
so don’t make that face and rest.”
I passed her, whose expression revealed her emotions to the point where I felt like she wouldn’t have a more desperate day in her life, and opened the door and went out into the hallway.
What is she thinking right now?
As an educator, she can’t fulfill her duty to teach students and is instead being played with by a student, so is she ashamed?
I’m looking forward to how the parasite she’s hosting will grow, but seeing her condition today, I feel like she’ll collapse if I push her any further,
so I left first.
No matter how strong and intelligent a person is, they have a monster eating away at their brain, and they die if they feel pleasure.
A state where they can’t ask anyone for help and are completely isolated,
in such a state, the situation of slowly having their mind eaten away can gradually make their existence precarious.
If that happens, I don’t know what will happen to the parasite in her head,
so let’s not do anything wasteful and push her to the limit little by little.
“…So, what should I do now?”
I don’t have any more lectures to attend today, so I leave the school and think about my next schedule.
What would a jobless person with no friends do at this time?
At that moment, I thought of another jobless person.
I immediately took out my phone and called her. As expected of a jobless person, she answered the phone before the ringtone even went off.
“What’s up at this hour?”
It was Seohee, the only one who wasn’t a college student and didn’t have a job.
“Let’s go on a date.”
“…You really have no sense.
You bring a girl to a place like this.”
“Why? You guys like this stuff.”
Seohee pulled her hat down to cover her face.
The place I brought her to was an adult store.
There’s a reason why I brought someone else to this place, which has become a frequent haunt since I met these guys.
“No, it’s just that I always come alone, so the clerk keeps talking to me. Even if I say it’s okay, they guide me, saying, ‘What is this used for?’
They’re too kind and it’s 부담스러워.”
“…Ugh.”
“…You don’t have anything to do anyway.”
She was killing time in a place like this at this hour,
and she was making all sorts of noises because she was ashamed of being here,
Seohee looked at me with eyes that seemed to know that.
“I don’t have anything to do either,
but I’d rather drop out of school.”
“Drop out…”
Of course, it’s not like I haven’t thought about it.
Before my life changed so drastically, I felt like I had to do something, so I was trying to graduate somehow..
“Should I?”
“That’s something you should worry about.”
I decided to think about that later,
and headed to the 계산대 to follow Seohee, who was waving her hand and trying to leave the store.
“…Is she your girlfriend?”
The clerk whispered to me, I shouldn’t come here again.
“Umm…♡ So, this is why you called me?”
“Then what else would we do?”
After leaving the adult store and eating with her,
I immediately took her hand and went straight to a motel.
As soon as we entered the room, we kissed,
and I peeled off her clothes one by one, like plucking flower petals.
“…Why don’t you think about what to do in the future instead of this…”
“What are you talking about? You want to do it too.”
As I said that, I lifted the hand that had been touching her crotch and stretched out a viscous liquid with two fingers.
Seeing that, Seohee, unable to refute my words, lowered her head as if she were ashamed.
“Don’t worry, I’m thinking about the future too,
so I’m going to experiment on you today.”
“What?”
I brought my index finger with small thorns to her forehead, surprising her.
“…Ugh…what is this? It feels a little strange..”
“Hmm…”
Originally, it seems to have a hypnotic effect on the brains of ordinary people whose flower petals haven’t fully settled, like the professor,
but in the case of Chaeyoon or Seohee, hypnosis doesn’t seem to work.
But it doesn’t really matter.
What I’m going to experiment on her today isn’t that.
I thought about the characteristics when I used this power several times.
First of all, let’s exclude the professor who has flower petals in her brain,
I secretly used this ability on the clerk at the restaurant where I ate with her earlier.
I ordered him to ‘Don’t take the money for the meal.’ Then,
the clerk refused the order.
I realized once again that this ability is not completely omnipotent like Chaeyoon’s brainwashing.
And then, I tried ‘persuasion’ instead of an order.
Instead of ordering him not to take the money,
I explained why I should pay.
With a little bit of a lie, ‘I already paid.’
He let us go really easily.
It seems that this ability is not about controlling people, but about deceiving them.
An ability that makes the impossible possible.
Like the placebo effect, where a patient’s condition improves depending on their psychology even if they’re given a fake medicine,
It makes the human brain vulnerable and slowly and subtly twists the psychology.
Considering that the act of ‘deceiving’ affects all aspects of human beings, it’s definitely not an ability to be taken lightly.
So, what I’m going to do to Seohee with this ability is to deceive her body.
Seohee’s specialty is poison that she creates in her body.
Can’t I use that?
‘A deadly and hot liquid made in your blood.’
‘What is it?’
“What are you doing…uh…?♡”
At the same time as I started, her face gradually turned red, her eyes began to blur as if she were drunk,
she couldn’t control her body properly, and Seohee, who collapsed, looked up at me with an expression that didn’t know what was going on.
“Why… why is my body so hot…♡”
Looking at her panting and drooling,
I realized that the experiment was successful.
‘You can make poison,
make it now.’
‘But what you’re making now,
is not to harm people.
It’s to make them happy,
what should you do to do that.’
“It’s a love potion.”
“…Aha…haa….♡”
I was going to explain it to her, but
a strong concentration of love potion to intoxicate her, which had already surpassed humans, burned her brain,
I couldn’t hear my words properly because it was blurring my 사고력.
“…Ah…ahhh…!!♡♡”
She had already lost her reason and started stirring her pussy wildly with her own hands, and there was no sense of intelligence in her eyes.
She doesn’t care about her ugliness at all,
lying on the floor and indulging in pleasure like crazy.
The effect is too good..?
Before she collapses from dehydration from masturbating and spraying water from her pussy, should I enjoy it too?
I grabbed Seohee’s hair and lifted her up.
“Ack…?!♡”
“Who told you to enjoy it alone?”
Stimulating her masochism,
I lowered my pants and brought my dick right in front of her.
“Haa…haa… dick…♡”
The moment she tried to bite my dick with her mouth,
I grabbed her hair and shook her to stop her.
“..You were just enjoying yourself earlier?
If you like doing it alone so much, I’ll let you enjoy it with this.”
I threw her roughly on the bed and opened my bag.
“Ah…ahhh…♡”
Inside were the various toys that the noisy clerk had introduced earlier.
