Chapter 154 – 154. (H) Realizing Mind (1)
After hearing Emilia’s analysis that just one sip of it would have an effect on normal women, and if taken excessively, it was a strong aphrodisiac that could break the spirit, Eun-hyeon thought.
Even after thinking about her question as to why Emilia was aware of such analysis and weakness, she still had a heavy heart about how to deal with Eleanor’s current condition.
The first things that came to mind were Avros, Alex, and the Duchess of Runes.
It is her family that Eun-hyeon promised to take Eleanor safely to.
“X feet…”
I’m tired of seeing her face.
“Master, preparations for camping are complete.”
“Okay.”
Eun-hyeon nodded her head, stopped her thoughts and stood up in front of her bonfire.
She likewise approached Eleanor, who was leaning against a tree, basking in front of a campfire.
“Even if you feel bad, be patient with me.”
“Huh…”
He carefully embraced her robed body.
Eleanor let out a small sigh, and her body trembled slightly.
As Eun-hyun, she couldn’t have predicted how Eleanor would feel after being touched by a man and taking an aphrodisiac.
She was worried about what to do if she tried to cause or break the match, but fortunately Eleanor did not resist and instead leaned her head on Eun-hyeon’s upper body and put her own weight on Eun-hyeon’s body.
As Eleanor’s body was lifted, the robes covering her body flowed to the floor.
Naturally, her defenseless breasts were revealed over the priestly clothes that were violently torn.
Although she hastily bent over again to pick up the robe.
“Fine… Oh… Just, just like this… Move it like this.”
Eleanor wrapped her arms around Eun-hyeon’s neck and hugged her tightly, causing her bare breasts to be crushed by her top.
“…”
She was obviously not aware of what she was saying or doing, she thought, Eun-hyeon.
Her group focused on getting her to her feet and carrying her into her tent as she wished.
Soon after, Eun-hyeon laid Eleanor on the mattress inside the tent, covered her nakedly voluptuous breasts with a blanket, and immediately got her up to leave the tent.
“Do not go.”
Sensing Eleanor’s slender hand hurriedly holding Eun-hyeon’s wrist, Eun-hyeon stopped her actions and looked at Eleanor blankly.
“Do not go. Please…”
“… Lady Gong.”
“Please, stay by my side a little longer. Please.”
“Princess.”
“Don’t leave me. Don’t leave me alone Please don’t abandon me.”
“… I will not throw it away.”
Seeing her desperate face mixed with her pleading, Eun-hyeon eventually gave up on leaving her tent and held Eleanor’s hand holding her own wrist.
Slowly, she returned to her seat and Eunhyun sat on the mattress.
Eleanor pulled her Eun-Hyeon’s hand and put the back of her Eun-Hyun’s hand on her own cheek.
He rubbed the back of her hand on her cheek and let out her hot breath.
“Haaa…”
“Why did you think I would abandon you?”
“You are… Because he is a ruthless person.”
“Me?”
“Because they are neither good nor bad, they are thoroughly driven by gains and losses of interest.”
Eunhyun shook her shoulders a little at the sharp point.
Soon, she erased the signs of agitation and let go of her pretense.
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“You said that too. You said it when the two of you went on an expedition to rescue your older brother. If it gets in the way, I’ll throw it away, and if need be, I can sacrifice myself.”
“That… The intent of the threat was greater to prevent the princess from following the expedition.”
“And you are a man who will put your own life on the plate if need be. During the demon attack on Pernin, I was convinced when I saw that he did not hesitate to commit crazy acts such as being imprisoned himself and putting his life on trial.”
“But that and this are different. I came here to rescue the princess and bring her back to the duke and Alex. Now, there’s no way I can just abandon the princess and leave her alone.”
Despite this persuasion, Eleanor shook her head.
“I don’t know. I thought I wanted to know more about you, starting with why you came here, why you came to rescue me, and why you are helping my family, but I don’t know everything. Even now, it feels like you’re going to leave me and just go away. I’m going crazy with anxiety.”
The woman who always showed an intelligent and mature side and bought Erin’s admiration is nowhere to be found.
Suffering from her anxiety, her speech is irrational and disorganized.
I tried persuading her to relieve her anxiety and reading her words, but Eleanor’s body was shaking and her eyes were slowly losing their vitality.
Clearly seeing through that her spirit was on the verge of collapsing, Eun-hyeon frowned at the fact that the situation was getting worse.
She held Eun-hyeon’s hand tightly and instead of letting go, she rather pulled her into her blanket and led her Eun-hyeon’s hand to her chest.
“… Princess!”
“Haaa…”
As her own breast touched her own breast, feeling her strange sensation, Eleanor let out her sigh.
“I was given strange drugs and over 20 men gave me vulgar smiles at my breasts.”
“…”
“Her eyes were all over my body, which couldn’t resist because her hands were tied, and she stood up on her lower body and put her hands in her pants and shook my body around.”
“… Lady Gong.”
“Priest Barque, standing tall in his pants, brought his face close to my chest and tried to lick my nipples.”
“Princess. Now stop…”
“But your hand is fine. I felt like bugs were crawling all over my body under the gaze of many men, and I felt like I was being insulted while being touched unpleasantly, but your hands are warm and kind. I want you to keep touching me.”
Eleanor, who was lying on her mattress, pulled her blanket over herself.
As if she had no intention of letting go of Eun-hyeon’s hand on her own breast, she held it tight and opened her mouth.
“Hug me.”
Eleanor, whose reason has collapsed, eventually begins to make outrageous demands to Eun-hyeon.
“You are the princess of a ducal family.”
“I know.”
“Doing this is a foolish act to lower your own value, Princess Princess.”
There is a set procedure for Eleanor to marry a man from another aristocratic family someday.
It was both a responsibility and a duty given to her as a woman of her ducal family.
In this place, she had to relate to herself in this way. There was nothing good about Eun-hyeon or Eleanor, but rather, there were only bad things.
“If you hadn’t come today, I would have been raped by 20 men and robbed of my first place. Besides, you would have created a baby in your belly that you wouldn’t even know who the father was.”
“Didn’t I come to prevent that from happening?”
Despite her continued persuasion, Eleanor shook her head.
“At that time, the first man that came to mind in that situation was you. My heart said that if I had to dedicate my first time, it would be you.”
“…”
“There is a big difference between a man who needs to be hugged and a man who wants to be hugged. I realized my heart today. I hate it when other men hug me. Only you… I want you to hug me.”
Words that cannot be thought of as the way a woman from an aristocratic family thinks.
It is only when she throws away family responsibilities and obligations, reason breaks down, and she is about to be gang-raped by countless men, that she realizes that her true emotions and feelings are absurdly contradictory and irrational.
Eleanor smiled wryly inside her, looking straight at her grace and honestly conveying her own unaffected heart.
“I am a soon-to-be-married man.”
“Are you okay. Witch, I’ll convince you. I’m confident. My father was also a part of it. I have no intention of aiming for the position of witch. Strictly speaking, I was also the son of a concubine. Just… I want you to stay by my side.”
She hadn’t even mentioned her commitment to her relationship yet, and she was very embarrassed that Eleanor was already thinking of herself and her marriage.
This is the first time she felt this woman’s drive was so frightening.
“I am not an aristocrat of this country, rather I am more like a foreigner. She doesn’t fit the status of a princess.”
“Does not matter.”
“The Duke and Alex won’t leave me alone.”
“I am confident that I can convince my father and older brother as well.”
The two don’t express it on the outside, but when she’s out of sight, she cares for Eleanor dearly.
If he really crossed the line here, wouldn’t it be that Abros and Alex would run amok, threatening to tear him to death?
Of course, if we had to fight, I had no intention of losing, but it was my refusal to cause unnecessary trouble with this issue.
Besides, the duke’s family is a symbiotic relationship with himself, and isn’t it a pillar that supports the Kingdom of Fernias?
As Illyana came to mind and the political relationship of this country came to mind, Eun-hyeon fell into a dilemma.
“I… Don’t you like it?”
“It’s not a matter of like or dislike…”
Eun-hyeon tried to reveal her thoughts as she was, but overcame her insecurities and saw Eleanor’s blank expression on her face and swallowed her breath.
If he said even one word of dislike here, his heart would really break down and he would commit suicide with a precarious face.
Eleanor was in a dangerous state, as her reason and mind were collapsing due to her excessive intake of aphrodisiacs.
“You said you would take care of me.”
I didn’t mean that responsibility with this responsibility in mind.
Eun-hyeon felt the urge to have her lips sewn up in a situation where the ‘responsibility’ had become this ‘responsibility’, just as the words ‘a’ and ‘uh’ were different.
But in part, Eleanor’s argument was also right.
In Princess Yuria’s future foresight, Eleanor was originally sold to the Temple of Vesta, where Bishop Harkan is, by marrying Priest Bark for convenience in exchange for large-scale material support from the temple, including food.
However, that future changed when Eunhyeon summoned Agnes and dismissed Bishop Harkan.
It is also ironic that considering that Eleanor was eventually kidnapped and eventually raped by Bishop Bark, it is difficult to see that the future has completely changed.
Strictly speaking, this situation was the result of Eun-hyeon forcibly holding onto the future that had been decided.
When I say this and think about it, I feel a sense of responsibility that I didn’t have for no reason.
“…”
Momentarily, before Eunhyeon leaves Pernin in her head, she recalls what Illyana said.
– Don’t get hurt and come back alive. Then, even if you make another woman and come, I will forgive you.
‘… When did he realize that he had the ability to foresee the future?’
With this circumstance in mind, there was a reasonable doubt that she might have said such a thing.
Maybe it’s just something I’ve said.
If he really had a relationship with Eleanor and came back, if Illyana knew the truth.
‘… I don’t even want to imagine it.’
It’s not that she hates Eleanor.
Rather, Eunhyeon also had favorable feelings.
It’s not love
However, if Eun-hyeon rejects Eleanor now, Eleanor will surely collapse.
It makes Eun-hyeon worry that it will be a bad ending for her in any form.
But if you don’t even love her, is it right to hug her?
‘No, come to think of it…’
Even in her first relationship with Illyana, Eun-hyun’s heart was not love.
Eun-hyeon learned through her experience with Illyana that even starting out in a relationship without her love results in love.
“Whoa… Princess. Are you really okay?”
“Yes.”
“… I’ll lose responsibility.”
“Really?”
Eleanor’s eyes widened when Eun-hyeon, who was hesitating and thinking a lot in her head, unexpectedly revealed her intention to accept it.
Instead of answering her, Eunhyun hugged Eleanor and she kissed her on the mouth.
“Chew. Ha…”
Even though it was a pure kiss with only her lips overlapping, Eleanor’s expression melts in ecstasy and her ecstasy spills out.
It was the result of an increase in her sexual sensitivity due to the apparent aphrodisiac’s effect.
“Leah. Turn your head.”
“… I request a revision of the order.”
“Turn your head.”
“This entity has a duty to closely analyze the process by which life is conceived and to explore unknown knowledge. Modify the order…”
“The process of making a baby is ovulation, fertilization, and implantation. Okay? Turn your head.”
“I accept your order…”
With a strangely sullen face, Emilia turned her head away.
“Turn off the recording and recording functions.”
“I accept your order…”
It was an order she had given just in case, but Eun-hyeon felt goosebumps at the fact that she had already prepared it.
Slowly putting Eleanor back on her mattress, Eun-hyeon kissed Eleanor’s lips again and put her tongue in her mouth.
“Uhhh… Chew.”
