Chapter 32 – Chapter 32
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Episode 32
The long-awaited spring has arrived. It was a little chilly, but the day was somewhat relaxed. And the buds and sunlight of spring seemed to welcome me.
“Good. Now get ready and go find the knife.”
The traces of the knife continued in the direction of the ruins. Maybe there was something there, I didn’t know. So, with a wounded body, the knife would have gone in that direction as well. I’m sure he wasn’t looking for a place to die.
“No. It can’t be. If you were going to die like that… You would definitely come to me. So there must be something there to heal the wound.”
I decided to think good. Didn’t you make sure you weren’t dead?! I thought it would be safe. There was no time to be surrounded by anxiety. It seems like it’s too late for the winter, but I couldn’t spend the time feeling so anxious.
“Good. At this rate… I should be able to hold out until I find the knife.”
The preparation was perfect. Daggers with sharpened animal teeth for melee weapons, harpoons for ranged use, and dried fish and animal meat jerky. If there was a fire, I could have smoked it… But it was a pity that I couldn’t.
“And the outfit… I like it.”
He covered his face with rabbit fur and wore fur for a coat on the outside. It was a little raunchy, but considering the activity, this was perfect. This was the result of wandering around the forest. Is it supposed to be the most comfortable attire?
“Then…”
He also said goodbye to the hiding place he had been using for such a long time. I felt sorry for something, but… I quickly felt the urgency to find the knife. So I stopped by the lakeside, filled my leather pouch with water, and headed to the ogre’s cave. Because I had to go behind it.
“I don’t have…”
A cave without ogres. It was here that I parted with Carl.
“Is there something over there as well?”
I was curious. The place where the ogre went… And the place where the sword disappeared… They both seemed to be the same place. I thought there must be something beyond that dark forest. What is it? Why did the sword go that way? And why do ogres sometimes disappear and come back?
“Okay. You’ll find out when you go.”
Now was the chance. It seemed that it would be sufficient to take advantage of the gap where the ogre was not present and pass right through. If there was an ogre, it was because he had to turn around and go. So we walked and walked in the woods for a day or two. In a forest that gets darker and darker. And for some reason, a shady aura. It seemed that something was there.
“Haa… Is it still far away? It looks like they did it on purpose… There are no animals… You’re not going to die of starvation like this, right?”
I was a little worried. Of course, the food they brought was still plentiful. The only concern was the water bag. It seemed that after a few more days, the water bag I brought would run out of water. I felt like I had to find the knife ASAP.
“Carl… Where the hell are you? I’m so worried… Do you know?”
Empty murmur. That’s how much I wanted to see Carl. And when I met Carl, I absolutely wanted to give him my first gift and hold him so he wouldn’t go anywhere. That’s how much my love for knives grew. Now, I really liked the fact that I was a man.
“Haa~ I should rest here today.”
It was a very difficult journey. It was also difficult to walk alone in an empty place. No, it seemed more like loneliness. How could there be no animals… Or even insects? It seemed to be a truly unknown forest. It seemed like it should be called another forest, different from the one on the outside. That’s why people seemed to call it the Dark Forest.
“Everybody said they went in and couldn’t come back… Maybe that’s why? Nothing like this… I really don’t know.”
There was no danger… But the fear was growing because there was nothing. It seemed that if there were animals, I wouldn’t have been so afraid even if I had to go through a crisis. Well, he’s strong and can handle a lot of mana, but…
“Didn’t you rather have followed the ogre?”
I’ve been thinking about that for a bit. But he soon shook his head. No matter how crazy I was, I couldn’t follow the ogre. It was clear that a sensitive guy would make a mess to catch me even if I only came by his side. It was not something that could be done by hiding. Didn’t he have a female personality that couldn’t be hidden?
“Karl… I miss you.”
It was a knife that I longed for more and more. When did you start thinking about knives like this? It seemed like it had been since I broke up with Carl. It was only after breaking up that I realized the value of it… It couldn’t have been a really stupid look.
“Ah… Carl…”
A body that feels more and more. I used to feel this way when I think of knives these days. Every time that happened, I tried to soothe myself with masturbation… But that was only once or twice and I couldn’t stand it anymore.
“Huh~ Ahh… I can’t do this… Ahhh~”
After masturbating, I missed the knife more and more. The soft fur of the knife and the large object of the knife came to mind from time to time. Carl also loved it when I licked his own things… But now he couldn’t do that either. It seemed like I was going to get really sick.
“Ha-ha-ha-ha…”
After masturbating like that, I felt a little discouraged. It seemed like it was because it was masturbation without a knife. Of course, it wasn’t that I didn’t like the masturbation… But I still felt like something was lacking.
“I want to meet Carl soon…”
I missed Carl so much. Does Carl know this desperate heart? I thought it would be nice if Carl knew how I felt. Then every single day… Won’t you do that!
“Ahh~ It’s embarrassing~ To be able to enjoy something like that every day with Carl… I think it would be great.”
It was so much fun to think of doing it with Carl. But just thinking about the empty seat next to me without a knife made me sad. It seemed that I was tired of delusion alone like this. I wanted to quickly find a knife.
“Carl… Where the hell are you… Come back quickly… No, I’ll be sure to find you…”
I made up my mind again to find the knife.
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Mia went on an adventure to find the knife! What will be in the dark forest!! Will Mia be able to find the knife? And where did the ogre go?