Chapter 190 – Ep.12 – Still
I go to God and pray.
To make it all out of nothing.
Please erase the person I am from this world and let me go back home.
It rains so much
Everything that has happened so far can be forgotten like a dream.
Nothing gets better if you stay here like this.
… No other way comes to mind.
Have I already come too far?
I don’t know what to do in this situation right now.
I can’t come up with a good idea, and I can’t see a snub as a plausible solution.
“Whew…”
There is nothing to comfort Rico except to hug her hurt sister and give her her body.
I’m not good at talking, and I don’t have much experience comforting others.
Even if I bring her up, I don’t know if Rico-sister will be comforted.
But as much as her sadness she feels, she can feel it more keenly than anyone else.
With a woman who trembles as she hugs me as if she won’t let go,
I can also feel her insecurities that the woman must be feeling.
And, I’m sure.
As long as I’m by Rico’s side, I’m sure nothing will change.
Rico said, “She will always be in pain, asking me to look only at her, and I won’t be able to do her favor and hang out with her other sisters.”
Just like I love Riko, I love Neva, Chichiwa, and Kaede. I don’t want to hurt Rico, but I can’t bear to abandon the other sisters.
…I don’t know about Eva yet, but I can’t do Riko’s favor anyway…
“Sister… “
My throat chokes with guilt toward everyone. Still, I hold back and speak up. She had to speak because she couldn’t hold her heart any longer.
“We are going to God’s Garden.”
The clear ‘clear’ that the status window says.
“Ending” Is the completion of all quests in another world.
If you can achieve that, then everything will be fine.
I’ll just have to put everything back the way it was.
“If I go, I’ll do anything…”
“Fuck…! It’s crazy to go all the way there believing only one religious man’s words. Huh? Delrin…”
Rico also brings her up. She still doesn’t believe Helen’s words.
“There are so many cathedrals that you can barely see them. Are you going to the Demon Continent just to pray? That bitch is just a crazy bitch No matter how you look at it, you were kicked out of the Seongguk side. You know that. You know better! Bitch, she has other plans. If you go later, the back of the head or seven years… !”
That’s right, and it’s a reasonable doubt.
Mana, blessings, prayers, magic…
From the point of view of a foreigner living with such things, it would be wiser to pray to a famous god nearby than to travel such a long way.
Goddesses praised by all,
To the goddesses worshiped by all,
Praying and swearing allegiance to them would be the universal solution.
The people of this world live close to the gods. If you see the miracles of the gods created right in front of your eyes, no one will be able to deny the existence of the gods.
Even Chi-Chi, who was proud and thought he was the best, accepted God. She is more interested in her own magic and the mysteries of the world rather than God, but Chi-Chi noona doesn’t reject or ignore God either.
But Helen takes us all and takes us somewhere we don’t know. The church blessed by the god of love and mercy, and all the famous places that are said to be full of divinity, are abandoned, and the woman called the Archbishop of the Holy Land goes to a faraway land.
Rico is suspicious of Helen and can’t believe it.
“How many times are you talking about… Please listen to me… “
“… “
But I have to follow Helen to the Garden of the Gods. Because that’s the clearing condition that the status window says.
I don’t know what happens when I clear it, but maybe a god grants my wish… I bet
Then go and make a wish.
Please finish everything so that everyone can be happy.
To return to the original world. Forgot everything…
“Please, me and… Let’s run away together. I, I… I’ll do something. Let’s just sneak out, just the two of us, and live quietly…”
I feel her hand resting on the back of her head. She holds me tightly as if she were wrapped around me, and I feel infinite sympathy for Rico, who earnestly pleads with me.
“I’ll make sure you don’t get any water on your hands. I’ll bring it all to you. If there’s anything you want, just tell me. I’ll give it to you… Yeah, yeah. I won’t even curse at you. No, I’ll try not to…”
Rico desperately trying to convince me.
Ah. I remember my first meeting with Rico, who was rough and fierce.
Falling into another world without knowing anything,
Captured by Riko’s men out of nowhere,
Beaten up a lot,
After being raped to the point where she really wanted to die,
…Fuck. It’s okay. I think you’d better stop thinking about your first meeting with her. No matter how good I tried to think of it, it was a real fucking situation.
Anyway, looking at Riko now, her head hurts like it would break.
What the hell am I supposed to do with this woman?
“Fuck you bastard… “
While hugging me tightly, Rico spat out a short curse.
“I know. I know… I know you’ll stupidly follow her, and I know you won’t choose me… “
With me on the ball,
Rico murmured, trailing off her words.
“You keep going like this, you don’t change… You’ll live like you do now. I know. Still, though… “
What were you trying to say?
My poor imagination couldn’t recall her last words coming out of her mouth.
“Still… “
Rico didn’t say anything more and kept her mouth shut for a moment. Through her cheeks touching my cheeks, I could even hear the minute movements of her muscles clenching my teeth.
“… “
During the brief silence, I tapped Riko on the back a few times,
“It’s okay.”
When I comforted her by tapping her on the back about five or six times,
Rico finally opened her mouth.
“Anyway, don’t worry, I’ll find a way to live even if things go wrong.”
Those were her last words.
Our sex ended there,
Rico left her bedroom, roughly covering her body with a thin piece of cloth.
——————–
…A little more time passed. Nothing was resolved, and nothing was prepared. However, even if a huge wall of troubles stood in my way, time passed helplessly, not caring about it.
However, our group still remains in Nitocrio’s palace. Even if time passed, we didn’t follow that time either.
Thanks to save and load, we were able to fully enjoy leisure and relaxation here.
Now, it seems that my body has gotten used to the facilities that only royalty can enjoy.
It was a journey that I had been chasing, but this place, Mudriel, gives me an inordinate amount of comfort.
But, alas, my mind and heart do not enjoy all these comforts.
Like a small log being pushed down by the sea, nothing is known and it just flows unsteadily.
“…”
No. Still, if that’s the case, maybe you’ve gotten pretty lucky.
I think about that while touching the leaves of the World Tree on the table.
Isn’t it a great luck to be able to rest in a beautiful kingdom located at the end of the desert?
If I had remained on Earth, would I have been able to see such a wide desert or a huge palace?
If it hadn’t been for all the tragedies that befell me, it would have been a pleasant trip.
Anyway, this place is my favourite. Maybe it’s because of the scorching sun and the sea, but it’s a decent place to live, even though I feel like I’m getting a little more depressed.
Is it a window or a hole in it?
In any case, time flies quickly if you stare blankly at the scenery of Mudriel seen through that place, the towering island in the distance, and the sea that surrounds it.
“Deli…?”
Breaking the silence, Chi-Chi calls me. The trembling voice coming from the side of the bed is impressive.
“I, radish, would you like some water…”
Looking toward the bed, Chi-Chi is lying on her face, barely moving her hands. Even the act of wiggling like that must have been quite unreasonable, and I immediately lost strength in my arms and put them on the bed.
…I feel a little sorry to see you like that. I think the sex lasted too long. Chichi noona’s premature ejaculation-like pussy was unbearable.
“I’m sorry. Did I go too far…?”
“Oh no…”
He was handed a bottle of water by a Dark Elf attendant who happened to pass by the hallway, and brought it straight to Chichi-sister.
My sister struggled to get her body up and carefully took her glass and sipped little by little. It seems that he is careful in his own way because he has already had an upset stomach while drinking water in a hurry in a state of exhaustion (because of sex…).
“Haaa…”
“Are you okay now?”
“Yes…”
After quenching her throat, Chi-Chi’s voice regained some strength. Fortunately
“Oh, I really thought I was going to die today… I told you to stop… “
“Sorry.”
Is it because of a hard heart?
After spending a lot of time clinging to her chichi, her chichi literally fainted. She had been lying face down for an hour, barely breathing.
“I’m really sorry… “
How can I express this feeling of dread?
Her head is infinitely empty because of all the emotions she has poured out with her lust.
Holding her chichi and frantically shaking her waist,
Filling her head with all the cries and moans she spits out…
I tried to forget what was about to happen to me.
Seldom forgotten
Anxiety and guilt that won’t go away seem to eat away at her breasts.
“Ha… “
I don’t have the confidence to face the future like I used to. How the hell did she live when she didn’t have the ability.
It would be more convenient if I kept saving and reloading like this and living in the past.
However, I have to cross over to the Demon Continent in the end.
Time is running out.
We must hurry.
“Delrin, are you okay… ?”
“Are you okay.”
I can’t afford it anymore
“Is it because of what you said earlier? Don’t worry too much.”
Really,
Now, not only time, but even the circumstances around me push me away.
“… If you want, I will somehow erase it… “
“Don’t say that.”
“Uh… ? Oh no, I just… Delrin, I think you’re having a hard time… “
Kaede is expecting a baby soon.
Suin is said to give birth quickly and grow quickly.
According to Chi-Chi’s calculations,
Assuming that the baby in the belly continues to grow without being affected by save and load,
Kaede’s due date is…
50 days ahead.
In terms of time, 1200 hours.
Including the time to go back using the save and load ability,
In about 1200 more hours, I will become a father.
In other words,
There is no time to delay in Mudriel.
We have to leave.
Hurry.
Rather than being too late to do anything,
Wouldn’t it be better to hurry and go to the Garden of the Gods… ?
