Chapter 137 – Ep.8 – Truth
Being human is very strange.
A being who sees a person spouting lies and bites him for meanness, but eventually sheds tears because he can’t stand the heartbreaking truth.
Humans are like that. Sometimes infinitely strong, other times incredibly weak.
The strong shed tears, the weak changed the world,
Evil people do good things, good people do bad things…
Neva was human.
Everyone in her presented her as the grace and blessing of her god, but that didn’t change the fact that she was her human.
Neva was brilliant, but she was a girl.
If Delrin had been born into the world she lived in, she might not have been a little student who joked with her friends.
She studies well and is good at sports, but sometimes she goes to karaoke with her friends, eats hamburgers,
She finishes her homework and leaves it at her house and cries, gets pimples and grunts all day long,
Because she has a child she likes, she secretly puts her heart on hold, and even when she quarrels with her friends, she quickly breaks free…
“…”
No.
Was she a man in Delrin’s world?
If so, she probably wouldn’t have gained a lot of popularity regardless of both men and women.
Tall, handsome,
Precocious, mature,
Nevertheless, hanging out with her friends, playing soccer, playing games, and even doing everything well,
He is always admired, always envied, loved…
He probably lived a life like the main character.
Wouldn’t anyone want to stay by his side?
However, even so, I don’t think it would have changed the fact that Neva was a young existence that reached only about the chest of adults.
She was young
Even though she was young, everyone wanted her to become her adult, and in the end, her child only wanted to become her adult early on in line with all her expectations.
I was superior, superior, and ahead of everyone of my age, but
Still, Neva was a child.
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The girl who freely wielded a sword and shield as heavy as her own body,
Even with her great abilities, she couldn’t lift the burden of her heart.
Parents who left
The brother whom her self had cast out,
I couldn’t bear the longing and guilt towards all three of them who never came back.
She couldn’t stand it.
Even if everyone praises her,
The three people who treated her as her only family,
I didn’t stay with her any longer.
Neva could not stand it.
Even sitting alone in her empty mansion and tearing her messed up hair out,
Missing her brother, feeling sorry and planting flowers in her garden with clumsy hands,
No one came back to her side.
“Eva, Eva, Eva…”
The emotions that permeated Neva’s memories began to change her memories bit by bit.
To alleviate even a little guilt, not to suffocate under the burden of mental burden,
Her brain had to find a solution somehow.
“…”
The mansion was too large and desolate for the two of them to live in, but the knight, left alone on a large bed, could not embrace anything.
I was alone there.
The servants and the like have long been chased away,
I also kicked out all the worthless nobles who came to the mansion.
Now, the only thing left there was one knight who couldn’t even shed tears.
She had to change her memory.
She had to fool herself, even to get through the grief that was too much for a little girl to handle.
“Why, why did you leave? Huh?”
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But the two beings embraced by Neva,
The two little men and women living in the present,
Gireko brings out Neva’s memories.
Lock yourself in your room,
Put in the mansion,
Guilt rushes over Neva for trapping her in her memories.
“Me, I’m sorry… Her sister is sorry…”
Neva says. That trembling echo was transmitted to Delrin, who was right next to her.
“Sister-in-law, sister-in-law… Huh? Sister-in-law, it’s too late…”
The girl who was too young to shoulder everything, struggled to lock it all deep in her heart,
The smell of Delrin’s flesh and her brother’s cries of her full body finally bring her guilt back from sinking to the bottom of the water.
“Sister, unnie… Hig, heeuk…”
Eva cries. As she did when she left the Neva, the sky is falling, calling for her sister.
Even the sad blue moon falls for a moment at the cry of the little witch.
Moonlight seeps into the small cave where they hide.
The moon resonates with the tears of the witch who lives on the moon…
“No, no… No…”
Neva releases her arms from holding Delrin and Eva, and struggles to raise her staggering body.
The cost of putting off decades seeps into her body.
“I didn’t do anything wrong! If only Eva had come back sooner…”
A jolt that her spirit cannot handle extracts sadness from her blue eyes.
Neva screams at her, feeling too much guilt to blame herself for everything on her own.
“No! I mean no!”
The always perfect knight shouts.
It’s more like a scream.
“No…”
The sturdy legs trained to become a knight eventually collapse.
“No…”
The knight of Albator, who would not bend his head even if he was about to die, slammed his forehead on the ground in front of the two men and women.
A stream of blood flows from his immaculate forehead.
“Eva, I’m sorry… Unnie, I’m sorry… Unnie, unnie…”
The knight who protected the whole world but couldn’t protect those he loved,
Despite being criticized by everyone, he weeps, throwing away all his pride and spirit as a knight.
“It’s not your fault… Sister’s fault… I’m sorry…”
Respected by all,
Trusted by everyone,
Loyal to all,
The strongest sword of Albator Kingdom regrets all his mistakes.
“Unnie, unnie… I abandoned you. I’m sorry… But, unnie can’t live without you…”
There was no mistake in making the decision,
Who accomplished everything with sword and shield,
Was the best,
The silver-haired man who lives here gets on his knees.
The truth is painful.
So most people do not accept the truth.
Reject information that does not match your beliefs,
She always wants to live in her own world and stay happy.
People cover their ears and shut up other people’s mouths.
We get rid of the person who will make us suffer early and ignore their opinions.
Even if that’s true.
Their brain hides painful truths.
Without hiding, man cannot be happy. The death of parents, the loss of property, even the past marked by violence…
Humans must forget.
Forget, hide, block.
“Sister, I’m sorry… Forgive me, please…”
But, very ironically,
Humans must face the truth in order to move forward.
It is only when we face the truth and go beyond it that we truly change everything.
“Sister is bad! Unnie, unnie… Die! Die! Heep, hiss…”
No matter how much you try to hide it, the truth will eventually come out.
We all have to face the truth.
No, this expression may not be appropriate.
We all hide the truth, and later, when we can handle it, we reveal it again. That’s the truth.
The fact that I deeply miss my parents who suddenly left,
Suddenly getting angry and lamenting your past self,
It’s always been the same everyday, but especially today I’m angry,
I thought I had endured it well, but it exploded…
In the end, it is time for us to accept the truth that we ourselves have put off and put off until the end.
Facing all the truths I had been ignoring,
You will be able to pay off all the debts you have deferred in the past, including interest.
“Still, higuk… I like you… I mean…”
Eva cries. With her pierced mouth, the little witch confides the truth she has been hiding.
“I hate her so much, but she still likes her…”
After the little girl was kicked out of her mansion, she wandered all over the place and lived a miserable life.
Her sadness made her see the awakened witches’ talents and follow them.
“So please, don’t do this… Jebaal…”
Although she could not go back to her sister who had driven her away coldly.
That’s why I couldn’t help but hate her sister, rolling on her street and begging her.
“I mean my sister is good…”
Still, Eva loved Neva.
The two sisters loved each other.
The only two girls left in the world needed each other,
After a long, long journey, they hugged each other right here.
A knight who had everything but lost loved ones,
Even though she became a witch, she couldn’t forget her love for her older sister and was infinitely weak.
We really needed each other to go one step further.
“…”
It is, but
Now, in the moment of the thrilling reunion and unity of these two sisters.
“Sigh…”
What should Delrin do, who is still watching the situation with her mouth shut?
Neva and Eva just hugged and cried like that for a long time,
Looking at that thrilling moment, Delrin thought,
‘Eh, I don’t know what’s going on, but it seems to be working out…?’
Right now, the situation seems to be going in a good direction for him as well.
Because Neva also shed her riotous cries and threw off her crazy psycho obsession…
‘I’m glad, phew…’
Even though Eva was always ticklish,
From Delrin’s point of view, wouldn’t it be different from helping at an important moment?
Soon the gag on her own mouth will be undone,
She goes back to her original save point and…
“Delrin.”
Everything had to be finished, but Neva suddenly called Delrin.
“That… I have a favor to ask of you. If you load it like this, won’t all of Eva’s memories disappear…”
‘To?’
Delrin looked at Neva with her eyes wide open. The beautiful spirit returned to her expression, but her message from those blue eyes was…
“Eva, I have something to tell you. Delrin here is the one who promised a future like her sister, but she actually has special abilities.”
“What are you talking about…?”
After reconciliation, the sisters hold each other’s hands and talk.
“Sister will tell you more. Don’t worry. We have plenty of time.”
It didn’t take long to figure out what it meant.
The truth is sometimes harsh,
It’s often hard to accept, but…
