Chapter 43 – Mesgaki and Penalties
“Eww… Now, let’s pick out the butler’s outfit to wear later…”
In the end, I ended up cosplaying as a butler as a punishment.
After all, cosplay is something that viewers wear to see it, so it has become a broadcast that viewers can choose for themselves.
Roughly, I found a site to buy cosplay clothes on the Internet and looked around several.
“Um, 85,000 won?! This is 120,000 won?!”
Maybe it was because this was clothes after all, and my hands and feet were shaking at the higher price than I thought.
Tongue, bro… My limbs are shaking…
-[Choi Da Jae-hee] : Hmm, how about the one on the right?
“Right?”
The person who chose the punishment said it looked fine, so I looked at the things on the right side of the butler’s belly.
In this world, the butler’s clothes were full of women’s sexual desire, so there was a little bit of shortness or a little bit of exposure.
‘No, isn’t this just something a male prostitute would wear?’
Looking at the clothes recommended by viewers, it was a short butler outfit that completely exposed most of the chest or my thighs beyond exposure.
“Ugh, pervert bastard.”
-[Best Da Jae-hee] : Thank you for the rave reviews.
-[Sparkling] : She was a lady haha.
-[Stoothian]: Wow, but if you wear clothes like that, you’ll be spoiled for money.
-[Jo Song-moo] : Shit, I think the next day, it will be aired on Corn TV.
Viewers with perverted tastes were laughing and praising each other to see if they had something in common.
Lady… Just a dog pervert.
I just ignored the pervert-like taste of the viewers and looked for other clothes.
‘This is too short. This is too revealing… What is this?’
The more I look at the butler’s clothes, the more confused and dizzy I get.
No, they were butler clothes, some that looked like swimsuits, and some weird see-through clothes.
Was this how women all over the world felt when they were looking for maid clothes?
I kept looking and found a butler outfit that looked decent.
I liked it because it wasn’t very short or transparent, and it was more like a butler’s outfit that would come out of a romance fantasy.
“How do you guys like this?”
-[Best Da Jae-hee]: Well, if this is enough… Passed?
-[Yang Eun-jae with big breasts] : It looks cool when you expose your breasts and expose your thighs.
“Uh-huh, did anyone go crazy because they wanted to eat Jeongji?”
-[Dkwl321]: Can you eat corn persimmon?
“I’m not going!!”
Corn TV was literally the shade itself.
Men become cyber prostitutes themselves by stripping themselves for money, flirting with women, or sucking their breasts.
I don’t have money, I don’t have pride… Really, really, really… Unless I don’t have money, I won’t go to Corn TV.
[Teeling!]
[Livestock Yellowy sponsored 1,000 won.]
So when do you do that?
“No matter what, at least a week or more… Tomorrow if you live in Seoul?”
Oh shit.
Obviously, the clothes that I expected to take a few days will arrive tomorrow if I live in Seoul.
I felt despair at the fact that I came right away without having time to prepare in my mind.
‘Even the price is a bit expensive…!’
It was my favorite of all the butler clothes I had seen so far, so I insisted on buying it first without looking at the price.
KRW 120,000
My eyes almost popped out at the higher price than I thought, probably because there was a lot of fabric inside.
That was enough to spend all the money I earned today…
“Hey, why is this so expensive!”
-[Busty Yang Eun-je] : I can spend all the money I earned today haha
-[Woojicha]: Ah~ I felt like I was screwed because I had to collect money, but my stomach exploded~!!!
-[Dngus000] : Crying!
– Crying? It’s so fucking bad
There are no other options.
The cloth area is small, and instead of seeing through, wear cheap butler clothes. Or wear a nice butler outfit with a wide cloth area instead of an expensive one…
Isn’t that obvious?
“Keep it… I’ll buy it with this.”
In the end, I ended up buying an expensive butler suit.
It seemed like tears would flow from his eyes.
“Then I bought this… See you on the air tomorrow. I have to sleep now.”
The current time is 9:40.
It was 10:20 before the time I should be coconuting.
“Then bye!”
– Meva.
-Sex…
[The broadcast has ended.]
After the broadcast, I sat quietly in a chair with a little sense of futility.
It broadcasts hard, but the expenditure is big.
“It’s Nero.”
“Ah~.”
When Nero was called, he slowly came down from the table and approached me.
I put my hand on Nero’s front leg and put it on top of mine.
Nero’s fur was soft and her body warm.
Even just gently stroking her hair gave her a sense of peace.
“Ungyaang!”
“Okay…Then let’s start with your scratcher.”
I roughly searched on the internet and saw a cat scratcher.
Most of them were made to be attached to the ground so that the cat could scratch at will.
“How about this?”
“Ungnyang!”
When I showed her a reasonably priced scratcher, Nero nodded her head in approval.
Again, there was an expense.
At least, it was possible because the broadcasting was good these days and I had some income.
If only I had a part-time job without broadcasting…
Perhaps he rotted away alone in his room.
A gloomy image came to mind, but I tried to ignore it and just hugged Nero tightly.
My only refuge.
Nero might actually be an angel who came down from heaven to help me.
It makes me feel better just by hugging her, so how can I hold back?
I hugged Nero for a moment and slowly got up.
“Nero, are you going to sleep then?”
“Aww!”
As I turned off the lights and went to bed to sleep, I felt Nero’s footsteps following me behind me.
I’m not afraid of the dark
I slowly lay down on the duvet and went to sleep.
Nero lay down comfortably in front of me and began to go to sleep.
***
Devil.
People call those who use unknown powers or do evil things so-called demons.
From the past, demons have always been represented as evil, and gods have been represented as light.
Devils are black, angels are white.
The evil are black, the good are white.
Adults are black, children are white.
A black person and a white child lived in the same house.
The black man drank every day, and when he got drunk, he bullied or cursed at the white child.
You are a worthless child
A male prostitute will suit you later.
You too will grow up to be a kid like your father.
These words were too painful for the still white child. Words like daggers stain the white child.
A child grows up and learns about the world little by little, and his field of vision gradually expands.
Of course, as the child grows up, the beauty becomes more and more beautiful.
However, unlike a growing child, his environment hindered rather than helped his growth.
A mother who spits out violence and abusive language every day, and a house full of mold and dust.
A kitchen where there is no such thing as warm rice.
This element has been tormenting the boy to death.
Then one day.
“Kkeok… Hyeonu?”
“Mom? What is your father’s name…! Kyaaak!”
Seeing her son growing up and becoming more like her father, her mother got drunk and attacked her son.
Drunk, he couldn’t tell whether it was real, real, or dream, but he moved in his own way.
The child lies under his mother and is forced to push her away crying.
Fortunately, his mother, who had been drunk, was able to recover her senses quickly.
Rape ended in an attempted rape, so there is no problem.
No it shouldn’t have been
***
“Oooh…!”
Suddenly, I woke up from a feeling of vomiting rising from my stomach.
As I forced myself to vomit and swallowed again, I felt something goosebumps pass down the back of my throat.
I don’t know what it was, but my eyes were blurry.
“Aww…”
“Yes, Nero…”
A sour taste vibrates in my mouth, and I feel a burning thirst in my throat.
As I sat still, Nero, who had also woken up, climbed onto my leg and began licking my face slowly.
Every time Nero licked my face, water droplets landed on his tongue.
He didn’t lick his face, he licked his tears.
“Nero…”
I don’t know when I started to shed tears, but I hugged Nero and tried to calm her down while feeling her warmth.
Nero’s unique soft fur and warmth gradually began to give me stability.
The disgust I felt from within began to diminish little by little.
After calming down a bit, I thought I knew who the boy in my dream was.
‘Shin Jae-joon…’
It was Shin Jae-joon, the original owner of this body, not me.
He sees his past fragmentarily as a dream.
The memory was shocking enough to create trauma, not enough to haunt me.
It’s as if what he’s been through tells me that now it’s my turn to go through.
For a while, she hugged Nero and slowly shed tears.
Happy new day…
As the sun rises in the morning, the birds begin to be intelligent.
Even in a single room, sunlight begins to enter and the room becomes brighter.
However, there was darkness in a corner where the sunlight did not reach all the bright single room.
A thick, indelible darkness.
