Chapter 318 – 1. Knives (4)☆※
It wasn’t that he looked into all of the girl’s dreams.
There were parts that were considered unimportant. There were a lot of parts that even the mind brain had passed without knowing.
It’s just that such passing was so natural that even the brain didn’t realize it.
A chip was implanted in her brain, and once the chip was properly seated in her brain, the girl received the specifications for her chip through her mind.
A spirit protector that is usually implanted in the brain by special forces to resist mental interference or brainwashing.
It was the highest rated chip among them.
If desired, when a girl uses her will, she is still immature and can control the release of her emotions and psychological state intact.
However, unless there is a serious mental attack or intrusion, the chip is asleep and only operates at a minimum, so there is no way to know about the chip’s ability right now…
– Accidental interference detection – system activation
-Security system connection
Huh?
The girl was taken aback, but soon the chip’s ability to interfere with her brain began to complicate her mind.
Me, am I predicting the future? Uh huh ah?
It’s like looking at a kaleidoscope. However, while the lantern showed the past, the present self was looking at the future.
No, the more I look at the kaleidoscope, the more the girl.
No, Yuria realized. This is a kaleidoscope.
This is the past
“Ah ah ah ah ah?”
I’m back.
The memory of reality returned to her own mind, which had been buried in her distant past.
Although she already had memories of this time, Yuria looked around her again.
She is forcibly admitted to the military academy and undergoes military training. She didn’t know it at the time, but the truth of the time she found out later when she went and there was no one higher than herself anymore.
There were countless tricksters who deliberately tried to make her school life the worst in order to break her own spirit and make her puppet, her puppet, who purely listened to her superiors.
At this time, two of those who were motives came in as members of the special forces under their direct control, which they had formed a long time later, and these were the words I heard directly from them at that time.
Because she was a soldier, she said the order came and she couldn’t help it.
But even so, I know that the fault won’t go away, and I’m really sorry.
At the time, I didn’t feel anything.
As the top wants, I like anything except for a few very few things. What do not like Even the simplest sign like that was lost. Now, even wishing for my own death had become blurred, and I was really in a state like a robot.
Although everyone wanted me to rest now.
I still wanted to go to war.
No. Did he want to go to the battlefield? Or did he still wish to die on the pretext of a mission?
Haha… I don’t know. Even me, what I was thinking at the time.
I must have been that broken.
But. My heart and emotions, which have been gradually restored due to Roa, have finally allowed me to feel the surrounding gazes and subtle emotions that I did not feel then.
There were a lot of people who were worried and concerned about me more than I thought.
– Mind Guard in operation.
Yuria could feel it intuitively.
I’ve never had this chip implanted in my head work properly, but I’ve had the feeling that from time to time some cosmic creatures try to intrude into my consciousness or block my attempts to intervene.
It was the first time that it was operating properly like it is now.
YuRia still thought about it while undergoing military training as a 14-year-old YuRia.
What would happen if I left this realm shown in my dream?
What would happen if I acted out of sync with what actually happened in my dream?
Yuria looked at her own body.
It felt different from her body, which was reduced to her sleep mode. Still immature body.
It’s not just that he’s short, but he’s definitely lacking in curvature and volume compared to an adult’s body.
It is not a body in power saving mode that looks like an adult’s body has been reduced to a small size, but a body that is really small because it is young.
At this time, she hadn’t yet learned about advanced psychic powers.
Yuria put into practice what she had thought about while raising her Psi blade and looking at her motives that were difficult for her.
Compared to when she was an adult, she is about half the level she is now.
However, she is much weaker than him due to problems with her sense of skill or proficiency.
But.
She was now ten times stronger than her young and inexperienced self in the dream she was in reality, where she had become a window into disgrace.
The question of her technical proficiency or sense was not as much of a problem as she now has instead of herself.
‘Should I try it?’
While thinking about it for a while, a young brother who was panting next to her approached me.
“What are you doing kid? Where are you sick?”
“…”
Looking closely at him, Yuria realized that he was one of those who later joined her unit.
And she had been choking on the fact that she still didn’t know his name.
I guess I wasn’t that interested in the world.
Even though he thought of him as an important subordinate, he memorized the name of the vodka liquor and didn’t pay attention to his subordinate’s name.
Yuria asked his name without realizing it.
At that, the boy said, tilting his head and looking at me.
As if he never imagined that I would ask for his name.
“Did you not know my name yet?
The boy thought for a moment before opening his mouth.
“My name is David. It’s David. Remember it.”
“Yes, brother David.”
“Cheuk-!!”
David grabbed his heart and stumbled.
“Brother?”
“Hey, wait a minute! What were you so cute about?”
At David’s words, Yuria tilted her head. Cute?
Then David chuckled again and quickly turned his head.
“Kko, kid you… This is against the law. Well, what is it?
“…”
At his words, Yuria immediately understood the situation.
A lifeless face like a doll. Indifferent expression. At this time, I was practically like a dead doll.
No, rather, it was like a living dead moving without the will to live to the point where the doll was forcibly kept alive by the huge cedar tree.
However, the current self feels that way because of Loa. My mind was recovering.
Even though Roa wants me to live and be happy, I want to achieve Roa’s wishes, but even if it’s not that, I’m happy myself. Craved for joy and recovered with emotions and heart.
Perhaps the reason he reacted this way was because of that difference.
Come to think of it, I wondered if even the few symbols he had before he met Roa were allowed even by the upper level in an attempt to give him some time to breathe after I died too mentally.
Vodka. Choco Pie. Things like meta aquatase.
In the case of meta aquatase, it was just a taste of sniping that I happened to get by chance.
In the case of vodka or choco pie, my subordinates found out that I had no hobbies or tastes, so I looked for things just in case, and after finding out that my lineage was related to sleeves, I recommended them.
Come to think of it, was this the person who suggested vodka to me?
“No, no. If you feel better, stop going.”
“Brother, if you’re feeling energetic, hurry up and resume training.”
Unlike David, David saw that the sharp and sharp Psi blades on each fingertip of both hands were formed in a very stable form. I got tired of it and stopped looking at it, then went away from my side.
Ah, come to think of it, haven’t I reached this level yet?
Originally, he was trying to test what would happen if he exerted greater abilities than was possible at this time, but instead of testing David approaching and asking his name, he ended up testing both of them on the dream world.
However, if you see that there is no particular problem, what is this space like?
Above all, I didn’t know David’s name until I came to this world, but what the hell does it mean to be able to know his name here.
Is his name really David? Or did my unconscious fill it in properly?
I don’t know…
Yuria, who was lying on the operating table, flinched at the device that restrained her limbs and trembled.
Wait, anesthesia?
Ah?
Only then did YuRia come to mind.
Now, in the past, it was not the time when she became a hero, but the time when she was still the youngest student at the military academy.
It was a time when she, who was overly powerful, wanted to completely shatter her spirit and make it into a doll that moves according to her superiors’ will, fearing that she might cause a rebellion.
She saw the many Psi-bladed scalpels or saw blades whirring and coming down on her, and her breath started to get tight, but she gritted her teeth and didn’t look away from the machines coming down on her.
Fu-wook! Tzu-geuk!!
“Gup!”
The blade always passes through a certain section.
It is an exquisite section that can divide the body in a large size with as little damage to the body as possible.
The thump-thump, joint between bones cracked and the flesh and bone fell apart, I had felt a lot, but it was a terrible pain that I hadn’t felt in a long time.
Special, Tuduk…
“Omg…!”
The feeling of the entire front rib being lifted up along the lateral line of the rib with skin and muscle intact still trembled my body.
Hooked! Pooh!!
“Haha!! Black?!”
She could see her open lungs puffing open as the blade pierced her shoulder and silence followed.
The balloon-like inflated lungs swayed and swayed, and before I knew it, with a thud, the entire limb fell from the body.
Come to think of it, did I quit the bad taste of showing my body by removing my eyeballs some time ago?
But I wanted to make it clear this time.
What the hell was he doing to me at this time?
As I looked at my surroundings while changing my point of view through my abilities, I lost my sense of equanimity in an instant.
Until now, I had never thought about why there was no sense in the front of my chest that had gone out of the senses in my body that had been separated, but there was a reason for all of them.
He was here.
The madman who later injected ultra-high-purity alcohol into my liver.
He was teasing me by biting and sucking on my breast, which had been separated.
My breasts, which are still immature and small, but have swollen enough to swell and have grown to the point that the nipples are gradually going outward.
“Ugh, uh, uh?!”
Is this my imagination that the dream showed me?
Or is this what really happened?
┗Ah, as expected, the less ripe ones are more excited
┗Hey, how about quitting now? If you do it wrong…
┗What are you doing? You don’t know this year? Didn’t even think her virgin got fucked.
… What?
┗It’s funny. If she knew herself to be a virgin, even the damage to her hymen would be regarded as an injury, and her body would be regenerated.
┗That, it is…
┗What are you doing? Without plucking your eyes
After hearing that, the machine came closer to my eyes again.
Ah, ah… No way… No way… No way…
Poogeuk!! Chizeuug!!
“Keah haha -!!”
My eyesight was pulled out and my vision disappeared for a moment, but as I watched as Shia was connected to the eyeballs in the glass tube and numerous machines stabbed and tampered with my organs, shaking and convulsing here and there, I received signals from my eyes directly. I saw firsthand what was happening to me by cutting it off and again focusing on the empty space like a third gaze.
Tzu-geuk, tsu-geuk, and his eum-yeol were being teased in the hands of a maniac.
Stop that!! Stop it aaaaa!!
While he was making fun of my genitals while his internal organs were shaking, he immediately released the suit on the lower part of his body and began pushing his protruding penis toward himself.
Pooh-!!
Due to the numerous pains that were already afflicting my whole body, the feeling was difficult to distinguish, but I felt it when I felt it with a clear awareness of what was happening to me.
The pain of breaking the hymen for the number of times and the presence of the fist that penetrated the still tender vagina.
“Ugh, ugh! Ah!?”
That would be a lie… It must be a lie!
This, this… This can’t be true…
Tzu-geuk- go! Sizzle… I’m sorry.
The sound mixed in with the sound of guts being torn apart.
As a child, the sound that I could not even distinguish because I had never known it was clearly heard in my ears.
Unbelievable… Unbelievable…
Me, are you saying I wasn’t even a virgin from the start?
┗Please don’t pack as much inside as before. Do you know how difficult it is to clean up?
┗What do you know?.
Fuck! My small body and internal organs shaking with the shock of being raped while gagging…
I burst into sobs as if going crazy at the shock.
“Ahhhhh!
┗Uh huh What is this guy doing all of a sudden?
┗Now wait a minute? I think I noticed
┗What? Didn’t I say you guys wouldn’t be able to tell the difference?
┗He said he was in so much pain that it would be difficult to distinguish the other senses, but he never said he would notice!
–Warning. Detect change of mind. Map change detection.
–Defend.
* * * * * *
Turong -!!
“Khaaaaa!!”
The brain that had shaken YuRia’s dreams bounced back from the huge impact and rolled on the floor for a long time.
It wasn’t that the blood was bursting out of the chil-gong like before, but the demon brain that had been thrown out with the shock as if it was ripening in the head didn’t come to its senses for a long time before it managed to get up.
Her subordinates were supporting her and brought a bowl of cool water to her mouth.
After drinking her cold water and soothing her insides, the demon stood up with the help of a subordinate and looked at the woman.
It was a little bit, but it felt like her fierce eyes had faded a little.
“Yes… Her failure to maintain her fidelity to her husband hurts more than the pain of her body.”
Jean herself doesn’t know if what happened in her lady’s dream actually happened.
Just the insecurity that her woman is most afraid of. She aroused suspicion and she did what she most likely did not happen.
Her manipulation of dreams is always like that.
She couldn’t make something that didn’t exist, and she must have had enough. She should have been Even if there were, only things that wouldn’t be strange.
Only they could be manipulated in dreams.
He had found the best way to shake the woman’s heart, but what was the shock just a moment ago?
This time, no one there seemed to sense him, but what…
“Master… Isn’t this enough? Since your heart has already been shaken, the gap must have opened.”
“No, it’s still not enough. This bitch’s will is too hard, so it’s not even close to this level.”
It’s only weaker than before. The girl’s eyes were still intense.
“Hanpul… No, we need to cut down on the grudge more.”
But for now, she felt like she had to take care of her own body first.
It was because if she received another blow like this, her own body would not be able to survive.
* * * * * *
–Warning. Detect change of mind. Map change detection.
–Defend.
–Warning. Detect change of mind. Map change detection.
–Defend.
–Warning. Detect change of mind. Map change detection.
–Defend.
Even after that, while Yuria was often dissected, she was humiliated.
Even that idiot who injected her alcohol into her own liver. Sometimes even those located in corrupt high places.
However, whenever a situation that violated him occurred, the thought change defense log came to mind and those who violated him disappeared.
That’s why Yuria noticed that the things she was doing now were tricks someone was using to break her own spirit.
That would mean that he was lucky that he really was her virgin until he met Loa.
But even so.
Even if it was a lie, the loss of innocence at this time was shaking her spirit more than anything else.
Knowing that this insult was a lie, she somehow managed to keep her senses even in the shock of her head going blank.
That’s how the 14-year-old days passed and I entered the 15-year-old.
And for the first time, I met a new recruit of the same age as me.
Along with one fact that I didn’t know at the time.
Among those who enlisted at the military academy that day, the one who was the same age as him was from the same orphanage.
The child was very angry with me for some reason.
* * * * * *
“Huh! Heh!”
“Ma brain!! I can’t do it any more!”
Over and over again, the demon that bounced off and flew away from the woman and became a window of her embarrassment glared at the woman in front of her as she gasped for breath.
What kind of change has occurred, or is it just a big shock because it was the first shock, and I’m getting more and more insensitive to the same thing? Really just a little bit more. I thought it would be enough if I could shake just one more piece of paper, but I couldn’t shake the last bit.
She was shaken for a moment only at the moment of being raped, but even then, while being raped, she was thrown back and flying, and the woman’s eyes came back.
“What about him?”
“…”
One of the subordinates who was supporting the demon glanced to one side, and the demon followed his gaze and looked at the sarcastic horse who was chewing on her bubble from there.
“Looks like he’s been hit harder than me.”
“Anyway, if the demon-sama should have only opened the passage to the consciousness this time, it must be because it was that bastard who came out directly.”
When the brain manipulates the dream, indirectly intervening, he said that he would not be able to do it properly because he felt tantalized, and asked him to open the way. It must have been because of the recoil that came out, but it seemed that he was properly shocked.
“You’re a disgusting bastard. To think that place would stand even against a girl in such a miserable state.”
“I wonder if that bastard’s nickname is wrong for nothing. Certainly, her woman is more knowledgeable than anyone else, so it seems like she almost defeated her, but it’s a bit regrettable.”
That strange power really is. Really, if I had activated it a little later, I could have defeated that woman only this time…
“I want him to die like this, but I can’t deny that his actions were more effective than mine.”
“…”
“Call the councilor. I will take care of my situation and try again for another chance.”
* * * * * *
“Aberia”
The girl really looked back at her own castle after hearing her for the first time in a long time.
My last name, given by the director, in the hope that my life will be a gift from God to me, who is particularly weak.
“Six years… Ten thousand?”
It’s a really awkward feeling.
It’s about 6 years old for the self in the dream, but it’s the face I’ve seen for the first time in 40 years for the self whose memories have returned.
One thing is for sure, he didn’t seem to stand out much after all considering what he hadn’t seen in his unit.
“How come… Why did you betray the director?”
“…?”
Betrayal… What is it?
“Why…Why did you not trust the director? You hastily left the director and followed them, so all the director’s efforts were in vain! I know how much the director was sad every day because of that!”
Ah… ?
“Even now, the director blames himself and suffers from what happened that day. He said he couldn’t save you. I was!!”
At those words, Yuria couldn’t even move.
This has never happened in the original history.
However, there is a high probability that this is true as there is no defense against mental interference.
Yuria hurriedly looked back at her own memories.
As she gradually increased her own position and gained more and more authority, a few things she learned while getting to know each other came to mind.
At that time, the facts were already so broken that they had no meaning.
Will the director and the orphanage be safe?
That was all she knew.
And all were safe, some of the children from the orphanage died and some were in a bad situation, but compared to the children from other orphanages, I didn’t see anything special. .
However, I didn’t realize at the time that the director’s face was so dark.
“So?”
“What?”
“So what do you want me to do?”
At my words, he looked at himself, at a loss for what to say.
“Tell me Abel. What do you want from me?”
“You, you… Aren’t you sorry for the director?!”
“So. Are you saying that being sorry is enough? Nothing is solved by being sorry, Abel. What do you want from me? Do you want me to suffer more? Do you want me to be in more pain?”
“Aberia!!”
“Tell me. If possible, I will apply for the special curriculum that is given to me. Even though I am a lab rat, I am a rare lab rat, so I will accept this request.”
Abel trembled at him.
“You… You…”
Abel glared at herself with her fists clenched and her fists clenched.
“I’m going to break you”
“That can’t be enough”
Yuria coldly glared at Abel.
“It’s a pity. If this had really happened that day, I might have gladly accepted it, but now I can’t allow it.”
“Avelia… What the hell are you talking about…”
YuRia just turned around with a bitter expression.
“Approximately a hundred years from now. If you’re still alive then, see you then. There’s no way you can remember these words.”
Here in a dream
The Abel in front of her is not the real Abel.
She, of course, didn’t mean her words that she would commit suicide. She said Abel.
That’s how Yuria broke up with Abel, her classmate at the orphanage, whom she met after a long time.
