Chapter 12 – 1. Winter Queen (12)[Surgery]※
Wriggling…
At some point, Yuria’s consciousness, which had been faintly connected, was completely cut off and completely crushed, and only the pieces of her body barely flinched and showed only signs of her life.
The bones of her whole body were crushed and her muscles and internal organs were ruptured, and it was already in a state closer to something that was Yuria rather than Yuria.
Can you really see this as alive?
However, trying to somehow keep hope alive, in this miserable flesh piece, I searched for the place where Yuria’s mouth might have been, and in something that was all broken, I looked for a place where it might have been a mouth, squeezed a hibis flower there, and squeezed the juice out of it. Dropped.
Please, hoping this will work.
And as time passed, the something that only wriggled and showed weak movements began to wriggle even stronger, though little by little.
“Uhhhhh-!!“
Then, with the sound of airy breathing, filled with so much pain, the flattened body began to swell little by little, adding to its thickness. It was so frightening and strange that Noorie looked at it like that for a long time, little by little. Gradually, I watched YuRia covering her mouth as she continued to find a human form in something that was not human.
“Gurgling… Kkeuk… “
“Eun Gong…”
But that was it.
Perhaps it was too much to fully recover from that miserable sight with a single hibis flower. He returned from something that could not even be a human to something that could barely be called a human, but the condition was still very miserable.
The organs that burst out of her body were still oozing out, and blood and other colorful bodily fluids still flowed out of her body.
Yuria, who somehow manages to survive even in such a miserable state, only continued her feeble moans as she wriggled in her excruciating pain.
‘It hurts!! It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!!’
Consciousness returned, but YuRia couldn’t think of anything other than the fact that she was in pain from the excruciating pain.
Her broken body couldn’t properly contain her vitality and was leaking out quickly, and Yuria was literally dying in real time.
‘Help me… It hurts. Scared!’
“Ugh… Ugh… “
Watching herself hang on to that thin lifeline without giving up even in the midst of so much pain somehow, Yuria realized for the first time that she was afraid of dying.
She once tried to come to terms with her death, thinking she wanted to rest now, but it wasn’t that she really wanted to die.
It’s just that she gave up on living.
‘I want to live… ‘
I don’t want to die. Scared. It hurts.
“Damn…ぅ… “
“Eungong! Eungong!!”
Seeing Yuria in so much pain, Noori pondered for a long time on what to do, and eventually she made up her mind.
If the body is so broken that it cannot function properly, even if it is not a fundamental solution, TemporarilyShouldn’t it be able to do its job?
Unleashing all her strength, Noori picked up a twig that had been rolling around in her hand.
It turned into a huge bat in no time.
「Come on gold. Come out. What fantasy will you create today?」
「It’s an overnight dream. The illusion of a dream passing through your fingers in vain」
「But tonight, will it become a reality?」
The goblin’s bat he lifted hit Yuria’s body with a snap.
「The illusion of a fleeting night! Erosion of reality and become more real than real!」
Paaaaa -!!
Pew-! Pop!!
The spirits bursting out of the pure white scepter slowly began to regenerate.
The sand that once collapsed lost its light, and although it was drawing sand from the surroundings again, most of the sands that already existed around it were sands that had lost their light and turned gray.
Seeing this, Cashwyn began to get more and more nervous.
I never thought that the Sand Fairy, who I thought would endure endlessly, had such a weakness.
No. This wasn’t just her genie’s limit, it was her own limit.
If she could summon the Sun Desert better than she could, her Sand Fairy weakness would have been meaningless.
Even at this moment, the sand of the Sun Desert overflowed and poured endlessly here, but the speed at which the fairies flew away and rebuilt was overwhelmingly higher than the speed at which the sand was replenished, and the sand fairies were so helpless in front of the Winter Queen. Did
To the extent that it literally holds the feet, nothing more, nothing less.
She wondered how to summon more power, but that was impossible right now.
No. It was something that shouldn’t have been done.
Like a queen A large-scale human sacrifice would certainly bring in more power.
Now that it has been thwarted, the Winter Queen has lost her elemental protection.
All that remains now are the remnants of the spirit’s power that once filled his body and that scepter.
It was the reason Cashwynn was able to hold out so well against her queen.
Now, of all her queen’s remaining power, that scepter was the only real danger.
『Aaaaa!』
Pop! Perong! Shoot-!
Gradually, the sand fairies slowed down their regeneration and began to be unable to stop her queen.
Step. Step.
Looking at the queen, who, albeit slowly, was gradually getting closer to Cashwynn, Cashwynn hesitated and backed away from her.
As the queen approaches, she can buy herself time by stepping back from her, but how long will this last? When will the limits of sand come?
Her fear, which had begun to rise little by little, had risen to just below her chin before she knew it, and it was at that time that she seemed to suffocate herself in such a rising fear.
『Stop』
As she was about to swing her scepter at the Sand Nymph, a woman appeared from behind the Winter Queen, grabbed her royal scepter, and hugged the Winter Woman behind her, stopping her queen.
The woman, taller than her queen by a head or so, seemed ripe for something in her, yet she could not relate to any woman she knew.
Blue hair, blue eyes.
Despite its features, Cashwyn didn’t realize for a moment who the woman stopping her queen was.
The YuRia that Cashwyn knew was so short that she could be called a little kid.
At first glance, the woman who appeared behind the Winter Queen was taller than herself.
『Aaaaa… ?』
『Please, please stop No one wanted you to do this. This is no one’s wish』
The sound that seemed to resonate directly inside her head, even Jin Cashwyn herself couldn’t understand why she thought that, but she thought it was Yuria’s voice.
That tall woman is Yuria.
『Please… Now please stop… Stop torturing yourself or each other and let go. Please… 』
The Winter Queen, who had been held by a woman presumed to be Yuria for a long time, was held in her arms for a long time, and then something came out of her and went up to the sky, and her body began to fall apart.
Was the body that I thought of as pure white ice caps really made of ice caps? There was only a pile of snow left where the queen collapsed, and only a pure white scepter was left in YuRia’s hand.
YuRia, who was looking down at the ruins of the Winter Queen, who had collapsed like that, looked down at the scepter with sad eyes as well, and eventually released the scepter towards the sky, and the scepter also rustled and became powder of the ice caps, and as its shape collapsed, something followed the queen into the sky. Went up
Cashwin seemed to have seen the shape of a baby in it, even for a moment.
And the part that didn’t go up to her sky seeped into Yuria’s heart.
Looking at the scene, Cashew Win stared blankly at the woman in front of her.
How the hell am I supposed to express her?
It was impossible to describe the appearance of a goddess descending from the sky.
It was so beautiful and so unreal that it was impossible to even lust after its beauty.
“I-over there…”
Cashwyn didn’t say anything else until there.
Even after he said it, he felt as if he was being weighed down by its huge presence, wondering what spirit he had in mind when he said it. Started to grow
“Heh! Heo!”
“Good job Mr Cashwin”
At those words, Cashwyn was certain that the existence in front of her was Yuria.
This voice. This tone. This tone.
Because everything was the same as Yuria.
Although it has changed to a voice that seems a bit mature.
“Uh, what does that look like?”
“Thanks to Nuri, it’s temporary, but it’s back to its original form.”
When Yuria gestured to her, Nuri crouched towards her from the direction of the crater.
“I’ll have to finish everything while I’m still in this form.”
“Huh?”
“Because I haven’t recovered yet.”
It was very sad for Yuria that this appearance was temporary.
“I’m still in that state where my whole body is crushed. This figure is just a fantasy. I’m still standing infinitely close to death, and only the steps toward that death have been suspended while this illusion is maintained.”
Cashew Wynn was just quietly silent at her words.
“Then, what should I do…?”
Before Cashwyn had finished her own words, the scenery around her changed. Whoa?!She did and bumped her butt.
She stood hesitantly and looked around her with a frightened expression, as if even Nuri was greatly surprised.
“Here…!”
Cashwynn noticed the cedar trees all around her and realized it was the same forest she had been in for a while before she went to meet the Winter Queen.
How?
When Cashwynn and Nuri were still not coming to their senses due to the sudden movement of the space, Yuria lightly waved her hand at the cedar tree. The Harbis flower tree also began to grow rapidly.
The sight left Cashwyn speechless.
What the heck does this mean Does this mean that humans can do it?
And Cashwin was startled by the ripe fruits of the cedar tree that fell to the ground.
The fruits floated in the air before they even touched the ground, and piled up one by one near Yuria.
As the flower tree grew, the flowers that had bloomed again were neatly plucked and stacked neatly next to Yuria.
“You… Who the hell are you?”
It didn’t matter if it was a human or a fairy.
There can be no way that a person capable of this could be a being on earth in the middle of the day.
“Perhaps you are the one who doesn’t understand”
The fruits of the ripe cedar tree piled up in a small mountain beside YuRia, and YuRia made a small gesture towards the two of them.
“When you get home, take your belongings and be escorted by the loa to my house. Without your help, I am doomed to die tomorrow…”
“Sleep…”
Cashwyn, who was reaching out to YuRia, arrived in front of Roa’s house just as she did when she reached out.
Cashewyn looked around her with an expression as if possessed by a ghost, and Nuri stood there blankly as if she had lost her soul, perhaps as if she was embarrassed by the current situation.
Yuria never really thought that saving Nuri would return in this way.
She was temporary, but now that she has regained all of her body’s power, the sense of liberation that Yuria feels is indescribable.
But the present image is just a lie.
Literally an overnight fantasy.
So, no matter how much you do against this illusion, after it is withdrawn, you will return to being a lump of mashed meat with her breath gurgling, and you will die again in terrible agony.
So, in order not to die, she had to do everything she could before going back to that state.
Fortunately, he now had the strength and ability to do it.
As it was, Yuria began to process the fruits of the cedar trees piled up in the middle of the cave.
It would be better It’s hard to get the proper effect if you refine it with these clumsy tools made in the cave, but now you can make sure medicine.
But even then, her real self, not her current false self, is so bad that her vessel of life itself can be repaired, but in many ways, to regain her original power properly It seemed like it would take time.
Above all, the Winter Queen…
No, this remnant left by her daughter was a power like a curse to herself, who would return to normal after today, if not later.
No matter how innocently she gave her power as a gift, she was so weak that she was nothing more than a poison that harmed her body.
“It’s going to be a bit colder tomorrow…”
Haha, he grabbed her head.
I hate being cold…
“It’s done…”
A medicine made by injecting not only the fruit of the cedar tree, but also the flowers that grew and re-bloomed from the hibis tree.
A power that will disappear overnight anyway.
The medicine he made by using it sparingly and sparingly, like his own hair, colored his own aura, and had a light blue light like deep ice frozen in eons of time.
Looking at the medicine contained in the tightly sealed flask, Yuria felt her guest came just in time, and she returned to the figure Roa knew well.
Why?
Roa also knows her true self, but Yuria wanted to meet Roa with her current appearance rather than that appearance.
In this guise she has been with Loa for six years.
For some reason, I felt as if I had become distant from Loa if I wanted to stay as I was.
She couldn’t even figure out why.
What kind of feelings do she really have for Loa?
If she just wants to be near her, she doesn’t mind being her original self, so why is she doing this?
Loa, who came to Yuria’s cave, let out a sigh of relief when she saw Yuria in her usual form.
But what should I do? For some reason, YuRia’s feeling was a bit different from usual.
“Huh…?”
“Now, let Loa have it.”
When Roa tilted her head at her sense of incongruity, what YuRia held her Roa in her arms was a flask full of a liquid resembling the color of her hair.
“This?”
“It’s my medicine I mentioned before. And whatever condition I get into tomorrow, please don’t be surprised and give me that medicine. It’s really important.”
Cashwin looked at YuRia with a subtle gaze, as if asking what the hell she was doing.
“It looks like Nuri stayed at home.”
“Isn’t it only Roa and me that you called here?”
YuRia heard Cashwyn’s words. She did and she remembered what she had said.
“Oops, I made a mistake. I’m a little sorry for Nuri.”
But she didn’t seem bad.
Merkin and Nuri will need some alone time.
In a way, this might be an opportunity.
However, Yuria became bitter again. Cashwyn is the only one who can heal herself anyway, but even so, having at least one person of the same sex by her side is psychologically comforting, albeit a little.
The fact that she had to touch her body once more into the hands of a man made Yuria feel like she was about to burst into tears.
“Mr. Cashwin, you know my true condition, right?”
“… I know very well. Damn it.”
What the hell was Loa talking about? She looked at Cashwynn.
“Just be prepared. Just know that tomorrow you will be so surprised that you drop the medicine bottle and eat it, it will be the end.”
“Dae, what the hell happened!?”
Cashwyn just sighed and sighed.
“Before I take the medicine for Loa, please help me somehow improve my condition. I don’t think I will be able to take the medicine properly in that condition.”
At that, Cashwyn simply nodded her head.
“Looking at that, I thought it would be like that. No, can I just say this?”
Seeing Cashwyn like that, Yuria had a bit of a bitter expression on her face.
“Just do what you’re comfortable with. If you met me that way from the beginning, I know what I look like. I’m just comfortable right now.”
“…I got it when you said that. Haa… How the hell did I…”
She wasn’t awkward.
No, it wouldn’t make sense to treat them like before after seeing them.
Even now, she was barely holding back the urge to kneel down in front of Yuria.
It’s just that his presence has become so insignificant now that it’s gone down to the level when we first met, so he’s at least sane.
So, Cashwin became curious.
On the other hand, I wonder if such a noble being is here like this.
Because she was never meant to be with people like them in a low place.
No way.
Indeed, she loves Loa… ?
Thinking it was a useless idea, Cashwyn quietly came out of the cave. Because there were things I needed to treat Yuria.
Cashwin checked the time. The time was approaching when the illusions that covered Yuria’s true state disappeared and Yuria returned to the state of a piece of meat that had been chewed up again.
Is it because you know it yourself? She left behind Roa, who was still asleep, and Chae Yu-Ria, unlike usual, woke up early and came out.
Cashew Winn, who had already completed all of her preparations for Yuria’s surgery, poured water on a makeshift stove in one corner of her and folded and piled clean cloths beside her.
“Wouldn’t it be better to lie down here beforehand?”
“It’s scary… I already shudder when I think of having to feel the pain of that time again.”
Looking at Yuria who was terrified with her body shrunken, Cashwyn quietly finished preparations for surgery.
Disinfectant. Recovery medicine. In addition, various implants and threads that melt inside the body. The bones of fresh orcs freshly hunted and trimmed today.
“I’m going to put this implant made of oak bone in your body for a while. You know why, right?”
“…”
There weren’t many bones in YuRia’s body that had already been shattered.
At last. In order to support Yuria’s body, she had to fill it with something else.
“It hurts a lot, doesn’t it?”
“It must be painful. Since you have something in your body that does not originally belong to you, the feeling of a foreign body cannot be helped.”
Cashwyn started making bones to replace Yuria’s bones by cutting the orc’s bones on the spot.
She remembered what YuRia’s bones looked like, so as she was cutting the bones, YuRia snatched the knife from Cashwyn’s hand and started cutting the bones herself.
“It feels strange to think that I am cutting the bones that will enter my body.”
“Ha…”
So, he just wanted to say that he would shave himself, but since YuRia’s cutting skills were superior to him, Cashwin just kept quiet.
After all the bones were removed, YuRia undressed herself and covered herself with a white cloth, trembling with shame and tears welling up in her eyes.
Covering herself with a white cloth, lying on a simple operating table with half shame and half fear, Yuria just closed her eyes and prepared for the intense pain that would come.
And at midnight, Yuria’s appearance, which looked fine, returned to a truly miserable shape, and the pure white cloth instantly began to be stained with blood and colorful bodily fluids spurting out of the intestines.
“Ugh! Ugh!!“
Quickly removing her cloth from Yuria’s body, Cashwyn fed a red potion that quickly restored her physical strength to her Yuria, and then slit her shattered Yuria’s abdomen into long strips.
“Knock?!“
I was already anesthetized, so there was not enough time to look after my condition. YuRia’s body trembled at her rough touch, which suddenly swelled up and ripped through her abs all at once.
Cashwyn ignoring the work of pumping out blood or ascites from her abdominal cavity or wrapping her intestines with potion-soaked cloth, and accepting any side effects or aftereffects, she gulped the potion into her stomach, which had split open. Poured in
The most important thing right now was to improve her condition as quickly as possible, albeit a little. Considering the condition of Yuria, whose vitality is already declining in real time and rushing toward her death moment by moment, it was a luxury to think about her aftereffects and side effects.
“Turn off, ruck…ぅ… “
Cashwyn’s hands trembled at the sight of YuRia shaking as her pupils fluctuated and contracted and relaxed repeatedly.
But it has already begun. She was helpless.
She boldly cut the length to her chest, starting with her ribs.
He matched the bones that could be matched as much as possible, and boldly took out the bones that had no hope and replaced them with pre-cut orc bones.
Looking at the condition, only a part of the prepared oak bone was cut and inserted in a way to reinforce it, or it was thinly cut like a splint and placed next to it, and the broken bones were matched and tied with a thread that melted inside the body as if it were a splint.
The potion was injected directly into her intestines through a syringe, and the potion was sprayed on it again and again. Every time, YuRia came screaming at her, and her body jerked and convulsed. She keeps her heart beating slow and hooked on that heart! And directly injects the potion.Fuck off!?He let out an almost screaming groan and fell off his body.
“Damn…”
I don’t want to treat myself like this.
However, she really couldn’t help it because Yuria’s condition was not in a situation where she could take care of this and that.
In a really serious situation dealing with Cho, as it was not a situation where she could be treated slowly enough to be considerate of the pain Yuria would feel, her treatment was very rough and the pain that Yuria should feel was aggravated.
That’s why she became truly ironic.
“Kyaaaaagh“
As her condition improved, it became a fucking situation that was considered fortunate to have Yuria screaming out loud.
Because that worst condition has gotten better enough that you can still scream.
