Returned to Being Handsome 381

Chapter 381 – Chapter 381. She Came to Her Studio Where I Live

I sent Hyun Si-eun’s carrot fan nickname ‘Hyeonnamchin’ and asked Hyun Si-eun to come right away.
It’s a pretty deep night now.
I waited at McDonald’s, where I had a short talk with my current boyfriend, and decided to go into the studio where I live with Hyun Si-eun.

McDonald’s is near a main road with taxi and bus stops, making it a suitable meeting place.

I even went out on the porch and smoked a cigarette once while waiting at McDonald’s.

“Sueup… Whoa…”

The rain still came and went.

Cars passed on the main road in front of McDonald’s, there was a street tree, and next to it was a large open pay-as-you-go garbage bag.
Perhaps an ashtray for smokers like me.

Several high school students pass through the scenery.

My situation was as usual.

The girls passing by glanced at me once in a while and scanned me as a handsome man.

Eyes of beautiful desire.

You want to have sex with me
But I have so many beauties I would have sex with even if they weren’t, the phone book is overflowing and the chat is about to explode.

‘They’re really staring at me.’

Thinking so, I smiled.

Gaze can also be seen as one of the involvement of others.
I know what it is.

When I was young, I met a bad older brother.
He told me “What are you looking for?” Called.
At the time, I thought he was just trying to scare me into taking my money.
In fact, he even stole 4,000 won from me.

However, after a while, I seem to be able to understand the delinquent’s psychological state a little bit.

Maybe he didn’t know that he didn’t like the gaze.

I have good eyesight.
Because those eyes say so.

‘And. Well respected.’

‘Oh my god. How handsome he could be.’

‘He’s very tall.’

‘I’m not playing with my body. Wow, what kind of woman would a man like that date?’

‘Girl… Will there be?’

‘Why aren’t there guys like that around me!’

I’ve been stared at as if I were saying this.

It’s been that way, and by the time this gaze is about to change, that is, by the time the value of my appearance starts to decline, I will have already made a lot of money with this handsome appearance.

Then you will look at me with the gaze of envy of what I have, not my face.

A foreign car worth hundreds of millions of won.
Multi-billion dollar homes.
Luxury all over the body.
Money is making money, so money is growing.
A beautiful wife and a son who looks just like me, and a daughter who looks like her wife and John Yein.

I have lived with a positive gaze, and I will continue to live with an envious gaze in the future.

However, unlike me, the poor older brother who took away the amount of money of 4,000 won in my childhood must have hated the gaze.
It’s because those eyes are saying this.

‘I can’t even study.’

‘What are you doing without going to school at this hour?’

‘My parents must have a lot of trouble.’

‘What will these kids grow up to be?’

‘Just looking at it, he’s a bully.’

‘It would be perfect to live in the lower class of society.’

Perhaps he could have heard these words with his eyes.

It took me a while to realize that.

It also seems to be because he met many beauties.

Looking into the eyes of so many girls having sex with me, I can hear what their eyes are saying.

From a certain point on, I could tell to a certain extent, if not 100% accurately, whether those eyes were saying “You have a good body”, “You have a good-looking face”, Or “I can’t look at you”.

But here, in fact, it is easier to read negative emotions than positive emotions.

It’s hard to know who has a crush on me, but it’s easier to feel the aura of someone who is upset when they see me.

So, in conclusion, it can be seen that such a bad brother can be more sensitive to such gaze than me.

Of course, that’s also not a positive thing.
But both are wrong.
Those who fall behind society and are treated as villains, or those who ignore them.

However difficult it may be, you will have to overcome it.
No one else can do that for you.

Are you angry at the gaze mixed with external pressure, or will you ignore the gaze and go your own way and become a person with a high social status so that they do not look at people carelessly like that?

It will be your own choice.
Of course, choosing the latter will be able to sublimate life positively.

Every human being is a great being.
If you don’t want others to look down on you, in the end it’s best for you to improve yourself.
Can do.
Human potential is much more cosmic than you think.

I did too.
When I was young, I was an anchovy that was tall enough to be taken away by a bad brother, but now the bad brother from before was scared and ran away when I clenched my fist.

I’ve been crazy about Muay Thai since I became an adult.
Sparring every day, hitting and getting hit… I used to enjoy it.

In the end, it is you who decides what kind of gaze you will receive.

You can’t change it right now.
But today, a day piles up, a week, a month, a year piles up…
Over time, the accumulated time can grow me tremendously.
There is no suit as powerful as consistency.
Most of those who get accepted into the best universities are not geniuses.
I’m not the type to study like crazy when I’m plugged in and then play when I don’t want to, I just kept going.
Most of those who go to large companies that others know, or those who have excellence in one field are not geniuses.
In order to build up specs, they polished until they excelled in their field.

Humans cannot live alone.
Therefore, if you want others to send a good gaze, it is sometimes preceded by me to be a person with that much value.

Thinking about those things, I smoked a cigarette, threw the butts into a large volume-rate garbage bag in front of McDonald’s, then went back to McDonald’s and sat there for a while.

A little time passed and a talk message came from Hyun Si-eun.

[I asked the driver and he said he would arrive soon 〉_〈]
[Where are you?]

I sat down at McDonald’s and replied to her message.

[ㅇㅇ I’m leaving]
[Just ask to stand in front of McDonald’s]

As I was doing Cheonri Wall TV, I had a feeling that my tone of voice was going that way for some reason.

After sitting for a while, I went outside.
The rain still came and went, and when I came out, it rained a little, but it was just okay.

Right after I left on time, a taxi arrived in front of where I was standing.

Hyun Si-eun lightly got out of the taxi.

“Jinhyuk!”

She came over with her eye smile on, with her mask on.
I went towards her and got closer.
And I gently wrapped my arms around her.

“I’m here?”

When I spoke to Hyun Si-eun, she asked me as she started walking with me as she lowered her mask.

“Yeah. I came here with Uichen. How is it?”

Ui-chen is an abbreviation of costume change, and is a slang term used in internet broadcasting.

Hyun Si-eun changed her clothes and came out.
When I was doing close friend content like me, I wore a dress.
But this time, it was a wine-colored top that was so tight that it clearly showed off her body, and the skirt was also a short miniskirt.
In addition, her shoes came in black shoes, not the plain shoes she used to broadcast.

“This one suits you better.”

“Isn’t it? Oh, it’s frustrating when you usually broadcast with an innocence concept?”

Hyun Si-eun said that and tried to open her own umbrella.

“Jinhyuk, isn’t it raining? Why didn’t you bring an umbrella?”

“Sure. It was fine when I left the house, but it’s raining again. Give me an umbrella. I’ll take it.”

“What are you holding?”

“It’s okay. It’s not heavy. It’s got a McDonald’s hamburger and a few untouched desserts.”

So we ended up using the same umbrella.
I talked to her Hyun Si-eun as we walked to the right of McDonald’s without much thought at first, then pointed her way across from her and told her.

“Ah, but Shi-eun, going that way is faster than going to my house.”

“Okay?”

“Uh. You go very confidently.”

“Ho-ho-ho!”

With Shi-eun, I followed the road that stretched to the left of McDonald’s, and from there I walked with her along the road that turned up once more.
Even on her way, I naturally came to talk with her.

“Sieun, did you finish the broadcast well?”

“Uh. I only did the collection, well.”

“Ah, yes?”

“Yeah. People said the content was fun and came back to my Solbang and shot a lot of pickled radish. Especially the older brothers in your room.”

“Good.”

“Before I came here, I didn’t broadcast for even an hour, but did I want a million won? Ah, Jinhyeok-ah, I came here a little later because you were meeting someone, right? So I filled it up with a million won. It exploded well in the second half.”

I thought it went well.
The Great Wall TV is originally a place overflowing with people who spend money casually.

Looking at it, some rich people think that there is no rich person like themselves in a place like this internet broadcast after they first came to Cheonri Wall TV.
There are also cases where you drive a foreign car, think that you have a lot of money around you, and think that there is no rich person like you among the many people chatting on the Internet broadcasting, and you say things like that.

But that is a mistake.
Of course, it is true that people who spend tens of millions of won or hundreds of millions are a very small percentage in terms of proportion, but in terms of the number of people, a lot of people are big hands.

The number of Internet broadcasting is tens of thousands of rooms that are opened periodically, and hundreds of thousands of rooms that are opened intermittently or folded.

Among them, the top carrot fans in the room that are opened periodically may overlap, but the basics are all spent tens of millions of won or hundreds of millions.

In such a place, it is not uncommon to see Hyun Si-eun doing more broadcasting and earning an extra million won.
In general, even if it’s similar to the money you can barely save if you work for a month and pay off your credit card, this is a different world.

We came to the one-room where I live while using umbrellas and talking about such and such.

After entering the studio, I took out a can of beer.

“I’m going to wash up first, but Shi-eun, if you’re thirsty, would you like a drink? There’s this one and other beers too.”

“I like that. Thank you.”

“Oh, wait a minute.”

I handed her her can of beer and took some of her snacks from her refrigerator.
There was also a packaged hamburger I used to eat at McDonald’s, which I decided to eat soon, and there were chicken snack wraps and cinnamon apple pie as desserts that I bought along with it.

‘This should be enough for a snack.’

I put the chicken snack wrap and apple pie in the microwave and turned them on.

-Beep

-Uuuuu-.

Hyun Si-eun accepted the cold beer can I gave her, opened it, and drank it without hesitation.

She reclined comfortably in her bed and drank her beer while I tried to tell her what had just happened to her while her microwave was running.

It’s about her carrot fan, so I couldn’t help but say it from my point of view.

I was about to go to the bathroom to wash after warming up snacks in the microwave, so I took off my clothes in front of the stove and talked to Hyun Si-eun.

“Sieun-ah, do you know the older brother Hyun Si-eun♥boyfriend?”

Sieun, who was drinking a can of beer, looked at me at those words, took her mouth away from her beer can for a while, and asked back.

“Why is that brother? You know, he’s my room carrot.”

“Ah.”

I took a few steps and looked at her as I hung her jacket on the chair.

“Really? Actually, I saw him briefly.”

“Huh? What do you mean? Why are you and your current boyfriend oppa?”