Chapter 355 – Chapter 355. Hotel Breakfast
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As I was sleeping, I heard a sound that woke me up.
“Um…”
When I open my eyes, I am on a soft and wide bed.
‘Right. I had a fuck with Kwon Se-ah yesterday.’
Something sounds in the living room.
A rattling sound, and Kwon Se-ah and someone are talking.
“Then have a good time.”
“Yes, good bye.”
I wondered what the noise was at this early hour.
It was a sleepover, but the conclusion came quickly.
It must have been room service for breakfast.
I got up from my seat.
Around the time I got up, Kwon Se-ah walked towards me.
“Oh, are you awake?”
She was already doing the full set.
After washing everything, she was wearing makeup, hair, and clothes.
As clean as the white and neat blouse she was wearing, she greeted me when I had just woken up.
I lifted her up from her bed, rubbed her eyes and gave her her answer.
“Um, yes, just now.”
“Wash up. Let’s eat.”
“Yes.”
I answered briefly and went into the bathroom to wash myself.
As I wash my body with warm water, even the sleep that seems to be buried in me flows down with the water pouring down from the shower.
After washing, I got dressed and went out into the living room.
Yesterday I got a decent hotel room to pay for her expensive wine, so the room and living room were quite spacious.
With a refreshed body after washing, I approached Kwon Se-ah, who was reading a book at the table.
“Are you eager since morning?”
“Ah, I was looking at the contents of today’s lecture for a while.”
The book she was looking at was not the usual extraordinarily thick civil service book, but a rather thin one, like a summary book that she seemed to have packed separately in her bag.
When I see Kwon Se-ah like that, I think it’s not that she was successful for nothing.
‘It’s amazing.’
Having listened to her lectures, I know how great she is in her field.
In fact, well, if you’ve reached that level, it’s okay to do it in moderation.
But she seemed to have no such complacency.
The day before, I did research in the professor’s lab until late, and I finished preparing again from the morning and read the book.
I have seen many people in my life.
Some of them were close to success, while others were close to failure.
Because life is something you don’t know when and how it will change, immediate success or failure can also be overturned, but when I look at people who are close to success, whether they are early or middle-aged, they all seem to be passionate about something.
‘Thermal.’
At least to the extent I knew, I couldn’t see anyone who was just busy playing ping ping just because he was rich.
I also found it a bit strange.
Because if you don’t have money, you can try really hard to do something.
While I was preparing for the civil service exam, there were times when I didn’t have enough money for my immediate livelihood, and there were times when I had to work hard to earn it, so I had to work hard to survive.
But strangely, the rich people I saw around me seem to have lived more diligently.
They were always busy researching something in the morning and at night.
During my university days, I saw many rich people.
My older brother, a medical student with the head family and extremely wealthy, woke up early every morning to prepare for the national exam, and the older brother, who earned billions of won in his 30s, voluntarily worked without weekends.
The older brother, who started out as a dirt spoon and went to work while running a business, analyzed M/S in a new location and studied market penetration by mobilizing various means for a new business in addition to the existing distribution complex.
In the meantime, I’ve been thinking that I’m just living hard because I didn’t have that much interest in that kind of thing.
But now that I think about it, it’s a little different.
They, the wealthy, had a common aspiration.
Whether the purpose pursued by that aspiration is a specific income, a clear business, or a special study, people who are close to success have a passion for something.
I would have been surprised if I had earned that much, but I never did.
Coming now, I’m curious.
Being born with a gold spoon had an advantage from the beginning, so even if that were the case, there were definitely rich people who were born with a spoon.
Are there any commonalities in their purpose?
Enthusiasm was born from there.
No matter how much wealth they aimed for, or whether they aimed for certain prestige or power in a certain field, there was surely a zeal that made them devote themselves to the extent of surpassing others.
I think anyone can be like that.
According to one study, the average IQ index of students entering Seoul National University is between 110 and 120.
Since the average is that much, some people will have an IQ of 90 and some will have an IQ of 140.
Rather than being delighted and frustrated by what I was born with, if that enthusiasm can lead people to a higher place, if I can develop my potential, then among the tens of thousands or hundreds of thousands of occupational groups in this world, I will be in a field that is sufficient to demonstrate my abilities. Also, I think I can find it and I think I can sell more on it.
I thought so and sat across from Kwon Se-ah.
The hotel breakfast room service was served on a large, round table next to the window of our hotel room.
The table was so big that I could fit an armful of it in my arms.
On the table is a white tablecloth, like the color of Kwon Se-ah’s blouse.
At first glance, there were more than 10 types of side dishes on top.
The main course, Korean beef bulgogi, was placed on a large white plate, and appetizing grilled mackerel was also placed on a large square plate.
Side dishes such as various vegetables, jangjorim, cold cucumber salad, pumpkin salad, and tofu stew are also included in a small round plate.
In addition, since it was breakfast, there were rice, fried eggs, various sausages and vegetables such as paprika, grilled bacon and grilled onions.
Desserts were also prepared in advance.
There was raw vegetable juice, plus oranges, grapes, bananas, and a plate of melon-like fruit that seemed to be in season.
“Thank you for this food.”
“I’ll eat well.”
We started eating together.
I chatted with her as we ate the perfect breakfast of bacon and fried eggs.
“Are you up early?”
“I woke up a bit relaxed because I had classes.”
It was beautiful to see Kwon Se-ah smiling in the sunlight at the dining table by the window of a high-rise hotel room where the morning sunlight streamed in.
I continued her conversation with her.
“As expected, that’s cool. The way she is passionate about her field.”
“Don’t everyone live like that? Busy.”
She answered right away.
It was difficult for me to easily agree with that question.
“Well.”
It was because I have seen many people who do it with great enthusiasm while doing a certain job, while also seeing cases full of dissatisfaction with no intention of developing at all while engaged in the job.
Of course, there may be cases where there is only dissatisfaction with such a job, and I think it is not a bad thing.
Because now is a very serious era of unemployment, there will be a lot of people doing things they don’t want to do for a living.
There is nothing wrong with doing something you don’t want to do.
However, if you do that, you can prepare a second plan in advance for the future where you can do better while doing the job you don’t want to do, or even if you have dissatisfaction so that you can have bigger capital when you quit the job you don’t want to do. It should be a case of excellent performance.
Prepare a second plan for when you step out.
Or go up to a higher place from there without kicking out.
Only when one of these two things is accompanied will it be a form in which the possibility of development can be pursued even if there is dissatisfaction with the reality.
If you live day by day with only complaints without these new plans or developments in the existing industry, it will be very emotionally difficult for you, so for a more developed future, at least like the latter, you will have a high level of ability in your existing work. It might be better to do something.
However, in practice there are quite a few cases where this is not the case.
I have also seen cases where people say they are just angry and go around reluctantly, but they just live their lives and play games over and over again without any work or other plans.
I’ve seen those words once.
It was said that it is foolish to expect a better future when I have never made an effort to change in the present.
A better future is a better today than yesterday, that is, it can also be expected by living more faithfully in the present.
From that point of view, Kwon Se-ah has already risen to the top in her field, and it can be seen as a hard worker who is endlessly devoted to pursuing that ideal.
I answered her with that thought.
“Because not everyone who lives a busy life doesn’t live hard.”
“Ho-ho! That’s right.”
She seemed to immediately understand what I meant.
Maybe she knows more about it than I do.
Kwon Sae-ah is a lecturer, and she must have seen many students who seem to be working hard, but their grades do not go up or pass the pass.
If you went even close to the pass, you might feel a lot of regret, but you can also think that the study you have been doing is not bad.
But if that’s not even the case, you need to think again about whether it’s true that you really worked hard.
For example, if a ship is going from Busan to Japan and is heading to Russia at great speed, the crew of the ship cannot be said to be working hard.
There is a purpose like this, and it can be seen that it is truly working hard if you have to be aware of the method and direction suitable for that purpose and go efficiently.
If you lack innate talent, you may be slow even if your purpose and method are good, but if you try for a longer time or find a place where you can unleash your potential in another field, you will be able to succeed.
Kwon Se-ah said her words while dipping and eating her fruit with a fork.
“I think so too. But, that’s what I see as the biggest requirement for real success. Consistency.”
“Isn’t that your face?”
I laughed and joked.
Then, Kwon Se-ah also answered with a smile while eating fruit.
“Ah, the face is important when we’re together at night.”
I had a sudden thought when she talked about her night job.
It was her knee.
“Teacher, is your knee okay?”
“Huh?”
I ate Korean beef bulgogi with her rice, savoring the gravy to the fullest, and took another drink of the sea urchin seaweed soup that came with her, while telling her what she said.
“I tied you up and hit you hard when you hit me from behind, so I think you must have been bruised because you were lying on the floor.”
When I spoke with a smile, Kwon Se-ah seemed to be embarrassed.
“Everyone, shut up! Fuck… No, what are you talking about while eating?”
“You asked me to put it in. You don’t remember yesterday, do you?”
Kwon Se-ah avoided her gaze and spoke.
“No, I don’t remember everything.”
Sex with her was again very interesting to my subjective point of view.
That’s how I bound her limbs, gagged her mouth, left her front door open with saliva dripping, and fucked her from behind, from front, and from behind, and from behind, and from behind, and from that time on.
Before that, the various items she had brought made her a little more fun.
She hadn’t met Kwon Sae-ah for the first time in a while, but she was as friendly as ever, and her sex with her was enough to satisfy my desire.
The feeling of digging into her shell with my huge object still seemed to be remembered in my object.
The hotel room service was delicious, and I wanted to eat again.
After dinner, we got ready and left the hotel room.
There was quite a bit of time until her check-out, but since I and she had work to do, I came out a little early in the morning.