Chapter 315 – Chapter 315. I Go to Sleep Expecting a More Developed Me
The day was spent with the broadcast.
And I called Huduk.
It was late at night after spending all day and night thinking about broadcasting and broadcasting.
It was night, but seeing that Hudeok had ended the broadcast a little while ago, I wanted to make sure he wasn’t sleeping yet.
It hasn’t been long since I finished the night broadcast, and Hudeok also finished the broadcast not long ago.
I came out of the studio where I lived and smoked an e-cigarette around the ashtray in front of it and made a call.
“Sueup… Whoa…”
Hudeok was comfortable even at a dinner party.
The three of us were the same age as Nam Jae-eun, a female cam with whom I had sex, and Hudeok, a male cam whom I met in a joint broadcast with Pine, a big player.
There are many factions of Fine, and depending on the concept of the broadcast, other members appear as guests or participate or support from time to time.
Like Nam Jae-eun last time, you can come and talk and exchange opinions.
-Uh~, Jinhyeok, the handsome man of our fine group!
Hudeok welcomed the call.
Haha, uh, it’s me.”
The reason I called Huduk was because I was wondering if there was something I could do to help Huduk.
In the previous joint broadcast, as an extension of the experience of endless success from before, I was enjoying and extracting the amount, but I thought it could be humiliating as a follower.
I talked to Huduk about it.
“Hudeok-ah, is there anything I can help you with? I think I can help you with clothes or speech skills. I think you might have had a difficult side.”
I spoke out of favor.
Then Huduk replied.
Haha! No, there is no such thing. First of all thank you…
“Hmm?”
I was a little surprised
Did Hudeok not feel bad even after going through the humiliation?
I was wondering.
When I had such thoughts, Hudeok spoke more.
-I’m just starting out with the concept of being ugly anyway. So, there is no need to improve the appearance of broadcasts where I can’t go out in front of women.
There was some logic to his words.
“Mmm.”
-Ah, Jinhyeok, would you like to take a look at my picture?
“Uh?”
-I’ll send it to you right now.
“Ah.”
Soon after, several pictures were sent to Hudeok.
It was the look of the beauties taking pictures with Huduk, who was a lover to anyone’s eyes.
They were all wholesome photos, but I could tell that they were taken between lovers.
– These are my ex-girlfriends.
“Oh~.”
Of course, as a handsome man, I must have met dozens or even hundreds of times more attractive beauties than Hudeok.
But what is certain is that Hudeok is also possible.
Whatever the houdeok, she is already touching some money at this point.
In that, he too was meeting beauties.
It is not yesterday or today that the number of unemployed is reaching an all-time high.
It’s just that the world these days, survival itself is getting tougher.
Even our house was doing well for a while, but it’s leaning, so I’m trying to rebuild the pillars.
Because of such a situation, beauties could go to him, who had relatively economic ability, just because Hudeok had a decent income.
Because it is their freedom.
‘Because I make a lot of money with ugly things, I’m satisfied in reality, so it’s a fresh approach.’
Come to think of it, the same is true when looking at gag programs.
Some comedians can laugh because of their faces just by standing still without saying anything.
It may be a kind of superiority that comes from feeling that I am better, which is inherent in human nature.
Whatever it was, Hudeok was satisfied with the present.
Haha! And, of course, hunting for handsome men is more popular, but I’m also a bit good at hunting or dating.
“Okay?”
-Uh. It’s true that respectable broadcasting is a vicarious satisfaction, so its popularity is incomparably far greater. Just as you become popular if you are good at games, you become popular if you are good at hunting. But, even in the case of an ugly room, I sometimes take hundreds of shots.
“Um~.”
-Some people may be happy to see me roll because I am worse, and some people may sympathize with me because they are in a similar situation to me. Anyway, the bottom line is that even if I get ridiculed for being ugly in front of me, on the other hand, I’m still craving tens of thousands of won for pickled radish, so I’m saying it’s a jackpot~,
After listening to Huduk’s words, I nodded my head again, boosting my will to succeed.
It reminded me of the reason I once prepared for the civil service exam.
The biggest thing was that I wanted to make beautiful memories through my relatively free time, and another reason was to secure financial ability suitable for my age.
If you work as a civil servant, you can earn more than 20 million won a year if you accumulate a little salary, so you can live on.
Now, if you calculate it, it can be an annual salary of 100 million won, but anyway, in this society, if a man’s economic ability is 5 million won per year in his 30s, it is correct that there is no answer.
Huduk reminded me of that again.
It is true that a society where looks dominate, but for men, economic ability also plays a role.
-Still, to be honest, I break a cold sweat on my back when filming a broadcast. Because when I go out to a night party, women’s reaction to me is no answer. Still, if you overcome that time and see the numbers stamped on your bank account~, hehe…
Haha, ah, then in conclusion, did I worry for nothing?”
-No, no, thank you for caring so much. Wow, if you have a good-looking face and a good personality, aren’t you too bitter?
“Haha, it’s me. Well, if there’s something to help my colleagues, it’s nice to help.”
We chatted and laughed.
While I smoked a cigarette and chatted with Hudeok, I also heard the stories of three men passing by in front of a studio in Gosichon.
“Ah! Mr. Lux Palace! Even if I just avoided that!”
“No, it should have come from a bot. That’s something you can’t avoid originally. No, damn it, they were eating our one-deal minion?”
“Oh, fuck! Caitlyn!”
Goshichon still had a peaceful side.
There were some people who complained that the PC cafe they used to go to was closed a while ago, and they probably had their account in that PC cafe for dozens of hours.
In the case of PC cafes and gyms nationwide, 55% said they had been advised to close, so a huge number of stores had their shutters down.
However, even if you somehow go to the currently open PC room, you can see a lot of strong and serious discussions about it while playing games while studying.
After I finished talking to Hudeok, I thought I would upload the day and night broadcasts of Cheonri Wall TV and the Zone Tube video. I decided to take a walk around the area for a while.
After I finished smoking, I lightly tossed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, put my mask back on, and walked down the streets of Goshichon at night.
The round light of the shining street lamp sparsely illuminated the street, and I walked slowly.
‘Public official…’
This is where many people prepare to become civil servants.
I am still positive about the job of being a civil servant.
Anyway, in reality in our country, there are not many jobs where you can spend time with your lover or family as much as civil servants unless you make a big hit.
However, in many other cases where some of the people preparing for civil service jobs are not the ones who are preparing so damn hard, it was a pity that people who spend real time just wasting away seem to be endless.
A high school that taught only Kuk Young-soo, a university that only paid tuition and didn’t know how to get a job, a society that really told you what this kid is good at, what he likes, and what kind of job he can last for a long time. .
There may not be individual problems, but I wondered if these social problems would be reduced if something was passed on through a systematic system so that they could fully demonstrate their potential socially.
Now, I view public servants positively, but I have no regrets about them.
It is because I have already secured an annual salary of 100 million won due to Johnzal, and I even started to grow at a super high speed due to Pine’s background.
I went for a walk, came back, went home, washed up, and lay down on the bed.
In the past, I would have watched the broadcast at this time.
At that time, watching broadcasts as a hobby gave me an advantage in market research, but now I talk to carrot fans before going to bed.
I lay down on the futon and contacted the carrot fans.
-Did a lot of people come in today?
Haha, that’s right.”
-Fine-up, fine-up, people flocked to me, and the chat window went up like crazy.
“It’s good, I am.”
– Whoa whoop! Me too. So, am I going to become a fan of major male cams’ carrots now?
“Uh~! That’s right~.”
I lay in her bed and talked to her in the comfort of her darkness.
Fan reactions were mixed.
In the case of Lee Na-yeon, one of the carrot fans I met during the day and had sex at a motel on the day I did a joint broadcast with Pine, she said it was regrettable that I was going up to the majors.
If I become a major, my range of motion will be that much wider, and should I say a concept like a kind of possessiveness?
Just like there is a celebrity that only I want to know about.
As Lee Na-yeon, I don’t know if it was because I thought it might be difficult for me to hold her naked and fuck her next time.
And, on the contrary, the carrot fan noona who called me said that it was good for me to go up to the majors.
It seems that her heart is closer to recognition rather than possessiveness.
If I go up to the majors, I’m a carrot fan of that major broadcasting, and I wonder what it means, but at least when I enter my room after logging in to this Cheonri Wall TV, I can’t become an object of admiration from others at a high rank. Because it is
The reactions of the various fans also made me feel their freedom.
I kept talking with my carrot fan sister before going to bed.
– Jinhyeok, you must have been very popular in college. Did you do CC too?
In the quiet and dark room, the voice over the phone is distant.
It’s college time… Maybe that was the best time.
Especially before going to the army.
When I had no thoughts about the future, I only thought that the future would collect on its own like the water you receive when you hold your hands together on a rainy day.
I also played a lot.
Joo-hwan and Jong-hoon went hunting with him.
Still, I have no regrets about that time.
Because I’m the type who values memories.
“Hmm? I’ve tried it before, but at that time I liked to play, so I went to Hunting Porcha rather than CC.”
– Ho-ho-ho! Really? If you look at the kids at the hunting bar, there might be one or two out of 100 people with a face like you. Wow, the kids who met you are truly blessed.
“It wasn’t just a blessing, I also set off a fountain that night. Chwa aaaaa ttttlhhhhh, I did.”
-Ahahahahahahaha! Talking with you is so much fun!
“Ah, but don’t do that, my sister buys pickled radish for all her wages~, sister likes to travel, so I’m going to shoot a little bit and travel abroad.”
-Shall we go together?
“I heard that the company often goes on blind dates? Shouldn’t you go with someone other than me?”
-Umm~, guys~, there are no really smooth kids. Are you on a blind date? Is the water really cold these days? You have to be moderately warm so that I can meet you a little more. Whew.
“Your sister is also pretty and goes to a good company, so your nose has gone through the air? Haha! Instead of closing your heart too much from the start, try talking while sharing your feelings. There might be good people among them.”
-Is that so? Ah~, since Jinhyeok is talking about it, I also wonder if I have been too harsh.
“Even if you do half of what you do to me, you will not be able to get over 100% from that guy’s sister.”
– Ho-ho-ho! But unfortunately, I have high eyes!
Laugh and talk
Then, before we know it, we get sleepy together, and we say goodnight over the phone and go to sleep.
And for myself, I would be waiting for a more developed me than today, not the same day with only the date changed by one space.