Chapter 173 – Chapter 173. See His Downfall
Hochang asked her with her slightly bewildered face when her confession to her authority was rejected.
“Yes? There’s no way… Teacher, the other day, the teacher called me separately and tried to order me a separate pizza while having lunch together…”
What Hochang said is correct.
Only the fact that Kwon Se-ah tried to order a separate pizza for Ho-chang is true.
And, Ho-chang would not know that Kwon Se-ah had no thoughts about Ho-chang.
However, at that time, the place called separately was the place where Kwon Se-ah put Hochang as an outsider to see me, who was originally a good man.
I couldn’t say that to Ho-chang, and Ho-chang was thinking that he had put me in his place.
Kwon Se-ah asked Ho-chang as if he was holding back his somewhat rough breathing.
“Am I?”
“Yes.”
Looking at Kwon Se-ah’s face, he seemed to have forgotten even the fact that he had put on a coverall to see me.
To Sae-ah, the existence of Hochang itself does not remain that important in his memory.
Sae-ah asked Ho-chang more, as if she couldn’t remember Ho-chang at all.
“Dinning together? Just the two of us?”
Hochang replied to her words.
“It’s not just the two of us… With Jinhyeok next to us.”
Only then did Kwon Se-ah’s face look as if she remembered something.
Sae-ah sat down in her own seat and spoke to Ho-chang.
“Ah~, at that time, I misunderstood that the three of us gathered together and had a meal together with my teaching assistant.”
Kwon Se-ah seemed to be talking loudly on purpose.
In particular, it seemed that she spoke with a little force in the words ‘with assistant’, ‘three of us’, ‘together’, ‘gather’, and ‘misunderstanding’.
Kwon Se-ah seemed to want to make her own explanation for the fact that Ho-chang did this absurd thing even in her professor’s lab with her colleagues in a little public way in that way.
Hochang asked what he meant by the misunderstanding.
“Yes? Are you mistaken? There’s no way that’s the case? Teacher, didn’t you like me?”
Kwon Se-ah nodded her head at Ho-chang’s words.
“Hoho, of course I like it~. My job is to be a lecturer, so how can I not like the students while seeing them every day and giving lectures?”
“Yes, that’s…”
While Hochang was speechless, Kwon Se-ah spoke.
“But, as I said before, I think of students as a good relationship in lectures, and I don’t think of teachers and students having private meetings.”
“Then…”
It seemed that Hochang now knew how things were going.
As for me, I stopped Hochang from the time he talked to me separately on the rooftop, and I tried to stop Hochang in the middle until I followed him like this, but I couldn’t stop Hochang, a serial confession.
‘It was a predestined conclusion.’
I was already thinking about that.
But Hochang seemed to be a shock.
“Teacher! Then, are you saying that you and I are completely no way to go out together?”
“Yes.”
Ho Chang swarmed again.
“Teacher! Then, do you have time for Christmas? Could you please have a meal for me at that time?”
Hochang somehow tried to push Kwon Se-ah further.
However, when I saw it, doing so didn’t seem like the answer at all.
When I think about it, I think that clinging on is still a little bit of a possibility if the other person has a little bit of a heart and that heart is weak.
When there is no other person’s heart, there seems to be no such possibility.
Also, I don’t want to do the act of hanging myself.
Because I’m a respectable man, it’s Gap.
There is no reason to beg for your heart, and I often meet people of the opposite sex happily as a seducer, not a beggar.
Then there is nothing that I cling to, and the beauties clinging to me are infinite.
However, Ho-chang was begging her several times while holding onto her Kwon Se-ah with her continuation.
Then, Kwon Se-ah replied to Ho-chang.
“I’m so busy with family trips scheduled for Christmas. And even if that’s not the case, I’m sorry I never thought about it with students.”
When Kwon Se-ah spoke calmly, Ho-chang’s voice rose a little higher.
“Nonsense, sir! Then… Why did you do this to me! Why did you want to take out the pizza!”
Kwon Se-ah slightly closed her eyes and opened them.
As usual, she closed her eyes slightly. She opened them, frowning, “Fuck, fuck. Are you crazy? Get out of the way! What the hell is he saying?” The expression that seemed to have been said came out for about 0.1 second, but Kwon Se-ah seemed to keep calm.
Then she smiled at Hochang and said.
“I really like to gather students like that and buy them delicious food. I’m so sorry if you misunderstood me as if I had a private mind and interfered with your studies. I… I love giving like that.”
I saw Ho-chang listening to Kwon Se-ah.
Hochang’s eyes were out of focus, and her mouth was slightly open, leaving her speechless.
I was concerned that if the rumors continued to grow like this forever, the rumors would grow and the larger number would be sold.
If, by any chance, other students came to the professor’s lab to ask a question to the professor, this anecdote would quickly spread throughout the academy, and it would be difficult for Hochang to carry his face up.
So I got up while supporting Hochang.
“Hochang-ah, let’s go.”
“Huh? Uh…”
It wasn’t until after I helped him up that Hochang seemed to have come to his senses.
I unbuckled Ho-chang, who got up from his seat, and came out of the professor’s lab with Ho-chang.
After leaving the professor’s lab and closing the door, I tried to take the first flight of stairs.
However, Hochang came back for a while, and then again, he seemed dazed for a moment.
So, I came back up and stood next to Ho-chang, and I tried to comfort Ho-chang by talking.
“Hochang-ah. We see hundreds of women every day. There’s nothing to be so heartbroken about.”
“But…”
Ho Chang was unable to speak.
The impact was quite large.
I think it is quite a big loss to fall into such a state like a shogun right now.
If it is a relationship in which both parties have exchanges in emotions between the opposite sex, there may be cases where emotions are consumed, but rather, it may help to be more faithful to one’s job because emotions are more stable.
However, if it is a relationship in which one side is clinging to the other one-sidedly in the feelings between the sexes, the emotional consumption of the side hanging on is very large.
I graduated from that experience a long time ago, the success rate is very high, and my mind control ability is excellent, but that is because I have a fairly high level.
When I saw it, I thought that at the level of Hochang, the emotional consumption was so great that I might not be able to get my hands on other things for a few days.
Hochang spoke to me in a dying voice.
“It’s nonsense. Gee, Jinhyeok. Because I clearly felt it? Teacher Kwon Se-ah, do you think you have eyes when you look at me?”
I thought I knew what Hochang was talking about.
It is one of the various passive skills that Beauty has.
For some beauties, just looking into her eyes can make you feel as if a twinkling white LED light is pouring out of her eyes.
Even so, I have seen quite a few cases of failure around me by thinking, ‘Looking at me with such bright eyes, you must have fallen in love with me’.
Of course, in my case, because I am a handsome man, I just succeed in most cases, but when I look at other cases, it is.
I said to Ho Chang.
“The look in your eyes is also your eyes, but wouldn’t it be more accurate to hear it directly and strongly?”
“That’s right…”
Ho Chang stood up and covered her face with her hands, looking very serious.
When I saw it, it seemed that she would spend a lot of energy trying to control her exhausted emotions and not be able to concentrate well on other things for a few days.
I spoke to Hochang in order to help him recover even a little.
“Hochang-ah, but now, it’s dinner time, so we have to eat. Shall we eat dinner together? Talking together might make you feel better.”
When I said that, Hochang lowered her hand and asked me.
“Really? Jinhyeok. So, are you going to live tonight?”
“Hmm?”
“I spent too much money to buy a bouquet for Sae-ah. So you should buy dinner.”
I responded after hearing Hochang’s words.
“Hochang-ah. That doesn’t sound like much. I can buy you a meal as a friend for your hardships, but saying that I have to buy it because I spent a lot of money buying a bouquet for teacher Sea-ah Kwon is a bit wrong from my point of view. “
When I talked about getting caught in Hochang’s words, Hochang said,
“Sorry. Buy me just once~. The flowers cost 50,000 won? Ha~, I really spent too much money…”
I don’t understand that either.
I have often seen a style where money spent on women is not wasted and money spent on men is wasted.
It was when Hochang said that to me.
At that time, we had yet to go down the stairs, but the door to the professor’s lab opened and Kwon Se-ah came out.
“You assistant!”
“Ah yes.”
Seeing her authority, Ho Chang also turned around and greeted her a little awkwardly.
“Hello Teacher!”
Kwon Se-ah responded to the greeting with a barely visible nod, then looked at me and spoke.
“Teacher Lee, can you lift this to my car?”
“Yes?”
“Hurry.”
I was debating whether or not to have a meal with Hochang, but when Kwon Se-ah knocked me over and handed over something like a file he was holding, I naturally followed Kwon Se-ah.
After that, Hochang became invisible to Kwon Se-ah.
I met some students on the stairs following Kwon Se-ah.
The students greeted Kwon Se-ah.
“Hello!”
“Hello Teacher!”
“Uh, hello!”
Kwon Se-ah tends to use honorifics in normal situations, but in close relationships, it seemed that there were times when she used profane language and even knew her name.
Regardless of gender, there are cases in which, at a glance, especially older test takers seem to be a little friendly with not only Kwon Se-ah but also other professors at the civil service academy.
Some of them may have gotten a little closer to some of the professors as they grew older and older in this high school town.
There are a lot of people in their 20s in this goshichon, and there are not as many people in their 30s or older as there are in their 20s, but there are still quite a few.
‘I should have passed the exam quickly.’
In the worst case, even if I fail the civil service exam one after another, since I am a respectable man, I will be able to live happily in this high school town with countless beauties until my mid-to-late 30s.
But after that is the problem.
If I had passed the civil service exam, by the time I was in my late 30s, I would have been playing with everything, but judging from my experience so far, there were very few cases where I was caught unilaterally, and rather, there were more cases where beautiful women used me, so the wedding cost would be a bit much. Even if it is small, you can collect it.
If the job is a civil servant, it is also a good job that is highly preferred these days.
However, if I play in the high school village for about 10 years after failing the civil service exam, playing with beauties is the same until I am in my mid-30s, but it can be a little difficult after that.
Of course it can be.
I might fail after studying really damn hard for the civil service exam.
But that doesn’t seem to be a problem for me.
If I study like crazy and fail without real regrets, I think I will be proud of myself.
But what I’m afraid of is not studying properly, failing and regretting it.
And what’s more terrifying than that is that I’m not studying properly, and I’m rationalizing and brainwashing myself as if I’m studying hard.
At first, I didn’t think much of it, but now that I’m in the position of preparing for the 3rd exam, I can think of things like that.
As a teaching assistant helping Kwon Se-ah with her hagwon work, I ran into some people on the way to Se-ah Kwon’s car and thought about those things.
And after I went to the car, Kwon Se-ah put the file I had brought with me into the car, saw that no one else was passing by, and told me.
“Ah… It hurts so much… Please stay with me for a while…”
“I don’t like it.”
-Puck
Kwon Se-ah lightly hit me and said.
“No, no. Stay and go.”
“Ah~, really~. He’s not even a baby. He’s older than me.”
“Five minutes, huh?”
Seeing the beautiful face of Kwon Se-ah makes me feel better.
Seeing my handsome face made Kwon Se-ah feel better and would tell me to stay longer, and I could see that this was just the same thing.
Me and Kwon Se-ah got into Kwon Se-ah’s car, and Kwon Se-ah started talking to me and asked me to go and talk for a while.
Inside Kwon Se-ah’s black Porsche, we had a little chat while the car heater was on.
“Is it okay to take a car ride?”
“It’s okay if you sit down carefully. Ah, but that bastard who came with you earlier made me sit down twice, uh, I thought my ass would explode.”
Haha, why is my ass bursting? My butt must be sore.”
When I said with a slight smile, Kwon Se-ah spoke.
“This TA. But what is it? That crazy bastard? I’m doing it to be Meg, right?”
Kwon Se-ah was talking about Hochang.
Perhaps what Se-ah guessed was that Ho-chang, as an intelligent anti, was deliberately trying to get Kwon Se-ah into trouble.
I shook my head and looked at the parking lot of the Goshichon at night in front of the window.
“I’m sure you’re serious.”
“What the hell~?”
Kwon Se-ah did not seem to believe that the real Ho-chang was trying to date her.
So I spoke to Seah.
“The situation earlier was quite embarrassing, but I know that Hochang is my friend, that he was sincere.”
“Is your name Hochang?”
“Yes.”
The room got warm right away, but my hands felt a bit cold from having just come in from the outdoors.
At that time, Kwon Se-ah took my hand and put it on top of the Porsche steering wheel.
It was warm whether there was a steering wheel heating option.
Holding my hand, Kwon Se-ah spoke to me.
“It doesn’t matter. I’ll forget that idiot’s name in 5 minutes anyway. But, can I not be friends with that crazy bastard? Do you have any other friends?”
The true appearance of Kwon Se-ah, who is so accustomed to spitting out harsh words when she is alone with me, is so different from her gentle appearance that we usually see at the academy, that for some reason I laugh.
I said with a little laugh.
“I’m not crazy. It’s because I don’t have enough experience compared to revealing women. He’s a pure friend.”
“It’s cracking.”
“You are free to not go out with me, sir, but please don’t curse at me.”
“You don’t look like you’re cursing? That kid who looks like a catfish that jumped out of maeuntang, doesn’t it? Besides, he’s a high school student, but he dares to shoot at me? Oh, he’s pissed off? I guess you can’t sleep?”
I looked at Kwon Se-ah without a word.
Then, Kwon Se-ah stopped talking about Hochang and asked me again.
“Ah. What. Are there any other friends?”
“I have a lot of friends.”
“However?”
“Everyone is busy with work or job preparation, so it’s not common to see friends often.”
Kwon Se-ah nodded her head.
“Well, well~. When you’re working, you often see people who do the same thing, and you see friends once in a while when you have time.
“Right.”
After answering, I asked Kwon Se-ah.
“Are you feeling pretty sick?”
“It will be fine in a few days.”
After saying that, Se-ah continued talking to me.
“Ah~, but even if I were to turn back time, I want to be trained by you… It was so nice.”
I replied with a smile.
“Isn’t that right? The date at that time was fulfilled as promised~? See you again at Christmas, it’s hard to say.”
“Really?”
“Sure. At that time, I was very excited and went for 2 days and 1 night.”
“Fit…Then what shall I do…For Christmas.”
“Sleep while peeling and eating tangerines under the covers. Also, it’s none of my business.”
As I spoke, Kwon Se-ah clenched her fist again and tried to hit me.
However, Kwon Se-ah calmly returned to her original position, relaxing her hands as if her buttocks from being whipped by me and her thighs from being whipped by a horse were sore.
“Ah, I want to hit… Ugh~! It hurts, so I put up with it.”
And we talked a little more.
The more I saw and talked with her, the more our empathy grew one by one.
And when I got out of the car after making sure no one was there, Kwon Se-ah smiled and shook his hand and talked to me.
“Call me if you change your mind.”
“Yes~. See you in class on the 26th~!”
“Die~!”
I answered and closed the passenger side door of Kwon Se-ah’s black Porsche.
It’s not that there’s no chance of things going as Kwon Se-ah said, but the odds of me calling Kwon Se-ah or something seemed slim.
Anyway, if I, a handsome man, make up my mind to play on Christmas, the options are infinite.
