Chapter 203 – Sincerely (8)
25. Sincerely (8)
‘La Ella, Justitia. What should I do? What would you like me to do?’
Eugene, who so naturally now remembers Raella and Justitia and prays, went out without being able to bear being in the house. His mind was jumbled as Kaya expected.
“Baby…”
Eugene, who knew nothing about women, has long since disappeared. He was already a competent man who had three women in his arms with his stamina and overflowing love. And after thinking a little, I realized right away that this situation wasn’t simply because of one woman.
I figured out the problem, but it’s a problem because there’s no way to solve it. No matter how hard he defeated the dungeon, wouldn’t it be impossible to impregnate an infertile woman?
In the meantime, he comforted and rationalized the women who felt sorry for him every time, saying that there could be a problem with the seeds he sowed, but the baby in Sestia’s arms completely shattered that rationalization.
Since she even made her pregnant in just one night, how can I deny her seed’s performance?
Until now, Eugene had been with each other dozens of times, no, over a hundred times, but… He could be confident that he had never felt sorry for not having a baby. He never hinted that he wanted a baby, and he never said the words baby, two, etc. First. When women were stroking their belly and regretting it, he only mentioned it lightly at that time.
‘Even though I and my women are vastly different from my birth mother and father… Parenting is a bit… Something…’
I overcame it, and the happiness I enjoy now is overwhelmingly greater, so I don’t mind now, but the trauma of childhood engraved in my heart like a tattoo.
Of course, I had the confidence to take care of the baby well than the biological father who didn’t even know his face… It was Eugene who valued women 100, 1000, 100,000 times more than the baby he might have. Because his attitude was always based on that, he never felt sorry for Eugene, even if the women felt sorry for him. Especially since all three of them are not having a baby, the sympathy for each other is making their bond even stronger.
But now?
When she closed her eyes, Cordia’s worldly innocent face with a wide smile came to mind. Opening her eyes, she tried to shake her head and blow it away, but when she closed her eyelids to blink, the baby’s face came to mind without fail.
“… I will go crazy.”
Even though the peace of the family was on the verge of being destroyed because of a baby, the baby’s charm was beyond imagination.
I had no choice but to admit it.
Fortunately, maybe it’s because he resembles my mother a lot, but his baby is so cute and pretty… He reminded me of the word ‘daughter idiot’, which seemed to have nothing to do with him for the rest of his life.
And the snowballs that once rolled together began to rapidly grow in size.
‘Then is the baby who looks like Kaya a quarter elf, or… Ah.’
Eugene hit me hard on the head. However, once the snowball accelerated and accelerated, it was not easy to stop it. His rich imagination was always exercised at times like this. I wouldn’t know if the base to imagine was zero, but there was a real existence called Cordia… Eugene soon imagined a baby not only with Kaya, but also with Shay and Illumina.
‘No. I can’t.’
If you have to imagine what you can’t have, what would be helpful in the current situation. Rather, it was poison.
A baby that looks like Kaya. A baby that looks like Shay. A baby that resembles Illumina.
After seeing Cordia, Eugene finally understood that women were singing baby songs like that ‘seriously’.
And naturally, I understood exactly how they were feeling right now.
‘Trash. I’m trash.’
Dear Raella, be kind and tolerant of this ugly scum. Justitia, please take your eyes off me for a moment.
When Kaya was fiddling with something that looked like a rosary she made herself, and sighing.
‘Hendrick.’
‘… Eh.’
‘Can you hear me?’
‘… Mr. Raella?’
‘I want to help my child, but I wonder what he thinks.’
What’s going on?
Suddenly, as if I had been waiting, I heard the voice of the goddess at an astounding timing? Also, what? Want to help my child?
‘What do you think! Raella-sama’s kindness makes my brain melt!’
‘Whoops. What is that?’
Oh, sweet goddess.
I will name this day ‘The Day of Charity’ and will live in commemoration of it for the rest of my life.
**
It was night.
After eating dinner in a temporary lull, they dispersed to their respective rooms. Since the room was spacious, Sestia and Cordia were also assigned separate rooms. Sestia and Cordia, who looked tired at first glance, caught her eyes, but the turn devoted to her was already over.
Now it was Kaya’s turn.
Smart-
“Kaya. What are you doing?”
Eugene.
“Can I come in?”
There was no answer. Normally, the door would have opened naturally as soon as the knock was over. Knowing that it was still inside, I cautiously opened the door.
Kaya was sitting by the window, looking at the night sky. Is she looking at the moon? Does she see the stars? Is he or is she praying to the goddess above the sky?
She closed the door and sat across from him. Only then did Kaya’s head turn to Eugene.
“Sorry, but I want to be alone today.”
“Sorry.”
“Eugene.”
“I have no intention of hurting you any more. Just take this.”
Eugene quickly passed what was in her hand to Kaya. It was a rosary that Kaya had given him.
“Why is this… ?”
“Put it on her wrist.”
“Now, is it unnecessary…? …”
“No! No no! Not like that! No way!”
Eugene, unable to watch Kaya’s eyes shake as if an earthquake had struck her, placed the rosary beads on her wrist. Kaya frowned slightly, but she immediately opened her eyes.
‘I’m sure Raella-nim talked to me?’
Eugene swallowed her sigh of relief. Kaya’s expression changed dynamically.
“La-La Ella.”
– There won’t be anything different from the last Advent. Wouldn’t it be nice to just think that the percentage of ‘my’ within you is increasing?
“But because of that, Raella-sama’s status is permanent.”
– Hey. My daughter
“Yes, yes. Lady Laella.”
– Who am I?
“Yes?”
– Who am I?
“This is Raella of warm kindness and cold generosity…”
– You coldly tolerated the worms in the dungeon with your mace, but isn’t your warm kindness hovering around with nowhere to go?
“That.”
-I cannot accept that the daughter of the Goddess of Benevolence and Forbearance is weeping because she has not shown mercy.
“That, then.”
– If I was a small part of you back then, now my body will replace you.
Kaya, who showed the least amount of emotion among the three women and least often stuttered or panicked, began to tremble all over her body.
– Take it easy. Don’t you mean what to do Only when you make love. Because that’s when my body changes to me. If so… You can achieve what you want What do you think?
Kaya gripped her rosary beads tightly. She was incredibly lucky. Upon meeting her Eugene’s eyes, he only nodded without saying a word. He seemed to already know.
Does it make sense?
Beyond simple Advent, to live as one with the Goddess?
– I have no intention of forcing you. I just… To the warriors who saved the world, I want to reward them somehow.
“Thank you. Thank you very much but… If I accept, what will happen to Raella?”
-Now think of yourself more than me and answer. Because i’m fine If it takes more time, the goddess’s face might die a little?
“… Thank you really… Thank you. I’m so happy that Raella-sama thinks of me like this, so I don’t know what to do.”
– Yes. Well, get ready.
“But I will refuse.”
“What?”
– Yes? You refuse?
Raela and Eugene were shocked by Kaya’s refusal. Just as Kaya hadn’t expected this good fortune, they hadn’t expected rejection at all.
“Why? Wherefore?”
“I cannot be happy alone… If I ever have a baby, I’m sure I’ll be so happy that I can’t afford it. But if that happens, Shay and Illumina… It’s obvious that you will suffer more than now. Those two are family to me. I don’t want to push the two of them into the swamp of misfortune just to be happy alone.”
Eugene in front of her, and Raella in her heavenly world, were also opening their mouths blankly. Should I say she’s an unexpected blind spot, or should I say he’s too kind or too knowledgeable?
That’s another good thing Kaya said, but from Eugene’s point of view, her hair turned black.
‘I forgot Shay and Illumina for a while because Raella-nim suddenly appeared, but you, Kaya…’
Eugene bowed his head in another sense of guilt. Then Kaya reached out her hand and caressed both of his cheeks.
“As expected, Eugene always has a plan.”
“Kaya.”
“I am happy that you thought of me that much. But that’s it, there was no offer earlier…”
The moment when the plan of conversion is about to become a waste.
– For a moment.
Thanks to Kaya’s hand touching Eugene’s cheek, Eugene could hear Raella’s voice.
– I asked Justitia and Witta.
“Yes?”
Why did the names of Justitia, the goddess of light and justice, and Witta, the goddess of forest and vitality, suddenly appear?
– Since you both decided to give your child a blessing, there’s nothing for you to worry about now, right?
“Yes?”
-She said that my daughter couldn’t be happy because of your daughter.
“Yes?”
– So don’t worry about me or your other family now, just answer based on your will and your feelings. How are you?
Kaya’s face turned toward the sky, toward Shay’s room, toward Illumina’s room, toward Eugene, and then toward the sky again.
Then she nodded her head bewildered.
Faaaaa-
The rosary on her wrist began to glow brightly.
