How the Tutor Survives 87

Chapter 87 – Proof

*There may be cruel content in your view.

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The sound of something falling to the floor is heard.

The heavy thing seemed to be made of some kind of metal.

What she could see over her shoulder was a handle.

It was a knife

I couldn’t afford to even think about why the knife was here.

A strong pressure comes in and her inner body forces her to ejaculate.

Her body felt like it wasn’t what it used to be.

I thought she should be less tired because she didn’t do anything, but my current situation was bringing more fatigue than that.

If it was like before, I would have done something about 4 times, but not now.

Get ready to blow out again.

If it was the same as before, birth control would have been a concern, but now it is not even a factor to consider.

Because someone was already there.

I ejaculate at the same time as the whole body loses strength.

It was the 4th situation, but I don’t think about dying.

Did you take some medicine?

It seems that the aphrodisiac that I saw in the pharmacology education I heard before had a scent.

Ah.

Perhaps that was it.

Something instinctive that tries to leave a seed before it dies.

So it must still be alive.

She also seemed to have felt it and decided to continue.

The stimulus was returning.

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They were still repeating the same actions in the same space.

Slowly but surely, he was pursuing Jeong.

“You know what?”

She speaks

“Ed makes her grimace when he ejaculates.”

She tells me information I don’t know.

No, it’s information that only she knows.

Maybe it’s information that only two people in the world know.

Would she even hate that fact?

The words that came next confirmed that the idea was correct.

“It’s a face that only I want to know… But there’s someone else.”

I don’t know where this peace on the blade will be disturbed.

“It’s okay. Now only I can see it.”

Luckily for her, she didn’t seem to care.

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The relationship on that day ended only after six times.

There was no strength in the whole body.

It was in the midst of feeling her whole body that her stamina was smashed.

It felt so heavy that she was putting her body on top of me.

Whether physical or psychological.

“Do you still think of her sometimes?”

She hands the inevitable questions.

Silence seemed like a good answer.

It also provides an opportunity to seize the acceptor no matter how they accept it.

“She has no intention of saying anything about it.”

It just seemed like a random question.

Sensitive questions between lovers, but such questions that can be dismissed as a joke.

Sometimes it brings a breakup, but it wasn’t that much for me now.

She seemed to have managed to catch her breath.

Fatigue was eating everything.

Neither thinking nor moving.

I don’t know when she’ll get sharp.

Did you mix your body for that?

She touches her collarbone with her fingers, as if tapping her keyboard.

Tok Todok.

There seems to be a certain melody, but I’m not familiar with that kind of thing, so I don’t know.

“You know Ed. He’s such a sweet guy.”

“To be more specific… If it’s a relationship I’ve met once, I try to keep it as long as possible.”

Of course, Ed is not the kind of person who meets someone easily.

She has been seeing me for a long time, so I wonder if she can say that accurately.

“Ed doesn’t have the courage. He has the courage to quit. That’s why sometimes, even when he should, he can’t.

To put it another way, once he entered Ed’s realm, he has a personality that he hates to lose. That’s what became the thing that was meant to be.”

I don’t know the stuff.

You should have had your possessions.

When it comes to relationships, I don’t think I’m wrong.

Suddenly, I was thinking about the reason for saying that.

Are you talking about the current situation in an indirect way or are you laying the groundwork for what you will say later?

He didn’t say anything, just waiting for the next word.

“Ah, it’s about time.”

She raised her body.

“I’m going somewhere for a while.”

Where are you going?

Anxiety began to take over my body.

“Where… Are you going?”

She grinned and stroked her hair.

“I have a place to go a little further.”

Bad thoughts started to fill my head.

I have eyes to see, but I had very few thoughts that it could be so, and it only passed by for a moment.

It was a situation where I couldn’t clearly make a judgment right now.

But one thing is for sure, he had to hold her somehow.

“…Don’t go.”

In a way, the romantic scene seemed to suggest a tragedy.

A cough prevented her from speaking.

“Kkolok…Don’t touch me…I’ll do it.”

I myself was in a state where I couldn’t finish what I was going to say.

“I’m not leaving… Please…”

Usually at this point she would drop her opinions and go for what she wanted.

A hug or a kiss.

But I don’t know if it’s because she’s already had enough, but she’s just going to do her job in silence.

“Not this time.”

“I trust Ed, but now I’m just going to block the room itself.”

“Because that would be good for all of us.”

Finished.

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“I’ll be back.”

After her final ejaculation, she started to get dressed and put on her clothes.

I didn’t expect to do it one more time in the meantime, but it was already in the past.

Something from my body was dripping between her legs, but she didn’t seem to mind.

“Aren’t you…Washed?”

She knew what I was talking about.

“Ah, is this? Originally, I was going to wash before going… But now that I think about it, I think it would be better not to wash before leaving.”

The words she heard next were beyond her imagination.

“So why don’t you show me? It’s me who’s in love with Ed. You’re not going to look at me anymore.”

It seemed that social reputation had already been thrown away.

If this situation already leaks out, it’s only a matter of time before the reputation hits rock bottom.

“And… It’s not bad to feel full. Until now, it felt like half full.”

It was full of words I couldn’t understand.

“What…You mean…?”

He was insane, but he seemed to know one thing.

The smile she had just put on me was alluring.

Then she saw my expression and said one last word that broke my spirit in a very sweet voice.

“I wasn’t going to tell you right now. I can’t help it.”

She stroked her belly with an expression that no prodigal woman would ever make.

“I’m pregnant.”

You have succeeded in shattering my mind.

“This is my child, honey.”

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Before getting married, I had two children.

It was a story that wouldn’t come out well even in a bar.

It was something that could not be confirmed unless there was a physical change or no means of identification were used.

With my sane mind, I couldn’t confirm whether it was a lie or not.

Leaving aside the fact that there was no way to confirm it, the reason I don’t think her words are false is that she usually doesn’t lie with stories like this.

Especially today, I didn’t tell a single lie.

So, what she said was probably… True.

The truth is sometimes uncomfortable.

“Whoa…”

I feel like I’m going to fly away because my mind is exhausted.

I want to use the expression that my hair turns white.

I don’t know what to do.

All the boards were laid and the options had already been given for a long time.

All that remains is to decide.

Time is running out.

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Then I’ll really go.

Having said that, she was already wearing her clothes.

She must have fainted for a moment.

Seeing that she’s never seen me get dressed, even though she’s right next to me.

Neat clothes based on black.

It was like the clothes you would wear to someone’s funeral.

The outfit ignited my insecurities.

Clothes weren’t the problem.

I had to stop her from not knowing what to do by dressing up in her clothes.

“Wait for a sec…”

Heart beats like crazy

I don’t know if this was because I used my body vigorously a while ago or if it was because of tension.

“Where are you going…?”

Is this what you were talking about earlier?

It was gibberish and seemed like a story I had been talking about before.

“I want to meet someone.”

She stands up from her seat.

In a place full of the air of her bliss, the way she talked to me with all her clothes on was unexpectedly calm.

Are you really determined?

“Then see you later.”

Paste her face and kiss her.

A light kiss that doesn’t mix your tongue.

He stretches out her weak arm and grabs her arm.

As she tried to get up, she looked back in the direction I was holding her.

“What’s wrong?”

“Don’t go…”

I forcibly squeezed out her silent voice and prayed to her.

She begs her strongly that there is no turning back, that she please not.

But she was adamant.

“Have to go.”

“No…”

It was a parallel conversation.

She desperately catches her.

What is her reason for holding her?

Do you want the person in front of you to not become a criminal?

Or do you wish that there are still people who share your past ties?

Either way it didn’t matter.

She presents her with her blank check.

“Anything…Collock…I’ll do it…”

It seemed to work.

For a moment she paused and seemed to think about her troubles.

“Ed.”

“Huh…”

“Did you do anything?”

Debts made without thinking came back as shackles.

But the thought that it must be so accepts the unfair contract.

“…Okay.”

“Then.”

Redemption time is back.

Whatever comes out, you will have no choice but to accept it.

“Prove it.”

“Ed’s heart.”

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Prove your heart

I’ve solved many problems, but I don’t think I’ve ever solved this problem.

Conundrum.

It seemed that there was no great difficulty in expressing the current situation as a difficult problem.

Prove your heart

What do you want to prove?

I already knew the answer.

I was just ignoring it.

She was afraid of me leaving.

How to prove you won’t leave…

If so, wouldn’t it be better to get rid of the means to leave?

As I lived the word “Going crazy” In my mouth, my way of thinking was not that of a normal person before I knew it.

Even though she was still there, she laughs like a madman.

My appearance was really good to see.

However, reality did not let the madman hold his hand.

I looked to her side and saw a knife lying there.

When did she bring it?

What did you bring it for?

At some point, she stretched out her free arm and grabbed her knife.

The distance was subtly out of reach, and it slipped out of her fingertips several times.

Am I not able to do this as well?

I took the knife out of the house.

A human figure could be seen reflected in the blade, perhaps a good knife.

What was reflected in the sword was the figure of a man.

It seemed that he was anxious about something.

It may be a loose look.

The man’s persona changed into a woman’s face before I knew it.

I knew the woman’s face.

The woman’s eyes were empty. As if she had already left this world.

Soon it was back to normal.

Was it the future that I just saw?

A few times I felt like I was crazy, but it was clear that I was really crazy. I’m starting to see the illusion.

However, I could instinctively know that the illusion would be the future.

His hands trembled.

I grabbed the knife in reverse.

I didn’t think about what to do, but my body moved instinctively.

I thought that if this was the case, she would be satisfied too.

If you destroy the part that performs the departure.

All sorts of negative emotions, such as pain and despair that would come to visit me sooner or later, were forcing me to act. Like a last-ditch safety device.

There was a person There was a person who thought so much about it and couldn’t make a decision when it was right in front of his eyes.

The man’s name was Edward Weiss.

How many people will remain aloof in the face of the pain they know will come?

Maybe that’s why we call them heroes, righteous people, etc.

The gaze is fixed from above.

She just looked at me without showing any emotion.

What is she thinking?

Silence ensued as if she was telling her to do what she wanted since she wouldn’t disturb anything.

It felt like pressure under the guise of contemplation.

Had to Not by pressure, but by one’s own will.

It started by my choice, so I had to finish it.

Release the last safety device.

Nothing can stop my actions now.

I decided to give myself time to adjust to the weight.

It was because I had less strength in my arms than I thought.

Grabbing a knife and holding it against someone seemed to require a great deal of courage.

Even if it is to take someone’s life or to hurt someone.

In this case, it was the latter. Except for the special case that the subject is himself.

My hands are shaking.

There was a huge difference between simply holding a knife and driving it into soft flesh.

I thought I knew why the word self-injury came out.

It was a structure that could only be hesitating with half-hearted emotions.

But it was clear that I was broken beyond that.

Raise your arms with trembling hands.

Something with little weight reaches the highest it can go.

If I just went to the place I had to go without thinking, everything would be over.

Memories of the past come to mind.

The depths of the memories were different, but at this point they were all the same.

Because with me alone, they can at least escape from the danger of death.

I’m saving people’s lives.

That’s how you masturbate and enforce your choice.

The object begins to fall under the force of gravity.

In addition to that, it received its own acceleration force, so if the destination was a fatal part, it was a speed that might cause instant death.

Time passes slowly.

Surprisingly, I felt no immediate pain.

Had my leg already died?

The fact that I could die because of this act flashes before my eyes.

Burning house.

White room.

Award ceremony hall.

And the countless people I’ve encountered so far.

Do they know where I am right now?

Out of countless people, only one had a monopoly on that fact.

Okay. She was a winner

The one who finally got his hands on the life of a man named Edward Weiss.

The end was approaching. And a man named Edward Weiss begins to distort his own memories.

Did you say it’s a defense mechanism?

If you don’t even do that, you can only go crazy, so you force yourself to pretend to be happy.

Justify

Say I’m wrong

She’s punished for hurting her.

When this is over, you will be happy in the future.

Sarah’s face looks so cute.

I’m sorry.

The fact that I will never see her again.

Maybe I will live alone raising a child.

It’s a cowardly excuse, but I want you to understand that I made this choice to save myself.

A lot of things happened, but I want them all to be buried in the past and live on.

Time is up.

Please let this all end.

A dull sound is heard.

Maybe when the meat is minced at the butcher shop, that’s what it sounds like?

The sharp apex cuts through the muscles.

It was easier to dig than I thought and surprisingly stiff.

I thought it would be blocked by the bone, but it goes in without any blockage.

The knife, which went in endlessly, finally stopped at the limit of its own length.

The pain that did not come was returning as much as the amount I ignored as if the time had come.

Apart from the dulled mind, the body reacts very intensely.

Red traces spread in all directions and screams filled the room.

Run out of strength

It seems that every body is playing separately.

Right now, this thought, the screaming mouth, and even the legs spewing blood like a fountain.

However, all of them become one again soon as if they were one.

Time passes and vision blurs.

Is it because I shed too much blood?

Her expression looks blurry.

The last thing I saw on her expression was a smile.