Chapter 14 – The Beginning of the End (2)
Heina was awakened by a noise from outside.
Trying to somehow capture the spirit that hasn’t returned intact yet
She started remembering what happened yesterday.
She said, ‘I must have enjoyed the festival yesterday, and at the end I went to see the fireworks.’
She couldn’t remember exactly what she was doing, but if she was with Ed, she was fine with it.
‘Eat, look at this and that, then go to the park…’
When her thoughts reached that point, she suddenly felt ashamed.
Her heart was relieved because she poured out all of her heart inside her, but at the end her emotions were overcome.
She was the one who was worried that she might have said something strange.
It was a choice she made with courage that few times in her life would have, but she never thought about what she would do if she was rejected.
Fortunately for her, the result was good and the kiss behind her…
She felt like she had everything in the world.
While she was losing her mind thinking about it, it was time for her to come back to her reality.
She is a bed.
But things in her room were a little different.
Full body mirror,
Folded gowns that you would never wear at home.
The fact that the self who should normally be in the middle of the bed is slightly biased.
Regardless of what she thought… She didn’t turn her head to check her.
As her ungreased door creaked, she turned her head to find someone lying next to her.
Gathering up the courage like last night, I grabbed her blanket and she began to lift it slowly.
There, Edward Weiss, who had been exhausted from recent days, was sleeping.
‘Ah’
I put down the sheet I heard.
It didn’t take long for her to recall all her memories.
It was a little while later that I noticed the red marks on the sheet on the side of Edward Weiss lying down.
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I woke up to the sound of rustling next to me.
I would have been annoyed as usual
It’s been a while since I really felt like I had a good night’s sleep without any disturbance, so I decided to do that.
But who the hell is the person next to me right now?
While I was thinking with my head still awake, I met eyes with a man with blue hair.
It was only then that her memories of yesterday began to flood her at once.
The words, actions and kisses she had with her courage.
As if each other was drunk with the medicine that is each other, no one has to do anything and go to the inn…
As soon as I thought about it, I felt ashamed.
Not ashamed of mistakes,
Shame on how we looked yesterday, as if we were completely different people.
“Hey.”
It felt as if something flinched under the covers.
Our eyes met.
Should I apologize? Should I say I’m okay? Should I say I slept well?
There were many options, but I couldn’t choose any of them.
The moment she opened her mouth to say something, she jumped the ball.
“Do not say.”
“It was good and it was good, so don’t say anything.”
As she said that, she finished her words in a voice that crawled all over.
“…If you say something, you’ll be ashamed of your courage yesterday.”
She was ashamed of herself, but she looked pretty even with that.
Is this love?
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After leaving the inn, the two broke up immediately.
It was a love that was made 10 years after I first saw you
The appearance a little while ago was similar to the appearance of those days.
The relationship that defines them has changed, but
The way we live hasn’t changed that much.
Actually, if we stay together longer, I think I will become weird myself.
It was Heina who said that his offer to take her was okay and came to the room.
It looked a bit disorganized compared to when I left yesterday, but that didn’t matter too much.
“Hi-Hi”
Silent sounds came out of her mouth without going through her head,
She was just as happy as if it didn’t matter.
In fact, until yesterday she opened her heart to him.
She was full of fear that she might lose her relationship.
But he didn’t and accepted her.
Nothing else mattered as I felt like I had been rewarded for nearly 10 years.
‘Your lips were delicious…’
Do you think that she learned things that she could not have known if it had been the same before?
She was the one she was starting to fall for, but she was just fine today.
She was the kind of woman who felt her face turn red when she thought of her work after that.
‘The back…Was really wide.’
It was she who decided to consider what happened yesterday as a reward for her courage.
‘Ed has graduated and I’m done with what I’m doing now…’
When she imagined herself in her dress, she was her fool again.
She had already planned her wedding, her ring, her honeymoon and her children in her head.
Her thoughts were running out of control, but unfortunately, everything she did was already an accomplice.
She was the one who spent the rest of her day thinking about what had happened yesterday.
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The park where Ed and Heina checked each other’s feelings.
There was actually one more in the place where I thought there were only two of them.
Seria decided to move out of the space she called home that was stuffy.
She should have faced the distinguished guests in the position of hosting the banquet, but
They were only interested in her sister.
Frustrated, she impulsively, without telling anyone,
She found a nearby park and started walking.
After going a few times, she came to the park when she was feeling a bit down.
There were two men and women who seemed to be lovers.
Normally, I would have passed by without paying attention, but today I became curious about those two.
She wasn’t trying to hide anywhere.
I don’t think those two will see this side, so I just decided to sit there naturally.
But… The face was very familiar.
The face I saw three times a week, Edward Weiss, was with her at the time.
I was so glad that I wanted to go and say hello, but it seemed impossible.
“Have we seen each other for quite some time?”
A woman’s voice was heard. As she thought, the two had known each other for a long time.
Her emotion that she still had was curiosity.
She seems to have told him about herself, but he doesn’t seem to have said much.
I think I can listen to his story anyway with a little bit of sadness
I decided to keep listening.
“At that time, he was just a friend I thought I would see for a long time.”
“I felt strange because I couldn’t see you all of a sudden.”
Some kind of awkwardness came up.
Feeling like you have to choose something.
That feeling of having to listen to the end and face the reality, or leave the place and avoid the reality.
Her choice was to stay.
When emotions are amplified and only their time is running out,
“I finally figured it out. This is love. I like a guy named Edward Weiss.
I really want to see this person.”
I felt a kind of sympathy. I want to see him myself, but that person is the same.
‘Has that person also been saved by him?’
I couldn’t stop the soggy heart that came up apart from the sense of homogeneity.
I felt that if I appeared in front of them now, I would be hated by him.
“I finally realized, I have the confidence to do the best in the world, but now I know what my heart is.
I feel like I’ve disappeared without even trying to do anything…”
“It felt like a corner of my heart had been torn…”
I could sympathize with the content, but I couldn’t sympathize with the emotion.
Why?
She soon stopped dealing with her feelings on her own.
And…
The devil came down and began to sow despair.
“I like you.”
Stop
“I didn’t know at first, but now I think I do.”
Do not do that
“Will you go out with me?”
Please…
I felt like I shouldn’t have listened to that.
When I heard those words, my already broken heart seemed irreversible.
And for her…
“Yes.”
Despair came.
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After confirming their love for each other, they left, but she still stood there.
She had a mind to follow where she went, but
Seeing that she was heading towards the area where the inns were clustered, she thought it would be okay not to follow her.
If someone saw her now, they would probably say something like this.
‘Eyes are dead.’
Why?
Why?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
If you think about it rationally, she was a complete outsider.
Her relationship with him is now lovers.
Her relationship with him was nothing more and nothing less than teacher and student.
It was a relationship of complete exclusion.
The only problem was that she saw him as more than a teacher, which would be a problem.
The problem was that reason and emotion did not match.
The thought that even the teacher had abandoned me caused a ripple and spread endlessly.
‘You told me I could do it. You gave me hope, but why…’
‘You’re abandoning me.’
Despair soon turned to anger
Her unstoppable emotions began to take over her.
‘I lost it…’
‘Do you want to see me for a long time? If you look at it for a long time, is it all? Didn’t say anything for nearly 10 years, and now they’re intercepting me?’
‘It’s just that he was by my side, but is it right to take my teacher with that one?’
Fox year
This would be the best way to express Seria’s thoughts toward Heina.
There were two arrows of resentment, but I decided to put one in.
‘Teacher…’
‘I don’t understand why the teacher accepted that bitch, but I do understand. Because the teacher is kind.
Because she pretended to be pitiful, the teacher couldn’t bear to pass by. I know. Therefore
In the end, I will be by your side. I’ll save you. The teacher was just fooled.’
‘I’ll be there soon. Teacher.’
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As Edward Weiss put it, Seria von Ferroz is by no means stupid.
After her anger subsided, she decided to look back at her soberly.
What she doesn’t have is information.
All she can do now is crack a little bit.
With the people she started dating today, doing it right away wouldn’t have worked, so she decided to wait.
It felt like her heart was breaking, but she decided to wait.
For their happy future.
