Chapter 53 – He Slept for Two Days
Cold.
The whole world is like an ice field.
Something weighing a thousand pounds pressed down on my eyelids,
I couldn’t keep my eyes open.
I get irritated even when I’m still,
The feeling of wanting to release your anger for no reason to anyone.
Cold, lonely, hungry.
The three elements of unhappiness that have been passed down from my previous life are still weighing on me today,
Someone who made me live this kind of life, maybe it was myself,
I hated it.
Give up, or give up.
As usual, I would have thought that all those thoughts were useless, and I would have released myself by scratching myself, and wrapped the remaining remnants tightly inside and hid them.
Now I just couldn’t do that.
I don’t want to.
And I,
I knew what this was a precursor to.
Ah.
It’s time to take the medicine.
“…”
I used to call what I was hit a feel-good drug, but
It was sometimes called the medicine of not being unhappy.
The reason why I gave it such a funny expression is because the drug with the name showed literal effects.
The reason why I made the formula that I was not happy but not unhappy,
Yeah, I get terribly unhappy when it doesn’t fit.
Cold, lonely, hungry,
Unhappy. Unhappy to death
The thing made from the crimson magical herb itself didn’t have any particular addictive or nervous system effects, but
In terms of my body, it was more than a drug.
If you express it as something you naturally long for in order to exist as a living being, it seems to fit the meaning.
But,
Because you can’t do it
If you ignore the promise of that day, swept away by the desire to relieve misfortune,
Because you will lose something precious.
Do you think so
I just felt a little bit better.
I forcibly trampled on my desire to take medicine and pretended not to know it, and only then did I feel the desire to wake up.
So I keep forcibly pulling the spirit that sinks down into that deep abyss,
I swam to the top of the swamp of consciousness…
…
…
I was lying down somewhere and opened my eyes.
Familiar ceiling. It was my bed.
But what is this stinging drug smell?
The inside of the mouth is very bitter.
Ugh, that’s boring…
As I unknowingly rolled my tongue, I felt the bitter taste of herbal medicine.
“Damn it, how come they’re all quacks!”
It was next that I heard such a voice from the front door, outside the open door.
My ears were a bit numb, but I could guess that it was the junior’s voice.
But it’s strange.
He’s almost always calm, and sometimes growls, but this is the first time I’ve ever heard a junior shout like that.
I was trying to find out if something had happened, but as I was getting up from the bed, I felt a slight loss of consciousness as if I had anemia.
Thanks to that, my body tilted, and I fell under the bed with a sound of crackling sound.
There was no way that the juniors would not be able to hear the sound, so as expected, there was almost a thumping sound and the sound of footsteps, and soon after, a slightly emaciated junior appeared in front of the open door.
I thought I had done something stupid again, so I smiled awkwardly, saying, Ehehe.
… Oh yeah
The junior came to me with a collapsed expression, almost crying,
He hugged me tightly.
I felt the embrace was warm and comfortable,
At the same time, I felt the pain as if my body would break.
It’s because this guy I hate to death didn’t even know my strength and hugged me.
“I’m glad, I’m glad… !”
“Master, kyaaak, my bones are out, it hurts. Gyaaaaagh… !”
“Eve, senior Eve…”
“I’m not going anywhere, so listen to what people say. Are you sick?!”
…
…
…
Hugging and sharing each other’s body temperature, I like it too, but yeah, this was too much.
If I had hugged her a little tighter, I’m sure it would have knocked out a few of my ribs.
You don’t know how embarrassing I was to get rid of this leech-like bastard.
After making him bury his face in his chest, hugging him tightly, sweeping the back of his head several times, and whispering in his ear that he would not run away, the junior finally came to his senses.
Thanks to what happened, we were a little embarrassed,
We were sitting face to face on chairs in the living room, looking at each other.
The younger son, as if he was embarrassed, blushed and said it as if he was making excuses.
“Well, since the senior didn’t wake up, I called a doctor. All I can say is that I don’t know the symptoms. How many people like that…”
“Didn’t you wake up? How much?”
“… Two days.”
Ex.
Not even a bear.
And um, I guess I kind of knew why. No got it
If you wanted to notice the symptoms, it would have been more effective to call in a wizard rather than a doctor.
It would have been the same that I couldn’t solve it anyway.
But two days have passed.
I felt uneasy about something, but immediately realized the reason for the uneasiness and cried out.
Lectures, you skipped them all.
“My grades!”
“… Are grades important now?”
“Everything, isn’t it obvious?!”
My juniors’ eyes were shining dangerously, but I pretended not to know.
It may not be a big deal to a rich boy who doesn’t know the world, but the academy definitely has a tuition fee for each semester,
It cost so much money that commoners couldn’t even afford it.
If I ask how I paid the tuition and went to the academy, since I have no idea, uh, scholarships are given to academy students with high grades.
I was greedy because I didn’t have to worry about making a living no matter where I got a job once I got my academy diploma.
But two days of absence.
When it seemed that all the hard work I had put up with, enduring all the things I didn’t want to hear and the things I didn’t want to study would be in vain in an instant, I felt like the world was going to collapse.
“Ooh ooh…”
It’s painful…
But maybe it’s not too late.
If I went to the professors and told them that I was sick, they would turn my absence into a tardy, or maybe they would do something that never happened.
I used to have quite a bit of trust from some of the professors, so maybe I haven’t reached an irreversible situation yet…
I looked out the window.
It’s been a while since dawn, but when I checked the time, I had some time before the first lecture.
I went into the shower room to reflect on today’s schedule and wash up quickly.
No I tried to get in.
It would have been if the junior hadn’t grabbed his wrist.
“Where are you going?”
“Of course it is the academy. Let go I’m late… !”
“…”
However, despite my words, it did not happen that my juniors let me go.
I wondered why he was like this, but when I thought about it, I was the one who noticed that my juniors had a lecture early this morning.
“Do you want to wash first?”
“…”
“No, you have to tell me.”
“Not that. I need to rest for today…”
“But since I’m busy too, uhm, then, would you like to take a shower together?”
“Yes?”
It was a house with three rooms, but only one shower room.
On such an impatient and busy day, well, if you want to prepare quickly, washing together can be a way.
When I conveyed the meaning, the junior touched his forehead and said.
“Are you flirting?”
“Eh, temptation?”
What is it?
Are you eating
Perhaps it was because I slept for so long, my head was still blank, so I had to chew the word seduction over and over again before I could figure out what it meant.
What does he say
“No?”
I tilted my head and said so,
Even if the junior is very dumbfounded by that statement,
Well, after muttering something close to resignation, “All seniors are like that,” He let go of my wrist only after thinking about it for a long time.
…
After washing and changing into my school uniform, I
I felt that another problem was right in front of me.
It’s not just this. Really!
“Gyaaaaagh!”
“Senior, what’s going on?!”
At the question of a worried junior who approached me almost a month after my scream,
I couldn’t help but answer with a lot of courage.
“Yes! What a big deal!”
I feel like a thousand bucks will fly in the middle of the hardened junior’s face is so hateful and shameless.
To a junior who asked what it was, I pointed out the red marks on the back of my hand, neck, and legs.
The blood clots that were red from the last sucking didn’t go down at all even after two days, and they stood out more because of my pale skin.
Aaaaa, I can’t go out like this…
It’s embarrassing to be embarrassed, but I was thinking of going to the professors to make up for my absence for the past two days.
But if you see this, you won’t think that I couldn’t come out because I was doing that, not because I was sick.
No, looking at the result, that’s right, but… It’s unfortunate.
I’m kicking my ass like that
What the junior son said was really spectacle.
“Yes, it’s pretty, but why?”
“Under?”
I glared at the culprit of this situation with sad blue eyes as if I were going to kill him.
You mean at best, huh? What do you mean?
Anyway, the hateful guy didn’t have a pair of resentment in what he did or said.
I don’t know if it was a bit of a shock to stare at me with that kind of face, but my junior rolled up his tail and ran outside.
Whew.
“Ha…”
Even if I rub my hand over the red and red spots, it doesn’t erase at all, but rather only hurts my skin.
I’ve been thinking about it for a long time and there’s no way,
In the end, I took out cosmetics that I thought I would never use again.
