Chapter 42 – No Kissing…
It’s already been three days since I became his girlfriend,
The decision I made after much thought and thought over and over again is colorless,
Surprisingly nothing has changed in my daily life.
Wake up in the morning to my junior, finish the meal he cooked for me, change into my academy uniform to listen to the lecture, and come home, I’ll come back. After one,
After returning from the academy, they spend the day having dinner together, talking about what happened today, and sometimes tutoring each other.
What. It’s the same as before.
The only thing that was different from before was that my junior would throw me into his bed every night.
With an incomprehensible sound that will make you stop doing harsh things.
I was preparing my mind moderately because I wanted to be used as a girlfriend or not, but even after a few days like that, that didn’t happen.
I just ended up spending the night with him while being treated as a substitute for a pillow to sleep on.
I really had so many opportunities to do it for a few days, but my junior seemed to not want that, and he deliberately ignored it…
Thanks to that, the burning of the child has become mine again.
Why why?
Why don’t you This side was prepared a long time ago, but my heated body is eagerly waiting for your touch. It’s just bad, but it’s gone too far.
I had no choice but to seriously think about whether I was weird or if I was turning on nonsense.
“… Heeep.”
But I’m, uh, not a lewd girl. I reassured myself that it was only to fulfill my duties as a maid and to fulfill my role as a girlfriend, so I thought it was useless, and it would be very difficult if I was abandoned, so I had no choice but to be like this.
I only hated the junior who made me think like this…
I thought of my own outrageous revenge for the junior I hated, and put it into action.
“Whoa—.”
“Senior?!”
For example,
Like blowing air into your ears while lying side by side on the bed.
If you don’t feel like it,
I’ll make you feel like that.
Unlike my black inner self,
He smiled innocently as if he knew nothing.
But as expected, the action was bold,
While continuing to blow into the inside of the auricle,
He kept putting his hands on his body and squeezing them, putting his thighs that were bigger than my waist between his legs and tightening them up, or he even deliberately made a sweet sound.
But even with these
The junior didn’t come over to the end.
If I hadn’t had a history of dealing with the arrogant and arrogant West,
I would have seriously doubted my junior’s sexual function.
Since he is such a perfect person, I thought that he must have at least one fatal flaw.
But obviously not…
So, naturally, it was self-blame.
Aren’t I so attractive?
It was a plausible story, so I convinced myself.
She’s a girlfriend you can use as you please, but what use is it if she doesn’t agree with you?
As soon as I thought about it, I became very depressed.
Actions that were otherwise called outrageous, such as breathing in or shaking the body,
Come to think of it, it was clear that the juniors must have felt like annoying bugs buzzing…
Eh, ugh, I had no choice but to stiffen my body, the corners of my eyes drooping down on their own at the shame and humiliation that began to rise.
The moment I realized that my juniors were looking at me with very scary eyes, my breath stopped.
All I could think of was that I had to apologize somehow.
“Uh, uh, eh, that, that.”
“Senior?”
“Ah. That is. Oh, I’m sorry… ?”
“… What?”
“This, this would have made me feel bad, but I didn’t notice, so I wish I could have told you. I didn’t. That, that.”
Even while apologizing, his mouth trembled, and the listener stuttered between words in frustration, giving off a hint of self-love.
In the end, my personality of blaming juniors for not telling me,
Even I thought it was gloomy and reluctant.
The junior who watched me wince as if I was frightened,
I’ve been doing my favorite thing.
Put that big hand on his head and gently stroke him from the top of his head.
I, ah, ah… Hagu, I enjoyed the touch, blinking his eyes a lot.
Then the junior looked at me with a smirk and came,
I said so.
“It’s okay not to be in such a hurry. No, on the contrary, I want to do it as slowly as possible.”
“… Why, why?”
“Because I want to treat you with respect.”
“…”
With just that word,
I was able to escape the self-blame that had been eating me up at once.
Well, well, everyone wants to treat their precious things with care.
In that sense, I was like a precious thing to my juniors.
If you continue to care for me, I won’t be abandoned…
As soon as I thought that, I found stability at once, and with my blurred vision restored, I smiled brightly as if my crying was a lie.
Seeing me like that, my juniors sighed and said, “Oh hey,” As if admonishing me.
“I understand how Eve feels, so let’s start with simple things.”
“… What is simple?”
“Well? Holding hands or, um, hugging?”
“You are already doing it.”
Like I said, what my junior said was something I had already done or was doing.
It’s full of things that I want to have meaning from a girlfriend’s point of view.
If you start with simple things and go step by step, what more do you have to do?
It was impossible for each other to have such an experience, so we had to think about it for a long time.
And while I was thinking about what to do,
I noticed that my junior’s eyes somehow didn’t leave the area around my lips.
My junior told me right away, as if he felt that I had noticed.
“Then, kiss… Or something.”
“…”
Uh, that’s a bit.
Why do you keep talking about kissing in the first place?
That’s what she thought on the first day she became his girlfriend,
No matter how much she is a girlfriend, there are definitely things you can and shouldn’t do.
So I said emphatically.
“I hate kissing.”
“… Is it so?”
“Yes.”
“…”
That’s because you have to give it to someone you really like.
Couldn’t you understand my heart?
My junior seemed a little offended.
He looked at me with sunken eyes and didn’t do anything else as if a kiss was the first lock.
So today I
Crushed by that hard body,
With his big forearms and hands wrapped around his waist and held tightly,
Lately, I couldn’t overcome the increasing drowsiness and fell asleep.
…
…
…
But no matter how much you love it,
What’s the use if you don’t use it?
This was her duty as her girlfriend.
I tried again and again, and as always, I came up with a good idea.
So, I took the opportunity,
I went to see the alchemy professor.
“Professor, how are you?”
“Oh, Miss Eve. What is this? Have you finally made up your mind to come in as an aboriginal?”
“No, no. It’s not like that.”
“Eh. Then what is it?”
“I’m trying to make something. I can’t find the ingredients.”
“Oh, there is nothing I can’t help you with if you’re trying to be strong as an alchemist. What do you need?”
I imagined what I was going to make,
My face turned red, and I muttered softly.
“Sah, I need something close to human muscle and skin texture. Han, this much… ?”
“Yes? That’s a bit peculiar. Isn’t it metal you’re dealing with? Can you elaborate more?”
“Yes, yes. I wish it was soft on the outside and chewy on the inside. Like real human skin and flesh.”
“…”
The professor hardened her expression at that moment and looked at me.
The professor, who looked like he could pierce my pupils, would never do that to a sincere person. While doing so, she talked to herself without knowing her meaning.
And after that, she was talking as usual, as always.
“Hmm, nothing. The other day, that nasty guy from Derne tried to make something weird and failed, and I brought the leftovers here.”
The professor went into the lab and took out the thing you said.
It was just the material and texture I wanted.
The size was just right, so with a little digging and trimming, it would be exactly the shape I wanted.
To be honest, I didn’t expect that much, but I was so happy that I almost jumped.
“Oh. This is it. This!”
“Well, it was only taking up space in the warehouse, so take it.”
“Yes!”
“But, Miss Eve. There is one thing I need to do.”
“To? What is it?”
At that point,
The professor hardened his expression.
“Recite the absolute taboo of alchemy. Right Now.”
“Yes? Suddenly?”
“Hurry.”
“… Soul interference, gold crafting, homunculus transformation. Ah?”
I didn’t know the English language and did what the professor told me to do,
It was only then that I realized what the professor was worried about.
As long as the material was the material,
The professor seemed concerned that I was trying to make a synthetic human.
“That, it’s not like that.”
“If not, good luck. It’s not that I don’t believe you, Ms. Eve, but it’s just in case, so understand. If talented people like you fall into the wrong path, that in itself is a great loss to alchemy.”
“Yes.”
“No worries, I have work to do, so I have to go.”
“You’re busy, so sorry to bother you.”
“I’m talking to you, but I can’t be bothered. Good going.”
I was able to get the material I wanted.
