Chapter 16 – I Think My Junior Has a Broken Heart
“Why are you in this room? No, you have to get up first.”
“Don’t go.”
“… Senior?”
“Cold.”
“Ahhhhh- Why are you sleeping together-?!”
“It’s cold when you go. Yes? It’s sour It’s cold…”
“I-I won’t talk to you with your eyes open… ?”
“Hug me. Please hug me. Cluck, cluck, cluck. Yes? Make me warm…”
“Why did my personality suddenly… What is it, are you sleeping?”
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Today was a public lecture day.
I don’t know if it’s a coincidence, but both my junior and I.
Because it was a day with no plans,
I was doing housework.
Wearing the usual maid uniform.
I don’t know if it’s because of the crime my junior committed yesterday.
He approached me with a very uncomfortable gait.
While I was cleaning the living room, I didn’t say anything even if I felt the presence of my juniors.
I just rolled my eyes and didn’t pretend to see it like an angry person.
Not like an angry person, but in a state of anger.
To pull me into bed and force me to sleep,
Not only that, but he was fidgeting a lot in the middle of his sleep,
Some sweep my back, some lock my face in his hard chest, some put my legs deep between my thighs…
You don’t know how much trouble I had to spend all night skinning with someone I hated to death.
Shameless, shameless.
It wasn’t something I could forgive because it was under the name of talking in my sleep.
“Senior.”
“…”
“… Do you usually talk so much in your sleep?”
Ha?
Unknowingly, it made the sound of wind blowing.
I was very angry, and even though I was thinking that I would ignore anything my junior said, I had no choice but to react to those words.
What is this, what is this again?
It’s not me who talks a lot in his sleep, it’s the juniors.
Apparently, my junior is not sober yet,
It seemed that he was misunderstanding what he had done.
Like this stupid idiot.
Once I responded, I had to respond.
There was a chill towards this resentful junior in the words that were spit out.
“Well. I don’t think there is such a thing as drool talk.”
“Then that was.”
“A moment ago?”
“… It’s nothing.”
“Joy.”
“Senior, are you angry?”
“Not at all?”
It’s really sewage to inform the other person that you have the right thoughts in your heart.
I ended up thinking that it was very enjoyable to watch my juniors get restless at my words.
My heart tickled, and I felt like I was going to hang a twisted smile on my lips.
Ah. Facial expression management. You have to manage your facial expression.
Anyway, the expression of anger, as if he was still angry, continued,
Let’s continue the leadership like this.
After cleaning the living room, I made that decision while drinking a glass of water.
“By the way, why did you suddenly wash the duvet and pillow in my room?”
“Fuhap-!”
“Wow, senior?”
“Eh, that, that. To? Huh? Ah. That’s right. While cleaning, while cleaning the owner’s room, I accidentally spilled a drink…”
“Be careful. Did you spill a lot?”
“Yes, yes. So many pillows, blankets, and sheets, they were completely wet, and I poured out so much that I couldn’t…”
“Pour it out?”
“No, I spilled it!”
“I see.”
“What are you talking about… ?!”
“Yes?”
Apparently, the junior
It seemed to have a knack for making my face red.
I couldn’t help but tremble as I held onto the skirt of the maid’s uniform that came up to my thighs with my head down.
After doing that once,
There’s something I can’t put on an angry face again.
While I’m so out of my mind
My juniors have used despicable methods.
“Yesterday, I was wrong.”
“To.”
“Sorry. Senior.”
“…”
“I was upset, and I ended up drinking too much. I don’t even remember how I got home… Obviously, the senior must have been in trouble.”
“I-I’m in trouble, but it’s okay…”
Kill it really pitiful
One of the downsides of juniors is,
It was because of this quick apology.
Acknowledging one’s faults and offering a sincere apology to the other person is also
It was a method that only people with high self-esteem like juniors could do.
What if a heartfelt apology is rejected? It’s a method that people like me, who continue to worry about and end up regretting while missing the right time, can’t do it.
I hated it even more that I didn’t see any sign of inducing others to feel ashamed like I did.
However, contrary to the hatred of juniors,
I must have received an apology for last night’s incident, I have no reason to be more angry,
I decided to forgive you this time too.
I can’t help it. Do,
I sat down at the living room table and called my juniors to sit across from me.
And I said seriously.
“I don’t know if you remember, but I heard a little bit about the situation from the owner yesterday.”
“Yes?”
“He said he couldn’t give up. Like I can’t wait until we break up or wish for happiness… ?”
“…”
“… Have you ever suffered a broken heart?”
“Yes?”
“How could you like someone who has an owner…”
“Yes?”
“If you have any concerns, I will listen. Ah. I don’t have anyone around me to spread rumors with, so feel free to tell me…”
“…”
The conclusion I’ve been thinking about since last night is,
It was that my junior seemed to have lost heart.
Exciting is exhilarating, but it was also a bit pitiful and I couldn’t understand it.
What kind of person does this proud junior like? What kind of person is he, and what kind of a good woman is he, so he doesn’t get over it?
When I first heard it, I wondered if it was me. I thought about it, but…
Ah, it’s a story of possibility to the last. It was because I thought about who was the woman next to my juniors. Even if we do this and that, we are living together under the same house.
But no matter how much I think about it, it’s not me, I don’t match what my juniors said, right?
Excluding the delusion of persecution typical of a person with low self-esteem, such as how could a well-to-do person like me like it, it was the same that made no sense.
First off, I don’t have a boyfriend. I couldn’t even think of making it, so that was definitely not what I was talking about.
“That, senior?”
“It’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it.”
“…”
“Still, let me give you some advice…”
The juniors didn’t seem to know that if you didn’t like someone in the first place, you wouldn’t be hurt by that.
Young, young Being young was natural.
From my point of view, who has lived a much longer life than his juniors, including his past and present lives, he was too young.
I felt sorry and pitiful for this junior I hated to death,
I decided to share some life tips that I have acquired along the way.
While telling the story,
I thought for a moment that I was like a drunken old man, or a kid who started smoking for the first time in his age, boasting to the kids around him by telling them that I also smoke, but…
Because I’m definitely different from them, this is a story that will become blood and flesh if you listen to it all. Do,
I started giving advice to my juniors.
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After my advice,
There was something strange about the junior’s face.
In some parts, the color turned, and in other parts, there were extremely frowns, but now it’s a face that doesn’t know what it is.
Did you not understand the flow of the conversation?
Aside from being good at studying, it’s probably because I’m still young,
I had no sense at all when it came to dating.
“So, senior. She’s a senpai, so she’s never liked anyone?”
“Because it doesn’t matter… ?”
“Important.”
“Oh really. You haven’t been able to keep your focus since earlier.”
“I will focus. Just answer that.”
“Ehh. Well, you can see that… ?”
At least with this body.
Before death, while still a man, before adulthood,
Of course, I’m also a human being, so I’ve had a crush on an older sister who treats me kindly, a classmate who is kind, or someone who’s pretty or has good hobbies…
Of course, for me who doesn’t have a good part,
I’ve never had good results.
There was nothing to be bitter about, and it didn’t leave a scar in my heart.
Well, because it’s natural.
While I’m thinking about the past,
My juniors have been asking me strange things.
“So, what about your boyfriend?”
“Yes?”
“According to what you said, your boyfriend probably doesn’t like it either.”
“Well, why are you suddenly talking about that… ?”
“Answer me.”
“… It’s natural, isn’t it?”
I tilted my head involuntarily.
To feel love for an inanimate object,
How strange a woman my juniors see me.
My boyfriend is surprisingly dignified and strong, and he sometimes fawns on me without realizing it…
It was only for my satisfaction, it never meant that I liked it.
“What I don’t like, why…”
“… It’s an adult thing. Don’t ask more than that…”
Every time the title of boyfriend comes out of a junior’s mouth,
I felt ashamed and wanted to hide in a mouse hole.
But strangely enough, or if my advice gave me courage,
For some reason, the kouhai shook off all his gloomy expression and put on a very happy face.
For some reason, the junior who hadn’t looked at my face the whole time since she woke up today, maybe thanks to her gaining confidence in my words, lifted her head and started making eye contact with me…
It was the next moment when the size of the junior’s pupils grew to the point of tearing.
What is it What is that look of surprise?
“What’s wrong with your face!”
“A face?”
I looked in the mirror in surprise at my junior’s astonished cry.
Uh.
Nol, it’s amazing…
In the act that lasted until midnight last night, my tear glands were stimulated by so much that I cried so much that my face was swollen.
Not only that, but I, I, like being slapped on the cheek, and when I get excited, I have a habit of slapping myself on the cheek, so there is a slight handprint left on my cheek… Oh, and also, I really liked the feeling of being strangled, so the marks on my neck were thick like blood bruises.
“That’s it, boyfriend… Lang, that, how come.”
“…”
“Why, why… ?”
“… … .”
Why, why
Why are you making that face?
I, who was momentarily frightened by the fear of my junior colleague’s face,
I hate the fact that I was scared, so stop,
It’s none of your business, so I told you not to care.
