Chapter 3 – My Junior Became My Master
It was an eventful day.
I don’t even know how I listened to the lecture today.
People stared at me so much, I really felt like a monkey in a zoo.
I even got a little depressed because I thought I didn’t fit in so well in the eyes of others.
Well, it would be difficult for me to match so well with makeup, embellishments, and everything that made me feel good after almost a few years.
But that’s right, there’s no need to stare so terribly…
It was so bad that it interfered with the lecture, and the professor in charge cautioned us all.
As soon as all of today’s lectures were over, I left as if I was running away…
I vowed that I would never attend an academy like this again.
So again,
Today is a very eventful day.
The bigger problem is that today isn’t over yet.
Maid, uhm, interview, no, I already had an interview, so I had to go to the address I was given by my junior right after the lecture.
“Maid…”
Unexpectedly, in a fit of rage, perhaps in a fit of rage, I ran into it without thinking,
To live under the same house with someone you didn’t even know until recently.
I felt a little blinded.
No, I’m not going to say weak things now.
I could really do anything under the cause of tormenting the shining person to death, taking away what I didn’t have and never will have, crushing and crushing.
No matter how different men and women are, what is it like to live under one roof?
I headed home before going to my junior’s house.
I had to pack up and tell the landlord to move out.
“Miss. Are you leaving so suddenly? Where are you going to marry?”
“It’s not like that, grandma. Thank you for the time.”
“Have you decided where to live?”
“Sure. I will come to see you often.”
Feelings are new.
After moving to the capital to enter the academy, I feel sad when I am about to leave the house I have been living in for 2 years.
It was narrow, hot in summer, cold in winter, moldy and windy when it rained, and there were some problems with bugs and cobwebs all the time, but it was still a friendly house.
It was a rather uncomfortable house, but just being able to live in the capital was fortunate.
I can’t forget how heartbroken my heart was when I arrived at the academy blindly believing that there were dormitories for people like me and that I hadn’t been assigned to a dormitory. Two years later, I still can’t forget that feeling.
If I leave, I won’t be able to find a place like this anymore with the money I have.
The moment I thought about it, I had a bit of an outrageous imagination.
I impulsively cleaned the house and left, but my juniors threw me out saying that I had no work.
Maid, of course, wasn’t it a joke?
But there is no home to return to. I end up sitting on the sidewalk like that.
“…”
I have to say it now, but I was a strange kid even when I thought about it.
Perhaps because I was twisted from a very young age, the signaling system for accepting misfortune was completely broken.
Who can say that it is not strange that I sometimes even cry while imagining the misfortune and pain in the worst case scenario and find it sweet to feel the inside of my chest sting?
I honestly don’t know.
If you think about it with common sense, that wasn’t a situation that could have happened.
If such a situation comes, wouldn’t it be okay to ejaculate while holding on to the crotch of grandma’s pants?
So, I had insurance.
Rather, there was a part of me that wanted that to happen in a corner of my heart.
Because it can turn your junior into a liar.
Because you can make him a bad person.
My imagination right now is too ugly for me to see,
I decided to think only that far.
“…”
Ah. I need to remove my makeup
No matter how much I love unhappiness,
I don’t want to go through that humiliation again.
I washed my face thoroughly with water and cleanser, brushed my bangs off to the side, and covered my eyes again.
Ugh. It doesn’t make sense.
It makes sense now that no one recognized me as Eve Christmas until after the lecture.
Everyone is like an idiot, was there a kid like that in 2nd grade? Just do it. What is that Have there been monkeys that look like that? It has nothing to do with what you do.
“What?”
Come to think of it, how did you find out about your juniors?
I didn’t even tell you, but at some point, he suddenly appeared, senpai! Do.
Eh, do you have a good eye?
Thinking I should ask later, I packed up.
Underwear, a spare set of school uniforms, a few items for alchemy, an emergency fund and books needed for class are all.
Even though I thought there would be no need to use the cosmetics I used in the morning, I thought it would be a waste to throw them away, so I kept them.
“…”
Oh, and, there’s that, some, that, that, that,
That, oh yes boy friend. My boyfriend, without throwing it away, yes, Chang, took care of it…
Carrying only one bag that was packed like that,
I said goodbye to the house of the past year.
…
…
…
“You really came. Senior.”
“Yes. If you’re thinking of sending it back saying it was a joke…”
“Yes? Why me?”
Chit.
Involuntarily, I made the sound of wind blowing.
Because one of my wishes that I thought of earlier failed.
“Why did you remove your makeup?”
“Everyone is making fun of me.”
“It can’t be. It fit well.”
“…”
“But I still like it.”
I think juniors are completely guru when it comes to saying things they don’t even mean.
A person who has been loved and raised since childhood is not stingy with praise for others…
I ended up recalling a sentence from a psychology book I read the other day.
“It’s our common name. We will live together from now on.”
“Maybe.”
“Should I do it first? Ian Ernest.”
“It’s Christmas Eve.”
My junior led the conversation by leading me into the house.
“I think your name is very pretty.”
“…”
“Senior?”
“Ah? Yes, ah thank you.”
It was clearly a compliment, but I had no choice but to listen carefully.
Of course, if the orphanage director gave her a name that she picked up on Christmas Eve and said it was pretty, would anyone be able to accept it as it is?
Must be. I’m sure there is, but that wasn’t me.
But it’s a petty thing to show off.
If you receive a compliment, you have to give it back in your social life.
My junior and I are now bound by a social contract, so I said.
“It’s awesome. The master’s name.”
“Yes?”
“… ?”
The junior’s face became grotesque.
From now on, if I say anything,
I don’t know if it makes me look like I’m looking at a bunch of troubles that I can’t stop.
Did I do something wrong
But this time, it’s really unfair,
Pointing at me and my juniors with a finger, I explained.
“Since I’m a maid, juniors are masters, right?”
“… That’s right. Maid. Because I am a maid.”
I’m thinking about this carefully
Wouldn’t the junior be a idioty person than I thought?
He stutters whenever he does anything, and is busy opening his mouth slightly as if he was surprised.
I thought of rumors circulating within the academy that he was a lofty wolf or a prince, so I laughed a little.
I guess that’s why rumors can’t be trusted.
“Aaaaa… That’s right. I feel so strange…”
I talk to myself a lot like that.
It’s not something I’m going to say, but a lot of useless self-talk was also a symptom of severe autism.
I couldn’t control the corners of my mouth and smiled as if I had found the stain on the shining person.
I don’t know if my juniors were in a bad mood when they saw my smiling face, but
I’ve been recommending it with the nuance that I was wrong.
“Here, old man. Anyway, the owner is a little like that. Won’t you call me by name?”
“No, I do not want.”
“Ah?”
The junior seemed a little taken aback by the resolute refusal.
But it’s natural. It’s natural.
To call someone you hate to death so affectionately by name,
It’s something that I can’t quite understand from my common sense line.
“You are the master.”
“The relationship is like that.”
“As much as in this house.”
At that point, the junior twinkled his eyes.
As if I found even the slightest bit of hope in my words.
“Then, outside?”
And that’s what I asked.
It’s an expression of great anticipation, but anyway, what I’m going to say has been decided.
“Your junior.”
“… Ha. Yes, better than Master…”
“Do you hate being called master?”
“That, well, it’s not that I don’t like it.”
Say so, but
It was evident from his expression that he disliked it.
And thanks to that,
I was filled with a little ecstasy.
Whoop, whoop whoop, whoop whoop…
If you really hated it, you shouldn’t have made that face in front of me.
It shouldn’t have been caught by me.
Because I’m here to do something this person hates.
I said with a happy smile like a hunter who has finally found a weakness in his prey after a long period of tracking.
In the future, I will call you to the extent that I hate it.
“Master. Please take care of me.”
“Haaaaa…”
