Chapter 2 – Talking Dirty
It was me and my junior who happened to be together on the way to the school.
“Senpai, how did you come dressed up like this?”
Sarcastic.
You must have thought that it didn’t suit you.
But juniors are kind, so I turn my words around in a way that doesn’t hurt the other person as much as possible.
As I looked up with a sullen face, the junior averted his eyes for some reason and said.
“Ah, it really suits you. It would be nice if you would normally do that.”
So, in the future, I don’t even know the subject, and I decorate it.
Continue to buy other people’s ridicule…
It just didn’t sound like that.
It’s really sewage to vent your anger here.
I wanted to torture my juniors to death, so I said it honestly at this point.
“Maid, I heard that you are looking for it.”
I wanted to make it very difficult.
When someone like me enters the one-and-only maid,
Even as a junior, it was very difficult and must have been distasteful.
Unsurprisingly, the junior showed signs of trouble.
“Maid… Yo. This?”
“Didn’t you say you were looking for it?”
“Hmm.”
The junior’s reaction was lukewarm.
“That was just a joke…”
“To.”
“How did you know more than that?”
“Cow, rumors.”
“Rumor?”
I momentarily wondered if my juniors were lying because they didn’t want to take me in as a maid, but
Judging by the look on her face, it didn’t seem like that.
And then, my junior said it to me as if it were an excuse.
“With friends. Hmm. Somehow, the story of my family came out. There are maids in the main house.”
And. Real maid.
To be honest, until now, it was a different world for me.
“If my friends see me, then, isn’t it uncomfortable living alone after living being praised like that? The proud boy from the house is having a hard time coming all the way to the academy. When you respond to something you joked about. So, should I get one? I obviously said that, but… I was joking too.”
“Chi, your friends are bad.”
“Yes? No. Really, it was just a joke.”
All of a sudden, I became a senior who cursed my juniors’ friends,
My face turned red with embarrassment.
Oh, oh, I didn’t mean that.
I don’t have a horse. Just…
But at that timing, my junior looked at my expression and smiled.
“Of course, it’s not that seniors are bad.”
“…”
“Senior?”
I really hate it.
Anyway, I realized that rumors can’t be trusted.
This is a little different story, but the fact that I’m sullen, yes, is an unbelievable rumor.
“By the way.”
“…”
“Would you like to follow me for a second? Over there.”
The place the junior pointed out was the back of a building with few people.
I wondered if my junior would hurt me, but I wondered if I was worth it, and soon followed him.
The junior who confirmed that there was no one around said.
“That’s what you said earlier.”
“Yes?”
“Are you saying that it has something to do with the news that I was looking for a maid and that you dressed up?”
“Because I have to look good… Yo. This?”
Maybe it was because the hateful hair was once stuck in, I was starting to dislike everything about my juniors.
Especially like that, whenever I said something, it was the most unlucky thing to laugh meaningfully.
“So you’re saying that you want to be my maid?”
I nodded meekly.
Yes do.
Then, this time, the junior kek. It was as if he had been hit with a fist, and I felt somewhat better.
“Why?”
I want to create an image of you collapsing and being destroyed right around the corner.
Anyway, I couldn’t tell you why.
Then what?
Having nothing to say, I lowered my head for no reason,
I just fidgeted while holding the hem of my skirt with my fingers.
In the end, the words that came out were words that had nothing to do with the reason.
“Maid, I want to…”
I just want to do it.
Even a three-year-old wouldn’t use a school like this.
My juniors dissuaded me from doing that.
“Do you know what a maid is?”
“… Aren’t you the one who cooks, does the laundry, or cleans?”
“It’s similar, but that’s what a housekeeper can do. A maid is basically a person who lives under a mansion and takes care of her master’s inconvenience. She is, to me, the person who allows me to focus on, well, my studies.”
“Yes.”
“So I mean, we live together under one roof. Um, are you okay?”
“That’s what I’m aiming for.”
“Yes?”
Oh.
This isn’t it.
“No, that’s not it, that, no, inside, the words inside came out wrong…”
“… Ha. That’s what she was thinking.”
I had nothing to say.
At my junior’s self-talk, I couldn’t help but flinch like a rabbit in front of a lion…
The junior stared at my eyes, which were just blinking, and then,
She raised her head and sighed toward the sky.
“Driving me crazy…”
The words full of negative meaning made me a little nervous.
If I was rejected like this, in any case, it would be the same as completely ruining my plan.
Almost as if pleading, I looked up at my junior and said, “I’m thirsty.”
“I really want to live with you.”
“Yes?”
“That, actually, I, living expenses? It’s also very tight, and it’s cold at night, and it’s lonely, too… ?”
“Yes????”
“Heb.”
Don’t stare at me so scary…
I don’t know where the courage came from.
With the will to finish what I said, I continued to speak.
“Hey, don’t you need some warmth?”
“What?”
“Isn’t this, um, I am a friend… Because there is no… ?”
“What does that have to do with maids and friends?”
What is the junior
It seemed a little angry.
He looked at me with an expression full of agony, as if he was really dumbfounded, as if he was looking down at a creature he had never seen before.
“Haaaaa…”
“Can’t I… ?”
“… …”
My junior’s worries have been prolonged.
I guess it’s because I can’t find anything to say no to.
I realized that something was going wrong and hung my head, and my junior seemed to be looking at my head like that.
How much time has passed
The moment the sun turned its angle, the shadow created by the building disappeared and the place where the juniors were was filled with sunlight,
He said
“I can’t because I’m anxious.”
“Yes?”
“He wasn’t someone worth leaving outside.”
“… ?”
“Maid. Because there are seats. Come on in.”
“Really?!”
“Yes. But there are conditions.”
Gulp.
I wondered if he was asking for something so great that he was putting so much effort into it, but
The words that came out were a little different from what I expected.
“Don’t tell me you’re cold and lonely anywhere.”
“Yes? Why?”
I’ve never said anything like that to anyone else.
However, it was true that I was curious about the reason when I was told not to do this.
My junior didn’t want to tell me why, but when I stared at him, he said something very small as if he couldn’t help it.
“… It’s too naughty.”
“… ?”
Do you have problems with sexual function, or are you a person who has awakened to ideal sexuality?
I honestly didn’t think so, but I couldn’t say such a thing to my juniors.
So, like my juniors, I said what I wanted to say as much as possible.
“I don’t understand.”
“If you don’t want to do it, don’t taste it.”
With those words, I pinched my cheeks.
My junior’s big grip almost covered my face, so I was busy stretching my cheek with just two fingers.
Why, why do I have to do this?
By the way, does the story that you shouldn’t do it somewhere mean that you can do it for yourself?
I could make a mistake, so I asked my juniors.
“Can I do it for my junior?”
“…”
“Yes?”
“I’m tempting you now.”
“Yes? No, I’m really curious.”
“… You can do it for me.”
“Why?”
“It’s me.”
…
Ah.
Also I hate this guy.
Without any reason or basis, I have pride in myself, I envy and hate the courage to say such things casually, I feel so insignificant in the reflection of his confidence, I want to completely extinguish that fire and trample it so that not even a shape remains.
I thought so again.
But for the sake of the cause,
I completely sealed off that black feeling and forcibly pushed it deep into my heart.
I smiled brightly as if I knew nothing.
“All right.”
“Whoa, whoa, whoa…”
“What is your sigh?”
“It’s hard, it’s hard. It is obvious that there will be hardships in the future.”
A person who shines is a law that even has an excellent intuition.
It was as if he was subconsciously realizing that there was no way he would not suffer without suffering when I was by his side.
I asked what I was curious about.
“I guess that’s a very dirty word for juniors. Cold, lonely?”
“Yes. Anyone would think so.”
“Well.”
I tilted my head, but I forced myself to nod because my hand seemed to come up again.
“Right, right. Cold and lonely It’s a dirty word. I have to.”
“Isn’t that right?”
“Seo, I can’t use it if I treat my senior with violence…”
“Senior was wrong.”
“To. Is that so.”
“Yes.”
“But I told my juniors that they could use it. I mean dirty words.”
“Because I’m fine.”
I don’t know what’s what.
But I was glad that I had achieved my goal anyway, that I became his maid,
With a confident expression,
Not knowing that her cheeks were dyed bright red and her eyes were wet thanks to being bullied once before,
I looked up at my junior again and said.
“It’s become a dirty conversation…”
“…”
“Why, why? Why are you looking at me so terribly again?”
“It’s okay to seduce aaaaa——!”
“I’m surprised, he’s suddenly screaming!”
The junior I hate to death,
I think he’s a bit of a strange person.
