Chapter 3 – What Are You Doing? I Have to Take It Off ①
^-^
A soft voice that resonates softly.
When I saw Seol-ah’s expression saying that, I felt something creepy.
That would be the case, because Seol-ah with that expression looked like she was going to eat me at any moment.
“What, what…?”
Embarrassed, I opened my eyes and looked at Seol-ah.
Then, Seol-ah spoke confidently to me, as if asking what was the problem.
“Seohyun, don’t you love me?”
I don’t know why she’s asking why she’s suddenly here she loves her.
“No, of course I love you…”
Wouldn’t it be more strange for her to say that she doesn’t love her to her girlfriend who asks if she loves him.
She half-forcedly replied that she loved me, but after hearing my answer, Seol-ah said as if there was no problem.
“That’s all right.”
“…?”
“Isn’t it enough if we love each other?”
So… Seol-ah was saying that since we love each other now, there’s nothing wrong with continuing to date.
I didn’t want it to go on like this, so I conveyed my opinion to Seol-ah again.
“That…, She should stand, no matter how much she loves her, I became a woman…”
Seol-ah interrupted me in the middle and spoke to me with the corner of her mouth slightly raised.
“I told you, it’s rather good.”
No, so… You’ve been saying it’s rather good since before, but what the hell does that mean?
Does that mean that you like me now as a woman better than me as a man?
I couldn’t stand the rush of curiosity and asked straight forward.
“What the hell… What do you mean it’s rather good?”
Then Seol-ah smiled meaningfully and began to come closer to me little by little.
I just stared at Seol-ah, and in the end, Seol-ah came to the point where her face and mine almost touched.
Swoop.
Seol-ah, who came closer, passed my face.
To be precise, it brought her face closer to where my ears are.
After Seol-Ah’s face completely stopped in my ear, I heard Seol-Ah’s whispering voice.
“I… Actually like women.”
Then, unlike the slow approach to my ear, this time it moved away quickly.
I couldn’t help but stare blankly at Seol-ah.
For a moment, I thought I had misunderstood Seol-ah.
However, no matter how much I thought about it, what Seol-ah just said was right.
“No, are you kidding…?”
Seol-ah’s words, which I couldn’t believe, made my heart sink.
I had 50,000 thoughts in my mind, but almost all of them were on the bad side.
That time when my mind went blank and my vision was so blurred that I didn’t even know what was in front of me.
Seol-ah’s mouth opens.
“I’m kidding.”
I heard that it was a joke.
For a moment, wondering if he had heard Seol-ah’s words correctly, he lifted her head and looked straight into Seol-ah’s face.
Seol-ah’s face was a face full of her playfulness.
“······Ah.”
At that moment, realizing that Seol-Ah was joking when she said that she likes women, I lowered my head and put her hands on my face.
This is because as the surprised mind gradually calmed down, shameful feelings gradually came.
“Phehehe, are you surprised?”
Seeing me like that, Seol-ah, who doesn’t usually smile, burst into laughter.
Then I began to think about the answer to the question I had been curious about from the beginning.
“Rather, what do you mean by good… Well, yes.”
After finishing her troubles, Seol-ah spoke to me.
“Since you’ve become a woman, it’s because I, the same woman, can teach you how to live from now on.”
“Ah······.”
She said why she liked Seol-ah, but now she seemed to understand.
She was rather good at telling me how to live in the future, that’s what she said.
Not knowing that, I experienced my mental breakdown at one word Seol-ah said, and I bowed my head in shame once again.
Maybe because of that, I couldn’t see Seol-Ah’s face, but Seol-Ah was making a somewhat meaningful expression.
So much so that you wouldn’t even notice it if you didn’t look closely.
At that time.
“But what are you going to do next?”
Seol-ah’s closed mouth opened, and I answered Seol-ah’s words.
“What are you going to do next… What?”
Seeing me like that, Seol-ah continued with a frustrated tone.
“Now that I’ve become a woman, my life will be different from now on. I meant what I’m going to do.”
“Ah···.”
I thought about it for a while at Seol-ah’s words.
Since I hadn’t really thought about my life after becoming a woman, I felt at a loss as to how to live the rest of my life.
Seol-ah, who was watching this, said as if it was natural.
“First, I have to buy clothes.”
“Clothes···?”
“Yes. One of the most important things for a woman is her clothes.”
It was difficult for me to understand that clothes are the most important thing… Since I don’t usually pay that much attention to clothes.
But.
The most important thing was here.
That’s right.
“However···.”
“Huh?”
“I’m hungry.”
“······”
It was that I was hungry.
* * *
A department store in Seoul.
Among the various stores in the vicinity, Seol-ah and I, who had become a woman, were there.
Since I woke up in the morning, something unbelievable had happened, so I ran around and exhausted my stamina, but suddenly he dragged me to the department store saying he had to go shopping for clothes.
“I’m hungry…?”
“You can eat rice here.”
She continued to hear a growling sound from her stomach, but Seol-ah said that she could eat at the department store. She took the elevator and took me somewhere.
“No, where is the rice in the department store…?”
“Right? Let’s eat before we look at clothes. I’m hungry too.”
On the first floor, I could only see clothes, but when I went up to the second floor, I began to see various restaurants.
Seol-ah and I entered the Korean restaurant that best suited our tastes, sat at a table, and ordered food while looking at the menu.
“There’s something like a restaurant here, too.”
“Yes, most department stores have them.”
“Oh, really? I didn’t know. I thought department stores were just for buying clothes.”
In fact, almost all of them seemed to only sell clothes, because almost all of them were outside clothing stores.
After ordering the food, we chatted about this and that, then lifted our spoons while watching the food that was served.
* * *
After finishing the meal, I ate the last dessert neatly, and said that I felt a little full now, and I patted my chubby belly after eating.
However, there was one problem…
That’s right
“Am I counting?”
“No, I will.”
“No I…”
“No···”
There was a problem with calculating the price of rice.
After arguing with Seol-A over the price of her meal for a while, I finally came to terms with Seol-Ah’s words.
“Isn’t that what I brought here? So it’s right that I live.”
In fact, it might be more accurate to say that I was convinced rather than convinced.
In any case, after many twists and turns, we calculated the price for the meal, and we went down to the first floor again, leaving behind a pleasant full stomach, and started walking around to look at the clothes I was going to wear in earnest.
However···.
“Wow, look there. Isn’t the dog pretty?”
“Did you go shopping with your friends?”
“Would you like to talk to me?”
“Damn it, will you be a wakku?”
We could feel the eyes looking back at us.
Every time I passed by, I felt ashamed because it was the first time I felt the eyes staring at me from here and there.
“Just ignore it. It’s going to happen every day from now on.”
Seol-ah accepted those gazes as if she were familiar with them.
So, Seol-ah and I entered a clothing store leaving behind the eyes that kept following us…
No matter how I looked at it, this place didn’t sell clothes, but underwear…, It seemed like that kind of place.
“Stand, stand.”
“Huh?”
“Why did you come here…?”
The confident me grabbed Seol-ah and asked her why she had come to her underwear store instead of her clothing store.
Seol-ah then said as if it were natural.
“You’re not going to live without wearing underwear for the rest of your life, are you?”
“That’s…, It’s not like that…”
As Seol-A said, I couldn’t live my whole life without wearing underwear, so I just stuck behind Seol-A as she quietly picked out the ‘female’ underwear that fit me.
“Above… I think this will be enough, but for the bottom…, Will this be enough…?”
Seol-ah, who was choosing between this and that without hesitation, seemed to have chosen all of them. She held out the underwear she was holding towards me.
In Seol-ah’s hand, which was pushed out toward me, there were underwear I had never seen in my life, and I looked at Seol-ah with a look on her face asking what she was asking me to do.
Seol-ah looked at me with a questioning expression, then realized her mistake and said with an apologetic expression.
“Oh, right. It was the first time today.”
“······”
It is also the underwear I saw for the first time today, and above all, I did not know how to wear it.
That’s why I had no choice but to get help to wear this underwear, but now I had no choice but to get help from Seola.
“Follow me. I’ll let you know.”
“Uh, yes…”
Okay.
Let’s think that this is unavoidable.
It is said that it is inevitable in order to live in the future…
Kiik-
Widely.
The door to the locker room that Seol-ah entered closed.
Just standing there awkwardly, when you’re not doing anything.
“What are you doing?”
Seol-ah’s words came to me, who was feeling awkward.
“You have to take it off.”