Chapter 213 – Operation to Recapture Jeong Seong-Ah (5)
“Impurity Trash Can Toilet No. 1.”
“Yes, four!!”
Her expression hardened for a moment, but she soon responded with a wide smile.
Jeong Seong-min said with her eyes as if she were looking at her like a bug.
“You seem to have forgotten your duty. How come the garbage cans can’t contain the garbage?”
Jeong Seong-min’s voice seemed genuinely angry.
Jeong Seong-ah still kept a smile on her face and answered while shaking her body.
“Sorry, sorry…Sorry! Mi-I, a lowly person, dare to… Excuse me like this…”
“This is your garbage, so you have to deal with it. Release me.”
At Jung Seong-min’s orders, the subordinates release Jung Seong-ah’s restraints.
As soon as Jeong Seong-ah was released, she slammed her face on the floor like her dog and she began to slurp her pee she had accumulated.
At that time, Jung Sung-min started to approach Jung Sung-ah with a thump-thump-fast step.
“Hurup…Huh…Hhhhh!”
And seeing Jung Sung-min like that, she made a scared expression on her face, and then smiled brightly.
But Jeong Seong-min trampled her face with her feet and pressed her to the floor.
Jung Sung-min moved her trampled feet around and smeared her urine in her hair.
“Why are you using your tongue over a good rag? The length is long, so the absorption rate is good.”
Jeong Seong-min twists the corner of her mouth and soaks Jung Sung-ah’s hair with her urine.
Now, Jung Sung-ah was looking up at Jung Sung-min in vain with her unfocused eyes.
Slowly, her will to live was fading away, and all she wanted to do was die.
‘I… Why should I live. Why is this…’
If you think about it, it was.
A mother who has lost her motherly love.
A father who was castrated for masculinity.
The older brother who became a demon.
She had no reason to live any longer.
What… Love for the master?
His grace?
What’s the use of all that?
The people I loved were all ruined like this.
What’s the point if I’m alone in his arms and living happily?
Besides, now I don’t even know why I longed for my master’s love.
Why did I… Why did I want his love?
‘Ah.’
At that time, a scene passed through Jung Sung-ah’s mind.
That scene where she succumbs to her overwhelming pleasure and gives in to her master for the first time.
In the end, then and now, all I had to do was give in to fear.
Because of the overwhelming fear of pleasure that drives me crazy for my master, and now of the overwhelming fear of death that might kill me.
So, her love for her master was twisted in the first place.
It wasn’t true love, it was just a form of submission called ‘love’.
– Swish… Swish… Swish…
Turning his head to and fro, himself used to wipe his pee.
The corners of Jung Sung-ah’s mouth, which had been smiling reflexively, slowly began to change into an expressionless expression.
Jung Sung-ah looked at Jung Sung-min with a cold expression.
Now that she had played with it this much, it was just a silent expression of her intention to kill herself.
‘Please… Please, Master…’
On the other hand, Lee Hee-yeon, who was watching this scene, had such thoughts.
Now he asked if he hadn’t stopped.
Stop abusing yourself.
Of course, it was all about the owner.
The heart of the owner who treats Jung Sung-ah so roughly, how much it will burn… I couldn’t even guess.
“Ku-cu-cu-cu…”
But Jung Sung-min was really enjoying himself.
He was just adept at highly developed technology, directing, and psychological manipulation.
Everything was proceeding step by step according to his plan, and Jung Sung-ah’s reaction was also within the expected range.
At this point, my mind was broken and I thought it was time to let go of everything.
“Hmm.”
I glanced around to check the time, and it took me three hours to get here.
Now, by giving her love and injecting her with pleasure for the rest of the time, she can completely re-brainwash Jung Sung-ah.
‘If I break it a little more, brainwashing will be easier… But if I do it any longer, it will break.’
You have to do enough to break your mind.
In the case of Baek Ha-yoon, she was trained by Mr. Choi for more than 15 years, but her mental state was so exhausted that it was easy for her to become an assistant.
However, Baek Ha-yoon has the mentality and strength she has accumulated over a long period of time as the queen of the underworld, while Jung Sung-ah is still at the novice level.
If it is further damaged here, it may reach the level of the present, which is impossible to recover.
In the first place, Jung Sung-ah was a very kind child by nature.
Even when she was being taught by Mr. Choi, she took care of her surroundings and shed tears.
“Tsk. It smells bad. Wash away.”
So ‘today’ is enough.
From then on, she needs to be disciplined and pained to the extent she can handle, and then given her pleasure and love, and gradually train her.
However, since she has given her unbearable pain now, she has to give her the love she deserves.
Because the sweet love that follows her excruciating heartache is bound to be accompanied by intense pleasure.
So, Jeong Seong-min looked down at Jeong Seong-ah, who was staring into the void with an expressionless expression. She ordered her men to suck her slut.
Jeong Seong-ah was picked up by her hulking men in her black suits and dragged into her shower.
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-Ahhhhh …
Jeong Seong-ah being hit by the water from the shower head.
She was looking down at her floor without a word or expression.
Now that she had really lost her reason to live, she had no desire to do anything.
‘Ha-yun unnie… Ha-yun unnie must have felt like this.’
However, she was completely broken and could only sympathize with Ha-yun’s older sister, who was about to attempt her suicide.
She lost Park Jong-pil and her father, and eventually became abandoned by her master and became a disabled person… Only now could she understand.
‘Everything is useless. It was to no avail…’
The main vocalist and visual center of the girl group ‘Ain’.
Aria, a rising star and a hot topic icon.
She is the representative of the 4th generation K-pop idol, a rising Asian star, and rapidly expanding her influence worldwide.
Another self she calls ‘Aria’.
It was all a false life.
To her who lost her family, her love, and her heart, she was just a useless adjective.
What is the use of all that honor and glory?
What’s the use of that trophy and the word ‘1st place’?
In the end, everything about herself, who can be said to be the main body of ‘Aria’, has collapsed.
‘Her sister is right. It was all an illusion…’
I suddenly remembered that day.
The day Ha-yoon unnie wrote her will.
The day when various plaques and certificates were torn and there was a will written that his life was only one road that ended in futility.
That day was no different from today’s self.
‘I… Why did I want to become an idol? Why me…’
Long forgotten
Why did I want to become an idol?
Why did I practice so hard, dancing, singing, and getting bloody?
To please the master? To expand her influence as Queen of the Underworld?
It wasn’t.
It wasn’t like that at first.
I just wanted to be a shining presence on a sparkling stage.
She just wanted to be a person who gives dreams and hopes to others, just like the image that Ha Yoon unnie showed in the drama ‘Birth of a Star’.
That is why she was able to endure the harsh training while working so diligently as a trainee.
I want to become a shining person too.
I also want to be a person of good influence.
I hope many people will be happy because of me.
I also want to stand on stage receiving love and attention from people like Ha Yoon.
“Ahhh…”
It was only after losing everything that I remembered that promise for the first time.
And now, he began to realize how he had fallen.
Originally, I wanted to be a person who gives dreams and hopes.
When I receive attention and love from many people, I wanted to reciprocate by sharing it with the public.
Like Ha-yun, who donates and volunteers every year.
“Huhhhhh…”
However, he became the exact opposite.
Having gone completely insane by the master’s brainwashing, he became an existence that sows pain and despair.
While deceiving the precious hearts of many people.
Fair.
What was your role there?
Inciting depravity and despair, broadcasting the pain of others live, and how many responses and applause it has induced.
“Heuuuuu… I was…”
I didn’t want to be that kind of person.
However, she became a woman who took pleasure in looking at such twisted sights, and later became insensitive to any sights she saw.
Even if the boyfriend she loved screamed and was dragged away, even if the children who became idols with dreams and hopes just like her became ugly and corrupted, she was herself who did not blink an eye.
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry… I, I…”
I ignored the sincere hearts of the fans.
He treated everyone who came to the fan signing event as an asshole and treated them with contempt.
The money they give is only used for herself who is reborn as the queen of the underworld, and she has fallen into narcissism with such twisted thoughts.
– Knocked up.
Then, the door to the shower room opened.
Jung Sung-ah looked back at her with her weeping expression on her face.
It was the two men who brought me here.
“The shower is taking too long, so it’s your master’s order to wash you.”
“Ah…”
She entered this place and herself, who had only been hit by water the whole time.
Without a word of sincerity, she hung her head.
Now she didn’t even have time to regret this.
Okay. Maybe she was just right for herself to be treated like this.
Since she sinned as much as she did, shouldn’t she be punished?
People who have been ruined by me… I have rationalized myself while watching them.
You are happy to be broken like me.
If you fall like that, you will be able to feel eternal pleasure.
Not necessarily bad. How happy it is to live a life full of drugs and sex and sadism.
You’ll find out soon how valuable this is.
In this place where I, the Queen of the Underworld, relays… How happy you can be when you are born again… You will thank me too.
“Haha…”
Knowing Jung, she smiled helplessly as she recalled the foolish thoughts she had had in the past.
At that time, she thought it was meaningful to promote the corruption of others at the Fair.
She thought that spreading evil was her mission.
– Mate mate mate mate
Hallucinations were heard.
I heard the hallucinations of the ugly pigs at the fair giving applause.
Why did I feel uplifted while being cheered by such people?
Why did I become such a twisted and broken human being?
“This is enough.”
At that time, the two men who were washing her hair and lathering her body spoke.
One of them squeezed toothpaste on a toothbrush and handed it to Jung Sung-ah.
“Also brush your teeth. As clean as possible.”
He is being treated as if he were washing chickens in a chicken factory.
Jung Sung-ah smiled bitterly and started brushing her teeth.
Jeong Seong-ah, who put down her everything, began to do her remorse and her constant self-loathing in her anguish.
She even rolls over like a dog like this, and then she contemplates when, where, and how she will commit suicide.
‘You have to die… Stupid bitch. You ruined everything My family, Dohyeon oppa, those children… Others… I ruined them all. Because of me…’
Jung Sung-ah finished brushing her teeth.
Before long, she began to wipe herself in the strong hands of the men, with the cold wind blowing in front of a large fan.
As if washing her car, the men held towels in both hands of her, wiped every inch of her body, and picked up her hair dryer to dry her hair.
Of course, she didn’t have a single desire in the process.
She was just going through the process she had to go through.
As she plucked the chicken feathers, washed it with water, and cut it into parts to make it easier to eat, she was just one process.
However, Jeong Seong-ah did not lament her own situation, not being treated as a human being.
She felt no shame, and she felt no humiliation.
She just thought it was one of her own ‘punishments’ that she deserved.
“The master is waiting for you. Please go inside.”
After cleaning her body, drying her body, and spraying her perfume, she found herself in front of a grand room, dressed in lewd clothes.
Jeong Seong-ah could feel it.
She said that today she will be treated as Jung Sung-min’s toilet.
That she was only consumed as an ingredient to satisfy his sadistic tastes.
– Knocked up.
But it didn’t matter.
She only opened the door with an expressionless face without focus.
She was the one who had nothing to do with being killed by him.
